Beautiful nightmare

hehe

Thursday, June 29, 2006

hiiiee.i long time nv blog le.anyone gt miss me??gt hor gt hor??!quite busy lately cux school jux reopen hav to adjust wif tings and stuffs lyk tt.quite alot of ups and downs.today i slept during ms De souza de class.den she nv scold me.qianhui oso slp lor.den when going workbk tt time she duno hw do cux she nv listen.haha.cux i sleep and listen at the same time.pro rite!?haha.no la.actually those answers i tyco de but out of 20,18 corect lor.nt bad liao.hahaha.den ystd chiong maths homework or else cn come online de lor.nw i shd be doing my homework la.but duno why i m here blogging.hehex.i cnt seems to wake up at the correct time.and zhiyou's handphone is being confiscated!i m so super angry la.cnt sms liao lor.den super bored lor.den the teachers even c the sms and tell all the staff la.made me so freaking angry.does teacher noe wads privacy?feel lyk whacking her sia.qi gek.shall blog when i m more free.hmmm yup..xD..look forward to tml!

funny

Friday, June 23, 2006

went out wif zy b4 going to do my history project.the outing i dun wana elaborate here..hmmm.tt time i went in mingyi's car.den i hit the car.=.=.yaaa..my head hit objects agn.haha.den mingyi's brother very cute.6yrs old only.but his english super fluent!i so depress sia.den his maths and english both oso very gd lor.i so jealous.kids nowadays r leading beta life.haha.omg.i sounded so old.den we mount hor.duno mount wad ting la.i was bad at it la.but at least my orchid looks lyk a flower...hmmm.i guess so?den adeline was the first to do the last to complete!den veronica and adeline was singing while doing.my ear still hurts!haha.jus kidding.hmmm..ya.veronica adeline and me was doing sum "gals tok"..so shuang..we were toking abt some bgr..sumting interested:):):):)..den adeline left le we tok abt zy den lewis.den veron pour all her sorrows to me.haish.i feel so helpless la.my mei mei so hurt but yet there is nth i cn do.i tell her wd to do.but she bu ren xin.haish.

haish

Thursday, June 22, 2006

i m really very very tired.i m sumtimes lost in a maze,unsure of wad to do.every move counts and i really fear i make the wrong move.i noe the decision is on me.ppl cnt help me to make them.i mux be independant.but my feelings r making my mind whirl makin me mad.i wana concentrate on netball.i m still raw to it.i wana do everyting to improve myself.additionally my studies.i hav room to improve for everyting.but my path is owaes blocked.my parents r forbiding me to join netball.especially my ankle injury.i dun even dare to tell them.however,zhi bao bu zhu huo.i was limping ystd after the match and they found out.mdm yehhidah ask me go c doctor bt my parents sure angry de.plus my fone bills.oh ya.forgt to mention my bills.
total amt: $70+++
total sms: 1509
total outgoing mins: 288mins[nice number eh]
total incoming call: 1000+++
my brother's conclusion: dun u tik u shd do sth?if i was rich if i c this kinda bill i oso will be unhappy.i wan u to cut down everyting by half.
my parents unhappy but kept queit.i guess is time for me to mature up to make decisions on my own le bah.

ystd match

ystd gt gt last minute training in the morning.once agn,nt all ppl turn up,cux sum were sick.aiyo.ppl,mux take care of urselves.dun owaes sick!morning gt training,at night gt match.bu lei si cai guai.ystd quarrelled.tok on the fone for hours while shopping at causeway point and back to school finally oki le..after morning training i was super famished.went to west mall to eat den lewis came a while.den he kept lookin at yumi.haha.-wheets-veronica dun jealous wor!haha.jk la.hmmm ya.den actually wanted to play number game but den we c the mixture we mixed then dun dare play anymore.lol!den we wanted to go mrt pree frm jurong go to marina bay but end up at causeway point shopping.we saw a cute machine car there.actually wan play de but den we too tall the legs cnt get in.haha!bt the stupid machine car was spoilt.sit by the rainbow"pond" to hav our snacks den i was tokin on the fone den suddenly i realise tt the pond is lasered and gt many colour.den i was lyk.eh gt colours leh!=.= i was so retard la.haha.errr ya..i dun wana bangsey ur.i mean lyk.i didnt noe i bangsey ur.haix.-evil me-is lyk.lewis is lyk on maple alot.nv realy 24/7 tok to veronica but zy is lyk.24/7 oso very free la.den if i nv tok to him den very bad rite.really very sry..

bored

Tuesday, June 20, 2006

hvnt been blogging lately.sunday was fathers' day.didnt reall celebrate lah.jux went to orchard to shop n bought some stuff.den ystd was the inter hse game.i was super disapointed by the attendance rate.was put to play volleyball instead of netball is lyk a duck outside the pond lah.walau eh.netball player go play volleyball.super werid lah.den went to watch almost love.korean show.hahas.i found out tt i lyk to watch those show tt i dun understand their story de.haha!hmm.den bla bla bla...i dun lyk using msn messenger 8.0..very werid lah.nt nice de.messenger 7.5 is much nicer lor..haiyoo.

NEW!!! another 'game' to play. Post this in ur blog if u haf one. if not pass it down to 5 ppl n more!!!Copy n paste into a new message b4 sendin....Name ur top 15 friends[dun read e qns until you've named e 15 ppl mixture of boy n girl. at e end of tis, pass tis down to 5 more ppl.(not according to best friends, if not it wouldn't be fun)
1.veronica
2.zhiyou
3.qianhui
4.dominic
5.yumi
6.john
7.qiaoting
8.melissa
9.adeline
10.yiqing
11.huimin
12.selina
13.wanling
14.haziq
15.peiling

Hus #10's crush?[yiqing]
hmmm..LIANG PO PO??

Have u ever tot of kissing #8?[melissa]
nooooooooooo

Describe #7.[qiaoting]
chio.frendly.cool.

Do u noe ani of #12 family members?[selina[
noope.

Would u ever date #7?[qiaoting]
NOOOO!

What is the deepest secret u noe abt #1?[veronica]
cnt say.ltr lewis whack me..HOR???

Would u ever be in a relationship wib #11[huimin]
NO-WAY~I ARENT LESBIAN!

Wad if #9 n #14 dated?[adeline and haziq]
hmm..nt bad nt bad..

Did u crush on #6 b4?[john]
he so short.how crush?opps~

Wads ur fave ting bout #5?[yumi]
she is frank..

Wads #2 fave?
me!!!!...singing ba?

Wad will u do if #10 confess he/she lyk u?[yiqing]
i'll scream and say NOOO~~~~

Hus #13 goin out wib?[wanling]
eh??duno?

When is e laz tym u spoke to #13?[wanling]
ystd!

Hus #2 fave band/singer?[zhiyou]
jay chou[all his songs oso hav,but sum pirated de la.]

Who is #1 best friend?[veronica]
peiwei.definately.

Would u ever date #4?[dominic]
haha.he is my didi leh..

Do u ever lyk #7?[qiaoting]
no!

Would #6 n #2 make a gd couple?[john and zhiyou]
ah-hem..mayb.*coughs*

Describe #3.[qianhui]
nice lookin.funny.full of ideas.

What's the funniest thing abt #15?[peiling]
funniest ting??shd be dun haf ah.all very normal..

Who is #9 crush?[adeline]
choon poh!latest one is.hmmmm?yumi?

the five pple i choose to do this:
veronica
melissa
qiaoting
selina
peiling

hahas

Friday, June 16, 2006

todae's netball training only 6 ppl turn up.quite disapointed actually.only rafidah,wanling,melissa,qianhui,hui shan me turned up.veronica is sick.fina say she cnt make it.atiqah oso sick i tik.or is it shahira.haha.i gt stm lah.cnt rmb.den kept on raining.spoiler sia.den did ball drills.do until damn funny.cux my right ankle abit sprain cux of previous match den i land until lyk ballerina den melissa was laughing lyk siao.hahas.den trained huishan how to pass balls.she now beta le la.credits to wanling and melissa!i dun wan teach her.cux i very lan.ltr teach wrong ting die ah.but i teach her jolene teach me de.waha!hmm.den me and qh lyk 2 siao char bors down there anyhow shoot.haha.den laugh and laugh.stupid la.den warm up tt time.my right ankle was damn pain la.den i was limpin instead of running.haha.hmmm..tts all abt training bah.oh ya!yumi finally come back le!!!!she gona sing elmo's world for us.woooray!oh ya.todae john sms me.haha.i tio shocked so long he nv sms me le.he wan chat.den he say he car accident.den the car dented bt he only gt cuts cux he fell down frm the road.is lyk.wow!pro la.car dented leh?!den he still oki lah..clap clap clap~~

dominic

Thursday, June 15, 2006

hahas.finally gt a chance to chat wif dominic didi le.after he MIA for days.he now jio-ing a gal.very difficult to jio de la.as his only jie jie mux counsel him.hahas.poor ting.den i ask him anyhow pick frm his mei mei lah.then he say he wan jie jie.=.=.hahas.too late le la.wan jio me.kekex.den he had been jio-ing tt gal for quite a long time.den tt gal still nt moved.walau.wads wrong wif my didi la.why dun wan him.haha.jux kidding.den dominic abit despo bah.i tik.lucky he dun read my blog.or else he gona whack me.hehex.todae i finally tok to my long lost frens.lyk qt,bj,sl,dom and so on lah.hehex.still same old ting.tings hvnt change.todae qt shocked me by askin so much qns la.nan de she so chatty.hehex.tml going to school alone la!cux veronica sick den mayb cnt go.haish.the train and bus journey is gona be boring.

HAISH

ystd told zy abt sl de stuff.den he uh.jealous?hahas.forgt it la.i duno if i made the correct choice i duno if he is the correct one.he seems to be a crapper.cnt be serious.haish.sumtimes i jux dun seems to understand him.i oso duno wassups wif him la.especially lewis and him la.i duno wassup wif them la.walau.i really wan gif up this time round.i thou i cn change him.nt to be so attituded.but i m wrong.he is still quite attitude.speechless la.
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
I WAN SCREAM OUT LOUD
i really hav no faith in this relationship,in him.i m really lost.
dun tell me brk brk brk.i really will get fed up.i dun gt angry easily wif u it does not means i wun get angry and fed up..

stupid

Wednesday, June 14, 2006

haish.i should not be blogging now la.i shd be out enjoying but why m i here?all becux of my mother.boo hoo!i cnt go out todae la.and i m lyk super duper sad la.haish haish haish.friday gt training.is our team wanted de.i guess we all wanted to improve ourselves.we goin to run our 2.4km and mayb do some ball drills and the shooters r going to shoot.hmm.yep.hope tt we will improve by next yr.i mux really thx the seniors especially cheu ping,cux she teach me de ma.they really helped us alot lor.haha.cheu ping's favourite phrase: u mux rmb u hand long leg long den u win liao!haha..so funny la.and i m shocked when melissa,tt small cute xiao mei mei ask me whether zy was my bf.i was shocked becux i didnt expect to spread to fast.credits: veronica!haha!mux slaughter her liao.no advertising fee for u!and,we moving very fast wor.if i tell veronica wad state we in she sure open her mouth big big and stare at me de.waha!
oh ya.i cnt tag some of the blogs i tik is my computer gt problem bah.haha.sumone is going to hav blog soon=)..talked to selina.den gt quite alot juicy juicy news.haha.i nt auntie k.bt as an outsider i hav a clearer view or sth bah.finally understand selina beta?haha.yumi friday wun be cuming to training cux she hvnt come back.:(.she in malaysia but she stil sms me.and my phone bill.HAISH.sms already burst liao lor.still hvnt count over roaming.i dun dare look at my bills liao lor..i now spending my time at home.toking on the fone.nth much le.haish.wonder how my sisters spend their days.wan to ask them how r they.i dun wana zhong se qing you,but mux spare a thot for my bills rite!hahas..

haha

Tuesday, June 13, 2006

okies.ystd went out wif zy.nt fun de!opps.cnt say nt fun.k la.quite funny lah.i help him keep his hair wax and 2 cards cux he say his pocket very heavy den after tt i forgt to return him.then after tt damn funny la.he say until those r lyk his life or wad.den actually goin out wif him tml.but i cnt la.cux of my mother.haish.and he is lyk.kept asking why why why.hahas.ystd the match wif hmm.sum sec1 ppl/i forgt their school le la.so sry la.den cheu ping damn nice.haha.down there teaching veronica and me.den kept saying our legs long hands long win liao la!haha.den yen sze damn jealous la.we finally won!haha.hmm.i forgt the score i tik is around 6-15.hmm.i let 6 goals go in!tt means i lost 6 goals.hmmm.cnt cnt cnt.den i fell down alot of times la!i tik 4 times.den i bang my head alot of times lor.around 4 oso.haha.ystd was my most clumsy day:(.dun heartache ah.hehex.oh ya.hvnt blog much abt the camp.i shall blog those exciting ones.haha!
first day:
movie screening tt time.watch the ghost movie.then yumi wanling veronica they all all screaming lyk siao.den i very calm la.den duno hu ask me cn dun be so calm or nt.haha.and hor.YUMI: I DUN HAV 24/7 SMS LOR! i did watch some parts of the movie.but i didnt scream.waha!mux bai wo wei shi k.
second day:
jogged 10km frm clementi to gim moh.so surprised tt i didnt gave up..den the umpiring lesson was nice.cux finally cn enjoy air-con.then i ask alot of qns.haha.cnt blame me for being hyper rite.hehex.sang elmo's world.i guess they were forcing themself nt to laugh.actually gt the zao xia part but duno we go up then nv zao xia le.hehex.then we very late den slp lor.
third day:
went mac wif all my team mates.den yumi said she very jealous i kept smsing leh.haha!damn funny lah.den took a cab home.veronica was tokin to lewis la.tok until so loud sia.walau!but i nt jealous la k.den i go home no time slp.cux whole time was toking on the fone la.yawns.i sarcrifice my slp lor!

netball camp

Saturday, June 10, 2006

numberous tings happened this few days.in fact these few weeks.jux came back frm my netball camp.somehow i think tt i hav changed.after the talkes mdm yehhidah and ms chen had gave the c'gals.i guess sum how they r motivated and i tik tt we will go farther.we each hav an abilities and i really argree wif wad mdm yehhidah and ms chen said.we mux really work hard and aim for the top 4 of west zone to keep up our name.those who did not went for the camp is really wasted.i personally tik is very benificial.nt only physically but mentally.we trained wif the seniors and they pointed some stuffs tt we were wrong at.i really liked the talk tt ms chen gave us.it sum how or rather.make me felt different.i oso duno why.first day of the camp is jux lyk some other normal training in school.had a frendly match wif chung cheng.first time i playing all the quarters.i tik i only played my standard at the last quarter.the first 3 quarters?i was rather.errr.nvm.second day morning run or rather jogged 10km,frm clementi to gim moh.is nt tt tiring.i duno why.but sumhow running wif the seniors as a grp.it makes me go on.surprisingly i didnt really stop.wenqian fell down agn.lolx.she gt a nick name call ms falling down.quite interesting senior.jolene is quite nice.sum how me and her very gt fate lah.do everyting oso do wif her.then inside tt letter she oso said i mux be sick of her face.actually dun haf lor.she so chio.haha.sekali is she tired of seeing my face.dragon boating was tough.shall nt blog more abt tt.today come back actually wan slp de.but toked on the fone for too long den very hyper.zhiyou say tt he duno gt netball this ting until i tell him.den he go internet check.then do library to find out more abt netball.waha!he lived for 13yrs.duno wad is netball.i down there laughing lyk siao sia..ms chen say yumi de character very gd by seeing her face.i was down there forcing myself nt to laugh.cnt laugh.hahaha!yumi nice character?wahahaha!after i went out of the staff room i laughed lyk siao la.then she kick me wif her injured leg.aww.haha.veronica and lewis super steady liao worx.jiayou!i very in between lah.abt the zy and lewis ting.haish.forgt it.todae mdm yehhidah asked veronica n me whether we r in a relationship cux my team say i gt bf ma.den veronica told mdm yehhidah she hav den i ofcux dun hav la...cux i dun haf wad..yay!cn c qianhui on monday le.miss her so much sia..

yumi said

Tuesday, June 06, 2006

yumi ask me blog.although i todae nth to blog abt lor.todae whole day at home.then read tt chinese stuff.i really wana gif up la.u noe.so chim sumore i read one page hor sleep once.den gt 158 page leh.wonder how long do i ned to take to finish reading tt.i do finish my literature liao leh!toh hui ping do finish the literature homework liao leh!!!i told yumi they all they were shocked.hahas.i so hardworking rite.hehex.then ystd ard 12.junyang call me wif the other number.then i duno is hu ma.then i nv answer.then i sms him hu r u.then he call agn.then i bo bian answer lor.this is how it goes:
jy:halo halo halo??
me:ya?
me:hu r u?[voice super faint cux i sleeping ma!]
jy:junyang.junyang.
me:huh?
[cux his pronouciation abit werid weird ma.junyang i heard as junyong then i was lyk.junyong?my brother??isn't he jux next door?]
jy:JUNYANG!ur teacher.
me:ORH![as if jux woke up frm slp]
jy:u sleeping ah?
me:hmmm..
jy:okok.then dun disturb u le..byeee.
me:hmm..bye
jy...bye
i hang the fone..haha.i seriously super tired.i ned my beauty slp.hahas.
nth to blog lor.so blog abt this.yumi u dun mind rite?:P
tml gt match wor!jiayou!

hahas

Monday, June 05, 2006

whoa.today strikin lottery liaox.saw qiyang on the train.actually didnt saw him de,cux i facing the other side.then veronica suddenly shouted.then i was lyk.wad?then she point.then say.mr liang!.haha.his pimple lessen alot liaox leh.lolx.-clap-clap-clap-..he say he goin PS.den we were lyk HUH?!.haha.i noe i stupid la.then in the end is plaza singapura.chey~~then hor then hor.beside him gt one gal.kept touching him and peeping at him.then veronica and me [i forgt hu ask actually] ask qiyang whether she was his gf.then tt gal damn super shy.haha.dun dare look at him liaox.haha.
today so damn tired sia.i kena flu then still ned to run.argh.then my timing drop alot sia.so sad...frm 10.25 to 11.57 sia.haish.stupid flu idiot flu.den i run half way gt gastric or sth.nt stomach ache k.boring.nth to blog le la.qianhui go malaysia

crazy

Saturday, June 03, 2006

i m going crazy liao la.my mother only let me go out every alternate days so tt i cn do my homework and rest but i dun hav enough days!!!actually this wek oso no free time.boohoo.
next time is fully booked by netball cux next time netball gt 5 days.
then next next time hav to go out wif yumi they all and mayb zy they all then still gt netball.then nex nex nex wek gt 2 days netball.then go out wif primary school mates.
MY CRAZY CALENDAR~
29june-netball match
30june-history proj bt end up shopping
31june-netball
1june-homework and hibernating day :)
2june-netball
3june-bk fair wif mummy
4june-homework and hibernating and family outing
5june-netball match
6june-homework and hibernating
7june-netball match till 10plus
8-10june-netball camp
11june-specially reserved for hibernating
12june-netball match
13june-homework and hibernate
14june-go out wif veronica and her dear they all
15june-homework and hibernate
16june-go out wif yumi dey all
last wek of holiday still planing how to spend them~~~

freaked

suddenly lost the power of crapping.lost my inspirations.duno why la.tode jux stared at the computer and visited blogs and stare at my fone,wondering wad to reply.i mean lyk.i m totally blank.ltr goin out wif mum to the world's book fair.hahas.i tik is gona be bored.esp the part when my mum is gona gt a huge pile of books back home for me to read and assesments.i really dun wan.haiish.i tik i hav no choice.oh ya.finally found the stupid blog.hahas.

INSTRUCTIONS:
1. The tagged victim has to come up with 8 different points of his/her perfect lover.
2. Mention the gender of his/her perfect lover.
3. Tag 8 victims to join this "game" and leave a comment on their blog.
4. If you are tagged the SECOND time, there's no need to do this again.
5. The most important thing: HAVE FUN DOING IT!(:

-tall[it would be werid walkin wif a guy shorter than me]
-well-build[meaning nt fat or thin as chopstick]
-friendly[hate cold ppl only."orh" "icic" "no comment"]
-nt attituded[i hate the "i m cool dun bother me~~"tt kinda]
-out-going[if nt owaes at home very boring la]
-humorous[or else tok to on fone will fell asleep la]
-caring[me and me and me!]
-devoted[dun ever flirt i'll skin him alive.waha!]

gender: male la.obviously.

8person tagged:
*selina*
*john*
*melissa*
*qiaoting*
*benda*
*saman tan*
*veronica*
*yumi*

shiitty

Friday, June 02, 2006

yawns.guess i am too bored le bahx.qianhui say wan conference de.bt she nv tell me call who.so i nv call lor.nevermind la.todae netball drill tt time yumi pass me damn super duper extremely strong ball then hit me dman hard.then my specs kena same case as veronica's =.=....then gt a cut at my nose there.PAIN!.jux now dinner.i ask my mother am i really very black after the training todae?then she say obviously,u now cn compare wif dad liao.so black.i nearly wana scream but i was chewing my food so wouldn't.. !#$%&*1#@ den dunoe yumi or melissa says i look at bao jing tian after my training.grrrr.guess i hav to guai guai ting my aunt's advice to apply sun block.but i really dun wan la.so ma fan.sumore todae i no time.haiish.

bored

qh and yumi complains tt my post is too lenghty and my fonts r small and they fall asleep while reading. !@$#&+%! woke up much later than usual this morning.veronica was walkin to the bus stop when i wake up and i smsed her to wait for me.wahas.den i pia,used 20mins in total to get ready.this is fast k.mu usual timing is 40mins la.so contented~~den today kena sun burnt.cux mux complete 450 shoots.and i m left wif 70.too tired la.then didnt continue and perserve to the end~~~=.= veronica even worst la she left 100plus k.i am so much more hardworkin then her ok!on the train and bus i was super quiet.then veronica ask me is it i exhausted i jux nodded.hahas.duno if she believes me.todae at lift.gt a ang moh carrying alot of bags of tings.then he ask me wads my school then i say clementi town then i was tiking.his business ar?then he ask how old am i then i was lyk 13?then i blinked away.hahas.gladly he didnt ask any farther or else i'll gt pissed off.my facing is burning now.hope is nt fever,cux i owaes kena fever under hot sun de.

siian

Thursday, June 01, 2006

veronica dun ned slp de lor.ystd around 10plus then reach home still haf time to blog.i lazy to take train then i ask my daddy cum fetch me.waha!evil me.ystd really no time to blog sia.i ystd on the computer a while.read some blogs.read my blog de tagboard oso and i gt fed up.heys.is lyk.this is my blog k.i hav every right to say wad i feel and my tiking k.i dun blame my frens for saying my blog is getting bored.i tik tts becux i nv blog abt them ba.so they jealous!waha!no la.jux kidding kkz.forgt abt this.qi gek ar.ystd was fun fun fun!!!nth but fun!
went to bbq after netball.then coach sorta blink to me and said.u beta dun gt sore throat arh!then told veronica and me nt to forgt our shooting.haha!still own coach 450 ball.cux i last thruday sick.didnt shoot in any.so i m far behind.veronica oso lor.she arh.slack la.
genglin's hse is far frm the bus stop la.after we alighted haf to walk such a long way.then we were lyk sayin.if i were him i sure move hse la.everyday haf to walk such a long distance.finally reached!then lyk guest lyk tt.everyone was there.den we were hungry hungry hungry!bt did ms lin de phone frame up.is damn nice.ms lin lyk it alot :)..ofcux la.veronica and me choose de leh.hahas.den after we ate we c ms lin so poor ting bbq wif her bf.then we go take over.cux is lyk.we giving her farewell party le.cnt let her do lor!then we all do for quite long.then finally genglin ask us whether we ate.then we say.abit.then he wanted to take over.then we rest a while.then they bbq they eat.=.=.well.nvm.guys r lyk tt.then our gang didnt really eat alot.well.nvm.then played ball wif ms lin and her bf.waha.fun fun fun!ms lin super pro.but i super tired.so didnt played much lor.den after the game veron wan borrow comb.then qy said.walau.u everyting pink even comb,shoe,this and tt everyting pink sia.then i say coincidentally all my stuff r pink,nt deliberatly i buy all pink k.then he said he came to my blog once.well.i guess i cnt say bad tings abt him.hahas.ltr he cum whack me.and all the suan-ings.as usual~then nahin and qianhui is starting to behave lyk couples!wooohooo!wheee wheee.but they tok very casual and random de.but their behaviour shows alot more!!!then when we leaving yumi ask ben nt to miss veronica then guess wad ben says?I WILL!sumore so loud and clear sia!then we all screamed.woohooo!!!then the whole neighbourhood cn hear us i tik.cux is lyk 9 already.hahas.