damn pek chek wif my previous blog.nt nice den link siao siao de.change to this skin.i love this skin at first sight.changed my url oso.removed e password.cn say i rebuild my whole blog?this skin cnt use flashbox duno y.so change back to cbox.
oh ya.today!
I SAW TIM YIHAO TT STUPID NERD LAH!in the library.
i saw walkin walkin swingin my hp waiting for someone to reply den saw him.den i siam into some shelves den cover my face wif bk.den he knock on the shelf.i was tiking"oh die le!,he saw me!" den he kp askin me stupid qns.ur chinese hmk do le ma?geo proj?den somemore i ans one qns den i walk away.den aft a while he come agn.den ask another qns!wtf.i nearly warn him nt to stalk me.disappear n appear.i hate him lah.walau eh.i quickly siam out of e library.stupid him.cnt find my netball bk.123456789!
Thursday, November 30, 2006
CHICKEN LITTLE SAVES E DAY!
Wednesday, November 29, 2006
today is adventurous!tell u y ltr (:
SAW DORAEMON TD!(:
she was tryin to c my sms lah.den i was lyk hidin away frm her.I KP POKIN HER FATS!xDDDD i noe im naughty!put doraemon de fats v nice to pok!!!soft soft de.lyk poiii pooiii~~den somemore she scared.lols.oh ya!luckily weiting jie nv come td!or else me n her will be stark contrast!u noe y?she is as white as...cotton!den i so black.if i stand beside her.waaa sei.damn nice.lols.
OKAE~~THIS IS E ADVENTURE OF CHICKEN LITTLE XD
when we was going home.my father de vehicle cnt start.den my uncle suggest to push.den aunt,uncle,father,mother n ME!went to push e vehicle!!den finally cn work.lols.CHICKEN LITTLE SAVES E DAY AGN!yay!(: however,i dun hope tt my father de vehicle cnt work agn.lols
oh ya.im chicken little.qinglin jie is doraemon.den zy is donald duck!becux of his hair.lols
WE R THE CARTOON CLUB!
im e president
doraemon is VICE president
ZY IS MEMBER NUMBER ONE (:
doraemon kp callin herself wice president.BUT she is nt wise enough to be wice president(: lols.i noe its cold.(:
SAW DORAEMON TD!(:
she was tryin to c my sms lah.den i was lyk hidin away frm her.I KP POKIN HER FATS!xDDDD i noe im naughty!put doraemon de fats v nice to pok!!!soft soft de.lyk poiii pooiii~~den somemore she scared.lols.oh ya!luckily weiting jie nv come td!or else me n her will be stark contrast!u noe y?she is as white as...cotton!den i so black.if i stand beside her.waaa sei.damn nice.lols.
OKAE~~THIS IS E ADVENTURE OF CHICKEN LITTLE XD
when we was going home.my father de vehicle cnt start.den my uncle suggest to push.den aunt,uncle,father,mother n ME!went to push e vehicle!!den finally cn work.lols.CHICKEN LITTLE SAVES E DAY AGN!yay!(: however,i dun hope tt my father de vehicle cnt work agn.lols
oh ya.im chicken little.qinglin jie is doraemon.den zy is donald duck!becux of his hair.lols
WE R THE CARTOON CLUB!
im e president
doraemon is VICE president
ZY IS MEMBER NUMBER ONE (:
doraemon kp callin herself wice president.BUT she is nt wise enough to be wice president(: lols.i noe its cold.(:
Tuesday, November 28, 2006
ytd had a match wif sengkang.we won(: partially becux they were nt a very strong team unlike RV,RGS..played gk 4 quarter n gs one quarter.suppose to hv one more quarter bt didnt hv cux of the time.my accuracy was 100% (: mayb its becux i did shoot.after our sch shief to holdin site.more convenient for me.i tik im gona shoot.twice a wk?or mayb more(: coach said wn train me as main gk.i was quite shocked bt,elated.didnt expect.i mean,me?mux jiayou more ler.my mother resents on me on netball.however my brother supports me.im glad tt at least there r someone hu supports me?i sumtimes wish to remove my blog password.becux is lyk,i dun mind him knowing ath.nex time den say lah.
tml gona hv a match wif regent.was pretty sad tt i cnt go cux of my grandma de anniversary ): ..everytime play wif regent i oso cnt play.last time is cause gt fever,nw is cause death anniversary..
tml gona hv a match wif regent.was pretty sad tt i cnt go cux of my grandma de anniversary ): ..everytime play wif regent i oso cnt play.last time is cause gt fever,nw is cause death anniversary..
Monday, November 27, 2006
im v luan nw.. ...i duno wd to do lah.sometimes i feel lyk changing into a password no one noes.i wn to balance between the three tings.bt i noe its impossible.im tryin...sometimes i really duno wd i did wrong.its really hard to balance.i really wn give up.bt i cnt.. ..e more desire u gt.e more pain u hv.i find it very tiring,very hurting.
IM REALLY TIRED LER.
my mother kp askin me change sch or cca.she one day lyk give me $5?i nd to pay for my contacts required for west zone,presents n i nd to eat de. ..
netball..u tik i dun wn shoot is it?i one wk only go out twice or once.i wn to be frank lah.i mean lyk,if u r unhappy wif me for wdeva tings,jux say cn... ....
him..is nt i dun wn spend enough time wif u.netball thrice a wk,i nd to shoot,n my mother kp askin me earlier go home.u tik i dun wn go out wif u?i really cnt.my mother dun allow.n dun owaes give me a cold shoulder cn.almost 6 mth.hv i ever gave u a cold shoulder b4?yes,sometimes.bt nt tt long n much rite?!is owaes i coax u der.when im pissed,i cnt show it.when im angry i cnt show it.when im tired i try my best nt to..
cn someone make my life easier?yes,e world has stress.. ...y cnt i enjoy childhood abit more?
IM REALLY TIRED LER.
my mother kp askin me change sch or cca.she one day lyk give me $5?i nd to pay for my contacts required for west zone,presents n i nd to eat de. ..
netball..u tik i dun wn shoot is it?i one wk only go out twice or once.i wn to be frank lah.i mean lyk,if u r unhappy wif me for wdeva tings,jux say cn... ....
him..is nt i dun wn spend enough time wif u.netball thrice a wk,i nd to shoot,n my mother kp askin me earlier go home.u tik i dun wn go out wif u?i really cnt.my mother dun allow.n dun owaes give me a cold shoulder cn.almost 6 mth.hv i ever gave u a cold shoulder b4?yes,sometimes.bt nt tt long n much rite?!is owaes i coax u der.when im pissed,i cnt show it.when im angry i cnt show it.when im tired i try my best nt to..
cn someone make my life easier?yes,e world has stress.. ...y cnt i enjoy childhood abit more?
Friday, November 24, 2006
i duno hw to describe today...had a match wif RV...our team de shots,were,haywired.i dun wish to say since it was over.we would nt hv been thrashed if e shots were nt haywired.almost every shot didnt went in.i tik the defenders n attackers did put up a gd fight.except for some passes.most satisfield wif myself .....2 of e quarters.intercepted some balls bt my passes!raaars!intercepting balls is really v shiok.especially when u drive in den pia!wa shiok.shd try to intercept more next time.wheeeeee.i hate my passes lah!kanasai!):
shoot 500 shots today.did only mid and short range.
went to pierce my ears n bought veron birthday present.actually wanted to buy a shirt for her.bt i didnt noe e size!raaar!haish..the problem is..i duno hw to take out my ear ring nw!?lols cn.errr.okae.so bla bla bla.lyk this lor.duno td shd be happy or sad..
shoot 500 shots today.did only mid and short range.
went to pierce my ears n bought veron birthday present.actually wanted to buy a shirt for her.bt i didnt noe e size!raaar!haish..the problem is..i duno hw to take out my ear ring nw!?lols cn.errr.okae.so bla bla bla.lyk this lor.duno td shd be happy or sad..
Wednesday, November 22, 2006
today's training was suppose to be tough,bt it was quite average.coach worked me on rebounds and interception till im quite tired bt still cn tahan lah(: i catch rebounds until wan faint le cn.cux mux turn n turn n turn.some more mux fast fast.den was super hot n abit dehydration.den coach ask me wan rest anot cux i look as if i wan die le.whole face red red lyk tomatoe.LOL.errr.i wan go watch superstar le!aiya.lyk tt lor.nth much.den go play play after training.lol
Tuesday, November 21, 2006
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LOL.im matured kae.
ytd had a match wif SAC.everyting went haywired.especially my passes.i intercepted balls n threw it to the opponent,hw idiot i am.all my work went down the drain.alrite,coach screamed at the whole team for nt doing their best n our passes.SAC wasnt a very gd sch bt we lost to it.tml's training is gona be tough.i predict coach is gona ask me practise my lobs n passes.raaar!n TIMING!im slow by one second cn...fine fine fine.im slow.i admit.
smsed my brother sunday night and told him my problems.having a 19 yrs old brother doesnt seems bad either.the way he talks is kena matured.the tone reminds me of peng junyang kae.lols.he say mux try to please my mother so she will return the freedom to me.bt raaar!i still dowan give up my comp.c first lah.i went to library today.LOL.guai kia kae.she finally let me pierce my earhole n cut my hair wherever i lyk..provided tt i pay.lol.beta than nth?
i forgt wd i wan say ler.waiting for emperor come online lor.i tik he wait for me till slp or sth?lols.i wan go shopping!
shopping list
buy mummy a shoe
buy myself a shoe
buy myself a slipper
go for a haircut at supercut!
pierce my ear
buy dad de present
buy mum de present
well.its gona cost me a bomb.shall start saving.lols
smsed my brother sunday night and told him my problems.having a 19 yrs old brother doesnt seems bad either.the way he talks is kena matured.the tone reminds me of peng junyang kae.lols.he say mux try to please my mother so she will return the freedom to me.bt raaar!i still dowan give up my comp.c first lah.i went to library today.LOL.guai kia kae.she finally let me pierce my earhole n cut my hair wherever i lyk..provided tt i pay.lol.beta than nth?
i forgt wd i wan say ler.waiting for emperor come online lor.i tik he wait for me till slp or sth?lols.i wan go shopping!
shopping list
buy mummy a shoe
buy myself a shoe
buy myself a slipper
go for a haircut at supercut!
pierce my ear
buy dad de present
buy mum de present
well.its gona cost me a bomb.shall start saving.lols
Sunday, November 19, 2006
ytd went to this kusu island wif 2aunts,brother and me.took a....ferry?cruise?boat?aiyah,duno wads it call.A WATER TRANSPORT there.LOL.super hot there,30 degrees!so bla bla bla.when i came back its lyk 3?.went out wif zy,went to his sch n look ard.lols.his sch is pretty nice actually,quite big,new,n there is a track there cn!elite sch jiu shi zhe yang.so nice.hahas.bt den quite weird though.u imagin a gal inside a ALL GUYS sch!Lol.went j8 n ate kfc.den there was a fat uncle in front of me,den we were saying abt our future.lols.den i stare at the fat uncle and said to zy"hey,40 yrs ltr...mayb u will be lyk tt uncle?"he looked behind n dropped his food,shaked his head and refused to eat!LOL.he is so funny cn.den we crapped alot.n went home ard 9.tio scolding lah,cux first time go home so late.LOL.oh ya!n ZHIYOU LOST HIS HP LAH!he left it in e cab we took to his sch.nw is 1++,he say he wake up will sms me de.walau,he very pig cn!nv call me ): no hp nt gd de!):
OH YA!i saw an article on the newspaper while i was buyin straits time.a married women tiks tt she is dirty after *** wif her husband.den her husband tiks tt he is raping her.LOL lah!im so gona read it ltr!LOL.td i while i was eating breakfast.gt this TIKO uncle.i look at him den HE WINKED AT HIM!walau!i actually v hungry de lah!den he wink i lyk,going to vomit liao.i was dumbfounded cn.i told my mum i full liao.den my mum so shocked.LOL.
oh yea.suppose to find out y mux we eat banana aft n b4 training!lol.cux coach ask us eat banana aft n b4 training den i asked y?!den she ask us to go home find!raaars!shd nt hv asked!
OH YA!i saw an article on the newspaper while i was buyin straits time.a married women tiks tt she is dirty after *** wif her husband.den her husband tiks tt he is raping her.LOL lah!im so gona read it ltr!LOL.td i while i was eating breakfast.gt this TIKO uncle.i look at him den HE WINKED AT HIM!walau!i actually v hungry de lah!den he wink i lyk,going to vomit liao.i was dumbfounded cn.i told my mum i full liao.den my mum so shocked.LOL.
oh yea.suppose to find out y mux we eat banana aft n b4 training!lol.cux coach ask us eat banana aft n b4 training den i asked y?!den she ask us to go home find!raaars!shd nt hv asked!
Friday, November 17, 2006
suppose to go escape wif team tml.i look so forward to it.n i couldnt go.cux of my aunt.im so dead pissed.actually is sunday go kusu island wif her.den she brought it forward.im so dead pissed.i shall say no more..
im dead disappointed wif lewis oso..
im dead disappointed wif lewis oso..
can you name 11 people you can think of right off the top of your head ?Don't read the questions underneath until you write the names of all 11 people...This is alot funnier if you actually randomly list the names first...
NO CHEATING.!
1. zhiyou!
2.veronica!
3.lewis!
4.yumi!
5.qianhui!
6.melissa!
7.adeline!
8.yiqing!
9.DOREMON!qinglin!
10.wanling!
11.rafidah!
How did you meet 10?[DOREMON!]
cousin!
What would you do if you had never met 6?[melissa]
er.sad cux netball no aggressive center to intercept balls?
What would you do if 6 & 2 dated?[MELISSA AND VERONICA]
LOL!possible! :p
Have you ever seen 4 cry?[YUMI]
yes.so scary!!~~~
Do you think 1 is pretty?[veronica]
errr.somehow.
Tell me something about number 11.[rafidah]
very cute n funny!
How do you know 8?[yiqing]
errr.classmate.she comes to introduce herself de! -acts innocent-
Would you ever go on a date with number 5?[qianhui]
errr...actually...i dun dare date!she is dead scary!!
What is 7's favourite colour?[adeline]
ERRRR~~blue?
What would you do if 2 confessed she liked you?[veronica]
SHE HAS DONE IT!bt i ran away xD
Fact about 9 :[DOREMON!]
she is cute!n clever..
Who is 6 going out with?[melissa]
errr.i dun tik anyone.
Who is number 5 to you?[qianhui]
SCARY JIE JIE!xDD
Would you ever live with 11?[rafidah]
i dun tik i quite noe her?
Is 2 single?[veronica]
NO!she is taken by yumi n qianhui n sometimes me!she step so many boat!
How much does 3 mean to you?[lewis]
errr.duno?fren?brother?
What do you think about 1?[ZHIYOU!]
my dear!xDDD
What's the best thing about number 8?[yiqing]
she is......errr.........clever?
What do you dislike about number 10?[wanling]
errrr.nth i dislike honestly..xD
Favourite memory with 6?[melissa]
errrr...eerrrrrrrrrr.normal memory?nth special?netball court?
ANYONE HU WANS TO DO THIS.
i spend 1hr doing this n chatting on msn.LOL
NO CHEATING.!
1. zhiyou!
2.veronica!
3.lewis!
4.yumi!
5.qianhui!
6.melissa!
7.adeline!
8.yiqing!
9.DOREMON!qinglin!
10.wanling!
11.rafidah!
How did you meet 10?[DOREMON!]
cousin!
What would you do if you had never met 6?[melissa]
er.sad cux netball no aggressive center to intercept balls?
What would you do if 6 & 2 dated?[MELISSA AND VERONICA]
LOL!possible! :p
Have you ever seen 4 cry?[YUMI]
yes.so scary!!~~~
Do you think 1 is pretty?[veronica]
errr.somehow.
Tell me something about number 11.[rafidah]
very cute n funny!
How do you know 8?[yiqing]
errr.classmate.she comes to introduce herself de! -acts innocent-
Would you ever go on a date with number 5?[qianhui]
errr...actually...i dun dare date!she is dead scary!!
What is 7's favourite colour?[adeline]
ERRRR~~blue?
What would you do if 2 confessed she liked you?[veronica]
SHE HAS DONE IT!bt i ran away xD
Fact about 9 :[DOREMON!]
she is cute!n clever..
Who is 6 going out with?[melissa]
errr.i dun tik anyone.
Who is number 5 to you?[qianhui]
SCARY JIE JIE!xDD
Would you ever live with 11?[rafidah]
i dun tik i quite noe her?
Is 2 single?[veronica]
NO!she is taken by yumi n qianhui n sometimes me!she step so many boat!
How much does 3 mean to you?[lewis]
errr.duno?fren?brother?
What do you think about 1?[ZHIYOU!]
my dear!xDDD
What's the best thing about number 8?[yiqing]
she is......errr.........clever?
What do you dislike about number 10?[wanling]
errrr.nth i dislike honestly..xD
Favourite memory with 6?[melissa]
errrr...eerrrrrrrrrr.normal memory?nth special?netball court?
ANYONE HU WANS TO DO THIS.
i spend 1hr doing this n chatting on msn.LOL
Wednesday, November 15, 2006
today so happy!went to wild wild wet wif dear.he fetch me to sch den waited for me till my netball finish!so gd rite.imagin a guy waiting for u for lyk 4 hrs?!haha.enjoyed playin there bt its super cold after i went out.spend alot of money there cn!): bt den is fun fun fun!esp e place gt alot of water pouring down de,n gt alot of slides de!tt one damn fun.okae i noe its for kids de!BT DEN I LOVE IT CN!xDDD den stil gt tsunami!err,is lyk.abit of waves only!?nt v fun lah.CHEAT MY FEELINGS LOR!I REALLY THOT IS THOSE BIG BIG WAVES DEN HOR WA SEI!CN FLY UP N DOWN DE!xDDD.jux floating ard n maybe playin wif e water.den went to jacuzzi.LOL.so relaxing.nearly fell aslp there.lol!
sth interesting happened during training
qianhui n opponent touched e ball n coach[umipre] didnt c hu last touch den ask hu last touch.den QIANHUI E MS HONEST raise her hand!den coach was lyk"if u dun raise ur hand den i do tose up den maybe u cn gt e ball ma.u raise ur hand den ball straight to opponent leh!so honest for wd?!" LOL lor
den do court work doing defense lyk tt me n qianhui mux move up n down ma.den i move up n down tt time i was lyk jumping lyk a vimpire!den coach n they all laugh lyk siao.LOL.
den zy nearly went missing lor.den lewis call me,den u noe i owaes talk as if im dead.den lewis was lyk,relax leh relax!dun cry dun so sad!i help u k!LOL lah.tts my normal voice.he really snail club de!i alrdy found zy le.LOL.snail lewis!xD
im really disappointed u didnt tell me ur story..mayb i cn help u?make ur last moments happier?tts wd frens r for...
sth interesting happened during training
qianhui n opponent touched e ball n coach[umipre] didnt c hu last touch den ask hu last touch.den QIANHUI E MS HONEST raise her hand!den coach was lyk"if u dun raise ur hand den i do tose up den maybe u cn gt e ball ma.u raise ur hand den ball straight to opponent leh!so honest for wd?!" LOL lor
den do court work doing defense lyk tt me n qianhui mux move up n down ma.den i move up n down tt time i was lyk jumping lyk a vimpire!den coach n they all laugh lyk siao.LOL.
den zy nearly went missing lor.den lewis call me,den u noe i owaes talk as if im dead.den lewis was lyk,relax leh relax!dun cry dun so sad!i help u k!LOL lah.tts my normal voice.he really snail club de!i alrdy found zy le.LOL.snail lewis!xD
im really disappointed u didnt tell me ur story..mayb i cn help u?make ur last moments happier?tts wd frens r for...
Tuesday, November 14, 2006
weekends went shopping wif mother at vivo,queensway.she wan to buy me a cabinet bt cnt find a suitable one.either too expensive or too nt nice.bought me gummies at candy empire,i was quite shocked lah.she seldom so nice to me de lor.maybe becux she sees me in foul mood?she damn wd de lah.owaes buy small tings for me n take away precious tings for me.i rather nt wan those small tings!i wan my netball.my sch.my hp.and him.
ytd has match wif pionner.we won.9-6.played 3 quarters only.cux going to rain.i tik e coach damn fake lor.scared we thrash them den say going rain lor.i played GK all 3 quarters.suppose to play gs at the 4th quarter bt cancelled cux going to rain.raaar.i swear i heard e coach said fuck!den i was lyk starin at him.omg lah.damn vulgar de coach.den the GA and GS VERY BIG N TALL LOR!den coach oso quite fear.LOL.coach say sure win me cux abit shorter than me bt ALOT BIGGER THAN ME!LOL.bt den i nt scared cux she nt agressive de.i snatch e ball frm her once!xDD
nowadays i cn suddenly cry.feel suicidal.haha.bt i tik im okae de lah (: coach oso say i hv positive attitude. (:
ytd has match wif pionner.we won.9-6.played 3 quarters only.cux going to rain.i tik e coach damn fake lor.scared we thrash them den say going rain lor.i played GK all 3 quarters.suppose to play gs at the 4th quarter bt cancelled cux going to rain.raaar.i swear i heard e coach said fuck!den i was lyk starin at him.omg lah.damn vulgar de coach.den the GA and GS VERY BIG N TALL LOR!den coach oso quite fear.LOL.coach say sure win me cux abit shorter than me bt ALOT BIGGER THAN ME!LOL.bt den i nt scared cux she nt agressive de.i snatch e ball frm her once!xDD
nowadays i cn suddenly cry.feel suicidal.haha.bt i tik im okae de lah (: coach oso say i hv positive attitude. (:
Saturday, November 11, 2006
many times i told myself i musnt cry.i must be strong n tell her e real story,my real feelings.bt i collapse everytime.u force me to make a decision,whether to change sch or change cca.i really cnt make up my mind.both r my favourite.i dowan to quit cca.when i change sch i will lose all my frens.veronica and zhiyou r the 2 person tt noes me best.y do u wan to do this?if u wan me to drift away frm veronica.when im down,hu cn i tok to?the wall?....nvm.u forveer wun understand me.,.
Thursday, November 09, 2006
walau.i cnt stand my mother lah.holidays at home wd she exepct me to do?study is it?kp saying i sit in front of the comp wun move.lyk wtf lah.i dowan eat cux i dun lyk it.cnt meh.walau eh.im pissed.pisssed.
Wednesday, November 08, 2006
today's training was average.felt quite energenic throughout e training.when i didnt seem to be attituding u u sound as if i was attituding u.u r hard to gt along,even ur gd fren is fear of u.i dun understand wds e point of being best buddy when u r fear of each other n tok to formally.u mean to ppl cn,ppl joke wif u cnt?wd the heck?i find it hard to tok to u kae.let alone bond wif u.its impposible for me.totally.coach said i played quite well today,bt i didnt tik so?i tik its quite average of me?tip some balls,intercept some balls call gd?i tik gd is cn intercept all e balls n dun even let e GS gt the chance to shoot.playin wif B2 wif i cnt even play well hw m i going to be prepare for nex yr de west zone?huishan hurt her toe,i tik its pretty painful n i noe its real.went wif zy.suppose to go to escape bt it wasnt open den actually wanted to go to sentosa bt i fear nt enough time so we slacked at vivo city agn.LOL.i was wearing black shirt n pants n so is he.haha so coincident rite?den walked home.i find out tt we hv alot to tok abt.duno y.jux crap n crap non stop for e pass few hrs?LOL.
Tuesday, November 07, 2006
IM HAPPY HAPPY!went to vivo wif veronica n zy.veron left for remedial.zy gave me a quite big de bear!WHITE BEAR!i love it so much!its so cute cn!went to watch the grudge 2 den its quite scary i tik.abit more scary den the grudge.its abt 3 sch gals go in a haunted hse.den in e end they all got killed.den to walk ard after movie.cnt find e ting i wan at adidas shop.head for jurong.saw carmen at dhoby ghaut station.den lewis call me,haha.he tok on fone no one cn understand.duno is my fone spoil or wd.den i at hme he call me agn,say wan find me or sth?~~~~cnt hear properly.den i haha okae den byebye.i carry tt white bear in mrt so malu cn.e bear is quite big den i carry.when i board e train alot of ppl was lyk staring at me.ahhh!bought my skippin rope n saw qianhui,yumi n veronica!they pretend they duno me!sad..sad!
tml havin training.jiayou!xD
tml havin training.jiayou!xD
Monday, November 06, 2006
im dead pissed
coach starting to be strict wif us ler.i dun lyk it when i cn catch e ball bt i didnt catch it.i hate it when i touch e ball n it slips away.i hate it when my shots doesnt go in.played GK today.coach says if qianhui cnt play den huishan oso cnt.i hv to be gk.hur hur?its lyk.although i lyk it.bt.coach kp switching me as gs,gk.den i abit bu xi guan.errr.yep.okae,nw still okae.bt i both gs n gk oso nt skilful.i rather gd at one position n so so at another ):
tml go towning!ppl still nt confirm yet.clique hvnt reply me!): sian.tml going broke agn.walau.i hate e feeling of no money lah.i miss e feeling of going out wif him.i wish he tml come back.den cn go out wif me after i go shopping wif my clique.i really miss him lah): 10days ler leh!): i really duno wassup wif him.so long ler still hvnt come back ):
my love for u is more precious than diamond,more shiny den e pearl,brightest in e universe...
tml go towning!ppl still nt confirm yet.clique hvnt reply me!): sian.tml going broke agn.walau.i hate e feeling of no money lah.i miss e feeling of going out wif him.i wish he tml come back.den cn go out wif me after i go shopping wif my clique.i really miss him lah): 10days ler leh!): i really duno wassup wif him.so long ler still hvnt come back ):
my love for u is more precious than diamond,more shiny den e pearl,brightest in e universe...
Sunday, November 05, 2006
okae.my blog gt password so i cn say wdeva i wish ler!im so happy happy! ): i miss zy!raaar!9 days le.tml will be 10days le.when will he be coming back?he say 5-7days de.nw alrdy 9days ler! ):
if u r going to lie to me,there is no way m i going to help u.becux im nt going to help u anymore.i really duno which is e real u,which is e acting u.
siian lah.td at home nth to do.did up my fone de contact.blah blah blah.shot a few pictures.den my brother n mother kp walkin up n down my room de corridor!!hai me so malu!wan zi lian oso cnt!raaaar!tml gt training den nd wake up at 550!raaar!cux i lazy take transport.save money ma.ask papa drive me.bt so early!T_T i frm janurary until nw u guess hw much i save? $0 xDDD.i duno why leh.i tik i save den spend ler.lol.i tik i gt lyk.$20 left nw?i rmb ler!i spend those money on my shoes!n presents,going out.n stuff.no wonder.but den.i v guilty lor.mummy give me $8 den i nw lyk.save $20 nia?i wan go work!veron say cn recomend me.c hw lor.she say her mummy will tok to my mummy den c hw. xDD.if i work den gd lor.gt money money for parents de birthday!xD i wan be lyk kor kor,work den everyting he wan buy pay himself den oso gt money for parents de gift.although i pay by myself bt i no saving.kor kor gt so much savings lor.raaar!i go calculate nex yr de saving plan ler!xD
siian lah.td at home nth to do.did up my fone de contact.blah blah blah.shot a few pictures.den my brother n mother kp walkin up n down my room de corridor!!hai me so malu!wan zi lian oso cnt!raaaar!tml gt training den nd wake up at 550!raaar!cux i lazy take transport.save money ma.ask papa drive me.bt so early!T_T i frm janurary until nw u guess hw much i save? $0 xDDD.i duno why leh.i tik i save den spend ler.lol.i tik i gt lyk.$20 left nw?i rmb ler!i spend those money on my shoes!n presents,going out.n stuff.no wonder.but den.i v guilty lor.mummy give me $8 den i nw lyk.save $20 nia?i wan go work!veron say cn recomend me.c hw lor.she say her mummy will tok to my mummy den c hw. xDD.if i work den gd lor.gt money money for parents de birthday!xD i wan be lyk kor kor,work den everyting he wan buy pay himself den oso gt money for parents de gift.although i pay by myself bt i no saving.kor kor gt so much savings lor.raaar!i go calculate nex yr de saving plan ler!xD
Saturday, November 04, 2006
kids love weekends.bt i abhor weekends.weekends,2 days tt i cnt use comp becux my brother is ard.cnt even go out becux sunday my father will be ard.and my brother?goes out once in a blue moon.n my mother?forgt abt her?im sick n tired of her attitude.i hate holiday hmk.when i was out training.i wish nv to go hme agn.becux home is no more my home.it seems lyk prison to me.go in n nv go out unnessarily.she cn nag even i go for netball.she says tt netball is takin too much of my time.den wd she wans me to do?stay at home to study?dun go out?netball is e only chance i cn step out of my hse.sobbing so miserably in front of e comp.even if i go for netball.i wun be exactly happy.becux i'll c her.whenever i c her,i feel lyk running away.when will i attain true happiness?i noe,its when i go out wif him.its e only time whr i cn attain happiness.bt my mother?does she noe?she only noe i mux study n study...
suddenly,i duno wd to say agn.i feel restless.reluctant to do ath,go any whr.i jux pray hard for his return.8days le.life is sth we mux cherish n enjoy.bt without e source of life hw cn u enjoy it?lyk e plants without sun.hw cn they life on?same applies to me.if my source of sunlight is snatch away by my parents hw cn i live happily on?wif my parents constant nagging even though i did nth to anger them.compared to those rebelious kids i cn be e grp of e guai kias.bt y is my mother still nt contented?y does she hv to do this way?i oso wish to go out lyk other kids enjoyin life n playin ard bt my mother forbids.before enjoyin myself i still hv to state my reason of going out,hu m i going out n e time limit.does she noe i hv so many places tt i wish to go bt i hvnt?sentosa,escape,orchard.whole day round.some teens hv enjoyed tt.bt me?hv i really gone out whole day to play?nope.sometimes i really wish i could do tt.even if its my brother hu brings me out to play,i would wan.bt no one will understand me.even if my frens wan to bring me out.they arent.the ones tt hv e right to bring me out doesnt.
i will be forever be locked in e prison.nv gt to enjoy e world outside
i will be forever be locked in e prison.nv gt to enjoy e world outside
Friday, November 03, 2006
im extremely pek chek okae.initially i was pretty fine wif it.bt gradually i grew sick of it.it seems lyk,u gt new de dowan old de.previously,i asked u out.u jux went wif her lyk tis when i told u i dowan to go.den today,i ask yumi n huishan to go back to sch.cux i dowan go home without u cux i hvnt really talked to u.bt i cnt wait anymore and i went home.i refuse to tell them y i dun wna go hme bt wanted to go to sch.e real reason is i wanted to wait for u.i hv no time.bt i wan to wait for u.i sumtimes find it tt u dun understand me.u noe i dun lyk it,n u do it.i really dun lyk it.im sad to say.u hv really changed.durin e bus journey.i suddenly felt lyk nt toking to u anymore could be beta?since u hv her.i dun tik u nd me anymore.no matter if we went out or talked.it doesnt help.changed means changed,it cnt change back.i duno wd i wan.i duno wd im doing,sayin.bt,im tired,i duno why.i dun feel lyk toking to u.i wan u to hv e feeling when ur bestest fren left u for another gd fren.its undescribable.u might nt tik tis way bt i do.
im really tired.tis is e first frenship i gt tired wif.gt fed up wif,maybe i cared too much for u.u didnt noe wd i did.im even more tired tryin to advice ur both.one is lost.one is depressed.im tired of cheering e depressed up.tired of pushin e lost to e correct path.i'll jux leave them alone.when i cnt even handle my problem.i dun c why shd i be such a busybody.all i do.all i gt is a smile frm them bt e tiredness in me.every nite when i crawl into bed,its real tiring,my whole body aching.yet i hv to manage to go sch early nex morning.every nite hv to talk to him,cheer him,tell him wd to do.tell her wd to do.
im really tired.tis is e first frenship i gt tired wif.gt fed up wif,maybe i cared too much for u.u didnt noe wd i did.im even more tired tryin to advice ur both.one is lost.one is depressed.im tired of cheering e depressed up.tired of pushin e lost to e correct path.i'll jux leave them alone.when i cnt even handle my problem.i dun c why shd i be such a busybody.all i do.all i gt is a smile frm them bt e tiredness in me.every nite when i crawl into bed,its real tiring,my whole body aching.yet i hv to manage to go sch early nex morning.every nite hv to talk to him,cheer him,tell him wd to do.tell her wd to do.
ALL my malaysia de photo i dun look nice.yes,IN ALL E PHOTOS I DUN LOOK NICE!): cux lack of slp ma!=( bt nvm la...
guess wd is it?!the direction e muslim pray
aunt n me outside hotel.okae.this is e nicest photo i cn find
tt couple!LOL.ivan n huiling
hide under e mushroom!its raining!kor kor n me at tai hou gong!i ask for a lot.n i gt lot number 1!
aunt,me n kor kor at muo ku yuan!
me n beautiful scenery
me n kor kor.my hair uncomb ):
my smile so fake.bleah ):
one big family!expressionless me
casual shot
THE LADIES!xD
my hotel room number!xD
kor kor n me at tian hou gong!ask for a lot.it say v gd romance.den although e road is tough,perservarance will help u succeed.once e cloud is gone.e sun will shine agn!
guess wd is it?!the direction e muslim pray
aunt n me outside hotel.okae.this is e nicest photo i cn find
tt couple!LOL.ivan n huiling
hide under e mushroom!its raining!kor kor n me at tai hou gong!i ask for a lot.n i gt lot number 1! aunt,me n kor kor at muo ku yuan!me n beautiful scenery
ivan kor kor.haha
me n kor kor.my hair uncomb ):my smile so fake.bleah ):
one big family!expressionless me
casual shot
THE LADIES!xDThursday, November 02, 2006
went to sci remedial.kind "pinic"there.i damn hungry u noe.7+ eat den 11+ damn hungry.LOL.i noe im pig.den went lunch wif qh,adeline,veron n yumi.den mummy today wassup wif her.i slammed e door when i went out lor.damn pek chek sia.
advised,or rather consolled lewis for e whole of ytd n today.im tired!"guided" veron for 2hrs.decision is still hers to make.im jux sayin wd i tik.okae.im damn tired.tml still gt training.i hvnt watch princess hrs!!!=(
advised,or rather consolled lewis for e whole of ytd n today.im tired!"guided" veron for 2hrs.decision is still hers to make.im jux sayin wd i tik.okae.im damn tired.tml still gt training.i hvnt watch princess hrs!!!=(
Wednesday, November 01, 2006
went "dating" wif veronica.lol.den she say she is happy happy.lol.she kp hitting me lah,den i ask her wd?!she jux kp laughing -.-.somore hit my leg den i was lyk.last time e p5 tt time gt tis lesson say cnt let ppl touch u frm shoudler to knee if u r uncomfortable.LOL.bought a fone pouch,cux my fone was once spoilt becux it touched water.td's training was intensive,kinda enjoyed e court work.having matches wif,MGS,RGS,commonwealth,cedar gals.i tik tts all?i lyk matches.duno y.oh ya!coach assigned hmk for us.yea,for e first time,seems interesting.she asked us to find our position de role?siian.i go watch princess hrs den go do research liao.
i hv tried to please u.bt ur attitude didnt change.for all,i tik tts my personality.tt was meant to be comical,its nt wd u tik.u dun understand me yet u commented so much.im speechless.i noe i might hv de zui u in e pass bt im sorry,i didnt say much anymore.i hv tried to kp a distance frm u,didnt block ur path or ath.why do u hv to give me such sucking attitude?u tik everyone lyks u?u bet.u ask ard.no one doesnt tiks u r bossy.didnt even de zui u outside court.i jux feel lyk u r tryin to steal her frm me.for an instance,we r going out td,den u suddenly pull her out.ppl do wrong tings u giv bad attitude,bt u do wrong tings ppl cnt giv u bad attitude?u cn slack ppl cnt?u tik u wd?cn u jux tik abt ur attitude?
i hv tried to please u.bt ur attitude didnt change.for all,i tik tts my personality.tt was meant to be comical,its nt wd u tik.u dun understand me yet u commented so much.im speechless.i noe i might hv de zui u in e pass bt im sorry,i didnt say much anymore.i hv tried to kp a distance frm u,didnt block ur path or ath.why do u hv to give me such sucking attitude?u tik everyone lyks u?u bet.u ask ard.no one doesnt tiks u r bossy.didnt even de zui u outside court.i jux feel lyk u r tryin to steal her frm me.for an instance,we r going out td,den u suddenly pull her out.ppl do wrong tings u giv bad attitude,bt u do wrong tings ppl cnt giv u bad attitude?u cn slack ppl cnt?u tik u wd?cn u jux tik abt ur attitude?
