After 1390 posts on blogger, i've finally switch to wordpress ;]

Yup, here.

I don't know why but i like mirage love a lot lot, hahaha ;0

That you don't even remember your girlfriend's birthday.
What can i say

it was great :)

except the fact that i lost something really, really really important :(
i nearly wanted to kill myself alright.
Its only one day :(

Santa gave me the most awesome present today :)

Being sick sucks ttm.

Woke up and the world was spinning around. Started vomiting etc etc, wanted to go to work but couldn't even had the strength to walk out of my room. Mum said i was crazy. But i'm only working 3 days for 16hrs in total this week :( less than a hundred bux.

I want my macbook air :(

So, it was stomach flu luh. my stomach always catch cold, :/
I feel like eating alot alot alot of things but only plain porridge, this sucks ttm.
catching avatar w class tmr :) (L) , it takes 10yrs roundabout to make the movie and everyone is saying its the nicest movie of the year :)

& i need to do something about my hair terribly.
I can see my bank crying, hahahahah.

Have been too tired to post whenever i reach home

My manager, which is kenny, said something too judgemental today. Disappointed.

He said something like, what can 16 yrs old think of except boyf? Well, hell lot more. He made me feel so un-justified. Like hey, i really evaluated what you told me yesterday and try to do what you wanted. I don't understand how does all adults come to the conclusion that teenagers don't think about life values and stuff like that. If his words didn't struck me hard i wouldn't have been so affected.

i'm not a spoilt brat who can't take hard things. if you think i grow up like a strawberry then you're utterly wrong. i'm pretty proud to say my parents did a good job, they taught me money is hard to get, working life is never easy. And i know. I totally accept the things you said.

But, me being not committed is another story. Don't you think there's this misunderstanding, sigh. The people at work is so totally out of my league seriously, & im trying to convince myself feel comfortable and adapt and ultimately gain passion and be committed. Now, yknow what. I just feel like quitting.

Guess its just in me that people don't get what i'm trying to put across.
Got used to it.


Recently, have been thinking alot.
If only i've an area that i'm really passionate in. its like striking gold for me
have been like a no head housefly for 16 yrs.
& i mean, in all areas.

It weighs a tonne.

Today's work was pretty bad, finally understood how nicholas felt. Wellz, this is an understatement actually.

Noon was beep ttm, night was only slightly better with patty and yizi around. Correction, when i went to their section. I was doing shit work in the afternoon and guessed at night it was yz's turn and she got pissed too. See, its not just me.

Full time colleagues are equally bad. When i'm standing in your way, just freaking say Excuse me? Like hey, i don't have eyes behind me so i don't know you're behind & i've nothing in hand so why should i be making mad rushes like you?
& i hate the so called 'leaders' of the team. Always throwing the difficult tasks to the part timers and you yourself doing the easy job. yes i admit serving drinks was easy, but i do help as well right. Whats the point of me taking over others job and cause a big chaos.
Communication is the key. If unhappiness doesn't get trashed out, i'll see how the place can progress man, seriously. Giving your colleague black face when she doesn't do anything wrong. Like heyyyyyy, i don't owe you a million alright.

Forget it, i hope this week and next week will past by really quickly so.
I CAN QUIT.
Feel like scolding the f word in their face man, but noooo. refined (:

I was so sad that i cried, yknow. No, don't.

Yesterday, was a little disappointing.

I guess i'll be ditching blogger and switching to wordpress next yr? hahaha.
If not my list of archive will be long like mad :o
But i'm quite picture deprived luh, as in those post-able ones. wink wink!

I think i've a minor crush on myself, i like the review my past pictures and posts and messages etc. It just makes me a little happier, sometimes embarrassing :/ Wellz.

Speaking of embarrassment, i don't know if i should post this.
But this is really freaking embarrassing lor.
I was holding 4 cups on my hand at work, trying to rush rush cuz its the last customers.
Then the kitchen area is really slippery, i just slipped and sat on the ground.
>: !!!!!!!!!!!
Epic moment of me ttm.

I guess i can write a book called epic incidents of huiping. I'm sure it'll be as thick as j.k rowling's harry potter series.
Anyway, so i was stirring the wine glass trying to make foam ( as told)
Then i broke a small nice hole that caused the beer to gush out, was so....... stunned.
Even my manager had to kowtow to my ability. HAHA.


I'm finally off work today like yayyy, was extremely elated after i walk out of the restaurant.
I'm thinking if i should switch job to non f&b industry, just not f&b inclined i guess. it doesn't interest meeee.
luckily i'm still 16, at the rate i switch job. i can eat wind.

Anyway, should i colour my hair :O

I'm so irritateddddd >=
have been trying to dl and install maple for the past 4 hrs :/
yes say hi back to mapleeeeeeee! :) holidays are pretty routine.

Hi tomorrow,
It has been half a yr. (:


a diamond for my thoughts.

I'm damn lazy lezy now. My mum always wake me up after 10! chao si ren le. I'm sleep depriveddd :(
Even my phone is lazy. the sms ring tone used to go like this "ti ting ting ting ting!" then now it rings like this "ti ting" -.- ttm! Like owner like phone.

anyway is it a tread now to surprise huiping at work, ahhahaa.
yesterday veronica and samuel suddenly appeared outside Grandma and i literally screamed :O
I didn't expect them to be there and it has been ages since i saw veronica <333
bought mac home, feel damn fat.
cause i usually off work at 11? then eat already sleep!
I can feeeeeeeeeeeeeel myself gaining pounds :(

I made a super lame joke ytd, like so rareeee.
Cause my manager's name is kenny. then there's this beer call kilkenny.
Then i was like, "EH, KIL-KENNY. KILL KENNY LEH"
I want KILL-KENNY!!!!!
Okay not funny, my manager totally THEN? me :(

okay okay, full shift again. 3 in a row, i'll be torn and tattered tonight.
& hey! i just realised it has been pretty long since i updated, HAHAHA.

i can't imagine entering working life, kudos to all adults seriously.
Its boring doing the same thing over and over again :(
today was a sucky day at home, we were like almost doing chores.
Sweeping floor, wiping furniture and everything available.
& jeffrey saw the wrong schedule, which leaves him with a full shift tmr :( when i've leave tmr while he has leave today! nearly wanted to bang the wall cause we had to cancel our weekly date :(
then i flooded my whole bag with water :(
I just wanted to conclude that today suck big time, then......

That kuku appeared outside after work with muffins! :) :) :)
pretty epic cause i didn't see him in the first place if rebecca didn't nudge me.
Was so shocked that i nearly screamed
So.... tonight was awesome much much :)
<3

Creative eateries @ vivo city :)
the one and only picture before my phone battery died. I look damnz weird but :D

Hellozzz.
I gotta feeling i'm g'na die next week.
I've 5 days of full shift, which is like 10 working hours. Consecutive days alrighty, bless me. & 1 day of half shift. Its like full time already, since when.

Anyone needs job!?!? I hope they'll find people soon :( boo

B: where are you working now?
Me: hahaha grandma
-after awhile-
B: alright, so where're you working now
Me: GRANDMA, the restaurant name is called : GRANDMA.
B: jokes aside, are you really serious?!

YES, i know its a weird name but yeah. But we don't dress like grannies, kind of start to like to place. I'm like the oldest there. I feel so young, (: with people like rebecca, yi zi and patty. they're like 14 ?!?!?!

I'm like listening to my blog song nawww, me like although its freaking old.
peng you yi shen yi ji zouuuuuu~~~

Last minute movie outing with j the kuku, i kind of forced him to watch new moon w me.
He said it was not bad! (: (: (:
But i thought it was average-y, and edward looks damn haggard and ugly in there. no offensez.

who are still energetic, raise up your feets.

I'm drained, exhausted, tired, jaded, fatigue, weary.
i still have a 6hrs shift later, kill me please.
I'm like on losing weight campaign, 2 meals a day, yi si yi si.

I just wanted .....
:(
I hate this very very much.
why cant you.....

Went to work for the vivocity 3rd opening anniversary thingy.

Creative eateries people are all very nice and friendly! me like :)
My name is christine for today! only. Cause we all were given fake name tags, ahhaha. then there was this supervisor who called "christine christine!" it took me quite awhile to realise its me. hahahaha.
Anyway i broke a glass hahahah
I was holding onto the tray with a hand ( k duh) on the right while walking towards a table.
Then suddenly the glass just slipped and fell onto the ground, wrong. FALL ONTO MY FEET.
Jasper said my face was epic ttm at that moment.
but the supervisor etc was really nice. they came over and helped me and said its okay, ^^ happy.
I was still traumatized how did the glass fell off.
then rose told me its this guy who walked pass me and nudge my glass a little, causing it to slip.
AND THAT GUY DISAPPEAR MAN. i didn't even know.

So, lesson of the day. Always keep the things you're holding in view in case of surprise attack! :O
Okay but it was really happy (Y)
thanks to, short-cute-first-guy-who-smiled-at-me, jasper, rose, ruiping and my "twinny christine" , the funny manager. yeahhhh. happy ^^ pray hard that they'll call me ltr.

Kay anw, my phone went flat so we only took one picture together ):

Anyway, if i didn't reply those sms that i'm supposed to reply. It meant that i didn't receive your sms.
MY PHONE IS CRAZYYYYYYYYYYY ):

These are roughly what has been going on.
Life has been fine
'cept that i just an earful from my mother. Got used to it anyway, sigh.
finally starting to get back to work, hmmm mmm.

Its just that, why won't you have some trust on us that we won't, that i won't.

When life starts to slow down, i start to see things at a different light.
Then i start to re evaluate things long term.
Or maybe its just talking to yumi.
Will it be long-term, or is it just short-term?
I want it strong. Maybe shall just leave it to the hands of fate. Everything happens for a reason, i guess.

Was talking to samuel just now. And i guess, misunderstanding is the root of all evil.
Maybe its just fate, ha.
( just like how its fated that i always update on alternate days. okay its pure coincidence)

Just like how it suddenly happens this year, like an alarm being set off within us.

I suddenly remember something that boils my blood.
I was texting at the bus stop. then there is this stupid uncle making his mad dash to board the bus. he just simply bumped into me and caused my phone to fly one metre.
THE MOST IMPORTANT AND MAIN POINT IS.
He didn't even apologise.
Such an uncouth uncle, tsk. I was too shocked to say anything.
& now there is a HUGE chip at the edge of my phone. sigh

And while i'm typing this, something just struck me, haha.
Tightening your grip won't make you secure, it will only hurt yourself.