Hello, i decided to reopen up [:

My comp is okayyy alr :D

I HAVE ALOT ALOT OF THINGS TO SAYYYYYYYYYYYY.

Cheater
xia yi ci wo bu hui fang guo ni

b div o8
And i just realise the sec4s are a bunch of nice people to work with ):
Minwei always so patience ):
Carmen and arifa always helping me ):
Pearl being so joker ):
lynn always brightening the team up ):
hannah always bring motivation to the team ):
yanjing having funny tricks ):
boo ):
为什么人都是等到失去了才珍惜？


FAMily
Family is supposed to be, FAM ily (iloveyou). Well, nvm if you dont get it [:
My mum thinks its shameful to have me as her daughter. Ironically, she still talks to me. Egg.
She love to throw away my things and take them away from me without my permission. Double egg.
I dislike it.

Academic
As you know, 250808 is a historical date for me. My percentage increased bu L1R5 remained the same, weird tho. Mr chua called me ha. He said i've improved[: How heart-warming to feel that somebody out there regconises your effort [:

I SHALL MAPLE AFTER I EAT MY DINNER :D
*BEAMS*

opps, my pimples are breaking out

Comp crashed.

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Netball is seriously screwed up. let alone my family.

yumi, i admire your courage and strength to lead the team, to stay on. How can you possibly be so strong? haha. but sometimes, maybe, you're too strong. every team is different, different ways of leading. i know you for 3 yrs, i know what are your reasons, i know your passion, i know how much you want. thats why i dont dislike you, but others don't unds.

how i wish i had the strength to bind everyone together, to make everyone feel special in the team.

Mum was worse. Dad was worse-est.
Tell me i can quit school.
I am like, grounded.

YOXZXZXZXZZXZ.

I think my computer is rusty, or maybe it suffered from frostbite. The weaaather is too cold nowadays and i hadn't been using for the pass.... actually no la, yesterday only :D but i didn't onlined for long eitherrr :D

MY BLOG STATS FALL LIKE SOME DONT KNOW WHAT, STOCK MARKET LOL!
Last week, it has 55 visitors, and my hits now is avg 9 person per day :DDD
Such a lowww profile :D

Anywayy, had meet the parents session todayy.
Mr chua and my mother are like oppositing parties. mr chua said i improved :D then my mother kept insisting i neh go home and neh study all these shit. lawlllll. and my mother just don't believe my class ownxzxzxz. She was like, last yr one la you see you see. no la, the better ppl only, not you. helloxzxzxz, i really nearly vomit blood. nehmind :D i shall have patience :D i kinda miss mr chua :D

I KNOW ME AND MY MUM DONT LOOK LIKE EACH OTHER :DDD

SIGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH no wonder our personality are so different.

I AM SUPER TIREDDDDD
OHMYGOSH

I WANT TO CRY BECAUSE I CAN'T SLEEP ): My hair is wet and i am super tired to go and take the hair dryer. i am going to kill anyone that pisss me offffffffffffff lol

I was very pissed off during training today.
MEGA ZZZZ.

Yes i am a super lousy girl.
BUT YOU AREN'T THAT GOOD EITHER OKAY.
Is just that i don't say everything out.

rawrr nevermind. i am just super pissed w everythinggggggg ):

When i start to feel its a chore rather than something i enjoy

HELLOXZXZZXZXZ :D

me like to talk like this now.
ME ME NOW BERRY SLEEPY.

me me panda eye berry deep worhxzxz.
I successfully cut down my hits. *jumps*
heh let me count who i told about my url
raymond. carmen. khengleng. powei. veronica. vanessa. jeffrey.

MMM I THINK NO MORE ALREADY. *BEAMS*

ah okay, shut the crap. today isn't a very nice day.
Promised, i won't say anything about it on my blog. you know how i felt th best

Headline: PRO NETBALLER BROKE W LOUSY BBALL :O
(3 yrs ago)

Carmen sarah wee ang jia wen ( super long name) can't stand people w lousy bball skills :O
Sad case.
*other part is sensored*

LATER THAT GUY SEE THEN CRY
REALLY DAMN SADDENING

Lucky nobody tell me i suck at netball. phewwww. Dont tell me i suck at netball you go bang wall first before you tell me this. At least i have a netball team. *BEAMS*

Carmen is very fascinated by LAYYYmond cause he can cook

huiping replies : powei knows how to cook too. *BEAMS*

AND HE COOKED FOR MEEEEEEE ALOT OF TIMES BEFOREEEEEEEEE
jealous jealous jealous? :D
Too bad he is MINEEEEE :D

While we are walking, he saw this pretty flower and pluck it for me :D



Boo! :D

i think i am addicted to maple once its weekends! :DDD
I am a happy girl now, because i've come to my senses.
Even if the sky fall i shall be STRONG, STRONG STRONG!

I shall spring up again and wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeee :D
I SHALL PASS MY CHEMISTRY FOR EOY!!! :D

I'll shall start training to be mentally strong :D

Match w nanyang on fridayyy.
We won but but but, i dont think it was a very nice matchhhh.
I am still on my wayy into my shape D:
SY SY SY SY SY, I STILL HAVE 4MONTHS TO RISE UP T SY STANDARD :D

yumi cheered me up by...... 10% :D
carmen cheered me up by..... 10% :D
kl cheered me up by ... 5%
himhim cheered me up by 70%
5% by myself :D

Quarreled with my mum over sending scarlet off.

She refuse to believe her own daughter, hello, i really put in a lot of effort. i really want to get good grades for you to see, who doesn't? But i am just plain stupid and doesn't have good genes like my brother. Do you how hurting it is to hear your own mum, saying you're stupid, and isn't gifted at studying. Fine. my brother studies LAWS and always had straight As. But fine i am not, i am just very stupid and can't get my As alright.

All seems fine and my 65% is going well. When my mum start quarreling with me. i started pondering, study so hard for what?
From D7 to A1 SO WHAT?
YOUR MUM STILL THINKS YOU DONT STUDY AND IS PLAIN STUPID.

You know everytime i quarrel with her and appear as though i am super angry. I would be crying like shit inside and outside.

HOW WOULD YOU FEEL IF YOUR MUM DOESN'T BELIEVE IN YOU?

What she expect outta me?
home and school home and school and no entertainment.

SORRY I AM NOT.
The harder you push, the harder i will rebel against.
Fine, i am very stubborn.

Can't she see that i am putting so much effort to make her happy?
To stay in good terms with her?
Why does she always have to do something that make me lose hope, to let me give up trying.

I sometimes wonder what she sees in me.

How i hope i can talk to her like my friend.
How i wish i can share my dream w her, tell her what i want, let her understand me.

She doesn't know a single shit.
She just know i am a "rebellious" shit who doesn't want to study

mum, do you know you hurt me damn lot.
If you weren't someone special, i would have given up. I've tried for so long, i am not so determined.

I want to be happy, and home is totally outta my choice

I just want to stand in the middle of the expressway and let some car bang me down right now.
Whose my goodfriends? god knows

Powei, i dont think we can get through our 5th.
Mr chua is coming back.
I totally lose my 65%.
But i really triedd.
sorry

yes yumi, yes qianhui, yes veronica, yes everyone
I am a emo kid
But do you think i want to be emo?
Who doesn't want to be happy? you tell me?
If i had a happy family like you all do.
If i had close friends to play with.
If i hadn't have the stupidity in me

Yesterday isn't a very day to be remembered. The first and most serious fight we had

Todayyyy.
Got back poa final ca marks. a B4 , should i say it was what i expected. Or should i be upset that i am a step further to my 65% contract.
Got back my chem test, i can say i am totally off my 65% goal? haha. i totally flunk it like shit. if miracles do happen, i might scratch pass 65%? D:
Stupid mistakes are costly.

Writing
2N instead of N2 costed me 2 marks
taking ammonia as nh4 instead of nh3 costed me 3 marks.
Laziness to cancel off because i ran out of correction tape costed me [ 2+ 2 + ]
I could have gotten a B4. Why why why, its all overrrrr.

I AM SERIOUSLY GETTING A THRASHING FROM JUNYANG ON SATURDAY D:
( if i were to turn up for the tuition :D)

Enough of unhappy things[: Happy things now :D According to prudence concept, the bad stuff must be reported before the good stuff so that the person would feel happy :D AHEM :D

I WENT TO PIZZZA HUTTTTTT!!!! :D
My favourite mushroom cream soup + lub lub curry baked rice + favourite person in front of me = fantastic brunch :D

It wasn't suppose to be a happy dayyy, we went to library and i had nothing to studyyy. then we decided to head to SP. But, the clever me! AHEM. Decided on the fantastic place to go to! Its HSP :D Secret la, later i go there dating then see people i know then so gan ga eh :D

Powei was like blowing big big bubbles till it fills the cup :D

Wo jin tian hai shi shen bing D:

I no like it when people ewwwww at netball. *throw bad eggs at them*
i am proud to be a ct netballer okayy. shoo shoo if you eww netballer.

History test tml.
Emaths test thurs
POA test on fri.

pokpokpok D:

Stop telling me i've changed, i've had enough of it. I know i sound very.. you know. But i seriously can't find back what i used to be. Ants grow, human change, the world is in sphere shape and it orbits, everything changes.

Didn't wanted to post but blah.

CARMEN SARAH WEEE! I AM FINE ALR DONT WORRY [:
I think i am addicted to maple. eh no, i like to be trained my peedoubleu in maple :D His attack is coolios i tell you. ( lvl 80+ zai lo~~ )

Anddddddd. dont be angry w powei anymore k? :D

Family dinner was FATTENING. We had 10 dishes i guess? or is it 9 dishes. it was to celebrate my uncle's bday [: fat fat and more fattttttttt ]:
Saw cousin kl, she had a 360degrees changed. well, not that exaggerated. She just looked more of, like, uhme, COOL NERD.

School tomorrow. i can't believe it. i played 3 days of maple[; None work done D:

Twinkle twinkle little star
How I wonder what you are
Up above the world so high
Like a diamond in the sky
Twinkle twinkle little star
How I wonder what you are


I just wna isolate myself[: i think i made carmen pissed off ): sorry wee

Today shall be a happy day, i shall type some happy things :D

Mapled. There was this guy who dropped me 12k because i leveled up then he teleported away :O

ah, not much happy things.
I am quite pissed off w junyang. He asked me whether is it fine to have tuition on sunday, then i replied him. Then i asked him what time, then he didn't reply meeee. then i sms-ed him again ytd to ask what time does he wants the tuition. HE NEVER REPLY AGAIN. Come to count of it, i haven't been going for a month. Zzzz. forget it.

Didn't train for 2 weeks + flu
And we are going to have a match on friday. Which means i have to get the bug outta be within 2 days and get back 100% form to train on wednesday and hope nothing goes wrong and get my form back ); I AM DE-SHAPING = fats bulgy all over D:

I shall start on my work D:

今天很不好
我不喜欢今天

Jeffrey tan jun xun. I always treated you as my goodf ):
I knoww you won't see this but i dont care ): i no like the feeling and weird atmosphere ):
When i am upset, you aren't the first person i turn to in my mind anymore

阿斯匹大笨油，今天我的冷气机下雨了好多次。我知道你也不好过。你很想帮我，但是历史以来没有人能 repair 过. 惠玲那种事，不是一加一等于二那么简单。我不知道要讲什么。我不舍得告诉你
黑白配。。。

Came home, disheartened. Wishing that carmen would be online and might have stuffs to pour out and we will pour everything together. But, saw her blog and everything. i went blank blank blank. sorry
i guess, i really suck being a friend whom you can talk to.

raymond said: you're online! so rare

yeah. it just sucks ):

Having tiffs w bestfriend.
Having friends who speaks behind your back.
Being hurt by your boyf.
You are a loser who have no time for your friends.
You have to stay at home and being nagged at
And my mum just secretly took away my R, i just found out. its meaningful.
& being sick ):

I seriously tried to convince her to let me go on mon.

It has been damn long since i sat at sp crying like shit. I dont know what to say.

WARNING WARNING!
DISGUSTING PICTURES OF DISSECTING SHEEP'S HEART






ahem. yeah quite disgusting actually lol.
I AM VERY ANGRY LAAAAAA. yesterday i typed a super super long post and the internet cocked up ytd night and i can't post and everything was gone! BOOM!

Went to catch a movie w peedoubleu ytd [:
Bought hotdog combo and asked him to decorate for me w chilli and mustard. and he made it like this:

*BEAMS*

EMO EMO DIRTY MEHO!


BOOO! SURPRISEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.

I think i am pre-maturely AGING. ohmygosh.
psspsss, i am 15 yrs old this yr :D

some girl: can you help me do a survey? it will take you less than a minute
me: *looks at her, feels sympathetic* uhhh okay la
some girl: by the way, are you above 18 yrs old

HUH YOU MEAN I LOOK LIKE I AM ABOVE 18YRS OLD AT FIRST SIGHT?!?!
( i was wearing my netball tee and not some outside clothes, zzz)

AH OKAY, I AM AGING D:
Talking about aging, reminds of of yumi's "yu-wei-wen" that i found during bio :D
TEEEHEEEHEEEEHEEE :D Okay, i shan't be so mean[:

ME NO WANT STUDY FOR BIO TEST TOMORROW.
ME VERY LAZY NOW.
ME STUDY CHEM 6 HRS SUNDAY AND TCHER TELL ME TDAY NO CHEM TEST.
ME WANT KILL MUSHROOMM!!!!!!!! *BEAMS*

The adventure of 0508 :D
Peedoubleu: eh eh! i see nica!
huiping: HUH WHERE WHERE
peedoubleu: nehneh the bridge there!
huiping: HAHAHA EH RUN RUN! LETS HIDE!
peedoubleu: HUH FOR WHAT
huiping: FOR FUN LA! QUICK QUICK QUICK
*i hid behind the lift wall*
*he hides among the trees*
peedoubleu: eh, she walk very slow eh
huiping: yeah lo, very long eh.
*fasts forward*
I NEARLY GOT SEEN BY HER HAHAHAHA.
peedoubleu: eheh i shout her name ah
*didn't have time to react*
peedoubleu: *shouts super loudly* VERONICA!

*veronica walks back and looks arnd, sees no people*
*hurriedly walk away*
*calls huiping*

Veronica: EH JUST NOW IS YOU AND POWEI AH?
huiping: *laughs damn hard* HAHAHAHA YA :D
Veronica: WALAO EH! SCARE ME! I THOUGHT SOME STALKER LEH


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Hello. I mia-ed from the computer for twooooo days :D

Mugged chemistry for 6 hours on sunday[: I only mugged mole concept la GG[: Had severe headache man D: Couldn't continue anymore, talked to peedoubleu andd... i forgot what i did.

I just found out that maple is very cute :D i can self-high by killing mushrooms!:D

ohoh! went to see doctor for my ankle w susin and peedoubleu on monday. Singapore doctors are damn cocky, make patients wait for them like some duaaaaa pai =X
But yeah, i guess i can train tomorrow :D
My elevation de-proved D:
i had nothing to do, then i jump !
then i realise my elevation de-proved D:
ZZZZZZZZZZzzz.

Some stranger add me on my msn haha and asked me how i look and i said

I AM FAT AND UGLY AND SHORT [:
hahaha :D
Who to trust in the internet man.
A 70 yr old ah lao pek might claims he is a bballer =.= well, ONCE a bballer maybe.

[:

I think jeffrey is pretty cute HAHAHAHA.
Because he stole my rollarcoaster cracker yesterday, then i joking said "HMMMPF! I ANGRY LE LA! YOU STEAL MY ROLLAR COASTER I DONT CARE YOU MUST BUY A BIG BIG PACKET ONE FOR ME!"
Then he bought me a seriously big packet of potato chips today.
awwwwwwww ohmygosh[:

Biology lesson! :D
We dissected a sheep's heart. OHMYGODDDDDDDDDD D: *bites finger*
yeah, no joke, a sheep heart la. i was stunned, nudged awake at the sight of it lol.
I slept at 12 ytd la, had only 6 hours of sleep. And after i saw the heart, i wasn't tired anymore. LOL. uh so, quite disgusting la ohmygosh. Had pictures of it but my phone isn't with me lol [:

i think heaven is seriously playing tricks on me. When i dont like trainings, i won't injure. when i found it back, i sprained twice.
TWICE WHEN I WAS MOTIVATED.
Moral of the story: don't get too motiavated during training =.=
SHEN JING BING. IMPOSSIBLE LA.
My ankle wasn't fully healed then i went to train, it was only tiny tweeny bit swelling :D teehee. then i was doing team drills. Then the weather is damn hot, OKAY NO LINK I KNOW
yeah the weather is damn hot so there is this heat within me. Then i had the adrenaline rush to catch every ball and sprint fast fast and do nice nice and do hard passes :D then i run then PAAAA~~
You know what happen la. i sprain my ankle :D *beams*

I think coach yeo can predict the future! She was like saying" you ankle okay not? not okay sit out, you know yourself best"
the next moment, arnd.. 1 minute later?
PAAAAAAM :DDDDDDD
SO YEAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA.
SHE SCOLD ME LA ):

YA SO I CAN'T TRAIN I AM SITTING THERE LIKE SOME LEEETARD. THEN PEOPLE WALKING PASS KEPT SAYING I SLACKERR ZZZZ VERY SIAN.

THEN YA I BERRY SAD.
THEN MY HAPPY PILL DATE-ED ME OUT TO EAT MY FAVOURITE FOOD = HOKKIEN MEE :D
HAHAHA FOOD MAKES HUIPING HAPPY[:

uh, my mum dao me, uh forget it, bye.
haha my post is like rollar coaster[: