my computer has finally worked into the history after serving me for 3 years.good bye computer.im in adeline's hse now.my computer is beyond repair.ivan says he is gona come over my hse to c wads wrong.since he is so free,haha come lor.i have missed so much interesting adventures this few days.sadly,im unable to blog everyting out.i will jux give a rough outline bah:)
broke wif devin becux of someone and i accused him.well,im speechless.those few days i had to act as if im very happy and act as if nth had happen.i cried at home.haiish.when i c him nw i still will feel abit guilty or sth?bothered lah.
patched wif zy 1 or 2 weeks ltr.
im nt flirt:(
sth happened in the cinema den the tings he did for me im quite touched u c.therefore,patched:)
lewis is damn kiam par kae.kp suaning me lyk siao.den when we go jurong point tt time we kp calling each other retard.well,in the end i still outsay him becux i have more points to elaborate on his retardness.well,he is,wd cn i say?kae lah.dun say until so bad,ltr veron bash me.he damn hyper and funny kae.haha.my jie fu!
qianhui and me is so funny cn.we kp laughing and laughing especially today.laugh lyk wd siao lyk tt.i have jux realise ppl lyk to suan me.hey fine.veron looks so chio wif her rebonded hair and looks lyk teacher wif her new specs.well,looks nice bt so serious lyk guai kia!
okae lah.i go do proj le.
alright
Tuesday, August 29, 2006
Tuesday, August 22, 2006
alrite.today was much better.yumi+veronica+adeline said i looked as if nth has happen,only qianhui managed to look through me.i asked her why since my acting has owaes been so gd.she duno.haha.finally had a decent and nice chat wif zhiyou after 2 weeks.managed to catch up a lot of tings and cheered up abit.and i found out tt there is still ppl whiter than him!-werid- kinda free today.free lyk doing some stuff.haha.qianhui and me went crazy n started a daily saving plan.i have $8 everyday n she have $5 everyday.we planned hw much we could save so i cn buy a netball shoe n i found out i only nd to save 1month!wow?we were laughing lyk siao today.veron and yumi laughing lyk retards behind us!haha.went to mac wif my clique b4 pei-ing veron to shoot.she so touched tt nearly giv me kiss.lucky i siam.im perfectly pure n nt lesbian!haha.saw xueting dey all.den xueting smiled.she looks frendly though.so i smiled back,although i duno her.lo.kinda werid.bt nvm.hu cares.went shooting den my leg and hands r aching lyk siao since this morning but i pia abit since i owe coach so many shoots.after tt i regreted.cux is so pain lah:(..nowadays gt alot of tests and today i cnt do my maths test in peace mind cux i kp tiking of sth.hope i still past ba.i was tiking,viven misunderstand us le bah.my clique only wan noe hu is viven,tts all.we nv stare.i mean lyk.aiyah.nvm~
I MUX SMILE REGARDLESS OF ATH!=)
I MUX SMILE REGARDLESS OF ATH!=)
I'VE BEEN TAGGED BY YUMI!
7 RANDOM FACTS ABOUT ME:
i talk crap~
im a netballer~
im a 24/7 slacker
i love smsing
im huiping
im 13
im still a virgin
7 RANDOM THINGS THAT SCARES ME:
boo! me frm behind
lose tings
eruption of my mothership!
sudden ringing of fone!
walkin alone in dark alley
losing virginity[jux kidding kae]
UFO come crashing on me
7 FAVOURITE MUSIC AT THE MOMENT:
graduation song
you ni duo hao
yue ding
yin wei ni
tong hua
shan hu hai
piano
7 THINGS I LIKE MOST:
my handphone
my computer
my comfy bed
hanging out
staring at the nitex sky
my sleepy room
7 THINGS I SAY MOST:
HUH?!
haha
okae
ya?
serious?
OH!
duno lah
7 LUCKY PEOPLE TO DO THIS
anyone =)
lazy to tik of 7 ppl~
i took hrs to do this ting kae.haha
7 RANDOM FACTS ABOUT ME:
i talk crap~
im a netballer~
im a 24/7 slacker
i love smsing
im huiping
im 13
im still a virgin
7 RANDOM THINGS THAT SCARES ME:
boo! me frm behind
lose tings
eruption of my mothership!
sudden ringing of fone!
walkin alone in dark alley
losing virginity[jux kidding kae]
UFO come crashing on me
7 FAVOURITE MUSIC AT THE MOMENT:
graduation song
you ni duo hao
yue ding
yin wei ni
tong hua
shan hu hai
piano
7 THINGS I LIKE MOST:
my handphone
my computer
my comfy bed
hanging out
staring at the nitex sky
my sleepy room
7 THINGS I SAY MOST:
HUH?!
haha
okae
ya?
serious?
OH!
duno lah
7 LUCKY PEOPLE TO DO THIS
anyone =)
lazy to tik of 7 ppl~
i took hrs to do this ting kae.haha
Monday, August 21, 2006
saturday,sunday,my life worse period of time.especially sunday.i dun wish to say anymore le.lyk wd my blogskin say.i'll wait,even though it might seems a hundred years.i only wan ur forgiveness right now.i wan to create a personal blog so i cn pour everyting out today.the attitude makes me feel lyk dying.i noe everyting is my fault.u cn be angry wif me cux i noe i accused u bt if we could communicate wif each other do u tik sunday tt part will happen?it wont!it will be as fine as saturday!i noe alot of ppl won't noe wd i m blogging.im jux blogging for myself to see.haiish.I NOE IS MY FAULT LAH KAE?!my heartx is damn pain.i try to laugh all day today.bt when i reach home.i end up crying.enough to fill a pool.2 reasons particularly.i dun wana say le lah.i dun wana cry until dehydration.-the end-
all my laughters r fake.
all my laughters r fake.
Saturday, August 19, 2006
sorry abt nt updating yea?my comp is all screwed up.cnt connect.cux i live in jungle~jk
was talking to timonthy.zy's fren.i felt lyk slapping him right hard on his face and kick his ass and *** so he could fly all the way to pluto and vanish out of the mother earth.he is suck a ****ing ass man.qi si wo le.no one ask for ur opinion so shut ur hell up and **** off.im damn pissed kae.DUN SPOIL MY DAY U FREAKING ASSHOLE!
ytd's training was super fun.did new drills and tt small little melissa kp on suaning me lyk siao.ren xiao gui da!threw her shoe lyk a netball after training den when veron wan to pass to me den in the end melissa caught it cux veron nv throw properly lols.kena scolding by coach cux my drive wasnt definite but if i drive all the way i'll be clashing right on veronica!right,i might n be changing directions bt im really clashing into veronica if i drive all the way cn.jux realised tt melissa laugh lyk yihao!oh my gosh lah.
was talking to timonthy.zy's fren.i felt lyk slapping him right hard on his face and kick his ass and *** so he could fly all the way to pluto and vanish out of the mother earth.he is suck a ****ing ass man.qi si wo le.no one ask for ur opinion so shut ur hell up and **** off.im damn pissed kae.DUN SPOIL MY DAY U FREAKING ASSHOLE!
ytd's training was super fun.did new drills and tt small little melissa kp on suaning me lyk siao.ren xiao gui da!threw her shoe lyk a netball after training den when veron wan to pass to me den in the end melissa caught it cux veron nv throw properly lols.kena scolding by coach cux my drive wasnt definite but if i drive all the way i'll be clashing right on veronica!right,i might n be changing directions bt im really clashing into veronica if i drive all the way cn.jux realised tt melissa laugh lyk yihao!oh my gosh lah.
m000die~
Tuesday, August 15, 2006
was kinda moody aft recess cux of lots of reason lAh.den aft sch went to jurong entertainment centre to take neo.hahas.junyang called me said tt he actually wanted to go back,den ask me if there are still ppl ard.haha.wan cum back zao shuo mah!den went home wif adeline cux abit late le den on the bus we saw nahin on tv mobile!den i was lyk.NAHIN?!damn surprised sei.
LOL!cnt c qianhui de face,u noe why?!cux yumi face too big!lolx.jux kidding nia.nt very clear cux i use my fone to take de.fone lan de mah.cnt blame it.bt still cn c lah.
ah!yiqing dun block me!lols.yiqing shoudler so comfy.haha.adeline dun act cute!!
LOL!cnt c qianhui de face,u noe why?!cux yumi face too big!lolx.jux kidding nia.nt very clear cux i use my fone to take de.fone lan de mah.cnt blame it.bt still cn c lah.
ah!yiqing dun block me!lols.yiqing shoudler so comfy.haha.adeline dun act cute!!Monday, August 14, 2006
i admit tt im sensitve to remarks.if u all have any comments jux say it in front of me i seriously wont mind.i rather ur say in front of me den say it behind me.i noe everyting,okae,mayb nt everyting,bt sumtings.i would really appreciate if ur tell me everyting.today morning training i nearly die kae.had thigh muscle cramp and gastric pain lyk duno wd hell lyk tt.i tik i run 5rounds cnt tahan anymre le.my timing totally sux kae.den after sch i run agn.still same.leg and stomach pain lyk hell bt try to ren lor.sumore sun so hot.raaah!
stupid feelings jux came crashing me.felt lyk giving up alot of times.i feel lyk bursting anytime.if i dun unleash it i really tik im gona burst.
im so gona c how much u care for me?!-sarcasm-
stupid feelings jux came crashing me.felt lyk giving up alot of times.i feel lyk bursting anytime.if i dun unleash it i really tik im gona burst.
im so gona c how much u care for me?!-sarcasm-
Saturday, August 12, 2006
today is a bad day.bwah!e one tt made my nitex bad ytd made my day bad today!forgt abt it.freak lah.im in total foul mood these days.wonder hw many ppl i have de zui.zy jux cnt seems to understand.raaah!i feel lyk banging the wall or vomitting blood everytime i try to tok to him.i nearly fainted jux nw when i was toking to dominic.guys cn really drive me nuts!i tell dominic abt my situation.guess wad he said?"aiyoh!wa.this kind of man i really respect.he is a real guy man!" waaa.siao.i seriously nearly faint sia!
WARNING: nv tok to dominic if u have any troubles unless u wan to faint!
bt seriously,toking to dominic really cn make me laugh lyk wd idiot in front of the computer.lols.
and hor.mrs abdul say veron n me kp on nv tuck in shirt den wan give us wd blue file or bklet.hey!yumi adeline oso nv tuck in lor.why pick on us?!sumore during national celebration she stand beside me lor.fine lah.i noti i mischeivous bt cn dun owaes pick me?!
my mummy kp complaining i tok on e fone wif guys.bwah!!why why why?u jealous is it?nt everytime tok wif guys lor.sumtimes i tok to myself.lolx.jux kidding nia.i tik i fail as a counsellor.haiish.dun continue liao lah.bye byeee
WARNING: nv tok to dominic if u have any troubles unless u wan to faint!
bt seriously,toking to dominic really cn make me laugh lyk wd idiot in front of the computer.lols.
and hor.mrs abdul say veron n me kp on nv tuck in shirt den wan give us wd blue file or bklet.hey!yumi adeline oso nv tuck in lor.why pick on us?!sumore during national celebration she stand beside me lor.fine lah.i noti i mischeivous bt cn dun owaes pick me?!
my mummy kp complaining i tok on e fone wif guys.bwah!!why why why?u jealous is it?nt everytime tok wif guys lor.sumtimes i tok to myself.lolx.jux kidding nia.i tik i fail as a counsellor.haiish.dun continue liao lah.bye byeee
Friday, August 11, 2006
morning,went to sch wif a freaking mood.ur smile is contagious.lolx.den recess time i was kinda pissed.abit only lah.cux xueting kp pointing me.bwah!den she cum ask me if i lyk devin.den i kp queit lor.den den training i was showing a black face all the way.i was pissed wif myself.i cnt help feeling guilty kae?!yumi+veron complain to me today,haiish.all my fault lah.tts all i cn say.den after training heard the news tt zy was hospitallised.reason unknown.i noe its my problem agn.i cnt bear it anyone and cried.i ask yiqing help me shield frm other ppl.i dun wan ppl to noe.im super sad lah.okae,i might appear v happy to brk wif him.bt deep inside me i m guilty lyk shit man.sorry if i show face to sum of ya kae?im really feeling damn shitty.played water war wif my netball mates and kinda smoothen my mood.haha.i was soaking wet even after an hr.i was dripping lyk wad lyk tt.credits to wanling yumi and veronica!lolx.im jux frustrated and lost kae!!!
i nd sumone to tok to =(
i nd sumone to tok to =(
Thursday, August 10, 2006
i jux realised tt my blog is as dry as sahara desert.lols.these few days my emotions really change lyk siao i cn say.monday i was as happy as a monkey jumping ard during morning training.tuesday nitex i realise i dun love him le den brk.wednesday i receive hundreds of call frm him.hey,seriously,i tik the number of missed call cn reach hundred.he kp calling frm morning till afternoon den i sms him dun call cux i wun pick up den he lessen the calls.lessen meaning still gt but nt tt many.den today thrus meeting him and giving a clean brk.3hrs ltr.devin wan tell him sth.i duno wd ting.den devin ytd tell me he fell into the drain mayb cnt go le.raah!tt means im gona face it alone!!veronica going out wif lewis.hw abt me??!but nvm lah.mux learn to be independant!jiayou huiping:) im having a real difficult time trying to knock some sense into zy and nudging veronica for help.tt stupid pig devin is still sleeping lah!so no hope asking him.raaah!
veronica still very lu chi!ytd de ytd we went to heeren.AGN!she ask me whr she is.halo?wake up mei mei!!!we r at heeren then!!!she ah.foreva cnt regconise heeren de =.=
veronica still very lu chi!ytd de ytd we went to heeren.AGN!she ask me whr she is.halo?wake up mei mei!!!we r at heeren then!!!she ah.foreva cnt regconise heeren de =.=
no use de
everyting is different now.wadeva u say wadeva u do is totally no use de.flashing back the memories and making promises over and over agn will only make both of us more sad and teary.jux move on and forgt abt everyting k?actually is nt becux of devin.there is nth to do wif him.its my choice.nt veronica or yumi or devin.3hrs ltr i m going to make tings clearer for u.i m nt being heartless.ur frens cn blame me for being such a slut or wdeva shit.the feeling is nt there anymore if i cling on im being a bigger slut.im happy for wd im nw.being single is a greater joy then being tied down.a promise is still a promise.yes i love u,but only as a fren now.pls dun torture urself agn.becux its pointless.blame me for wdeva u wan.i'll jux blame myself for being a failure at brking up.let the pass be our beautiful memories and move on.we cn still be frens and i'll most glad to be urs.forgt the past and move on to the future yea?:)
p.s: take care and dun do ath foolish :)
p.s: take care and dun do ath foolish :)
Monday, August 07, 2006
i really dun wish tings to turn out lyk this.im really sorry.its entirely my fault.ur patience will only cause more harm than gd.
Saturday, August 05, 2006
my netball teams really rox!they made my day ytd!i was super moody and sad abt alot of stuff.den ytd we played water war for a while.haiish.yep.a while only.cux ms chen noe le.den we fear she disapointed in us or wad.sumore is quite late le.so sao xin.haish.bt is fun k?we were screaming and shouting lyk siao.den veronica carried me cux she say she wan try.den i screamed damn loudly cux damn scarly lah!den today went tiong wif my mummy.den in the food court hor gt one auntie super funny and comical sei!cux sumone nearly bang into her ma.den she do the X-men hand sign to protect herself.lol lah!she scared ppl bang into her chest is it.lol~
i duno wd to do.im really lost.why tings owaes cum crashing to me this time.this week is really gross.hw i wish i duno.hw i wish he nv appear.den mayb tings wun be tt worse.mayb yumi is right.i have to be stronger.more heartless.ah.i duno wd to do lah.
den sumore netball.i mux improve alot lor.coach kp scolding me for my shooting style de ting.haish.she wan me be one hand shooter.very xin ku de leh.
den sumore netball.i mux improve alot lor.coach kp scolding me for my shooting style de ting.haish.she wan me be one hand shooter.very xin ku de leh.
Tuesday, August 01, 2006
boooo!i dun lyk aaron!he is a flirt ass!so despo de!stupid him today keep disturbing me.sumore dao me on mrt!grrrrr!
went out wif my des today,des kp teasing me la.den i tell him i taking part in the marathon den he choked!!hw dare he!xiao kan wo?!den today was playing wif des den accidentally *** *** ** *** **** ** ***** *** *** **?ask lewis bah.lol.err ya.lewis take care of ur leg wor!:p..
im so super happy now!cux i realise sth.waha!
ytd nafa.totally everyting screwed up.heck la.i wan re test!!and hor is nt we tok to him lor.is he cum tok to us de lor.
i go find my des liao.bbyeeeeeeeee~
so high today~:)
went out wif my des today,des kp teasing me la.den i tell him i taking part in the marathon den he choked!!hw dare he!xiao kan wo?!den today was playing wif des den accidentally *** *** ** *** **** ** ***** *** *** **?ask lewis bah.lol.err ya.lewis take care of ur leg wor!:p..
im so super happy now!cux i realise sth.waha!
ytd nafa.totally everyting screwed up.heck la.i wan re test!!and hor is nt we tok to him lor.is he cum tok to us de lor.
i go find my des liao.bbyeeeeeeeee~
so high today~:)
