this yr is the worse new yr i ever had...new yr eve we patched up,i told xinyi tt it couldn't be forced but she sae nvm,so patched...but the next day.gotten 1 msg.then broken up..i faking,''happily'',msg back we could still be frens...i lied.i lied to xinyi and sl that,nvm still can be frens.when i said nvm.i wished i could run over the road and every pain won't be gone[i noe no one could read my blog so i wrote all these]..all my kors and jies told me nt to be sad,cheer up.but i dun tik there is any use telling me to cheer up..i dun wan to patch back animore.jux wan to cry it all out and start everyting a new..i noe it could be hard.but there is no way for other tings.i can't kill myself.its nt worth it.

dunoe y leh,realli no mood to blog these days.todae saw john crying so bitterly,so pityful>.<..haix,but there is nth i could do except to tell him life has to go on.and he even wanted to go die.haish,realli dunoe how to console him lor,although he has been a pest to me for the pass few weeks but he is still my sorta fren lah.then veronica and me consoled him.actually veronica consoled most cos i was away most of the time,lolx,canot blame me,cos i was busy at tt time,then after veronica left i was finally free,then i compensate and consoled john a while,he was beta liaox,can joke abit.haha.hu's gong lao?lolx.
we nealy broke up last sundae but patched up agn,he cried,for the first time.dunoe wad reali made him cry,but the tears juz flow out.dunoe why lah.this week so many ppl cry.sl then john.aiyo.guys crying week.lolx.okies,toking to veronica now,ltr she yakking for me nt replying agn.bye bye bloggies..