anymore passer?come on(: haha.im enjoying suan-ing ppl.
veronica: nonono!i dun love you!so tts tooooo bad!i only love someone(: bt i'll kp my mouth shut(:
THIS IS THE LAST POST OF 2006!
WOOOHOOOOOOOOOO!
2007 HERE I COME!
im missing u nw T.T

oh god.i have so much crappy juice now
to the passer by,kindly read this post before shooing off,
me tryin so hard to be someone?in the first place,WHY SHD I?im very happy with wd im now and i DUN nd to attract attention n try to please anyone n try to be lyk someone.what makes u tik im tryin to be someone?u noe me well?i dun tik so?u dun even noe a ting n u start blaberring in my tagboard.if u dun lyk my face,den dun c la!even a 3yrs old kid noe this logic.DUN LIKE IT?DUN SEE.pathetic child,u dun even noe this simple ting.kanasai?oh,tts nt a very gd word to use.does shit come out of ur mouth?i dun tik tts very hygienic n its super disgusting.imagin a shit coming out frm a person's mouth?omg,tts sooooooooooo disgusting.if u wn to gt attention frm me,i cn give u ALL my attention.this post is dedicated to u?arent u happy of the attention u gt?i might nt be very gd looking bt i trust tt i dun look lyk shit or wadever.i look lyk proper human with 2 eyes,1 nose,1 mouth,2 ears(: i really dun understand y shd u go ard insulting ppl n their loooks.i wun be affected with ur remarks.becux i hear so much of this crap le.always rmb.
YOU ARE JUST A UNCIVILSED KID GOING AROUND SEEKING FOR ATTENTION.

there is this weird logic my mother came out.
woohoo!SILOSO BEACH PARTY!bt im nt going.so saddd.mother bought a cake so eat during the countdown show tonight.hw weird.i stared at her,as if she gone bonkers.she NV celebrates these tings.only when requested by us maybe.n maybe one day she will let me go countdown party!?hahaha

this is the normal me..looking at the computer.im nt dao-ing ok.
HAHA!here comes the crazy me!im so bored!i didnt really kissed e bear.hahas.

i typed e previous post half way n my keyboard wasnt responding.i forgt wd i wanted to post so,nvm.super tired n slept after shutting down e comp.didnt really talked to him today.didnt went out.i noe he is disappointed bt he seems normal.wo tai liao jie ni le.
jux had a shock of my life when i read someone's blog i was lyk,half aslp.den i c e post.i was lyk OMG!?den i ask veronica.lyk CHEH.xia si wo...phew~~~~~
oh ya.kai kor kor,or no,tt pig ask me to blog abt him so i m blogging abt u nw.n hor lao da bu xiao liao,faster find gf,or else i'll nag till u fa feng(:
oh yea,wanted to find cousin qing pei in RGS,bt its lyk so big.so nvm.

to my e other kor,ok,tt white white tt kor kor okae: we didnt blame u n we understand.and we will be there for u when u nd us,so dun worry.u arent treating us lyk rubbish dump.its quite hard to treat u as fren,becux im too used to having u as my kor.hope tt u will unds.

to e piggy kor: ur new yr resolution is to find a partner!(:

to him: i noe u didnt blame me.im jux feel sorry for nt spending time with u.

everytime i online,i'll kp finding some of ur,whether u r online.none of u is online nw.im so emotional.omg.i hv PMS.tts baddd ting.

lalaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.im tired liao.i shall slp!(:
gd nite(:

Had a small carnival at RGS this morning.i thot im late,bt when i reach there no one was here yet.hw frustrating.waited till 7++++ finally ppl came.woke up at 530 n i kp yawning.sian.first quarter we played with st margarets,we played really badly.den our team lyk woke up after e game with st margaret.played with yio chu kang afterwards.i tik its e one of the best game our team played.although wan ling didnt come we won yio chu kang.it shows tt our team handicapped still cn de!if we believe in it!(: played with RGS after that,we had a draw.coach was super pek check with RGS de attitude.damn stucked up.pls lah.rich so wd.hv some sportsmanshop cn!?admit it when u had contact or stepping or wdever.IF u win,ur r still e loser,becux u dun even hv the basic sportsmanship.u dun even RESPECT e umpire n other ppl.so u dun deserved to be respected.so start looking at urself,ur mistakes.dun OWAES tik u r the best,u r the

had training in e early morning.quite tiring.sorry,i was late.my mother is soooo.frustratin cn.anyway veronica promised to buy me an alarm clock in case my mother refuse to wake me up(: oh ya!veron n me were abt to go up e bus den melissa called cux someone followed her n wn to sit beside her.den melissa was so scared lor.den veron n me immediately rushed to queensway.den when veron n me arrived,we saw 3 indian guys laughin n lookin at wanling n melissa.pervert,even stare at wanling's AH-HEM.den veron n me came,den we laughed n laughed.den e perverts den away.u c!?veron n me saved e day!(: den went queensway shop.melissa bought fbt,veron bought pony bag n fbt.and i bought a light blue high cut fbt!(: den on e bus home with veron.den gt this uncle sitting in front of us.he kp turnin to us den ask us to look at the mag.den he smiled at us lor!SO DISGUSTING!his eyes lyk blurging out n teeth oso blurging out.OMG laaaa.td so suuaaaaaaaaaaaay.
tml hv to wake up at 5 to be able to reach sch at 630!omg ):

had training in the afternoon,and i didnt noe tt training is postponed.so i walked to e mrt n saw qianhui n yumi.roars.i nearly went home ok.had match with B1+B2.i tik we won(: 3rd quarter was lyk hell.its raining quite heavily.n the ball is SUPER slippery.i dropped e balls cn.stupid rain.n my internet connection sucks.kp on DC!n i cnt seem to c wd people send me.neither cn they receive wd i sendt.and some ppl is online!while my msn contact says they are offline.hw stuppid!td was super tiring.*yawns* i shall sleep at 9+ td(: tml still hv to wake up early.

maintaining a friendship for long is very difficult.and it shows it.i miss my primary sch times.i really miss alot alot of tings ): only did i realise it nw..

im jux dead disappointed.u send my heart crashing.i really missed those times badly ):
becux of u,my tears dropped agn

yumi help me done this blog!(: actually,some of the pictures r quite..disgusting,duno whr yumi gt it.bt its nice cux its my xmas present!(:
training is cancelled agn due to the rain.hw stuppid.i wonder when will e rain stop.i hate rain ok.cnt go out n do ath.
im tryin to make skin....boooo!sian ):

i m such a pathetic person. i have not buy any xmas present! ): ok n i shall conclude. pls do not spend any money buyin xmas present for me.becux i still owe 2 ppl xmas present. ): qinglin n maybe huimin. ):
im such a poor fork alrite.
im pretty upset nw.i tik our team cn forgt abt west zone top 4.we as a team,ok,i dun tik we cn even be called a team.i watched ur played on court.compared to e seniors.the way we r playin r lyk total strangers alrite.it saddens me alot.we shd i do?wd shd we do?wd cn we all do?melissa talked to me jux nw n i nearly cried ok.i duno y.im playin this sad song,n tikin abt our team.it seems hopeless.
raaaaaaaaaaaaars!
xmas shd be happy(: n zy is MAYBE going to a gathering ltr with his family.n i'll be a lone.loner.ok fine.
n mothers r scary!definitely.

im tryin to revive the friendships i hv gt.bt.......im nt sure if its gona work.haish.

today is sooooooooooooooooo tiring.had a match with B1,senior and the old birds.its so OBVIOUS tt they r playin a damn slack game.becux we r juniors.we played many many quarters.i forgt hw many,cux im jux too tired.i played n played.i tik i brk 2 quarters bt helped them refilled bottles.n so...didnt really rest lah.sharon said i too...stick to e ground?haha,quite true la.actually is reaction slow nt stick to e ground.ok fine,i admit tt my reaction is slow.last quarter qianhui n me sandwish pearl.den hor,i feel damn stressed.cux 2 ppl if still let her shoot in.very...malu?i tik,sharon is a very gd senior lor.den ms chen very stressful.michelle very agressive n fierce bt den quite nice in e way she will tell u ur mistakes?n pearl oso v nice(: wen qian land very.erm?cute?or rather abit weird?oh ya!i tik wen qian land abit lyk melissa.
oh and!veronica gave me a sexy shirt for xmas!(: its orange!bt i tik its abit too big!?well nvm(:

this followin is an angry post:
there is this gal named serene with an email address called mymelody_123@hotmail.com she added me.
huiping: who r u?
serene: do i noe u?
serene: serene
huiping:u added me.
serene: orh is it?
serene: did i add u?
huiping: u added me a few secs ago
serene: ok fine,i shall delete u.

EH PLS LAH!u gt short term memory is it.add me tell me hu r u and admit u added me.cn be frens lah.dun give me tt fuckin attitude cn anot!someone she's a twit k.n i hate twits.n i believe she is frm my pri sch graduatin this yr.wd the fuck.wastin oxygen living in this world.add alrdy dun wn admit.feel lyk smackin her into million pieces.
n pls lah.i seriously duno wassup with my pri sch de juniors.invite alot of ppl in e conversation n flood!walau eh.u wn flood go flood urself lah.ppl nt so free go flood with u ok.
i hv VERY bad impression of my juniors.damn it lah.SO LAME CN.i dun rmb myself doin this last yr ok.

my hse gt this antique table.bought this at $1000+ quite big lah.den my mother dun wn cux abit too big le.den hor.gt 2 guys come my hse c.den they say wn buy it at $80 lah.walarn eh.bought this at $1000+ cn only sell for $80?nv even use for a yr cn.walau.bla bla bla.siian.
anyone wn buy anot!?

im super pissed with my brother!i turned on e comp and went out with my mother.he came home n logged off my account and used!so rude cn
im so bored at home.n i played neopets!won e championship for cheat!yay!so pro rite!xDDD
tml havin self-training.n my mother say wd.erm..dun go tml,cux tml is..erm hw say.chi tang yuan e day.stay at home.walau eh.lyk i care lah.
n my brother wans to use agn.raaaar!i hate him cn.stupid.humph!

this riddle suits singaporeans 100%
enjoy!(:

always b muz b win
borrow but nv return
cheap is good
dun trust anyone
everything is free
FREE FREE FREEb
grab first talk ltr
help urself to eveyrhihng
i first i want i everything
jump queue
keep coming backb for more
look for discount
must not lost face
nvm wd dey think
outdo everyone u noe
pay only when neccessary
quit while ur ahead
rushing and pushing wins de race
samples are always welcome
take but dont giv
unlesss its free forget it
winner takes it ALL ALL ALL
Yell if necessary to get what u wan
zebras are kiasu cos dey wan to be black and white at same time

LOL!(:


One day, Ah Choy & Ah Seng were walking down the Chinatown when they saw something in their path.
"Wait!" cried Ah Choy.
"Wat is lah?"
"Yah ho!Becarefool lo,"warned Ah Seng.

"Wat is it?" They approached the thing and looked at it very closely.
"Eee..look like shit lah!" say AhChoy.
"Hmmm..smell like shit also!" say AhSeng after taking a deep breathe.
Ah Choy then poked the thing with his one finger, raised the finger to his lips, tasted it and said, "Tastes like shit!"
Ah Seng pushed his finger right through the thing and stick out his tongue to lick. With confident, he said, "Confirm is shit!"
Then they smiled at each other,"Wah!lucky we didn't step onit."

LOL!retarded

woke up earlier in e morning.i dragged myself up,den rushed down to meet veronica n realise tt td's match was cancelled.stupid lah.why cancel.bad weather=bad reason alrite.
i really duno hw to continue my life in my family.my mother givin me tt oh-ur-invisible n brat attitude.im in netball n im nt gona quit.u lyk it anot its ur problem.did ur noe ath.she did not give me any allowance td becux i insist on joining netball.n i didnt had my lunch td cux im broke.i didnt hv any money to top up my card n i guess,i hv to walk to sch every training if things jux continue to be lyk this.n she is lyk,cutting my internet connections n forbids me using fone.hu noes i might be dead at home,n ur wun even noe.she tortures me alrite.she said,"ppl go work bo bian den leave hse in such a bad weather n u leave hse in such a weather cux of ur netball?i feed u 13yrs no use arh".walau eh.tt sentences feed me 13ys no use really hurted me alrite.i wn work u dun let den u nag.i stay at home noisy u ask me go out.i wn go out u forbid.what u wan?
and my brother.mind ur own business becux i didnt interfere with ur business.if u dun lift a finger on my business i shd xie tian xie di,meaning thank e whole world?ok wdever,jux shut ur big mouth n do ur own nerdy stuff.

omg!i jux saw e newspaper.latest!a cute mikey mouse sleevless top frm hang ten!nt sure abt e price bt its so cute!i wn buy!(:
ytd aunt treat n yea,i ate till bloated.actually is laugh till bloated.weiting cn make me laugh lyk siao.or is it i too siao.well,nvm!yes n i sat beside weiting.den my aunt said,eh!weiting,u very white leh.den i was lyk,ofcux white lah i so black.i help her TOOT chu lor.however,john is e whitest,weiting is whiter,zy is white.haha!(: n it rained n rained.sian.
tml havin a match with cedar gals.jiayou everyone.jux play our best k?i believe we wun gt thrash.if we wn to win we will win them.its only if we wan it anot.jiayou k?(:
i seriously cnt stand my mother.

went to orchard ytd n bought a tight skirt n top.was super pissed with my mother alright.i saw a nice sleeveless top,n i requested to buy.guess wd my stupid mother say,so little cloth so expensive?!n tt top is $23 with a 15% discount so is ard.$20?i seriously cnt stand her.den my bro was being so sarcastic cn.i seriously CANNOT stand my mother's taste.raaaaaaars.i shall shop with my own money n gt my own clothes.tts my deal with her.n when i cnt finish my food she kp forcin me to eat.wtf lah.cnt finish means CNT FINISH.wd she wn la.eat until e stomach burst den happy is it.im super pissed.i knew i NEVER enjoy going out wif her.i nv will.esp when bro n mum tgt.makes me so....i duno hw say.damn la.den she c one slogan on e shirt"love~~~"den my bro say nice.den she say i hate tt word.damn u lah.if u hate love den father is ur wd?u dun love dad rite?yea.stupid idiot.
i seriously hate everyone in my family.kp sayin i spend money n DUN allow me go work.wtf lah
im burning nw ok

suddenly im totally in love with e song dream abt u(:
ytd my stupid idiot idiotic f***ing brother go take away e internet tinngi den i ytd cnt use.i wn smack his ass.impotent him arh!qi si wo.so selfish cn he.last time e comp in his room he owaes use i oso nv say ath.nw in my room dun allow me use.smack him arh.stupid asshole nerd.
painting my room light purple!(: so nice.i love it(:
n everytime i play whack e staff member in neopets my comp will hang!arrggggh!): hai me lose okae!stupid idiot.im so angry nw.
going to buy clothes soon!
wooray!!!!!!

REFLECTION
i read my past message n jeanius bulletin.i look at the way i post last time.its abit twit.n i hate myself.im lyk,quite lame?it was a yr ago.i wonder if nex yr i'll look at my present post n say it is a lame post.wdever.i found out tt my english detoriated!
i dreamt abt u,our future.i wonder if our future could be so magical.i sometimes wish to return to hw i was when i was 5 yrs old.so naive and innocent,yet so pure n harmless.
whenever i cry in bed,my mother could sit by my bed.i rmb when i was devated this yr,i smsed my brother.hw he told me life is stressful.animal oso hv stress,they hide,fear of being eaten.hw he told me mother would nv understand us.hw he encouraged me to be strong n i hv grown up.
i recalled back a few days ago.he saw zy n me.i cn imagin hw dissappointed he was.some hw i noe?he told mother,for the sake of me.when we were doing painting hw harsh his words were,full of hatred yet disappointment.i tik i unds him,frm young,whenever he is hurt,he will use harsh words.lyk my mother.
3yrs ago.hw happy i was when i gt into e stream EM1 n my mother promised to bring me to e movie.i was so elated.bt she nv brought me to e movies till nw.i was dead dissappointed.i noe her dissappointment towards me nw is much much more.
my aunt,frm young till nw,she bought me clothes,bags,and even a cupboard.whenever she noe i needed someting.she could buy for me.i dissappoint her too.she didnt expect me to hv him.
n i rmb him
all the tings he did for me.all the sarifices.all the happy n playful moments we had tgt.we had gone through so many tings.i dun wish to end this so easily.e love,is abit too much?it has been so many months.today is the 6mth 1 wk 1 day.hahas.hw we talk abt our future,hw we laughed n fool ard.hw he joked n play with e cashier.when im sad he could be sad with me,telling me loads n loads of advice although none help.he still makes an effort.u told lewis nt to tell me bt he did,u ran ard almost e whole spore tryin to find tt orange lollipop on tt day for me.u accompanied me no matter hw tired u were.u tried to go out no matter hw ur mother forbids.u called me no matter hw high ur fone bills were.

i think of everything.and im confused.i dissapoint everyone.sometimes in netball too.its late n im tired.gd nite(:

haha!i did this super brillant ting,cnt blog here in case some ppl c.if u r interested wd brillant ting i did ask me k?lols.
went for training.im super tired but hyper.haha.duno y.i love commonwealth macs.duno y.td's training was pretty tough.i love street netball!played 2 quarters.first quarter i was in coach's team,we thrash melissa's team with a score of 8-0.second quarter i switch with yumi n im in melissa's team and we won coach!score was lyk....2-6???HAHA!im so happy cn.i go which team which team win.hahahahhahaha~~~~~ oh yea i nearly forgt.yumi make me laugh lyk siao td.coach ask her be "dummy" bt she was suppose to catch e ball.i tik is she go china den brain shrink le cnt unds.ppl pass her ball she stand there let ball hit her.omg lah.LOL.dummy at least will catch e ball or prevent it frm hitting urself rite.i nearly faint while laughin cn.so hilarious.oh ya.notice tt yumi really shrinked!
went to buy my sec2 textbks.den went to c the classroooms.nearby my classroom all gt air con only my class room dun hv!raaaaaaars!den was raining den gt soaked.raaar!someone damn pro lor,kick water on me!haha.raining is nv boring for us!so fun cn.nv play in e rain la,jux tt played till leg damn wet.
im siian!playin neopets.88k (:

had match wif woodgrove.nearly lost cux of the damn taxi driver.told him avenue 6 drive 17 he duno go avenue 1 or wd...!!!!!den call weiting.den e sch is lyk behind her hse!?haha.we won woodgrove btw.played gs,gs,gk,gs.i v messy cn.i was playin gk,den i hold space,den i was lyk.omg!wd m i doing.den tt quarter whr i play gk i felt tt cn play much better.dun feel lyk doing ath or go out so i went to lunch wif veron n bought a cute deodorant.she was smsing and smsing.raaars.bt counselling me at e same time.
settling some problems.raaaaaars!shall blog agn

woots!im feeling emo nw.happy+sad.
monday went for training!was nearly late ok!bt veronica save both of us.we took a cab there.becux e bus die die dun wn come lor!we waited for lyk 20mins?!e bus tt we predicted didnt come.den i sweared tt i wn sue e bus company.wahahs!ok,i nt so mean rite.tt day training was tough.i nw den noe playin both attacker n defender is tough k.i nd to practise defenders wif e whole team den they brk tt time i still nd to shoot wif veronica.den brk for lyk 1min?do goal circle denfences,rebound.totally tired out lah.den my finger pain.raaars nvm.den i cnt really perform in e B2 match cux is damn tired lah.cn say i brk e shortest.den when i gt home gt scolding cux mother wn go vivo gt paint for e painting today.den i was so damn tired after trainin n my leg is lyk aching lyk siao den still go vivo.waa biang.somemore still nd carry tt 6.1kg of paint.monday is a tough day.
and today.woke up at 8+,damn tired.paint n shift n so!I HV A COMP IN MY ROOM!(: so happy!(: i miss him ): didnt tok for a long long while.quite a couple of days nv go out n talk.tts y im so emotional...n my mother kp asking me quit netball...haish.hope tt my results cn prove her wrong.
anyway,read blogs n discover sth.melissa's eye condition seems bad k.i thot her eyes was jux swollen or sore?didn't noe nd opperation.dun tik she will read my blog bt anyway,take care melissa(:

sorry,bt nt everyone is as rich as u.is nt tt we dun wanna gt one.we cnt afford one when our present one is still perfectly fine.

i duno hw to start,hw to end.i don't have time now,im in rush for time.in such a short span of time how am i going to pull up my socks and get my english grade frm C to A,other than english,there are many more subjects.however,english is my killer subject.qinglin say will try to help me,but,i doubt i can do it.this is my last chance.hais.i don't want to give up on netball,let alone join other cca.i don't want.i wrote in my exercise bk,all my thots n feelings,if i blogged abt it,it might be touching bt its too lengthy,i dun wish to bore up my blog.i know im alrdy doing it.
veronica told me some tings on friday.i listened and doubt i can help her.i know somethings but its best not to say.i wan to confide to someone.why is love lyk tt.u still have e feelings for him or her,why did u hide it jux becux u doubt urself?why not boost ur confident and tell urself tt u cn do it?it hurts me when i noe both of ur hearts.u regret bt its abit too late.why did u lie,do u noe hw hurt she is?i nv seen her lyk this b4.
cherish.everyone wans to cherish their love ones.bt when we see a nicer object,we will naturally drop e cherished ones.and regret in e end.
ok i noe its abit crappy.bt.i dare say there is no one hu cherish everyting.

veron promise send me e horny song!bt she is no whr to be seen.she isnt online!i wn my horny song!raaar!

raaaars big news!

NO As NEXT YR NO NETBALL.
EXPIRY DATE FOR As IS MARCH!
MEANING BY THE END OF MARCH WHEN REPORT BK IS ISSUED,MOTHER MUX C ALL As OR ELSE QUIT NETBALL!
):

CREDITS: my brother!

IF HE NV BIG MOUTH THIS WUN HAPPEN.FULL STOP.

路灯旁，圆月下。这就是我每次送你回家后单独回家的情景。没办法，没事做。你说你一人回家很寂寞。心很空 天很大 云很重 我恨孤单 害怕寂寞。但我以想不出不送你回家的借口。你说你妈。让你心烦。我想很多办法 用爱擦掉在你眼角的泪。可是换来的只是许多让人心烦的理由。星星闪着 爱燃烧着 。 我怕时间太快 创造距离。我怕时间太慢 不能白头不离。老师们说爱，不能白头到老 永不分离 。 我难以相信。我就是有一个特别的理想。我就要做别人说是不可能的奇迹。我明明不想听，但没办法，我就是要做一个人永远难以体会，你问我我会不会很累。我说就是累我也要体会。我很难领悟，我不用你领悟。。只想安安静静，平平静静的做过我那已不能实现的美梦。。

THIS IS 201 POST!(:
i had a blog way back ago lyk i was in pri 5?bt i didnt really blog n i only write lame stuffs.so ya,i deleted e posts.
ytd had training.i lyk veronica's way of catchin lobs becux e keeper v hard to touch e ball.erm,i dun tik ur will understand lah.i player keeper so many times den i tik veronica de lob most difficult to take lor.cux its lyk,very nicely pass to her.first time c coach so pissed wif her attitude.shooting after training.when i went home mother was giving tt black face.raaar!lyk i wn go back home late lyk tt lah!owaes lyk tt de.give black face.
ytd nite i dreamt abt mother,misunderstandin me agn.i cry n cry n cry.haish.td wake up eyes so small.i dun wn cry anymore! ):

yay!im back!anyone miss me?(:
fri training cancelled!siian diao.i wed nv go training den fri cancel!ltr i detoriate hw!?ltr de training beta nt cancel hw else i.... ii....FAINT ARH!i wn training.
and so i cnt possible be so guai stay at home rite?so i went escape,sentosa.yepp(: so fun cn.den escape.wa biang.e pirate ship nearly made me vomit.sat at the second back seat.becux someone insist lah!all e rides i dun dare open my eyes.den e haunted hse.I WONDER Y IS IT CALL HAUNTED HSE!nt scary de.den e ghost scare me i stare at e person.den he go away!LOL!
sat went to ikea!i took 2 balloons!!i admit im lame k.bt i love balloons wd cn u do to me?!na na ni poo poo!sunday.. ...CELEBRATED FATHERS BDAY!(: eat till full full!my fav day (:
oh ya!td morning going shooting den hv lunchy wif my long lost contact veronica.mayb nt long lost.jux..erm.one two three four five.hehex.five days nv contact de mei mei(: den training!den pig at home(: