Beautiful nightmare

Saturday, July 29, 2006

today nearly cnt go out lor.cux i owaes go out den sumore i ytd nitex den ask my mother den she nt happy abt it.this is the "interesting conversation" between brother,mother and me.its translated la.
mum: u ah.owaes go out.is it gt bf le!?
me: -shake head vigorously- whr gt la!
mum continues: i very open de.gt bf mux tell me.bring home let me c.if u gt bf go out study tgt nvm.but dun owaes go shoppin den movie,very waste money de.if he tt kind cn help u in ur studies den ur study tgt im okae wif it.
brother add oil add vinegar: u sec1 only leh.say wd love her love there.if u tik he really love u he wont kp toking to u leading to ur work detoriating!u dunno i tell u!at ur age u beta dun hav bf.love her love there.u today dun go out hor i tell u.
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my mother suddenly so gd lo.i was so shocked la.i stared at her as if she say she is going to give me 100 million dollars.my brother owaes lyk tt de lor.hate me say la.dun owaes sabo me cn.c me bu shuang den tell me la.dun owaes backstab me cn.v idiotic de leh.jealous mum treat me so gd say la!qi si wo liao.bad luck to have such a brother...

anyway
happy birthday yumi cutie!!
green ur favourite!

Friday, July 28, 2006

having this fever virus.almost every friday gt fever.den other days gt cough or sore throat.i m sick for v long le.still hvnt recover:(:(:(:(..run 2.4km ystd.my timin cn be beta.bt sot0ng veronica nv tell me is last run.then i jogged la.well,cnt blame her.she so sotong.haha.oh ya.forgt to mention.so my timing is 13mins plus.gt one new classmate frm catholic high de.same sch as zy.coincidentally,dey 2 r sorta enemy or sth la.he is called arron lim han feng.den first day of sch he ask my classmate hu is toh huiping.den i was lyk.oh no!sure no gd ting.den ytd or today he added me on msn.zy block him.dunoo y.nv ask zy,mayb zy dun lyk him bah.zy de hp kena confiscated:(:(:(.cnt sms le is lyk v bu xi guan la.gaaahh.nvm.everyting is screwned up agn.netball.family.everyting is screwing up la!forgt it:(

100post!

Tuesday, July 25, 2006

yay!after blogging for abt 2yrs?this is finally my 100th post!ur shd noe why i took so long to reach 100th post ba?cux i dun blog everyday or rather regularly.i tik its time to change my blogskin!i wan start everyting wif a new fresh begining..wooohoo!
today early in the morning kena scolding frm my mother.cux ytd took zhiyou de history workbk and exercise bk forgt to return him den he today ned hand in de.but he nv go to sch.lol.he pon sch!my mother nagged super long la.say wd after i go sec1 den change alot den lyk dun wan study liao kp toking on the fone den nv do homework and late cum home.i whr gt lo.i admit i late cum home n kp toking on the fone.i oso gt do homework lo.i noe i nv do sci homework but at least other subjects i gt do right.i hate sci.raahh.
ytd was actually a torturing morning for me.he asked me to tik abt whether we shd continue the previous nitex.i kp tiking but nth came out.i was supposed to run 2.4km but i gt cough n flu den cnt breathe after 3rounds.wanling stopped after 7rounds as i tik she gt sth too?nt too sure.lol...and i cnt play half court cux huishan is playin :(..nvm la.den was toking to adeline abt sum stuff and bla bla bla.go find my new blog skin le.byee

Sunday, July 23, 2006

oh gosh.i found out sth.i duno whether is true or nt.i duno whether i abit too slow reaction or nt.i m driftly apart frm my frens!and even my brothers :(.is tt we arent as close as b4 le.i tik qianhui still abit okae bah?cux i owaes tok to her in class den kena scolding =.=.den she say one sentence cn make me laugh lyk siao.very comfortable toking to her.dun hav to worry nth to tok abt lyk tt.adeline eating lesser n lesser.i noe i nt advising her as much as ur do.i really duno wd to say.the mre we say the mre she is gona hate us and repel to us.tts y i sumtimes keep queit.at times when we both r alone.we will tok abt hw she feels.hmmm.wouldn't tt be beta?
friday kena scolding frm mrs wong lo.cux nv find the info for the maths proj.no time ma.my bro so early cum back home den my comp kp hanging for the pass few days.grrr.i tik i go find nw b4 she kp nagging.
veronica: i dun ned 4 legs!!

agn

Friday, July 21, 2006

i m having fever agn!yes agn,i m having fever.but this time round is worse.went home first ting measure temp.to my horror it was 39.8 degrees.i was starin at it wif unbelieving eyes la.so hot!ner 40 degree liao leh!no wonder today write compo i kp askin qianhui hw to write certain easy words den she say i fever until memory lost.haha.had a quarrel wif zy.y r we owaes quarrelling.checkin e fone every min.tikin of y zy nv reply.haish.forgt it.i hav been sick for 2 weeks le.normal usual routine.sore throat,flu.fever.i wan go for training.i didnt go for 2 training le.cux i fever.ah!i wan go blog on my the other blog le la.haish.
get well soon huiping!
happy birthday yiqing!

i wish u cld trust me

Monday, July 17, 2006

endless streams of tears flow down.millions of knifes pierce through me as i could hear e silent scream conquering me.hopeless n speechlessness filled me.i finally understand wd is a sad clown tryin to make u laugh.my brain is stirring.makin me gizzy n unsure of wd to do.at the same time i mux tik wd i hav done.i mux make him smile agn.reflect on myself.totally headache.yumi,qianhui,veronica ask me go jurong point today to buy yiqing's present.den after tt we went to library n they told me all abt it.hw dey feel.wd shd i do?wd is right n wrong.i m havin headache n i really duno hw to reply them.as in i felt tt i owaes hurt ppl unknowingly.i am the one hu owaes apologise.finally i m getting tired but this time round i m really wrong.i dun blame anyone.veronica ask me hu m i happier wif.my frens or him.i m totally blank.i told them tt i m happier wif him.is lyk.is totally 2 different cases.ur r my sisters,my gd frens.i noe we r difting apart.i wont let this continue bt do giv me sum time.i m really unsure of wd to do.frm young i m dependent.is really hard 4 me to make decisions.i noe im blogging seldomly bt no choice.haish.gtg le.byee

Tuesday, July 11, 2006

kena sore throat cux ystd whole day drank less than 2cups of water and tokin lyk 3hrs plus.i m superWOmen!nv die of dehydration.haha.today super sore throat lor.nw tok oso damn pain :(.den in class kena flu.owaes same sequences de.sore throat,flu,fever.oh bless me dun fever!den cux i at home owaes put my leg on the chair ma.cux i hav 2 chairs in my bed room.den i lyk to put the leg up on chair de cux very comfy ma.den my mother say i nt human!nv put leg on floor de.haha.projs r torturing me.ah.every subject oso gt proj la.music tml mux hand in den we lyk everyting oso hvnt do yet.haha.maths proj duno hw to start wif.den today tpi tt time i go clean whiteboard den qianhui joined me.den we were mre lyk playing instead of cleaning.den nahin tease qianhui ask her take out shirt wipe la.-wheet wheet-.all my hair stand liao so touchy or wd is it call...en ai?..ahh..so tired la.today in train nearly slp.ZzzzZzzzzz~~

hiiee

Friday, July 07, 2006

i m backie!i m super happy today!dun say e reason :P.okae.dere is some problem wif my tagboard.if ur gt mozilla firefox mayb cn use cux sumtimes internet explorer gt problem.i use mozilla firefox no problem leh.super elated today!dalalalalala~~dismiss at 12 den went west mall wif zy den bla bla ga de bla.today at comp mastery i wasnt even paying attention .smsing the whole day.hahas.den owaes no reception.den i ask veronica help me turn e fone.cux i owaes turn still dun hav de la!i admit i lan la.mayb my fone dun lyk me :(..den i today say one sentence: the scooter knock over the dog. den yumi laughed lyk siao =.=...so werid la.she really shao gen jing lor.kept laughing de.shao gen jing[yumi] kept calling ppl shao gen jing when she is shao gen jing.hmmm yaa.tis few days expressionless den wadeva i tok dey will laugh =.=..hmmm.quite nice to be expressionless 2.maths proj sian la.dun wana do.its lyk so stupid lor.maths oso mux do proj.history proj finally finish le.phew..today i nearly bursted at adeline for nt doing the write up abt the custume cux she didnt do much work.except for doing the lizard.veronica did most.-claps- i get freaked out easily.for duno wd reasons.ahhh..hav i really changed?:(
qianhui say she was so shocked when reading my post abt bitches.she cnt believe is my blog.hahas.qianhui lost her hp.haish.sad la.wonder hu stole it.she nw cnt sms someone le lor.sad.i mux try nt to sms too much qh v sad de.nw i reply v slow liao wor:).qh nvm nah.buy $0 de hp lor!:)

haish

Thursday, July 06, 2006

hvnt been posting lately becux of netball and smsing n homewk and projs.4 projs to do lor.bu busy cai guai..today i suan yumi lyk siao.hope she dun mind ba.she v gd de.dun tik she will take it to heart:)..veronica has been asking me wd i do ystd and i dun wan tell her.i tell her abit abit only.haha.she seems so interested la.hmm.ya.i gota rush to do my homework liao.next time den blog mre.byee

bitches

Monday, July 03, 2006

y r bitches still alive in this world?why gd souls owaes hav shorter life than devils?tts why the world is so unfair.bitches cn go ard hurting ppl n without having retributions.
first kind of evil:they appear to be kind dey cn jux backstab u anytime.
second kind of evil: appear to be hurt and backstab u..
well.i dun wana say anymore le..
today is our last energizer match.i mux do my best!jia you jia you!!shahira shd be back today le ba.den mayb i shd giv the GK back to her.b4 i tookGK.she used to play GK den she MIA.den i subsitute her.so i m jux a subsitute lor.qh tik she won be in the main team cux she tik atiqah play beta than her den she scare will lose her GD cux wanling playing GA den atiqah mayb won play GA.veron GS so gd.sure no one compare wif her de la.veronica mux hav mre confidence in herself when the ball is cuming.tt time rafidah lecture huishan den our whole team was so shocked cux she talked lyk melissa la.
okay okae..enough le..
JIAYOU!

Saturday, July 01, 2006

I've been tagged!!!
1. Do the following WITHOUT complaints
2. Choose 5 people to do this after you've completed yours
3. Leave a tag on the person's tagboard to say he/she has been tagged
4. Start your post with a "I've been tagged" then do this

Favourites
favourite colour: purple
favourite food: chicken
favourite song: you ni duo hao
favourite movie: i not stupid
favourite sport: netball
favourite day of the week: saturday
favourite season: spring
favourite ice-cream: chocolate

Currents
current mood: contented!
current taste: sweet
current clothes: esprit top and light blue shorts
current desktop: philips
current toenail: pure colour
current time: 5.28pm
current surroundings: playing my fav song.in my brother's room using computer.
current annoyances: free of annoyances!mother bathing!
current thoughts: tiking of sumone.

FIRST
first best friends: pri one tt time.shireen and jane.
first crush: hehex.private and confidential.
first lie: duno.forgt le.
first music: happy birthday song!

LASTS
last cigarette: i hate smoking
last drink : sprite
last car ride: ystd my father fetch me to sch
last movie: superman returns!
last phone call: zhiyou
last CD played: SHE remember

HAVE YOU EVER:
have you ever dated your best friend: ya
have you ever broken the law: i dun tik so?
have you ever been arrested: no.i so guai~~
have you ever skinny dipped: no
have you ever been on tv: mayb?
have you ever kissed someone you don't know: im nt tt crazy.

5 things you are wearing: specs.esprit shirt.blue shorts.under wear.bra.
4 things you've done today: eat brkfast.eat lunch.shop for bro's pressie.tok to zy.nag at john.
3 things you can hear right now: my fav song. sound of my bro's feng ling.voice of zy.
1 thing you do when you're bored: tok to zy

5 people I'm going to tag:
selina
qiaoting
zy
john
michelle tan

nong nong nv blog

i long time nv blog meh?okae ma.i gt blog ma.i gt blog abit haha.zy finally gt back his hp le.haha.i'll be smsing in class agn.yay!so awkard la.this few days nv sms in class.but hor.qh oso sms in class de lor.so i nv neglect her xD...went out wif him ystd.he was held back by teacher cux gt punishment.stupid teacher.den i hav to w8 for him at mrt station there.den he say chs gt quite a number of gays ma.den i was going homework and shun bian looking out for gays.haha.but didnt found any.so disapointed.haha.was listening to mp3.doing homework and toking to veronica/john while w8ing for him.haha.so it wasnt a long w8.he run very fast lah.is lyk 5 bus stop frm his sch until j8 den he took ard 15mins?amazing lor.den i kept ....smiling at his hair.cux i promise cnt laugh at his hair ma.so i smile~hahahhaaha.actually nt bad la..still v shuai le k!ur future is so bright,cux u so shuai~..eh hu turn off the lights?.july alot ppl birthday lor.i m going broke.i hvnt buy my brother's birthday pressie and tml we r celebrating it.die liao la.today mux buy.but i duno wd to buy.den 21july and 29july is yiqing and yumi's birthday respectively.i m really going broke!ah!!!den ystd veronica call me and tell me wd ling huan said to john.i fell lyk kicking her ass man.hw cn she do tt to my precious kor kor!qi si wo le.i duno hw to console john la.cux last time he brk wif selina i say until nth to say le.then this time.haish!