many things happen during this few weeks..many thoghts and feelings...em...help me mature abit....the chinese result proved to me tt i can get low marks if i dun study hard...jus becos i m used to get high marks,i canot owaes get high marks..human have high and low tides......so i dun really expect owaes A* for my chinese.....sumtimes getting A is oso not a bad ting...it helps ppl to be more serious in work.......not only tt...my maths,i used to getting A....but i got a C....becos tt was other school's paper....i had to admit,i did not put in much effort.....
not only school is giving me problems,even frens r giving me problems....joey says tt i m too close to qiaoting tt i neglect her...i admit i sumtimes do.......so nowadays,ppl tend to c me alone...actually is not i dun wan company,i jus wan to be alone....i have alot of troubles inside my head...

yesterday most of the singaporeans r celebrating national day,but me,well,i had a gd lecture from my brother and mum.......they said my results sux and insulted me lyk i m a pile of dug....they estimated tt i can only can get 220 .....they unestimated me lyk shit..and dun wan to give me handphone if i didn't get 230 and above...argh....i hate psle,psle sux lyk core....it is not tt i dun wan to study or dun wan to put in effort,all of the teachers and relatives dun understand me,they pin high hopes on me and my mum and brother said tt they will hide themselves if i flung my psle....argh.,....i jus dun feel lyk studying and had no mood to study,i really canot memorizea single word from my handbk...i really had no mood to study and they jus dun understand me...