it all seems to start abruptly,end suddenly.i might nt be ur closest buddy.bt e secrets we used to share,the bond tt we hv.u cn c vividly on court,even its e first time,we didnt played b4,bt we didnt seem to clash n cooperate well.we use to say everyting,even e closest tings.we use to be there for each other.bt ytd when i was back,u didnt seem to be elated or miss me.all u care is him.u didnt even wan to talk to me.i dun even feel lyk calling u,asking u wd time shd we meet to go sch tml.i noe u will jux reply a few words,or dun even answer me.u arent wd u used to be.it isnt anyone tt caused e change,its urself.i told u u were driftly apart frm me,bt u didnt seem to care.e last time we talk,is abt a wk ago whr u asked me for an advice,i told u i shd nt give u any,fearing tt it might harm u n others.u seem to vanish into thin air.whenever i msg u,i hv to msg twice b4 u could give me one short reply.im speechless.there i wrote in my nick,u didnt cherish wd u hv nw,when u lose them,dun blame others for abandoning u in e future.i jux dun feel e frenship anymore.u nv use to say wdeva.u nv use to be lyk tis.u r becoming her.
it seems tt u steal my secrets n abandon me in e dark.take away my feelings,i cried ytd.becux of u.yes,i cried becux u ignored me.qianhui consoled me,try to tell me everyting might nt be true.bt i noe,its happening.we r definatelt drifting.we hv drifted away.

LOL.hw great.i cnt transfer e pictures frm my fone to e comp.e trip was rather okae?i dun tik its suitable for my character.shall take e photo frm qinglin jie de blog after she uploaded them n some frm kor kor de.










yumi thot tis is paper!LOl.i look out of window only cn c this ting.lol.misty rite?my hotel room is 23 floor mah.den monday went to malacca.damn super hot there.lunch at one chicken rice restaurant den inside lyk palace.took quite alot of photos.den went to JB for dinner.quite a long journey.cousin qinglin try to take my elephant away while i was slping!raaar!reached singapore after tt sumptuous dinner!damn nice=)) home swt home.

okae.i'll be heading for genting at 930 tonight!i didnt bring a lugagae or glove!jux brought a bagpack n normal clothes kae.raaaaaar!n qinglin jie will buy me a big super market of tidbits!cux she ask me wan buy ath else de mah.is she ask de mah.nt my fault rite?xDDD.n n n.tt yumi ah.ask me buy chicken little de souvenir for her cux she say she miss me.haha.siian nah.ltr brother coming back den my mother will nag nag nag ask me bring this bring tt.raaaaaaaaaar.

for ard 4 days i hv nt been blogging.cux of my brother.he owaes come back b4 me.n i hv netball.i tik tis holiday im only going malaysia n spend e rest of e holidays at home while my frens r enjoying?i jux dun feel lyk going out.today i fall flat on e ground during netball.becux i was driving damn hard den i tripped over yumi,den BOMB!e whole hall actually v noisy de,den i fell den everyting become silence.lol?i knocked hard on my knee.lucky no serious injury.only a blue black knee?tml night going malaysia le,mon night den coming back.i hv to skip one training.-sad- yumi quoted" rmb to bring ur gloves!" LOL.wddd laaah!
no mood for everyting.reading someone de blog.

okae.e haze is badd.make me sick.nw gt flu n cough le.bt im damn hot.shd i on e fan?if i on ltr flu gt worse hw?haiyoo.hw?lol.den i ask dominic if he were me wd he will do den he say he will take off e clothes -.-....he gave so much crap lah.anyway i onn
i this yr sick 4times liao leh.no wonder results so bad,cux brain cells all burnt by e fever liao.lol.*ah chew*.tml still gt training hw?i wan go.i lyk 1mth nv train le ):.*ah chew*
ytd went to cousin de hse.saw ivan de new fone.i tio shocked.his fone is e nokia,tt one look lyk calculator tt one lor.wa sia.so cool cn.den i cnt find e camera.-.- .den ivan ask me wd i finding.lol.siian.actually gt alot of tings to blog de lor,den i fever den everyting forgt liao xDDD.hehex.*cough cough* alot of ppl ask me my results lor.den i reply.bad lah.den i forgt liao lor.all i rmb is I TIK LAH.cux sci i ask for one more mark le.so i tik is....three A,three B,two C.haha.i tik long time b4 i cn type out e result k.dun ask me anymore liao.i nt going to use my brain so my brain cell cn grow back.lol hope it works?
28-30 oct will be going to malaysia le!wheets.nw askin qinglin hw "smuggle" bubble gum back.haha.i so tan chi de ofcux ask hw smuggle food lah.xDDD

td was suay.had a bad throat ytd nite n in e morning.when i went to sch had fever.drank loads of water.still no use.i was lying on yiqing n adeline.lol.they r comfy.went home aft lunch as there wasnt netball.wanted to pig bt had no mood.temperature was 38.3 degrees.

td was alrite.e haze is coming back,mdm yehhidah told us nt to play cux gt haze,bt we were lyk secretly playing?haha.went to the holding site,alot of buildings bt r very old.e parade square is lyk,half of my pri sch de parade square?!den when i say rite,i forgt wd expression i did lah,den my clique laughed.mr ng was lyk,behind me.LOL.getting tired of seeing tt TAY huiping.giving tt kinda bitchy expression.haiiyoo.somemore damn copy cat cn.veron put hair band they oso put.we last time damn noisy they oso follow,attract attention or wd?
veronica was damn pek chek today.kinda saw through her?she nowadays v easy pek chek,lyk wd adeline said.im so sian.i feel lyk going to theme park n play.looking forward to go genting.den tt time i cn play all day long n dun nd worry abt mother.=)

siian.
alicia lost her fone.k800i.tt cybershot 3.2mega pixel wif alot of nice nice,new new de tings lor.she tik she dropped it in e bus on e way back frm sci centre.she is damn sad.wish her lucks ba
haze finally subsided bt training cancelled.raaah.tml gona do shooting.lyk.one mth nv shoot le?LOL.
aim
gage
shoot!
xDD
td went to sci centre.damn ahber de funny.LOL.yumi duno insult hu when we walking out of e classroom.den she turn ard n bang e door.den evryone was laughing.LOL.she inherited frm me de.LOL.err.sian duno wd to blog le.

if its me crying,she would pour in advises.i saw her crying,right in front of me,yet i duno wd to do.when she asked me hw?i replied duno.i tik im such a failure.if it was me hu ask her,she would give alot of advises.

okae my results is totally haiish.gt my overall results today.
3 subject 59,one more mark to B4.
1 subject 69,one more mark to A2.
wth!!!!!im damn sad lah.one more mark.4 subjects one more mark.maybe my mother will be happier?all 60 and above.my sec sch only gt once lyk tt lor!last time at least gt one subject C6.i alrdy study le.den nw ivan kor kor consolling me lor.haha thx.i alrdy damn sad le lah.i studied so hard for science yet i gt 57.i told my mother there are more than 10 failures in sci.she was lyk,den still gt 20plus ppl pass rite.why dun compare them?im lyk.huh!?those pass de is bordeline de.i noe 57 oso quite borderline lah.bt den dun nd lyk tt rite,i study so hard for it u give me tt,so low ah e marks?cried to slp ytd.i alrdy study le lor,wd she wan.e papers were set difficult lah!my class positon is middle.haiish.
damn moody today.went to play swing a while.beta le.bt only cn play a while cux ltr go home mother scold.haiish.nw wan play oso cnt.a while means 15mins nia.haiish.den she still give tt bo chap attitude,say my results v bad.she dun let me do tings i like-netball.

ytd nite went to vivo city and bought a cotton jacket for myself,i paid for it okae!dmy brother bought jacket and long sleeve.there are still alot of shops tt arent open yet.
got back my eoy exam results today.didnt expect to gt such a result,i had studied.i swear i had studied hard.i guess,im sure,is due to e stress.whenever i do every exam paper,i could hear my mother's voice echoeing,"if u dun gt all As,im gona transfer ur sch".my results?totally disappointing,alot of ppl failed in science,mr kamal said there are over 10 failures of science,i passed.maths results is most disappointing,although our class did e worse in e lvl,there is no reason i could gt tt kind of mark for maths =( i cried when i receive my chinese results,i really could nt believe it.my paper2,totally screwed.i couldnt believe my eyes as tears roll down.i didnt noe wd went wrong wif e chinese.all papers hvnt go through.okae my results:
english: 60.5 =(
maths: 63
chinese: 67
science: 56.5 [still on e way to achieve more marks]
geography: 58
english literature: -hvnt gt back-
screwed isnt it?i totally hate myself.normally my L1R5 is 14.nw?3 subjects r alrdy more than 14.teachers said tt e papers r set hard,alot of ppl fail.bt,so?hw could i gt such low marks=( my mother didnt wan to noe my marks when she saw my face when return home and i told her alot of ppl failed.she didnt care!she did care hw hard or hw many ppl fail.she only wans me to gt As.i hv alrdy tried hard.there is nth i could do.hw i wish my mother didnt gave me so much stress.they might say i use too much comp,bt if i didnt use comp,i guess e amount of stress ur give me will drive me to fail all my subjects.



went to tiong to buy stuff after sch wif my mother's permission.haha.qinglin bought nalenge[or wdeva?] de bottle,den i bought billabong de.qinglin tt one too big le.moreover i owaes wanted to buy tt billabong bottle.den went to buy pringles and comb.den went home!xD

monday take team photo is in e morning.hope tt everyone will come in time lor.if after sch take sure drag e time de.
monday going to buy stuff for malaysia agn.haiish.sian lah.gt so many tings to buy de somemore i paying myself leh.heartache.lols.
tml maybe getting back results le.excited sia.cnt find princess hours de ep7 raaahh.

talking to a super intellectual guy.wa sei.wonder hw cn he survive =.=.watching princess hours.wahaha.so super nice.so sian lah.nth to do.brother come back cnt use comp le.den i'll be pigging liao.xDD.no mood to blog le.i go watch princess hours le xDD

im bored to tears.duno wd to do.so siian at home.suppose to be shopping wif qinglin bt she cnt make it i tik.den i decide to shop on monday after sch.hmm,shall say hu tt comes to my mind.

zhiyou: perfect crapper.time-killer.shuai ge wif a face n hair tt is ever changing.his character cn take u yrs to understand.

veronica: hehex chio bu!my advice fren.she very emotional bt strong gal lah.dun c her mature looking she damn lame de cn.laugh lyk a siao char bor in class lyk wd asthma lyk tt.she ya she,quite speechless lah.

qianhui: haha.she mature lah.damn funny de she.owaes make me laugh lyk siao in class.my darling partner.hehex.her retard actions cn make u laugh till next class cn hear.

yumi:hahahaha~she is damn hyper.happy go lucky.she act cute is ahber de cute.bt she have slow reaction xD.wondering if set fire on her she mins ltr den realise? [VICE-PRESIDENT OF SLOW CLUB]being forced to write by lewis.

adeline: ahber de intellectual.owaes c mirror de.cn c mirror for e whole day.ahber de vain.owaes ask fringe okae.basketball is her passion.mirror is her world xD.

yiqing:haha.15yrs old which looks lyk 13 yrs old.ahber de lame.ask ppl play sisscors paper stone wif her de.

lewis: super crapper plus lamer.duno hw cn he survive frm his lameness,if i was his gd fren i could have killed him.IS my mei fu. PRESIDENT OF SLOW CLUB[being forced to write]

don: super cute little guy.owaes says,so this is e plan.frm mid autume festival until nw say gt plan till nw still duno wds e plan.doctor handwriting.nv copy hmk frm him cux of his doctor handwriting xD

changci: rocker guy.super vulgar.drummer?ahber chubby face.nice guy lah.owaes responds to my nick n pm.lol.

timothy: owes me 2 lollipop dun wan return.i gt his little secret.LOL xD

dominic: owe and me veronica MAC few mths le hvnt return.LOL.ahber lame and devoted guy.xiao didi which calls me DA jie jie.lol.

john: haha.ghost face.his face is ahber de white,as white as flour.owes my clique n me sakae.LOL.super lame guy.sec 3 le still so lame.haiish.speechless.gt e "huh???" gong dai dai de face.damn super funny,tok to him cn row on floor laugh.

junyang: tall tall bamboo!sumtimes sends sms to ask if im alrite.lol?wonder if he sumtimes walk walk half way suddenly thot there is still a gal call huiping.LOL.

brenda: this gal im speechless.someone says she super noisy.frendly to me bt noisy to ppl.-i nv say ath ah-

melissa: small small chilli padi.super loud.tt time scream at first floor,second and third floor de teacher come out scold her.LOL!super cute lah.

qiaoting: weets.chio bu!sumtimes mature sumtimes damn lame.xD.lyks to suan her lyk siao.cux her reaction damn super cute.loves soft toys.if im nt wrong she still single neh!-winks-

err errr.lazy to type le.go play le.all work bt no play makes jakes a dull boy.all work bt no rest makes huiping a panda chicken xD

-being forced to edit by lewis tan-

im such a failure=(
i didnt even noe wads wrong wif my frens.i didnt even noe hw veronica is feeling nw.called her and she didnt picked up.haish.i really wan noe she hw le=( she will owaes be there for me when im sad.bt whr i m when she is sad?jux becux my hp gt confiscated,i didnt noe everyting.im her jie!yet i cnt do ath.u noe hw sucking i feel?i dun even noe hw is she.okae she picked up she say monday den tell me =(
monday gona be a great day for me.great day=busy day.2 events happening at the same time den maybe getting back results.monday mux make veron happy cux she makes me happy.nw is my turn to cheer her up!=)))
yumi's blog gt password.raaaah.cnt access le.=( i oso wan put password.Zzzz.ltr mux cook for mama cux she say i slacker.LOL?

ytd nv blog cux i too busy creating my private blog le.lols.cux i tik this blog..aiyah.nvm.today went to buy stuff wif mother cux i going malaysia next next week le.den tml maybe going to buy tings wif qinglin jie jie.i have problems wif my usb port.haiish.cnt put songs in fone den i on bus hw?i'll be bored to death lor.at home so sian nth to do de.veronica ask me play netball bt so sian jux come back so nv go lor.sian.no mood to blog..raaah.

we were once so happy as a team.changes cn make us stronger,bt will this change make us stronger?i doubt it.having our west zone in a few months time,our bonds r still weak.team spirit still growing,netball spirit still struggling hard out of its shell.i duno wd made e change,bt as a team,we shd go through ups and downs tgt so tt we will grow stronger as a team.bt nw?making hatred everyting.is this wd u wan?brking everyone's frenship.

come back home le.today was fun,short but fun=) today de lit paper was pretty easy except for one qns,i forgt the answer,well,i wrote wd i rmb bt it was a 4mark qns,my main points were only 2 lines.hope tt i cn gt an A mah.exam finally finish le!i tik these paper are fairly easy.i tik i gt cn
eng- an B3 or mayb A2?
maths-maybe B3 or A2
HC-A2
geo- B3 or mayb A2?
lit-A2 bah?
sci-A2 bah?
dun tik cn gt A1 except for lit.haiish.mother say dun have at least A2 wan transfer sch wor.she say i nt enough pressure cux i play comp.is lyk HUH!? if i nv use comp i pressure until jump ah!ytd brother let me read an article abt internet safety or sth?den i was lyk.i oso nv give my contact numbers online,nv post my itinery,wd he hinting?!read e article twice still dun understand wd he tryin to tell me.haha.

td de maths was quite simple except for tt one mark qns which i forgt hw to do.i left it blank.it was abt graph,duno wd con..con wd?i forget lah.dun care.den td morning nahin don changci and our clique gather outside de classroom before exam.impt meeting!den in e end is sth we noe.chey!den e class was lyk waiting for us.lols.den td went to sch wif veronica.so uber funny cn.i was acting lyk 007 mah.den cux too long nv act le.body abit stiff.den veron was laughing lyk one mad women.lols.oh ya.timonthy,i thot i apologise den u forgt le.sorry lah!=( u make me so guilty cn.bt i dun understand leh.i say u nerd den u wan be more nerd.is lyk =.=. sorry timonthy=( i mean lyk,sorry lah,i didnt noe tt comment matters so much to u,veron oso gt say ma,y u take mine so seriously=( sorry lah.lewis oso kp sayin mah.i oso nv take it to heart so long.take it lyk i nv say b4 cn?so guilty laah.u dun look nerd!jux dun act lyk nerd cn le.
yumi says she love me!=)
xDDDD

why shame tings have i did wrong?if falling in love is a shame den why did u and father married?wads wrong with falling in love?if i dun hide it frm u u will sure force us to brk lyk nw.u might tik im a kid.bt did u notice tt all those r ALL ur opinion,have u ever asked for mine?have u ever asked did i love him?wads my perspective.fine if my grades arent gd,i admit.bt wd have i did wrong tt i shd receive this kinda treatment?cnt even play basketball wif pals after exams.wd kinda world m i living in?i might lied to u,betrayed ur trust.bt have u thot why i do tt?!tt is all becux of u,u made me do tt.hw i wish u were have more realistic tiking and tik of hw i feel.if i force u and dad to brk hw will u feel?damn it rite?yea,tts hw i feel.u tik im influenced bt hav u tik of e world nw?if im a bad kid,den wd r those ppl hu smoke,rob,defiance,skip classes,no respect at all?when u and brother try to knock some sense into me,i kept queit all along,i have tt bit of respect for ur nt to tok back,bt dun take advantage tt im a lamb k?i have my own tiking.abandon me and send me to gals home?den wd abt those kids hu have done greater shameful tings?kill them?for parent information:gals home r places whr kids have done criminal tings such as thief,riots,etc.wd have fallen in love done wrong?puppy love doesnt last so long.for ur information.its 4mths le.is a 13 yr old gal havin mature tiking sinful?i noe my parents r disappointed.i have studied hard and make a gd effort in being a gd gal,bt cn i have my own way of tiking and have my freedom n love back?i noe typing all these r useless.bt i really wish parents cn understand.falling in love is nt within my control n u noe tt,so stop demanding so much.

babyVERON! tagged me
1. Single,taken or crushing?
TAKEN xDD
2. Are you happy with your life now?
nt really.
3. When you meet the right person, will you fall for him/her fast?
erm.maybe?
4. Have you had your heart broken?
obviously
5. Do you believe there are circumstances where cheating love is acceptable?
cheating?i doubt it
6. Would you talk to someone back if he/she cheats on you?
maybe?
7. Have you talk to another person about marriage before?
yaaaarr?
8. Do you want children?
lols.maybe?
9. How many?
2 bah?
10. Would you consider adoption?
accordin to circumstances.
11. If someone likes you right now, what do you think will let you know his/her feelings?
obvious!
12. Do you enjoy getting into relationships?
c is hu lah
13. Be honest. What did you and your ex did?
do wd?!nth lor.im pure=))
14. Do you believe in love at first sight?
haha.maybe bah.
15. Are you romantic?
c hu lah.if tt person damn boring u romantic oso no use
16. Do you believe you can change someone?
leopard nv change its spots.duno.
17. If you could marry somewhere, where would it be?
on cruise!
18. Do you easily give in when you're fighting?
duno.i normally dun fight unless i wan
19. Do you have feelings for someone right now?
haha..actually ya.
20. Have you ever wish you could have someone but you messed it up?
ya
21. Have you broken a heart?
both deliberately and accidentally.
22. One day if your best friend fall in love with he/she that you are deeply in love with,what would you do?
c tt person lyk hu lor.
23. Are you missing someone right now?
sort of
Now you have to ask your 5 friends to do this survey on their blog.Write down their names below.Tag them in their blog to let them know and DON'T stop doing this survey.This survey have been going around,it made people occupied.Get started and the 5 lucky people are
1. sui
2.bian
3.ni
4.yao
5. zhuo

okae today is so eventful.i gt so many to blog abt.nw is 10plus i shd be in bed nw but im blogging!cux i too wu liao le.xD.today morning was peacefully eating my brkfast den my brother was browsing through the newspaper den tok abt stomach flu den duno why tok until me den say me any hw eat den say me listen to my frens den say until i do wd others tell me go have bf.i was lyk.speechless.im only INNOCENTLY eating my brkfast den they tok tok tok tok tok until tt incident agn.its lyk YUAN WANG YA!?den went ICA to take my passport.i waited for 3hrs plus jux to take one passport.haiish.pathetic sia.so bored cn.den i stare at the numbers poundering and waiting for my turn,listening to the noise the children make and tiking if i were young i would have whine lyk hell.well,maybe I HAVE GROWN UP.lols.den went tiong to shop bt didnt find ath nice to buy lah.today had a hilarious fone call!LOLS.i laughed lyk siao.suppose to call piggy,bt piggy de mother answer and ask me alot of qns.LOLS

today geo and maths paper is kinda badd!badd baddd.i really mean baddd.first qns of maths i started panicking.so difficult.ask me abt irratinal numbers i frooze lah.i didnt study maths at all.seriously i dun study maths de.geo i did study abit.bt i still scrape through e paper.wonder hw much will i gt.i crap through e geo paper.i saw veronica baby sleeping peacefully.i was lyk.here im so stress and doing my geo paper there u r slping so peacefully!raaah!maths maths!im doom for maths.i any hw do de.bt when discussing answers i luckily gt sum correct.lols?after exam im gona play basketball wif all my frens!yay!ya.chicken little do play basketball.xDD.jux checked my blog de viewing statistics.e best hit per day was 82.nw is lyk 20plus only.haiish.no one views my blog=( im so sad!=((( last time more nw so little.viewed the mirror and realise tt my hair is growing so slow!walau.wo de baobei hair ya.pls grow faster~~~

alrite im happy=)
ppl complain i have sad posts.lols
okae I M VERY HAPPY!=)
today science was pretty alrite,gt this qns.a man on earth weighs 60kg,hw heavy is he on the moon.i was dumbfounded.lol.i wan go moon and try it out first.lol.i wrote 30kg anyway.mr liang says is either 10kg or 60kg depending they asking abt mass or weight.hw would i rmb lah?i so hardworking rite.bt oh no!geography i so scared lah.ms haslinda ytd was lyk.u veronica and ur 4 mux pass kae!no matter wd.den i was lyk.do i look as if i will fail geo?

u owaes tik hw u feel bt have u ever thot hw i feel?when u say those tings,hav u ever thot hw will i feel?this post is nt abt my mum.although it might seem logical to u.bt it seem to be a big challenge for me.when will u ever understand me.i c ur sadness and unhappiness bt do u c mine?do u c my worries and unhappiness?no,u don't,i dare say.all u c is my strong part of me.u nv noe hw ur comments make a great impact on me.why?!im waiting to let u find out,i had been hinting bt u couldnt catch any.u even gt angry for a bit of reason.if u were in my shoe,my situation,facing my problems,i bet u would have my attitude.leaving home is jux skipping e problem.i wana solve e problem.im nt tt kinda hu have problem and run away.i might be very happy when im in sch cux i jux wana be happy.i dun wana be glum.i wana stay cheerful.bt without my phone,him and freedom,there is nth tt makes me real happy.i shall list out all my problems dun ask me anymore:
1. my mum. no As transfer school
2. get my mum to understand my views,she has jux been scoldin.i jux kept queit.she force me to a speechless edge.
3.mum more open-minded.bf and studies.
4.i m drifting frm veronica and my frens
5. zy to understand hw i feel
6.bond back wif my frens tt used to be close
7.i wan my phone
8.i wana enjoy myself n play

alrite im sick.down wif stomach flu.for my case stomach flu is vommiting,giddiness,aches and diarrihea.is nt i dun wan change blog link lah,i noe very stupid use full name bt i tt time use full name ma.den nw mux ask so many ppl change link damn ma fan de lor.next time feel lyk it den i'll change.i realise tt i exam do v fast lor.chinese paper 1 i do half an hr,slp 1 hr.paper 2 do 50mins slp for 40mins lyk tt?den today english paper 1 do half an hr slp 1 hr.lols.today go sch was lyk fainting fainting.lol.den tml aaron sure die le.mr tan gona spot check on him.wahaha!evil laughs.qianhui say my geo gt 15 out of 25.haiish!hw lah.cnt gt all As=((((

im damn prawned up lah.mum wan me transfer sch cux she tik bad influence.prawn lah.i damn pissed lah.dun control me cn or nt.i jux wana hav a colourful life.i didnt stand in ur way did i?i didnt rebel against u rite?y u wana walk into my way when i didnt walk into ur way?cn u jux leave me alone?i rather u force me study hard and score all As and dun disrupt my love life rather than disrupt my life n let me pass my study jiu hao.i cnt listen to peaceful songs nw.i have changed after my mother controlled and confiscate all my freedom.i noe i have changed.i have become more vulgar,rebel.and cn it call more ah lian.i feel tt no one understand me lah.i dun wan blog le lah.damn no mood