SHEN JING BING LA
OMG.

IT IS SERIOUSlY NOT WHAT U THINK :@

HOHO. vivo is such a happy place to go :D
Because whenever i go there something happy will happen or i will buy stuff there which make me happy :D

my brother is super i-dont-know-how-to-describe

mother: what u wna eat?
brother: i dont knw leh. here ( foodcourt, kopitiam) so not worth it lor, so EX! same as those coffee shop
mother: aiyah. nvm lah. once in a while come. what u wna eat?
brother: i dont knw leh i nvr rly come before
mother: thn u come here what u eat?
brother: i go upstairs one, restaurants.

WOAH BIANG EH. complain kopitiam expensive thn restaurants very cheap uh?

bought ripcurl flip flop :D and some stuff here n there luh. i think i need to seal my lips when i text. because this morning i was texting veronica and i was like smiling and laughing n just now my mother thot i crazy one, walk n sms thn laugh -,-

my mother dont let me buy mp3 T.T
-laughs secretly-
but thn who cares la. i buy alrdy she cnt say anything right?
LOL. IM CLEVER :D


hey im mature and lame(:

OHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!
This is super cute lah!
CLICK HERE! IM COW, HEAR ME MOO!

Im a chicken. Hear me POK. i can squeeze the cow's tits using hands :D
quoted by yumi

A big wow!
Im like scanning for virus in my computer because my date suddenly change to 6 september =.= my computer kana possessed!! 0.0
i scanned for ONE hour. still HAVENT scan finish. dumb anti virus scanner D: bt i think its at least better thn norton :D norton cant even detect i gt virus and nearly corrupt man :@

mugged for one hour today! :D
shopping with family at vivo later :D




IF YOU ARE HAPPY AND YOU KNW YOU CLAP YOUR HANDS! -PIAK PIAK-
IF YOU ARE HAPPY AND YOU KNW U STAMP YOUR FEETS! -BOMB BOMB-
-okay i forgot whats next

Yesterday
i did use the computer ytd, for the whole day in fact. lol. i didnt post because i was occupied. lol. i was mugging okay :D well, mugged abit lah :D
the english paper was quite difficult ): i wrote a super average storyline and my newsletter writing is abit weird D: paper two's editing is the killer.
went to bukit merah with veronica after the papers :D the dao huey is love :D bought chocolate ans sweet :D veronica bought her silkpro! quite cool luh.

Today
the mother tongue paper is easy :DDD alot of people say my storyline is weird, UHHH. die already ): my tian xie han zi for paper two will get full marks man :D haha must credit my "motivator" man :D i actually write one word wrong, thn lu lao shi checking my paper thn she tell me i got cuo zi. thn i actually dont knw one leh. thn i recall recall. thn i suddenly rmb! thn the last qns super qiao. i dont care about jing zhen zhe one, until ytd thn got one :D
went to tiong to eat with peiwei and veronica :D
thn peiwei teared T.T awwww~

you knw how the fisherman catch the fish!??!

'cause he put the fishing net into the sea

-ULTRA COLDNESS-


I suddenly know one dao li : why cry/be sad when tears/sadness cant revive things?

*mega yawns*
(opps! hope that no fly went in my mouth uh)

im gona write a long post :D
YAYE! didnt missed the bus in the morning, haha. so rare eh

oh my oh my. i am super super tired D: its 545 now and i've just woke up from my not-so-sweet dream D: i only slept one hour )): and i couldnt sleep anymore but im super tired

Super ultra restless in school. Got 67/100 for my Hc paper. i feel sad. i dont knw why. bt i wna wna wna get 80+ D:
The Fuhua maths paper is really a killer to me lah. ALL the questions i ask zhilu how to do. then he explain until nearly vomit blood. LOL. im like super guai! i stayed in class during recess to do maths yo :DD i was so hungry after school tht i can swallow TWO sheeps ):
After we ate veronica suggest we go "extort" money for snacks. lol.
veronica went to ask weikuang.

veronica: eh qing wo chi dong xi. 50 cents only.
wk: 50 cents ar? hi-five hi-five
veronica: -dont bla bla bla what- please la
wk: -took out a $2 and gave veronica-
0.0
LOL. thn we (peiwei, yiqing, veronica and i) went to buy hello panda each! :D

thn i was like. eh, i also wna try! so i went to ask eldin.
hp: eh come come come! qing wo chi dong xi!
eldin: how much?
hp: -stun for 3 seconds- UH. I JOKING ONLY LA. HAHA BYEBYE.

LOL. I was like super stunned lah. i got alot of generous friends man.
thn veronica went to try on shafik(??) thn he rly gona give.
whoa whoa whoa.

why people so generous man.

DING DONG! DINNER TIME :D

"Happy mid autum festival! wish u eat more mooncakes!"
"lol tyty. i dont like mooncakes ): "
"y? ish it becos u lyk only suncakes? =( .............................. "

LOL. such a random joke

Got 20/30 for my literature essay. lol. it came to be as a shock? i thought i would just pass the essay. i wrote the story until i dont know what am i writing.

Got 20/30 for my maths test also. i guess im really fated to 20 today D: i thought i would flunk it man. lol. i thought mr chua will call my name very early. the anticipation sucks man D: its filled with anxiety and fear and a tiny tweeny bit of happiness when he didnt call me so early :D the last question method marks really save my life man :DDDDD if not for the leniency i would have flunk this test. i got 7/10 for my method. LOL. cool eh :D

skipped lunch and went home to finish my soul eater :D super duper nice book :D
alot of people were super shocked by my nerdiness :D

Nobody seems to be online and everybody seems to be mugging.
i so hate the atmosphere D:

Today is a boring day D:

Its so boring tht time flew fast. lol i dont knw what am i talking about

VERONICA AND I WERE LATE! but thn drizzling so ms ng let us go back to class :DDD
we so suay la. we miss the 855 thn we took 65 thn walk to the bus stop. THN 855 ZOOM PAST US T.T

after sk00l iie went tuu tiiong wibb ball00nica and chaqhanq and yiqinq. LOL

thn on the way to the mrt. veron n i pangsey yq n ch. thn we were like, ltr hor yq push us thn we will fly ar! thn walk half way yq suddenly push me eh. i really flew man :D for an instant i thought i will fly to venus! but thn still on the same spot la )):
ate flavour burst again :D saw sarah again! lol. usual usual thing :D thn went to eat. yq and balloon go hide ch's bag thn told him a cleaner took it :D thn he actually believe one lor! thn veronica go describe the cleaner thn he dont believe alrdy =.= so i bought alot alot alot of things at popular. i spent $10 on stationery eh! D:
CH qing wo chi th cute duck jelly bean and veronica qing wo chi lollipop :DDD
cause the jelly bean very hard to open one.
thn yq was like "later hor u open everything sure spill"
thn i say "wont one lor!"
then after 3 seconds.
PAHH! 10 jelly beans spilled =.=

thn alot of funny funny things happen la :D
LOL. i dont knw to laugh or what man.


for th duno how many times.
I NEED TO MUG D:

Cant be bothered

YO :D
my evening rocks :D

did netball drills with BALLOONICA! (veronica)
NICA NICA! :D lol

thn played basketball, or rather NETBALL. because i didnt dribble at all, lol, maybe once la? my team consist of BALLOONICA AND JACQUELINE! thn the rest of the xiao mei mei and xiao didi one team. 3 Vs 5 like tt leh! thn my team score one goal is one point, they other team score one goal is 2 point. LOL. BUT MY TEAM STILL WON! :D
YIPP YIPPE HOOORAY! :D
thn i skipped 100 :D in two go okay!

thn played a while more thn went home :D

veronica's neighbours are super super funny can. LOL.
when i was doing the netball drill they all keep saying im scary =.= i am like quite slow?
i think ah. if they see car do ar, sure xia dao one.

big girls dont cry remix rocks :D
lol im like viewing my stats nw.
and
somebody NOW NOW NOW.
is viewing my archive.
NOOOOO.
dont view my archive )):

HUIPING IS SUPER BORED D:
i think tht my counter is super coolstuff yo :D
the thing can track who view, from where link to here, view how many minutes, geographical location and many more. haha damn cool right :DDD
i love histats :DD

NOBODY ONLINE TODAY D:

i dont wna exam D:
and i havent really start mugging yet.
raaaaawr. i so hate exams this time. i so wna slack )):

i have lost my interest in maths and history. okay, i must well say i have lost interest in all the subjects. this suck D:


had family dinner ytd. i dont wna say more yo.

running and netballing with veronica later :DDD

this totally calm my mood yo :D
im like experiencing pre-exams sydrome D:



I don't want this moment, to ever end,
Where everything's nothing, without you.
I'll wait here forever just to, to see you smile,
Cause it's true, I am nothing without you.

Through it all, I made my mistakes.
I stumble and fall,
But I mean these words.

I want you to know, with everything I won't let this go.
These words are my heart and soul,
I hold on to this moment you know.
Cause I'd bleed my heart out to show, that I won't let go.

Thoughts read are spoken, forever in doubt.
And pieces of memories fall to the ground.
I know what i did and so, I won't let this go.
Cause it's true, I am nothing without you.

All the streets, where I walked alone,
With nowhere to go.
Have come to an end.

I want you to know, with everything I won't let this go.
These words are my heart and soul,
I hold on to this moment you know.
Cause I'd bleed my heart out to show, that I won't let go.

In front of your eyes, it falls from the skies,
When you don't know what you're looking to find.
In front of your eyes, it falls from the skies,
When you just never know what you will find.

I don't want this moment to ever end.
Where everything's nothing without you.

I want you to know, with everything I won't let this go.
These words are my heart and soul,
I hold on to this moment you know.
Cause I'd bleed my heart out to show, that I won't let go.






this is the super cute version of big girls dont cry! :D

Had CE test today! :D the paper quite weird la? like giving advise or sth like that? lol. i dont knw the last question "When you are in a relationship. whats the rights you wish to be respected and what responsibilities you have?" i rly rly dont knw man. lol

Eng oral teacher was mrs linda lim! i was hell panicking during english oral. i started off quite well, thn the teacher keep nodding her head. thn after tht her eyes keep looking at me leh! like normally she will look at the slides n her paper. thn i stumbled quite alot when she look at me thn i look away =X but veronica saw i got one section gt 8/10? lol i guess its the eye contact part uh?

helped out with the mid autumn festival thing. super yao suan bei tong man D: th candles just refused to stand :@ and the wind just refused to cooperate :@
ate dinner at mac thn came back n help out again T.T

i was hell super duper tired during the celebration alrdy. lol im super tired. im not emo please -,- i rly dont care yo? :D
played a while with th netballers in the dark. lol :D
eldin is such an asshole because he claims that he cnt see me in a dark and need to use a torchlight :@

ZZzzz..
I GOT PANDA EYES D:
super tired )):



tml will be a ultra long day D:
school in the morning follow by oral presentation, closely follow by helping out for the mid autum festival thn the actual celebration. WHICH MEANS I MUST BE IN SCH THE WHOLE DAY!?
from 720 to 9+++ ? )):
and im like super tired.

0.0 no motion sickness whn i read on the bus today!
higher chinese test was alright :D except that i dont know how to write some words. lol.
ate at tiong thn went home :D



- one lady ran pass us, to the bus stop-
veronica: hey you think the woman can catch the bus or not?
huiping: with her speed i doubt she can lah. i jog also faster thn her
veronica: i think i brisk walk also faster
huiping: -.- thn i walk also faster lor!
veronica: i crawl also faster!
huiping: aiyah i roll also faster!!
veronica: you can roll meh?
huiping: oh yah hor i cant. i dont have the momentum........
veronica: LOL. dont continue!
huiping: only ****** have.

-laughs like siao-

I'd rather it never starts. present laughters will only bring future sadness for good things always come to an end D:

One thing just ended and other wna start? i dun wna have abrupt tears like the previous times. Why did i go dig out something that had been buried. why did i dig out the.... forget it.

i shall wait and see :D

My day started with a weird cleaner talking to me about weird things =.=

I GOT MOTION SICKNESS D:
i was like reading spirit walker on the bus thn when i gt down i nearly puked.

when i walked into the classroom. don said something like "i cant believe what am i seeing -rubs eye- " LOL. damn funny la. cause i carried my back pack today. HAHA. i used to have one textbook in my bag? HAHA. i gai guo zi xin alrdy okay :D
mr chua tried to console the class by saying we might borderline pass the test. but i was like thinking, yah if i can pass this test i will really go bang the wall man.

I think i got so many things to do yet i dont wna do.
BOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
buck up :D

TODAY IS SUCH A LONG DAY. FROM BOONLAY TO CHANGI ALRDY. LOL -.-

Received trophy in the morning assembly, the feeling is weird yo? LOL
i think i will fail my maths test again. third time this year, its the worse this yr man )): i left two blanks and my last question is wrong which is worth 10 marks? )): i totally gave up when i was doing half way man. i held on to the tears n continue doing. yah so i teared after the test. i tried but i still fail. i dont knw what to say alrdy man. thinking of how hard i have to work for eoy and how patience my parents n brother have been, it made me tear harder.

lunch with adeline, qianhui, veronica and yumi at tiong(: thn yumi and veronica tried to scam me la. they change veronica's contact in my phone to hl thn veronica sms me something. but then i found out before the sms arrive. LOL. HUIPING IS CLEVER YO :D

lol thn after tht. veronica use my phone to sms hl. i dont know to laugh or to be angry man. LOL.

[quoted from veronica's blog yo]

VERON: Hello huilong, can i ask you a question, do you like.. mee goreng?
HL: ya y?
VERON: Oh, cause i like it too! hmmm do you like.. mee siam?
HL:lame.. depends i prefer my mum cook one.
VERON: WHY U SO STUPID! I'M TRYING TO ASK YOU.. If you like.
MEEEEE




SOTO LA.
HL: Not funny la, next time got joke call my house.
VERON: why not funny ): I'm serious. Do you like mee?
HL: cor my house. 67******.
VERON: mee shy la, never tell you mee like u so long liao.
HL: Faster cor me never bluff you.
VERON: Why? you want to tell mee you like mee too?
HL:wt* you talking.
VERON: Im asking you if u like mee): cos mee really like you.
HL:Dont fake la, you like jp.
VERON: But mee really like you.. You abit also dont like mee ah. ):

LAST JOKE SENTENCE.. HUILONG FINALLY GET IT..

HL: Whos mee?

LOL. thn we laughed like siao. he quite clever la. LOL.

funniest conversation i had with melissa

huiping(: says:
LOL
u stupid girl
i think u talk very funny
"we stopped the topic abruptly
cause you stopped replying half way LOL"
i kept laughing idk why

Melissa "Maybe you will finally see" says:
YA LA YOU SO RUDE
you broke my heart
i go to my bed and cry liaozxzxz

huiping(: says:
LOL
LOL

Melissa "Maybe you will finally see" says:
buaizxz LOL

huiping(: says:
LOL!!
LMAO!

Melissa "Maybe you will finally see" says:
HA HA
SIT ON WATER

(my pm was "feeling emo!? sit on the water!"

huiping(: i love breaking mel's heart says:
LOL
im damn lucky today
ha ha ha

Melissa "Maybe you will finally see" says:
why
because i talked to you right
YES I KNOW BECAUSE OF ME LA

huiping(: i love breaking mel's heart says:
mr chua didnt confiscate my phone man
LOL

Melissa "Maybe you will finally see" says:
lol!

huiping(: i love breaking mel's heart says:
u gt see my nick or not?

Melissa "Maybe you will finally see" says:
good for you la
YOU EAT MY SHIT WANT ANOT LOL
PANG SAI LA YOU

huiping(: i love breaking mel's heart says:
LOL
LOL
LMAO!
dont wn
bt i knw ys wans
LOL

Melissa "Maybe you will finally see" says:
-.-
stupid
so idiot
i entertain you
you like this
SIGH
MY HEART NO MORE LIAO
burnt to death alrdy
i no emotions alrdy
cannot cry

huiping(: i love breaking mel's heart says:
LOL

Melissa "Maybe you will finally see" says:
cannot laugh

huiping(: i love breaking mel's heart says:
LOL
LOL
LOL

Melissa "Maybe you will finally see" says:
cannot smile
so i no emotions one

huiping(: i love breaking mel's heart says:
lmao

Melissa "Maybe you will finally see" says:
talk like robot

huiping(: i love breaking mel's heart says:
LMAO
LOL
LOL

Melissa "Maybe you will finally see" says:
you laugh
i nv laugh
pathetic right
you guilty anot

huiping(: i love breaking mel's heart says:
thn ur pm stil gt emotions
LOL
LOL

Melissa "Maybe you will finally see" says:
you make me no emotions

huiping(: i love breaking mel's heart says:
i bet u laughing
LOL

Melissa "Maybe you will finally see" says:
no
i am robot

huiping(: i love breaking mel's heart says:
LOL

Melissa "Maybe you will finally see" says:
robots no heart
no emotions
sad life

huiping(: SHANG-GA-MEL-BOO! melissa transform back into human! says:
lol
see my nick
haha
SHANG GA MEL BOO!
TRANSFORM TRANSFORM!
TRANSFORM INTO MELSHANG!

Melissa "Maybe you will finally see" says:
-.-
stupid

huiping(: SHANG-GA-MEL-BOO! melissa transform back into human! says:
D:
woah u say i stupid

Melissa "Maybe you will finally see" says:
i find this conversation
the most interesting

huiping(: SHANG-GA-MEL-BOO! melissa transform back into human! says:
lol

Melissa "Maybe you will finally see" says:
out of all stoning convos we had

huiping(: SHANG-GA-MEL-BOO! melissa transform back into human! says:
i think ppl wont unds
LOL

Melissa "Maybe you will finally see" says:
woah cool right yeah nvm we unds can alrdy but it was just a casual qns anyway

huiping(: SHANG-GA-MEL-BOO! melissa transform back into human! says:
I WN TO BLOG
HAHAHAHA
eh from where start arh. i find everything funny

Melissa "Maybe you will finally see" says:
of course
who are you talking to?
zhang rui ting

huiping(: SHANG-GA-MEL-BOO! melissa transform back into human! says:
melshang

Melissa "Maybe you will finally see" says:
who is she?

huiping(: SHANG-GA-MEL-BOO! melissa transform back into human! says:
LOL

Melissa "Maybe you will finally see" says:
zhang rui ting la

huiping(: SHANG-GA-MEL-BOO! melissa transform back into human! says:
MELSHANG

Melissa "Maybe you will finally see" says:
zhang ting jun's daughter leh
you honoured anot

huiping(: SHANG-GA-MEL-BOO! melissa transform back into human! says:
LOL!
yah yah yah

Melissa "Maybe you will finally see" says:
my mother your idol
my mother is my mother
who is ztj
jealous much?

huiping(: SHANG-GA-MEL-BOO! melissa transform back into human! says:
LOL
i dont get it alrdy
so many mothers

Melissa "Maybe you will finally see" says:
okay nvm noobs dont understand
i own you
enough said
i am trying my best not to use lol or ha ha ha because i rmb i am a robot
robot has no feelings

Melissa "Maybe you will finally see" says:
its .... i dno whats that feeling called because i dont have a heart
well
isnt it tough to communicate with a robot
which doesnt have a heart
and cant feel
i pretty much think so
damn i am so good at entertaining
i need some award please

huiping(: im so scared of purgon. omg omg =.= says:
lol
i give u melshang award
LOL

Melissa "Maybe you will finally see" says:
well
i dont think its good to give me such an award

GIVE MELISSA MELSHANG AWARD AND SHE WILL TRANSFORM INTO HUMAN! :D

I just realised that i've FIVE tests this week D:
two tests today. (HC and history)
one test tml, which i most scared luh ): maths eh
one compo test on wed
thn HC test again on thurs D:
what a mugging week

and

eoy starts nxt thursday? D:
10 more days D:
i feel holiday man, no trg.

How come i dont feel the stress.
i always feel stress at the wrong time man -.- when its time to feel stress i dont.LOL.

did peer evaluation for science! :D i think for super super super long. thn i put everyone played a part and no one did least or more. LOL. yq said she put that too :D
Thn ms ashma caught me using my phone man i think. she was behind me when i was replying TWT. HA HA.

recess was hell funny :D veronica and i were like drunken women going back to class clinging on each others' shoulder. we laughed till we teared. LOL.

lol oh yah. i cant make out a single thing that cikgu murad is saying. LOL. i hadnt been listening for all the lessons. HAHA :D

mr chua is a nice teacher because he didnt confiscate my phone :DDDD
i was shocked and glad and abit gan dong? LOL. if he confiscate i dont knw what to tell my mother man. it would be the THIRD time.

history test after school D:
quite okay la?
quite irritated by somebody :@

I CNT GO GYM WITH VERONICA D:
my mother laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa D:

VERONICA IS LOVE :D
thanks for ytd yo :D

[edited]
TODAY IS A BORE D:

except something funny happened
REAL FUNNY
wth.
but nobody to share online D:
how sad?

Its not about you and please dont think too much
-breaks into hysterical laughs-


maybe after a good cry i'll be fine, for i have held on for so long

fine, i admit that im super sad over tht matter ):
maybe im asking for too much?
but what do you really treat me as? )):


Our seperation has it's faults
But I don't wanna leave it all
So write the letters in teary ink
I just need some time to think
And I just need some time to breathe

Baby just say goodnight
I'll be gone tomorrow
Baby just close your eyes
I can't take the sorrow
Baby just walk away
You know I can't stay
There's no easy way to say goodbye
So baby just say goodnight

We're in a spell that never ends
The empty hourglass wore me thin
So let the phone do it's work
Your voice is heaven
But it hurts
Your words are memories
But they burn

Baby just say goodnight
I'll be gone tomorrow
Baby just close your eyes
I can't take the sorrow
Baby just walk away
You know I can't stay
There's no easy way to say goodbye
So baby just say goodnight

Baby don't say goodbye
Baby just close your eyes
And dream,tomorrow's on it's way
So just walk away

Baby just say goodnight
I'll be gone tomorrow
Baby just close your eyes
I can't take the sorrow
Baby just walk away
You know I can't stay
There's no easy way to say goodbye
So baby just say goodnight

Baby just say goodnight

but missweird is always thr for me :D

[edited]
SMILE SMILE :D
Today is a happy day! :D so what if my goodfriend is MIA or rather ignoring me for dont know what reason? im still a happy person :D

my mother is in a super good mood today?
i just gave her a causal remark "u everytime say wn do the thing also never do one, like you say u wn buy me the bag also nv buy"
then she replied "lets go"
i stun diao. HAHA.
so i bought the nike hot pink tote bag :DDDD Its the most expensive thing she ever bought for me? coolios. she used to be super stingy. and i also bought a 37 degree pencil case :D like finally? my pencil case is in such a pathetic state. LOL. bought my favourite biscuit when i was young, the biscuit stick then cn dip into chocolate and chocolate rice one. super nice :D and and and ICE CREAM :D TWO TUBS :D
i think my mother spend alot on me today D: i shall work hard yo :D

MY MOTHER IS SUPER RANDOM.
she was like talking to me. thn she suddenly say "eh you very fat leh"
WOAH BIANG.
i was like T.T & 0.0 & WTH?
everybody is saying im fat D:
raaaaaaaaaaawr D:


veronica and i took 65,275 then 855. LOL. we are like super siao -.-
THE NUMBER 5 BUS IS SUPER COOL EH!
the seats is sofa one leh! as in those. restaurants sofa man. damn cool. rly damn damn damn cool.

lol. my chinese oral is
*sigh*
-shakes head-

the passage is still fine BUT i think i read too fast. WAY TOO FAST D: adeline was behind me. then she was like "EH U VERY FAST EH. i can only read the passage one and a half time thn u finish alrdy" omg omg T.T
thn the conversation part i told the teacher saying vulgarities is okay!?
lol at least im honest la? im using vulgar and i cnt possibly say i hate vulgar right?
mama say i cant lie :D

ate with adeline thn went home :D
alot alot alot of ppl at tiong man D:


reflect upon yourself before losing all your friends

edited

* gave me a big shock in the morning -.-
HC oral later D:
im starting to feel the exam atmosphere yo.

i dont care for things that doesnt care

Like a Saturday night I'll be gone
Like a Saturday night I'll be gone before you knew that I was there.

So you wrote it down, I'm supposed to care?
Even though it's never there?
Sorry if I'm not prepared.

Is it hard to see the things you substitute
for me and all my thoughts of you?
It's eating me alive to leave you.

Maybe it's childish and maybe it's wrong,
but so is your blank stare in loo of this song.
Maybe it's childish and maybe it's wrong...

Don't wanna be, don't wanna be wrong.
Your leaving me, your leaving me in loo of this song.
Don't wanna be, don't wanna be wrong.
Your leaving me, your leaving me in loo of this song.

Breathing in your skin tonight,
quiet is my loudest cry.
Wouldn't wanna wake the eyes

that make me melt inside.
And if it's healthier to leave you be,
may your sickness come and set me free.
Kill me while I still believe that you were meant for me.

Finding my own words, my own little stage.
My own epic drama, my own scripted page.
Send you the rough draft, I'll seal it with tears.
Maybe you'll read it and I'll reappear.
From the start it was shakey and the characters rash,
a nice setting for heartache where emotions come last.
All I have deep inside to overcome this desire
are friendly intentions and fare-weather smiles.

And I don't wanna be, don't wanna be wrong.
Your leaving me, your leaving me in loo of this song.
Don't wanna be, don't wanna be wrong.
Your leaving me, your leaving me in loo of this song.

Like Saturday night I'll be gone,
like Saturday night I'll be gone.
Like Saturday night I'll be gone,
Like a Saturday night, I'll be gone before you knew that I was there.



i dont like it i dont like it D:


Mr ong didnt come for the lit lesson again. listened to mp3 n slacked :D rought draft by yellowcard is super nice yo. the tune cnt get off my head the whole day :D

yan yu test finally finished! :D feels like finally got rid of a big big rock :D
i rly rly like drama class yo :D can laugh like siao. but the lao shi like very sad today yo )): because of some stuffs. haha

training was slack and fun :D
did the normal warm up stuff. thn played basketball. thn played street netball. LOL. my team hv to tuck in until very very in and its super uncomfortable yo. i wonder how those ppl stand tucking until so in. thn played lao ying zhua xiao ji! i love lao ying zhua xiao ji man :DDD thn played animal sounds??!?!?
LAST TRAINING TODAY! D:D?
I WILL BE WHITER SOON :DDD.
*wish wish*

HC oral tml! D:
i should start mugging yo.


i kept wondering yo.

EMO EMO
IM EMO
EMO AM I

i always tell people things always come to an end. but why cant i even accept it myself D:
come on' you have tried your best. a single strength cant possibly be enough.
you know it. just accept it(:

veronica and i missed 855 again. LOL. like twice in a row. i came down at 6.53 okay. like wth! :@ bloody bloody bus! :@ so we took 65 thn 147 :D no more stairs :D th 147 is super super cool but we were almost late D: ms loke thought we were late again -.-

i love odd week thursday's lesson because its super super super slack :D TODAY IS ULTRA SLACK MAN.
P.E
thn HC, i slept almost the whole lesson :D
thn double CM :D
thn double science kept talking yo because no lesson :D

after lessons zoom to bukit merah! :D
ate and mugged for yan yu test. i still left one page but heck la :D
spirit walker is super super tempting :D

nevermind if u didnt notice

HAPPY HAPPY DAY?

Veronica and i decided not to chase the bus when we saw the bus at the bus stop. LOL. so we took 272 then 147 to school :D we walked up and down ALOT ALOT ALOT of stairs T.T
veronica: i think hor this 147 moving at th speed of 20km/h
huiping: i think i run to school also faster!
-veronica laughed like siao-
EH I DONT SEE ANYTHING FUNNY?

we were nearly late and everything thot we were late. mr chua thought veronica and i pon assembly -.-
blah blah blah blah blah everything is as funny as usual

i love the training td :D although got one part super super tired. HA HA I NEARLY FALL DOWN TODAY. and lynn fell down. LOL. im laughing. HAHA! my clumsiness came back. i can walk and fall D: thn ms choo was super shocked thn i just kept laughing n laughing.
we played game! :D
veronica n i were like blocking carmen from crossing the line. then carmen went underneath our hands thn veronica and i use our fingers n touch her. in th end our finger pain like siao. and i injured my tt alrdy-injured-finger.
MISS CHOO GAVE US SHIT (sweet) TODAY! :D
its super cute
I GOT A BROWN SHIT D:

I cant wait for eoy to end :D
my parents arent going with me to genting ):( ???
im so gona play like siao and shop like siao because i regret nt playing hard enough last yr.

THIS IS A HAPPY POST WITH NO ITALIC WORDS BECAUSE I SHALL BE A HAPPY PERSON. I DONT WNA BE EMO :D

What
The
Shit

All i can say is we dont trust you anymore. You have been going around trying to be close with everyone and dig out their secrets and tell everyone. You make everyone trust you and behind them you simply tell everyone their secrets. whats wrong with you uh?

everyone that knows you well know that you have the "i dont care, it doesnt concern a fuck abt me" attitude. you only care about you and yourself. i tried to tolerate and treat you as my friend and go the extra mile to help you do things and you dont even appreciate? if you wna count fake appreciation.

i wont put people's mouth into your mouth. i tried not to be influenced by what others said but u r like rly showing me your true colours?

SO. never trust somebody you dont know well((:

someone said something super super saddening ytd D:
and i frooze for almost 5mins. super super sad ):

cherish is th word


super super super tired today D: i fall asleep in th noisy noisy class during literature lessons. lol for th, second time i think? haha. AARON SAID MY STORY IS TOUCHING YO :D VERONICA IS AMAZED BY MY VOCAB YO. huiping thinks her story is dumb. LOL. nevertheless i love my vocab :D

recess is super funny yo.
ben is a humorous guy yo.
zhilu is a funny guy yo.
MISS WEIRD IS NEVER GOOD AT SCAMMING. LOL!
huiping is super random yo.

veronica tried to scam me saying she like * but * is ignoring her. EH. U THINK I FIRST DAY KNOW YOU AH. before u like ppl gt syndrome one. LOL. she is never never good at scamming me :D

oh yah! got back my report book. one A1, one A2, two B3 and one E8 )):
I'VE THREE WEEKS TO TURN MY MATHS FROM E8 INTO A1 YO.
HUIPING HUIPING I KNOW YOU CAN DO IT OKAY((:

im going to genting straight after the EOY exams :D
12-14 october! :D
my brother is gona treat me to escape theme park. woohoo. my brother rocks man :D
im so gona play like one siao asshole there :D

It just hurts too much to watch it slowly fade away.

I DIDNT ONLINE YTD! amazing right :D okay i did online a while in the morning and thats all! :D went to library in the afternoon with veronica to mug abit thn went to relative dinner yo.
VERONICA IS SUPER WEIRD! qianhui, yumi and yiqing agreed okay :D im nt miss dirty, veronica is miss weird! :D
so i slept at 12 ytd and woke up at 530 D: super lack of sleep man. but im like more hyper -.-

got 74 for my higher chinese test! :D
kenneth got 83.5 luh. wah biang. all because of WHO UH? i didnt have time to study because of him lah and he got 83.5! ji dan! lol he felt guilty and treat me drink :DD thn melissa thought we tgt -.-

the music teachers are super cute man omg :DDD they thought that yiqing is not from our class and drove her out. then our whole class act as if yq nt our class one, is 2a3 one. then the teacher nearly bring her to 2a3 man. LOL! we all laugh like some mad dogs.

i think i will fail my history test yo? when mdm yehhidah said there was 10mins left i just finish doing my question 1b -.- aiyah. idk la. everyting i studied didnt came out.

training was cancelled during to raining :D bought dead silence frm wr and watched at veronica's hse with half team :DD played "basketball" a while then went home :D
my mother is like having mood swings again?

Its time to get serious yo.
Its time to un-numb your parents from your bad results yo.
td will be a cupping day((: i dont know if i'll really mug bt yah i'll try(:


All i could say is i'm sorry alright
sigh =(
So this is how you felt last time, i finally understood.


sometimes its not good to remember so much fond memories.

raaawr. i think i cn burst man. im like a big balloon and the air keep pumping in and im trying to find space to store the air bt still will burst one day. i duno what am i talking bt im just super pissed off with th amount of history homework. like what the shit. she is teaching like one machine gun and expect us to absorb everything. the notes n textbk say so little information and the questions she gave us we dont even know the answers.

AND HIGHER CHINESE IS EVEN MORE 3@#%~!~#$%$%!!!!!!!
wed is 50 ceng yu test and fri is yan yu test ( 5 pages for your information)
i really can cry man )); i think i will study until cry. all so difficult and so damn little time to study.

im like appearing offline because ltr i attitude ppl unknowingly.


you are better off without me

Super unaccomplished )):

met veronica and went down to toa payoh to watch the 5 nations final((: thn got this AUNTIE claiming she is from imi approach us and say what modelling agency thingy. i was like laughing secretly man. please lah. you think Singaporeans so easy get cheated by you meh? but hey! its a good way to get shuai ge de handphone number. LOL.
almost all the northern ireland's netballer look prettaye man((: SINGAPORE GOT 1ST :D my idol is premila hirubalan! and li ling :D zhang tingjun is super prettaye lah. i think i kana zapped by her alrdy. LOL.
1st- SINGAPORE((:
2nd- trinidad and tribago
3rd-northern ireland
4th- sri lanka
5th-canada

went home with veronica. saw black!woah he look super emo eh. then walk walk walk saw wilson n some other ppl. then laugh laugh laugh then reach home.

let it rain yo

super nice right? took from dominic xiao didi yo((:
OMGGGG. Todday is frigging hot. rawrrrness

lol i was like super rushing for time today because my hair was super duper ultra difficult to tie. then i put on my sunblock on the bus. LOL. i look super weird la -.- training in the morning was a killer because of the weather. i swear its more than 33 degrees! ms choo said she would come down but she didnt. )=( ???
ate with veronica at tiong :D bought quite a lot of stuff and returned my library books( i hadnt read any and its overdue -.- ).

then went home! :D 5nations later yo(:

i shall be disciplined and do my homework D:

Went to cut my hair in the morning. woahbiang. abit screwed man.

then went to vivo with eldin, shiyong, carmen, melissa, lynn and yumi! :D watched evan almighty! teared abit at one of the part, remind me of what somebody told me yo. lol. i think its a nice show :D its really worth watching yo!
then shop and walked and played around. actually want play hide n seek one lor. then the rest ps us -.- sian diao. then lynn, yumi n mel go watch 5 nations )): rawwr. then actually wna watch dead silence one! then sy must go home, car also. damn sad luh D:


woahbiang! i dun wna call huiping alrdy T.T

((: i found back my old self after reading th past entries and frnstar comment.
i love to "wakakakaka" and "sob" and "buaix buaix". i was a half twit. eeee. gross

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I really wonder two years later, as i leave this school, will my present friends still be there to share my joy or tears. As we walk along the aisle of graduation, how would i feel? When i walk out of the school, would i regret or be happy? It has been a truckloads of memories. the archives in my blog is so precious that i cnt bear to delete away 50yrs later.
i nearly cried while reading my archive okay )):

Im thinking of a topic for my xiao lian bi, so yah, alot of thoughts here n there.

when i was young i always had this dream: my mother is leaving me n i wna run after her. but i couldnt run and i'll trip and fall ): i tried and tried but there will be a resistant pulling me back. i always wake up crying a river )):

LOL. dont talk to me about chilhood memories.
ALWAYS KANA BULLY )):
cause im the youngest. RAAAWR!


because of this i lost that.
" i only want da jie jie =X "
that phrase is still carved in my heart because it sounded too sweet yo.

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YAY!

-pops the champagne-

Finally complete my 2000 word narrative :D its the toughest homework can )):
i feel free again :DDDD
not totally actually, for there is still a small pile of homework ):

neopets' time yo :D

[edited]

completed my english ppt slides n script too :D
HOORAY!

):

LOL. i went out the whole day :D so when i came online at 10+ hpy was like "eh ni zhuang xie ah!"

went for history supplementary class in the morning. i thot we are late lor! xiang bu dao adeline they all even later. then kenneth latest and his excuse is the train fell off the track. LOL.
then did history project :D
then went to queensway to eat and bought finger guard. wahbiang. i just now try hor. damn difficult to put it man. not pain put until pain =X
then slack in school then went to watch five nations :D
the sri lanka shooter damn super tall man. 206cm!!! wth. but she always move too early then cnt catch the ball. then the duno what country, super long name one. the GK damn super pro. she is like more than a head shorter than the shooter then she cn jump n intercept her ball.

IM TIRED ):

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YAY :D
happy happy day :D

dad drove veronica and i to boonlay mrt station so i dont hv to wake up so early yo :D if not i have to leave house at 6 okay! which is damn sicko.
so some of them were late so we have to rush to nie yo. guess what we did?

OUR WHOLE TEAM SQUEEZED INTO CARMEN'S FATHER'S CAR.
damn zai man.
13 people in a 7 sitter car. LOL

first round we played with outram, north vista, regent, pioneer and i think got one more?i forgot
we won all draw one and thus we topped the table :D
we were all like screaming and shouting and i swear all our hearts are beating like some bullet train cause its super scary. the other court ppl were like looking at our game also. LOL.super tough fight man :D

played with anglican, nanhua and tkgs during the semi finals. i think we won one, lost one and draw one??
then sharon came down :D
our gratitude towards her is difficult to pen it down but carved in our hearts yo((: she has been like helping our team since sec one?(:

then we got into the finals :D played against tanglin and we won them which make us the 3rd :D

i think towards the end is kinda confusing, its like kept playing and playing.

went to kfc with qh and veronica for dinner! :D
i ate like nobody's business because i didnt had my lunch yo. LOL. had a surf and turf meal + old chang kee curry puff + flavour burst :D omg im gaining weight again but who cares la :D

bought some stuff and home sweet home :D
qh, veronica and i were super noisy when we were in the train. LOL.we were like laughing and talking like nobody's business. damn funny lah.
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im super packed today and tml man.
i've not been talking to people yo ):

truckloads of maths questions
english comprehension

:D yay! two homework down :D half way through my narrative yo :D i think my narrative is as plain as bread because im too lazy to add flavor to it. I've changed my skin a little if you realized?
veronica is super funny i tell you. i dont save my outbox so i forgot what i replied.
*doraemon ringtone*
* one new sms*

veronica:
YO, THE BUS STAMP RIGHT. the one you using.. how to buy ah. give the person your card then she turn it into a bus stamp ah. O.o

(im alrdy laughing like siao)

huiping:
LMAO!!
-explains how to buy a bus stamp-

veronica:
orh then she'll make it a bus stamp ah. that means my card will evolve into a bus stamp? :D yeah i know im cute pls dont flatter me! LOL.

(laughs even harder)
huiping:
LMAO!!
-explains the meaning of bus stamp-

THEN SHE FINALLY UNDERSTAND ME. LOL. by then im alrdy in a fit of laughter.