Hello everybodyyyy.

My new boyfriend name is call Christopher stanislaus :D

WAAAAA! IF I DIE SOON HOR. THE MURDERER IS CALL ANDY KAY. MUST GO AND CALL POLICE ARREST HIM AH! -.-

Yay. I am happy girl, but its not a happy day. Roar whateverrrr.
Slacked for the whole of ytd and todayyyy. I want a time machine so i can jump over time!!! ):

Shopping with Stanislaus after exams!! :DDDDD <33333
Baking w bestf after exams! :DDDDDD
I seriously cant wait (:

我没有你想象中的那么开心。

*Change mood*

(:

Some topics have been lingering in my mind like..
Should i go for JC or poly.
Jeffrey: you will be slacker if you go poly.
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Khengleng: you will die of stress if you JC
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Me: K LA I GO ITE
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Powei: i will ignore you if you go ITE

Rawrrrrr

Anywayyy. SS SEQ was nice, i hope? What i studied came out fortunatelyyy (: I think screw my SBQ as always lol. I always screw my source base la its okay. rawrr.
Went to clementi gym after the paper. Did nothing much thereeee D: boo.
Saw eldin, joshua and gregory (?!) Saw eldin and joshua do weights. ERRr. shan't elaborate much. ( eldin has got bigggg muscles!!!!)

Okay la. powei also not bad kay. He got hidden strength. No muscles but got strength. ke siao.
Powei: *lifts weights*
me: eh heavy not. looks fun ( i dont lift weights laa zzz)
powei: quite light only
me: i want tryyyyyyy (:
Powei: *gives me the weight*
me: *tries to lift* *screams*
Super heavyyyyy D: I can't even lift it up fyi. ZZzzz.

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OKAY I AM TALKING TO KL COUSIN NOW SO HER NAME SHALL APPPEAR (((:

I still remember when we were young we said we wanted to go to the same secondary. As we weren't in same pri sch. Thennnn.
She was bloody clever and went on to nanhua
And nanhua had to have some pre christmas INFLATION.. The cut off point shotdamn damn high
Then i came to ctsss ZZZZZ

Then today she said : when you finish your JC we go uni together!

( LIKE WE WILL TAKE TH SAME COURSE HAHAHAA)

Forget it luh huiping, nothing special on the 27th

i need panadol headache/fever T.T

Had severe headache since like ytd. Was lucky enough that i survived through the english paper feeling alright(:

Was like studying emaths. Then baboom ): it came back again. And seriously can't tahan. i wna collapse ): i need you panadolllllllll D: boo and temperatureeeee is rising again.

I thought matrices was no kick
in the end it kicked me hard ):

Talked to mum during dinner.

Me: mummy, did you ask wai gong (grandad) why dont have wai po? (grandmom)
mum: i know the reason
me: then.. why
mum: she left him
me: but whyy.
mum: i dont know.
*stunned*

I didn't know ... it happened and its like related to me
My life is bcoming more and more dramatic D:

ALAMAK ):
Remainder ( note to self) : Its this saturday
THIS SATURDAYYYYYYYYYYY!
Now i can believe that people can actually forget their birthday when they too busying working. It hit(ed) my head like a heavy stoneeeee. this saturday is a very very very important day D:

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My temperature kept increase and decreasing like stock market. boooo.
Smsed mr chua if i could not take eoy english tomorrow. He said the marks will be moderated if i take the test another day. Like crazy. My english is alr like, less than half a bucket. I'll definitely fail la.

I seriously screw my common test.

Wo bu xiao duo shuo le, yue shuo ye shang xin. Gan cui shen me dou bu shuo. Fan er de zui ren.

Some people leave deep footprints, but some are screwed up helplessly.

My brain is threatening to burst

Study frenzy study frenzy, please give me the magic now.

ROAR. I feel so ... when comes to studying

My chinese test and emaths test was so bloodyyy screwed up.
B3 for my O lvl chinese P2 !?!?!?! Crappppp D: Fortunately just a mock or else i'll be the one mocking myself D: booo. And i hate illogical diagrams for maths roar. It just doesn't made sense. I stared at the diagram for god damn long like 15mins?! in the end i still can't find sense and got 2/11 for the whole bloody question, leaving blanks. beryyyy angry worhxzxz.

My temperature is rising rawr. Shall give school a miss tomorrow ): Getting sick during major exams has been part and parcel of my secondary school life. Boooo. But i've become smarter. Mr chua told me not to be so stupid to go for exams being sick ( as what i did during mye then the result so suck) Exam days sick = TAKE MC RETEST!!!!!
Clever *twist*

Jeffrey was mentally retarded today. According to Chemistry, i assume that he has inhaled too much lead substance cause brain damage and mental retardation
RAWR. so much for studies ):

JEFFREY TAN *clap clap clap*
RAM-BU-TAN *clap clap clap*

*stares at jeffrey*
*laughs like crazy for a min or so*

So people are just so big-headed. I am not only using metaphors but also giving real-example. Yawns. Lets seeeeeeeeeeeee. You are nearly to my limit(: You've gotten a sip of taste what was it like heh? lawllll. And that was only a tiny tweeny sip.

3hours and 30mins

I ONLY STUDY FOR 2 BLOODY HOURS TODAY ):

Talk talk and talk. I just can't stop talking, rawr, shut up.

Jeffrey: nooooo. (you study so lil) you cannot use comppppp! come back study
me: Using alr :DD

OH YA. Exploded yesterday night, meeeeeee seriously cannot take it.
*quarrelling, i wanted jeffrey to put huiping is cute and romantic*
*smsing: exploded, nvr reply msn"
*Pm changes to something fierce*
Jeffrey: okay okay chill you cute and romantic kay. so fierce. Never seen you so fierce before :X

My brother quarrelled with my mum. New news eh? never heard of my bro disagreeing w my mum and much more talking back at her :X SCARY. Like seriously uh, my mother was super... more worked up than usual :X Its normal for me, but, NOT my brother man xzxzxz. And mommma start saying...

I am yearning for merci chocolate ):
*hinthint*

Unglam. but. EH VERY CHIO OKAYY. ( i'm lying to myself)
CARMEN SARAH WEE (:

This picture is fugly, cause of th sun(!!!) but we decided to keep it cause its our first picture together :D


HAHAHA :D

I haven't really start revising goshhhh.
Yeah i browsed through some of my work maybe (?!?!)
Yumi said th way i study is seriously slack browsing through D:
*imagines teddy bear coming after me*
Noooo ):

You know!!! Mr chua is veh veh veh kan suay wo. Like ultimate. Maths carnival result. I had two 7s and average was 3 as i hadnt had time to finish. I spend half of my time finding out how to type out my ansswer screww. then mr chua was like " i am very very very suprised!"
I nearly throwwwww my shoe at him (!!!) And during maths lesson also. ji dannn.

I don't like being like this ):
like a thrash

reminiscing photos of the past.
I bet alot of my current friends have never seen these photos, like, powei LOL.


我很讨厌缩陀乌龟
Awww man. Say it right in my face luh. -|


Feel alot todayy.

Some stuff, i hope its not true, seriously.

I love double bioooo, was talking to yumi Hot Girl about alot of stuff. HAIRPEEE (: No gossips don't worry lawl. Oh yeah. Jeffrey didn't come t school today lol. Not much diff anyway, i was shagged today and only two periods in class. Perhaps he counted the percentage then went on MC. He always do that luh ((:

I kinda feel bad about * . I hope to take back my words, rawr, i was so mean. But, boo, its so contradicting, i dont know. I dont like to act against my will. Let the nature take its course.

Talked to peedoubleu about some stuff and rawrr. Its just wrong for me to do thattt. Example, I mean, i know the whole picture but yet i can't warn my friend. Can you imagine it? And boo, alright, i shall stop reading people's inside mind, its getting addictive. But peedoubleu is damn great at that, okay rawr, i shan't say further.

I am very slackkkkkkkkkk lol.
I dont like long term studying. Hi-5 yumi (:
Like who likes long term studying.

Sigh, i love children ): they aint complicated.
Its very ironyyy, and full of loop holes. Peedoubleu knows it but he doesn't want to tell me and he wants me to find out myself. rawr, idiot.

Slept at 930. Woke up at 420am to study. Realised i was too tired to study anything.

Maths carnival; reached home at 7.
Wanted to studying, realise my goodfriend is upset. Tried to make things better.
Too tired to study.
Boyf+me tired = crash.

Haven't study for Chinese test tomorrow.
Behind time for my revision for end of yr. And i mean WAY behind time.
I am seriously super tired ):
I feel like digging a hole and crawl inside.

I feel like flunking my EOYs.

ENOUGH ALR OKAY.
You're seriously pushing my limits man. Have some self-discipline can not?
wtf _|_

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Hello, somebody pissed me twice today worhxzxz.

Its the same old boring thing again. When i reach my limits i really will slappa you i tell you. And the worse thing you can ever do is to mess w powei kay. Not that he is very big or something. Is just that, you don't even know him, then you insult him. You really pissed the hell out of him okay? And i don't want to help you cause i wna slappa you too i tell you.
You think NT people all very stupid is it? They learn some of the same things as you do kay? just that they don't wna study. And regarding afternoon, he really know how to do kay? like wtf? i am not defending my boyf or whatsoever. The i-am-so-clever- thinking in your mind won't bring you far and only will stir problem kay?
I dont know what is he gona do with you, that is not my business and i will NOT care. Because you pissed me off as well.

Amaths test was better than i thought. I swear i was lucky today. i was like arghhh die alr amaths test because it looked so tough. But when i tried to do, its a totally different story(:
Then chemistry, did a O lvl prelim question. I was like thinking, aiyah my chem suck. anyhow do then dont care. then really correct kay.
If i were to be that lucky during O lvl and EOY jiu hao le D:
And i realise i think better when i am tired and lack of sleep (:

And
RAYMOND GOH WHAT THE HECK DO YOU THINK YOU'RE DOING?

IT WAS FINE AT FIRST AND YOU WERE THE ONE THAT MADE IT LIKE THIS. I HATE YOU I SERIOUSLY DO. Yes i am very small gas, it has been alr 6 months and i still do HATE you, i abhor you, i detest you.

AND TELL ME YOU HATE ME TELL ME ):

And you know, you know i am very emotional and sensitive. How you want me to stand this kind of thing? IT IS IMPOSSIBLE. Sorry, it is IMPOSSIBLE for me. Yes blame me blame it on me. I really dont want it ): I just wanted to make things better. There are times where things doesn't work out right?



Joshua! ( kazhua) said that he saw me yesterday on 198 la *shocked*
I was like er, i dont know. Mega shocked. Carmen said he looked nicer in real life but aiyahh, no fate, nevermind. so i was like, asking him, WHY I NEVER SEE YOU YOU SEE ME?! ( Cause you were like listening to song and looking out of the window!)
*recalls back* I did?!?!?

kay wait let me think what i've done for eoy.

English (none)
H. chinese (none)
Amaths ( 4 chapters)
Emaths (roughly)
Chemistry ( NOT AT ALL ): )
Biology ( 2 miserable chapters )
History (1 quarter; hitler! )
POA ( Half done)

SHITXXZXZZXZ MAN. I am damn worry for my chemistry. I feel so weird without my chem tutor zzz. kay fine, i have to do what is beneficial for myself[:

Okay during history something funny happened
I WAS GOD DAMN TIRED; like, can ko anytime :X
I was damn energetic at 11 yesterday night but ko after hitting the pillow. WEIRD kay.
So i was sleeping on the bench during history in ava room
Adeline was like "eeew! the skeleton so disgusting"
*me wakes up and stares at the screen*
*AH-ed at a mono tone voice*
*drop back to sleep*
HAHAHAHA. SOUNDS DAMN DRAMATIC LA. Then adeline laughed non stop. LOL.

Either or / neither nor

TELL ME WHAT TO DOOOOOOOOOOOOOO ):

CHICKEN.

Results doesn't serve as a testimony to my hardwork the previous term.

YA LA YA LA WHATEVER LA I AM STILL NOT WORKING HARD OKAY.

I will work till i drop dead and die kay? like the hitler germany and stalin russia.

DIE LA DIE LA. DIE BETTER RIGHT. DONT NEED SEE MY FACE THEN ALSO DONT HAVE TO SCOLD. CHEESECAKE.

And my comp is ultra lag.

I just feel like cursing ):

VERY ANGRY ):

I WANT TO PLAY SPARKLE AND CANDLES DOWNSTAIRS ):

CCA ceased this week, means students should go home everyday to study and prepare themselves for the eoy exams. Then what? means it is a good time to ask students to stay back is it? Got time to revise whatt shittttttt man.
Monday- bio supp
Tues- poa + history supp
Thurs- maths carnival
Fri- english supp

The most diao thing is english. english supp what?
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH ):
Why rush syllabus? I hate it when tchers teach finish today and test tomorrow. what shittttttttttt la xzxzz.

I so feel like writing letter to the moe and complain @@ students have deprived life.

And on th way home, i was like thinking. Which job arena is going to make use of biology or chemistry or amaths. Unless you want to be a scientist or mathematician luh
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OKAY I NEARLY FORGOT.
Slept at 11 on weekdays, 12 on friday. 1 ON SATURDAYY!!!!!

sleeping at 2 today!?!?!?! crazy. lol

Anyway. i lost 1 kg :D weighed myself today. And my normal bag weight is 3kg. WITH ONE AMATHS TB ONLY YOU KNOW. Woah then if i put poa book and all my stuff.. 10KG?!?! :O

I was like telling peedoubleu, eh walao, very fat manxzxz
Normally, NORMALLY *bold and underline* he will agree that i am fat la. but today special. he said " actually you're nearly underweight for your height"

I WAS DUMB-FOUNDED LA. TOTALLY STUNNED HAHAHA.


Anywayyy. Exchanged friendster comment w this nh nballer :D SHAERON! She is cool okayy (: As in, the way she play and shes only sec2. Gosh, and she is chio too. Kay i sound so lesbian. People who calls sharon/shaeron are so pro in netball. i shall change my name too man. then i can become pro. *day dreams*

Today was ultra not productive Zzz.

OKAY WAIT
let me count

I ate 3 quarter of a prata + a small bowl of magee + chicken steak today.

VERY LIL ALR K HAHA : D

ME NO LIKE MY MUM

I am very pissed off w you *walks off*

You totally drain it out of me.

Was very :DDD
then (:
then ):
then :'(

For the past i dont know how many days, i can't remember which day i hadn't :'(

The closer you get, the easier it is to get hurt by. I admit i ruined it w my own hands, w my own bloody hands. I know, i somehow know it hard to piece it back, or rather, it will NOT be pieced back. i know you're trying hard to. its just weird and stufff

My blog song is a mockery.

Looking back, phrases like May God Bless You sounds so fakeeeeeee. Random

Anyway, yesterday was crazy.
Had POA and chinese test. Studied 50% for the chinese test? Hopefully can scrap through. Anywayyy, almost the whole class was pissed off w mr loh. He told us today was T account, in the end P&L came out and we totally didn't prepare, my ending balance was crazy.

Match w NUS high. Same feedbackxzxz. Not fruitful afterall :X but the people there were nice :D And their school is coolios. Dropped by nanhua for a short while whie waiting for veronica theyor. Not much familiar faces :/ many of them went home to mug, boring. Walked around w cousin [:

went back to schoool. Our school performance is much much better (: Helped out for awhile then went t play a while. Boring. Had mega mood swing manxzxz Reached home at 11+ Zzzz. I feel asleep instant when i hit the pillow.

Woke up w a mega headache ):
Mug muggg today(:
I already screwed my two common test anddd i dont want chuaaaa chuaa to come after me ):

pissed offf w *.* ):
And.
eeewwwthepersonalsonotnicelookingbreaklabreakla. xiao hai zi de da bian __

Do you know, who was the one that always kept cheering me on these few days? Carmen

Who was the one that gave me a hug when i cried? Carmen

Who was the one that made me smile a lil when i was crying the whole day? Carmen

Who was the one that never give up to make me feel better although i didn't really reply her? Carmen

Who was the one that kept giving me hope? Carmen.

Who was the one that was there to hear me when i am upset? Carmen.

I aint her best-best-bestest friend. Yet she is here for me whenever i need her, always smiling at me like, the world isn't going to end carmen still loves you.

Every step i took nearer to you, you stab me once.
Every time i tried to make you feel better, i feel stab once again.
Every time i want to revive it, i feel stab once again
Every time i said that phrase, i feel stab again.
You knew how much i feel, yet you kept doing it again and again

I am trying to muster my strength to keep it going.

UNGLAM CLASS PHOTOS ):


Happy night ytd [:

Anw, veronica and i were walking back home after history sup today. Then there was this group of ahbeng, primary school and 2 secondary one. Then we were like, so small only got gang. Then i was like, walaoxzxz i stare at them see they will whack me not. but they so small. i kick them they fly to mars alr. like seriously, maybe half of my height, kay la not that mean. till my shoulder? lawlll.

Nica: they can't even go out la
me: yeah luh, want ask friend diao zui everybody can't come down, so loser -.-

I adore myself for being so strong ; i've never seen it before [:

There are so many trees in the forest, why only that tree?
because i only bloody want that tree, i want i want i want that tree super much ):

uh why am i listening to emo cious songs.

Netball was my short term remedy.

I had to avoid every of my friend's eye today because it was so filled w water and i really dont want them to know. Because they will all ask me to give up but i dont want i dont want to give up ):

*swallows my tears*

boo i am crying too much. i am not a little girl ): i am growing upppppppp
big girls don't cry[:

At the same time i had to struggle w my studies ): i havent been studying much. or rather not at alll. wake uppp, mr chua is coming after you like a scary big monster ):

my table was ultra messy as i wasn't in the mood.
my mother was ultra nice she helped me packed till its ultra neat and tidy and i am like.. touched[: and she bought for me choco paste ):

i am going to study man ):
*crys*

LITTLE MISS RANDOM❤ carmen! study la. ♥ says:
ahh why u sad suddenly?
Huiping says:
sigh nothing mood swing
LITTLE MISS RANDOM❤ carmen! study la. ♥ says:
swing to the other end!
quickly, thn i catch you!
thn u will stay happy! :D

Carmen's pm : HUIPING! MOODSWING TO THE HAPPY SIDE! I CATCH YOU THERE! THN YOU WILL STAY HAPPY. YOU WAN YOU LAND AT MY SIDE! IM ON CLOUD 9! [:



*sees jeffrey*
*jeffrey sees me*

me: walao! today very screwed luh =((((
him: mine toooo! =(((
*emos together*

Slept at 11+ yesterday. i chiongged the chinese proj okay! Had alot of typo errors. i was doing w my brain dead luh ): For a moment i felt my chinese was not bad lawlll. kay la, i am self-contented lol:D
wheeee.

You knowww. i forgot to bring POA textbook today. so super paisei i tell you.
*outside container room*

jeffrey: hey hey there got poa textbk, very tempting right ping?
me: ohmygosh, yesssssss ]:
him: go borrow la!
me: but walao so paisei leh! i dont even know him!
him: go la! wontdie. later get scolded
*yumi joins in. propaganding me to borrow*
in the end i borrowed la! i bloody paisei ): but didn't had to use the book anyway.

OH YES. got this super funny part
*walking up the stairs after chinese lesson*
yiqing was in second lvl while i was at third. lu lao shi saw yiqing and said damn loudly" yiqing! ni bian pang le!" ( you grew fatter!)
i overheard it and i started laughing like some mad woman half way. lucky adeline was with me or else i would be like one lunatic woman laughing alone.

Some things are better to be left unsaid.

I am loving and yearning more and more peaceful moments [:

Helloxzxz.

I just realise i don't have time to blog. Yesterday was a funny day :D well, some part of it. Peedoubleu was funny for the first time. YES FIRST TIME EH. i know him for like.. er, 6months plus maybe? kay la, funnest moment LOL.

i wanted t eat his macflurry. then i was like "eh you this fatty, very fat alr, let me eat"
him" my 2.4 faster than you kay"
me " thats why fat what. you see ah you run longer than you will lose more fats"
him" WAAAA! THEN MY CLASS _____ SHOULD BE MY SIZE LE LO! HE WALK ONE ROUND 4 MINS LEH woaahh then i very fat liao man"
And and dont walk so fast k, later become fat

*laughs*

okay this part sounds abit wrong but..
me *piak* his leg fats. " YOU SEE SO FAT!"
him *PIAKKK* me (much louder) "YOU SEE! MORE FAT THAN ME"

like wthhh, he piak so bloody hard ofcourse much louder. but kay la i fatter than him ):

him" wa biang eh, then like that i run so fast need go tough club alr"

Okay, i shall write only happy parts[:
ME VERY HAPPY ON SATURDAYYYYY :D
Caught up w many OLD friends :D
like timotheussss, mushroom etc.

Sigh. i need to study ):
Everyone is studyinggggg
gosh, i can't wait for eoy to be overrrrr

wheeets!
i love to talk to carmen, always got new stuff :D
Some stuff might be lame but, IS THE LAME STUFF THAT WORKS WHAT!
whieee euuu careee forhxzxz moiiii shooo muchxzxzxz worhxzxzxz[:

i like J is quite pretty. i think M is quite pretty too.
uhh no. i am not lesbiannnnnn ).(

I just baked myself under the sun for 4.5hours. abcdefghijklmnopqrstuvwxyz :D
peeedoubleu has gone for camppppppppppppp. OKAY WAIT.
I shall complain aboout training. complaining so i can reminiscence the moments when i graduate :D
TODAYXZXZ MY ANKLE BERY BERY PAIN
THEN COACH SCOLD ME BLOODY MANY TIME.
I WAS.. quite angry ): then i was like abcedfgh then rawrrrr very angry ): i just dont wna... booo.
okay this part isn't suitable for netball passionate players

MY EYES VERY PAIN D:
i look forward to taking prize at pess carnival :D hinthint

When everyone starts to become unreasonable and easily agitated.
When all the kallang waves start crashing right into me, my fault.
When i start to get attituded every single day.

mother-> you -> me -> to the walls?

Sorry sorry and sorry.
Nothing have changed.
so whats the use of saying sorry?

I am exhausted of crying every single day, my eyes are tired.
what happen to the us where we never quarrel and all the happy moments.

The more i give in. the hurt-er i get.

When i take every move and actions, i thought how'd feel.
how about you?

Everytime i cry in front of you, all you do is nothing.
You make me feel so...
because you dont know how much i gave in
because i didn't let you know
because you didn't even care
all you care is you and your stuff. or maybe a few mins for me?
everytime we will be talking happily and something just pops out and you get attituded and me? blogging here and ......

yeah, whats the problem with me?
whats with the problem in you then?

hello, am i invisible?

NI HAO!
September holidays are ending like flap flap flap!
I have done nothing productiveeeee. OH NOOOOOOOOOOOOO *exaggerated look*

GOT SCOLDING FROM MR CHUA $#!$!#! okay this is my suber long story :D
ZXZXZXZXZ. Woke up early in the morning to BATHE. Because i was a stinky pig i didn't bathe ytd night because i went out and it was bloody cozyyyy to sleep :D shhh, dont tell anyone k. SO, boo, i was super sleepy. no sms in the morning, WAAAA first time :O
*Opening the cupboard dramatically*
*searches for 5mins*
I CAN'T FIND MY UNIFORM SHIRTTTTT. Dont have my size one D:
Then blwahhh nehmind. anyhow takeee. eh i didn't anyhow take. I STOOD THERE FOR 10MINS! eh no kid okay. stare and stared. dont know what to wear man. yeah so, took netball tee. then... DONT HAVE BLUE FBT FOR SCHOOL ONE LEH. Today suay liao manxzxz. then take pink fbt.
dalalalalala~ prepared, thinking its still early. went to read book.
925; mother: EH NOW WHAT TIME ALR YOUR LESSON WHAT TIME
me: 10 lo.
mother: NOW ALR 9+++++ ALR.
ahxzxzxzzz *ties hair slowly*
*tie shoe lace a bit quicker*
*CHIONG DOWNSTAIRS*
THE BLOODY BUS ZOOM PASS ME ):

yeah then went to school. got scolded by mr chua like abcdefg ):
WHICH CLASS TEE GOT CTSS LOGO LA.
NETBALL TEE DONT HAVE CTSSLOGO CAN'T MEH.
waloxzxzz.

Then went over to peedouble's to mapleeeee :DDDD
then the bloody pig ps-ed me. then some lala story la :D

I AM VERY LAZY TO REPLY SMS THESE DAYS.
OH SHIT, SPEAKING OF THIS. I FORGOT TO REPLY *counts finger* 4 SMSES today :O
*beams*
HAHAHA YA LA ME VERY HAO LIAN GOT PPL SMS ME :D
boo
wheee
ahh
ooohh
p.s. actually i am a very humble girl *beams*

UHH NO. I NEH STUDY D:
NEHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

Today suckkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk ( exaggerates the word suck) today sarkxzxz worhxzxzxz, me hate tuhhdayyyxzxz.

OKAY i shall make it as short as possible, i've a call waiting for me.

Let me tell you my ah ma story [:
*wears shoe for 5 mins*
*steps out of the house. BEEEP BEEEP BEEEP* no la my phone not that lao ya. okay, msg ring tone, yumi smsed me say no history lesson.
FEELING EARLY. Went to eat big big magee meee. *feels damn full, and head down for training*
WORSE DECISION OF MY LIFE.

I was praying for the food in my stomach to digest faster but to no avail! Ran 2.4km, i seriously feel, like, i dont know how to describe. As worse as you can imagine. i just kept telling myself one more step one more step then i dont know tell myself how many gazillion times this, i finally finished[:
Dang, here comes the interesting part.
I seriously wanted to vomit manxzxz, and i had bad tummy ache. And, the worse of alll. I DIDN'T KNOW I HAD PERIODDDDD. so duper suckyyy right lol.

So chiong chiong chiong zoom zoom zoom. And i was very pissed off i dont know why. This shooter, she is super super tall and prettayeee, and PRO. okay, this is not important. She bang me alot of times ): okay la i know not her fault i have to take it strong. buttttt, she bang me and i falllllllllll, and the umpire didn't bloody calllllll, and the game was continued. i was like, what the... fine. i was complaining to my team mates and i think she heard it, ahh opps. nvm la, she so pro, she must be thinking i am a loser complaining.

I know i very suck today. k fine, i am forever so sucky la k. i am just no noobxzxzxz to be a ctnballer. maybe i should just quit and not waste anybody's time la k. i kept telling myself mind over matter. like, no matter how much that ms pro bang me and i fell so many gazillion times and i injure my ankle and my stomach hurts like retard and much much more. mind over matterrr. i still suck kay. okay fine coach, i was not looking at the ball k. maybe my eyes were there, maybe i was just looking at the space beside the ball to you? ITS NOT THAT I NVR ANTICIPATE K, I AM JUST TOO SUCK TO GO AND INTERCEPT IT.

I DONT KNOW
I AM VERY TRAUMATISED BY THAT SHOOTER ):
I've never ever defended someone like her before ): I tio ownxzxz by her, ask joey la, she knows the feeling. its not just me alright. i SERIOUSLY GOT OWNXZXZ BY HER K ):

So coach was like asking who tried 100% today? i wanted to say i did. i tried my best to catch every ball and run although every part of me hurts like hell. you know how terrible it is? i know i still suck compared to normal BUT I FREAKING TRIED DAMN HARD TO PLAY LIKE NORMAL FORM. you think i wna get bang by her and fall down is it. you think i dont wna follow her tight and position is it. I know la k. i am just too suck.

I FEEL SUPER STRESSED UP PLAYING W HER ):

Okay fine, i am very exaggerating. She looks fine what, whats w exaggerating the hardness?

imagine, trying to position arnd her and everytime you move you get bang by her once. when you felt like a dwarf ( eh, i nvr defended anyone taller than me, veron special la ) then you tried to sprint hard and get the ball, and dont know why you get trip by her and nearly fall. then the next ball, you try again, and you fell. but you refuse to give up and try AGAIN, and you fell again, and you dumb dumb cannot get the rebound. then you try AGAIN, to bring the ball down then you get pushed down, and the ball get over to their hands. woah thanks.
tell me who still have the strength to put in 100% ?