FLU ):
( I guess, its red)

I think i am developing a super weird habit.
I dont like to comb my hair D:

My english is very weird for the past few days/week.
因为我在读华文！！



Sharon came down to train the team today. I was freaking angry w mr chua i nearly cried ): I dont know what is the feeling like, i only know i want to run. And when i see sharon i don't know what to say and i, wanted to run away ):

I think its halloween today :O

uh, i finally see and talked to mel. Haven't seen her for a month.

Ah. i. am. still.very.tired.today.
i.dont.know.what.am.i.saying.
Today is a serious waste of time.

Its self-time now.
*switches away msn and phone*

I am going to die soon ohmygosh ): Okay, i am like having a slight fever now. Fortunately its, slight.

Slept at 1 yesterday because i chiong-ed 30 amaths trigo proving questions. Its crazy i tell you. I totally sucked at it and mr chua nearly puked blood when he taught me and scold me like crazy. I swear its effing scary. But somehow i brighten up la. fineeee, i am stupid. But still left like, 10 questions ): i did for 5 hours in total i tell you ):
Although i only slept for 6 hours mr chua was still merciless ): he freaking scold me cause i slept 10 questions ):

Let me dieeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee ):
I hate doing explanations.
I hate it when people goes into depression and say themselves suck and everything. I mean i know all people will go through this, but not like... every once in a whileee. Because its super tiring ):

Okay. Caught hsm3. For the SECOND time. w yq, adeline, yumi and veronica. Me ate like a fat pig today. I think women are seriously equipped with sixth sense. I was eating my lunch/dinner. Then yumi kept staring at my food, cause she can't eat. then i sensed something staring at me, then i turned. she was looking. HAHAHAA.

Wait wait anyway. Chemistry lesson was freaking freaking funny lol.
Okay luh. i shan't say. Its kinda bad, for yiqing though.
I laugh till i cried luh, ohmigod D:

I don't want to differentiate whats real/ fake.

My comp revived! :O

Okay wait i want to sayy something before i forget. Okay, there is this stupid guy who kept calling and smsing me, some online person. Then, i seriously cant stand it then i smsed politely
(extracted)
me: what? i cant pick up calls now
him: i just had a headache and im trying hard not to bang my head against the wall ~~~~~
me: go take panadol. and sleep.
him: I am at the camp... i just vomitted ~~~
me: oh, i think you should go and bang the wall then. better for you.
THEN HE DIDN'T REPLY LEH. I REALLY THOUGHT HE GO BANG WALL THEN HE WON'T DISTURB AGAIN ):
But, i wish ahhh.
*calls again one hour later*
me: i don't like to pick up calls.
him: you last time not like that de.. so bad, nevermind, can you get veronica to call me
me: she doesn't want t talk t you.
him: i just want t talk t her
me: but too bad she doesn't. bye.


Wooo, takes a deep breathe. Finally.

Got propaganda/ lecture/ ... However you see it by my entire family. including my aunties, uncles. I seriously...
How many times have i got shot by those questions?
" why you skipped school" "whats becoming of you" "why you lied" "why your results so lan" "did you tried hard?" "why you fail your amaths" "whats the problem underlying?"

How many times must i repeat my answer, i freaking dont knowww. Mr chua, my mum, my brother, my aunty and the list goes on.

I just feel like hanging a stupid sign in front of me, I DONT KNOW.
Getting 49 for Amaths is a grave sin.
I knoww i am freaking lan lah.
Being an average student is a grave sin, a big sin, to my teachers and my family.

For once and again, i don't wish to repeat.
I am not my brother, i am not a lawyer, i don't study at RV, i dont study at hwa choong. my name isn't Junyong.
My name is huiping, i study at clementi town. I do get Bs and Cs and even Ds.

I tell you what is the most underlying problem.
Is you all. Is all the stress that you all inflict to me.
Do you know that i cried the night before every night of the paper. Because i can't take it.
Yes, everyone of you all says you dont compare w my brother. But what? Action speaks louder than words. Ya la, i cal lah kay. I lie, i dont get As, i fail my amaths by a freaking 1 mark. i cal lah.
HAPPY?

If you all really want me to be what you all shape out. I am fine with it.
Maybe its really time that i go back, t what i used to be.
Straights As heh?

I dont accept maybe and unsure

I am seriously sorry tayweijie. I am just stubborn shit.

Mushmom! says:
nvm
i take it as give up on helping someone
yes its my first time.
i am not the kind
that will give up on helping someone
unless its really
really

With love , huiping. says:
hopeless

Mushmom! says:
cmi.
glad you know

I am sorry. That was just not within my ability. i know you have told me.. maybe like 50times? But i really just can't. You understand how i feel? You know its hard to un do that.. its really really really really really very hard. Even me myself is helpless. I've lost to myself, for the first time.

You've always been very patient w me, yes i know. But its totally not within my ability.
Dear santa, i want someone who understands me, patient w me...

And very very very qiao. I took this picture at 3:33 pm. I mean i didn't purposely took it. But yeah, fate i guess lol.

Okay, i only have 5 minutes to post and i'll rush to my living room and turn on the teewee and tuned on to high school musical 2 :D

Didn't expect to go out yesterday night. but yahdahgahblah. Caught high school musical 3 :D I watched the freaking late one, like 930? Its supe rare for my mum to let me out at this hour but yeah. Arcaded!! like finally. Reached home at around 12 plus? Cabbed home actually. Me lub lub to cab :D It just feels so shiock. i love to chiong homeeee (: Anyway as you know my house is freaking near vivo, then the cab far is like $3.50 only. On the way i talked w the uncle then i think he thinks i am a good girl so he charged me $3!! so freaking nice right! :D Anyway, got to know something/ rather see something very disappointing. I really, dont know what to say. In no position to say anything. But, i seriously advise you not to. I am not angry or what, i just don't want to speak to you for now. If you hadn't realise? lol.

Slept at around 1plus? then woke up at 8plus. freaking tired you know D:
Met veronica and went to gym. Fattyy.
Then lunched at sumo-house then bus-ed to town (: We walked from far east to like, OG there ): I nearly ko-ed. So yeah. Finally bought our stuff :D Quite contented lol. Then NICA, did something horrible to me in the fitting room ): I shan't say anything lol.

I am feeling hungryy )): like finally. But i am lazy to move.
Sometimes i wish my boyf is my neighbour. Then whenever im hungry i can just text him ):
Then when i am bored i can just ring him. So fang bian right!

I can't believe that i am SEC4 next yr. Taking the dumb O levels. Sec3 life is like, super fast. I guess its one of the more memorable year in my life. Drama
Sec one is still the best yr ever. Super slack yet can get not-so-bad results ):


Sometimes i wish that i can't read your mind. DILEMMA-MA-MA-MAAAA.
The answer i got from you is the still the same same sameee.
It is still as disappointing ting ting ):
Actually, i don't even know it myself.
ROAR I SERIOUSLY DONT KNOW ):

I've been seeing too many "shang xin"s around me. On my table there is this word " ju shang" on the wall i see " shang xin" Why are there so many sad people? So i wrote " KAI XIN" on my hand, on the table and on my paper! :D

Its actually nice to off your phone once in a while..

Netball is having a netball carnival during decembers! :D Veh veh excited[: There will be DJs, food stall, sec4s/graduating batch being the umpire :DDD

And sharon is going to coach us from the starting of next week. )=( ?!
But i am still being suspended till Friday. And i can sense that coach is quite... pissed. roar. Self-caused trouble. I swear i am not going to pon school anymore even if it means spending the day stoning in school ):

SUSIN SAID SHE MISSED ME ON COURT HAHAHAA (: *Waves* I am going to be back on fridayyy! ): A week more? ):

Sarah wanted to slappa chua when she got to know he suspended me for two solid weeks. Fine i know its all my fault. But you dont have to take away TWO weeks of my trainings right? And my west zone is coming, this is freaking final year. You dont even know how much i want that freaking place in the Top4. i'll talk to mr chua on tuesday, SET.

okay enough of netball. Oh and you know mr chua "pls"ed me to go home for dinner. super super shocked.

Sometimes i wish my sixth sense isn't that sharp.

Got a lil surprised ytd night(:

Weijie is angry w me because he said i was mean ): Because i said i would jio him if he were to be sportier, cooler, shuai er.

=(

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When i woke up this morning, i knew today wasn't a good day. Had this feeling since monday, goshyy, i should go and be a future teller la. lol.

Stupid chua whacked my head thrice during assembly zzz. Like got some stm, don't know how to tell me everything at one go. He like shoot right in my face that i should drop amaths. He said something like " you confirm won't pass one la, must well drop. Don't be so idiot" Like wtf? then he told me to see him during recess for meet the parent. I was like, gg alr.

Thennnnn..
Got suspended for like? *counts finger* Nearly two weeks. Till next friday. Was told t write reflection and stoned for like 4 hours outside the staff room ): And i have to do work and not attend trainings. *imagines* Gosh, *shake my head* Total nightmare.

Told jeffrey about it and he was like, aiyah small stuff. I nearly threw my shoe at him. Its a freaking important thing for me okay. Its VERY VERY VERY IMPORTANT ):

And i dont like the feeling of disappointing people ):
chua was like " you better cross the road carefully. If not if you die. My impression of you will be this bad."

*Screams*

i don't want to think anymore ):

p.s. I am freaking upset.
p.s.s. Tell me when will i not feel it

CHANGE CHANGE CHANGE!
(Jeffrey hate this word lol)

When i stepped into my "home", its empty again. Should i be happy, or should i be upset.
Happy that i can have some peace for my ears. Upset for the solitary.

Anxiety, fear, i want to run away ):
Sec Four is going to be hectic. Hearing the outline freaks me out. Rushing syllabus, tests every week, supplementary lessons everyday, mountains of homework.
O level on 5th november. After which, have to prepare myself for re-exams. It makes me feel so sucky that i am always stuck at the stinky grade.

I dont have time set aside to make things better already, yet you kept make things worser for me. You don't even understand my situation at all. You don't even try to understand me. All you do is show me your attitude. You might think that, oh well, then forget it la? dont care.. I feel like slapping you t wake you up. My truck of patience is running out; you might be the first person ever.

Fighting a losing battle

Misunderstood.

i love staring into space

WHEN HAVE I BECOME SO HOMELYYYY ):
\

I dont know if i should sleeepp. But i wna watch showww. okay i shall sleep at 4, for two hours.
mmm mmm, my phone is very silent today. yesterday night was a happy dayy, well, happier than usual for three hours only ]: although i _____

I think i am getting more and more bitter ): I should learnn to forgive and forget and accepttt(!!!)

Chua was a hole today, he made me donate $30 to the school. Zzz ishxzxzx.

OKAY I SHALL GO AND WATCH SHOW AND SLEEEEP. I DONT KNOW WHAT I SAYYY.


Why do i love you?

i should start getting used to being alone at home and doing stuff alone(:
I hate you, stupid thang.

LOOK, I AM SMILING (:


I think i am very, stony today. I played my music, then after 5minutes, i realise i didn't switch on the speaker. Thats seriously super retarded ohmygosh.

Okay, there is this guy. I don't really talk to, and he claims he saw me at jec on monday. And i really did went there and he stated the time. so yeah. Goshyyxzxzxz. And i don't have a slightest idea, and i dont even like, rmb how he looks like. Maybe i am turning lesbian soon.

Okay, you know there is this girl(?!) who viewed me in friendster. she looks seriously cute/cool. ahahaha. I just find it comical when she takes photo, it amuses me alot ahahhahaaha. Shes from nh, so yeah, maybe go ask cousin or something hahaha.

-----------------------------------------

Its hard for me to feel heartbreak; its hard for me to feel upset. i guess i am all immune to it. thought of carmen's stuff. and i realise, a large part of it its so same as me. like why..And i suddenly feel like, i really understand how i feel. Its hard for me to say anything to her...... Alright. i have learn, to shut my mouth. keep all the thoughts to myself
Mouth is the root of allllllll troubles(:

Alright. i will go and bathe and plan my study plan for hong lao shi ( as punishment zzz) and stop all the stupid thoughts (:

I AM SERIOUSLY GOING TO DIE SOON ):

I feel very
:(


and
i hate 23-28 nov next month ):

i'll cry a river just to make you happy

Very random but yeah. Veronica, yumi and i were talking about this weirdd topic in the gym yesterday. lub lub talking in gym.

What will you do if you had 3 weeks to leave?
I will leave with the one i loveeee most ( either bestfriend or boyf) at the terrace by the sea side(:

So anyway. I WANT TO TALK TO SOMEONE. But, i am super super tired now. My head and eye hurts. i want to sleep. but my hair is wettt. I nearly ko-ed at tiong. i swear my head didn't hurt this much before. and i suddenly missed something, roar ):



Okay, veronica suggest i dont talk or blog when i am freakking tired because my english gets rojak and i blabber and my words get weird and incorrect.

Pictures pictures and more picturessss (:
when yumi comes online.

SWIMMING+SHOPPING+ STUDYING. Triple S
I suddenly have a dislike for pink, i prefer black now.
I am changing, someone tell me its not for the worse please );

I want nobody, nobody but you.

HAHAH DONT SEE MY UGLY FACE. I DONT KNOW WHAT AM I DOING. I JUST TURNED AND......



Candid.

I AM TANNED DONT TELL ME YOU CAN'T SEE MY FACE I'LL SLAPPA YOU.

EMO ELMO LEMO

HAHAHA I LOVE THIS PHOTO . I was laughing and hahah (:






VERONICA IS UNGLAM. I SHOULD SHOW THIS TO ____


BOOO I JUST CAME HOME :D At arnd 8plussssssss ((:
Got back biology, emaths and humans. Kinda knew my results would be like this. i seriously screwed my history. Failed history for the first time lawl. Then i was like, feeling super affected by the history results. Mr chua called and smsed me during lesson, super shocked heh. But yeah, he called and said i failed my overall amaths. shitxzxz. Before that i was like, eh should i reply not ah! later he use the excuse to confiscate my phone!! Roar, and i just know that he is leaving this yr ): I am going to cryyyy soon ): he put in effort and confidence in me, and i can't show him what i can. Mr chua is my favourite teacher ); me lub lub him and i'll miss him roar ):

Gymed w yumi and veronica after school. Me lub lub talking to them lot lot haha. yeah, talked alot to them. From the start till the end mm. Played netball. Cam-whored. went to jurong sony ericsson service centre i went the other time. Then went to imm to shop and ate and talked. I think my girlfs are .... yumi claims that she have a brain tumor. Qianhui claims that she have spasm nose. me lub lub today recess, so bloody fun (:

For more info about today, go to
veronica's blog.


Had swollen eyes yesterday. Having panda eyes today.
I WANT TO SLEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEP ):

i am overly happy today..

Went pass alexandra waves when i was going home, and my heart ached a lil.

drafted

Sentosa the whole day, my knee hurts like helllllllllllllllll. Never been so painful before. I seriously don't know whether i am happy today. But i do wish everyday is like this ): Gah, no, i promised i'll be happy(:

Aunty just called to ask me whether i want to go genting for three days.
I seriously don't know ): Its on veronica's and carmen's birthday bythewayy. 23-25. rawrrr. Maybe i should go, so i can be happier? (: But, something is pulling me ): roar.

Maybe for now,
I dont know is the best word? (:

And bytheway, don't ask me why i like 33. I like it because its a very special number to me. It etches(??) deep into my heartttt.

My favourite number is 33. You are not allowed to read this, yes you, the one whom i went out with today.
Yes you know me, you know i won't change. But, when the time comes, you might be shocked. Because, i am never predictable. Me myself don't know too. Our game is too unpredictable, as what i've told you. It came as a shock, end abruptly, and dragged weirdly. It comes out naturally. I mean, roar. And stop telling me i am acting werid. i know i am. but, how do you want me to change in a night? Changed to somebody as if nothing happen in this 6mth2week? hello, its not six hours or six weeks. its 6 bloody month. half a fucking year. Sorry is all you can provide me but i dont want. I dont know what i want either. i've been thinking, thinking, and thinking. I seriously dont know what i want. Maybe i am feeling the same as you? I know you're feeling sucky too. I know you, don't try to lie to me. And fyi, you are acting weird too. Stop staring at me at the corner of your eyes.
Anddd. i am sorry for changing your contact name to * ...

1000th post [:

We had a happy ending (:

dont worry i am fine (:
I lub lub my friends to the max. Even if they hadn't talk to me for 2 years? they will still say a whole lot to make me hairpee, be there for me(: And even though some might be busy studying and preparing for their Os, they will still stop and listen to me. Cheer me up. I am very glad and proud to say i have greatttt friends (:

Drafted again

but.. i Cried to whole fucking night and day

Caught connected on tuesday! ITS VEH VEH VEH VEH VEH NICE[: The twist was superb. But violent scene doesn't really suit my taste, gahdahblah. Disgusting.

WONGQIAOTING! Haha okay random. Just had the urge to write her name. She is the first person that didn't change a single tiny tweeny bit since pri4 i guess :O

Oh and i saw Michelle tan li ling a few days ago. And i saw michelle tan zi ting a few months back D:

*sees li ling, SHE WALKED PAST ME EH*
Then i stared at her then i sayy/shout. "MICHELLE!!!!!!"
Then she turned, stunned. "eh hello!"
Then i said" you know who am i?"
She " ya huiping right"
Me " ya haha byebye"

okay abit retardedddddddddddddddddddd. I'd faint if she says i am lucy or nancy or some cock nameee.

I AM BOREDDDDDDDDD. OFF TO TOWN IN THE NOON/NIGHT
SOME STUPID COCK HAVEN'T WAKE UPPPP.
AND MY MAPLE CAN'T PLAYYY AGAIN ):

I was being a super kind soul. I gave a 10k item to a person and helped that person train. Rawr. i am very kind to noob. so noob come come to me. hahaa.
Then there is this person very -.- DIAO SIA.
That person say to all "you see my att! 100+ leh.. *starts insulting one of the guy*
Then i walk in front of the person... *kill the monster right in his face. My attack was 300+ *
Ownxxzxz. Then the person change account, change to hermit i guess? But didn't wait for him. At most log in powei account challenge him nia. So cockeddd up sia.




The same score me and powei had ((:
After which, we combined. and our score was 304 i guess? Nearly beat that machine's highscore. haha.



I
am
having
severe
headache..

You know i sometimes wonder am i overly stressed, but gah its impossible, i am ohsoslack.

Wanted to maple but the server was down for the whole morning and noon. So yeah. I am level 23 now :D nehka's favourite number haha.

Gosh. i am gona faint soon bye.

You are my current asset or maybe current liability ):
I want you to become my fixed asset ):

Let me tell you why my studies suck.
During examination, the stupid me cannot concentrate. i'll do the paper half way and have random demoralising, upset thoughts coming through my mind.
When revising, i'll think of... bla

Let me tell, i feel very very very very sucky. Tell me what to do, please. Its not your fault, i know, but ): it really really really sucked.

No rain today, now worries. I am just going to go missing for tomorrow from you.


I AM A HAPPY GIRL TODAY.
( i can see my nose expanding)
But i am telling no one (: tigger, i shall tell you my secret kay? (:

Okay i need to remind myself i still have POA paper2 tomorrowwwww. I feel so exam-free since the start of today hahaha.

Emaths paper2 i left 5 marks blank, haha bye bye 5 marks. Crapped through biology section A and B, hallelujah. i am so sorry powei hahaha. you have to get another chou tou from ms lee when you see her again.

Relationship w mum is souring and worsening as the day goes by. Powei suggest i give her a hug and say i love you. siaoxzxzxz.

Shopped till late evening after exam today. Time flewww like flap flap flapp. Sad things are meant to be reflected and forgotten(: i just hate to bus home alone at night..

Booo, it has been long since i talk to bestfriend. Not even a goodluck today ):

I am going to go out tomorrow not w pw.
I am going to maple and watch teewee on wednesday.
I am going to go town on thursday.
I am going to bake on friday.
I am going to talk on the phone all day long on saturday and maple.
I am going to have a good date on sunday :B

I hope nothing goes wrong ):

Ugh freakingggg irritating.

Had to go out and pass powei stuff. And my mother kick up a big mega fuss. Cause i wasn't feeling well :X

Mum: your stomach pain until like that you still want go out.
Me: also not pain alr.
Mum: exam period not suppose to go out one, dont allow.
Me: oi, you alr said can go out.
Mum: where you wna go i ask dad fetch you then come back.
Me: *slams door*

---------

Mum: So rush for what~~~ So ma fan, everytime like that, only care about yourself
( zzz. this is my house, can't even bathe. and i wasn't even rushing)
Mum: Study until like that, next yr dont study la. Waste money waste time only.
Me: Anything, if you want to ruin your own daughter's future in your own hands

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Mum: raining ah, dont need take umbrella ah
Me: *slams door and go out*

Roarness. freaking pisseddddd offf. She scolded more than these. And my dad went out, i think he also cant stand her. zzz. She is freaking tamade pro i tell you.
*studying bio w mp3 on*
*takes out mp3 and wanted to on comp*

*hears her shouting*

WALAO FROM MORNING SHOUT UNTIL I GO OUT. SHE GO OUT COME BACK CONTINUE SHOUTING -.-


Anywayy. Arcade-ed again. Spent like $30 within a week in arcade? lol. And i promised carmen i'll arcade w her after exams! *sees a big hole in my pocket*
I just realised i know nuts about bio.
YUMI AHHHH. I DIE LE. OHMYGOSH. YOU STUDY UNTIL WHERE ALR (!!!)
She always had been my motivation to chiong. Because she always chiong faster than me then i'll be ultra stress and rawrrrrrrr. But in the end i always study less than herrrr. Okay la fine, you can see from the results. Mine is pathetic. Hers is ownxzzxzxz your ass man.

And i had a bad nightmare ytd night again.
Maybe, those were so hurtful that even time is impossible to heal.
Its so freaking hard to calm myself down to sleep every night

My panda eyes are as huge as your palm.

xzxzzxzx *bites*

Supposed to study. But end-ed up mapling for 3hours today. Stupid girlll D:
There are so many so many stuff i wna do after exams

I want to sleep away my panda eyes
I want to love love again.
I want to talk on the phone all day long.
I want to tour around singapore
I want to arcade
I want to shop
I want to watch youtube dramas
I want to fulfil my after-exams-planssss.
And very surprisingly, i want to run again.
I want to throw netball
Intercept netball.
I have yet fulfil my dream to be an interception queen D:
I hate exams. i hate it when my mum say, it is exam you must stay at home.

I looked into the mirror and i feel so, FAT AND MEANINGFUL ASS.
It just feels good walking out of the court and feel stinky, stinky as in smelly of sweat.
And it has been ages since i saw lele (?!?!) I've seen everywhere except herrrrrrr (!!!!)

And my tummy hurt-ed-ed-ed like shit. Whine and scream and moan and rolled on my bed for super long.

Tell me why am i so feelingless now.
Why didn't the stupid cry baby cry after those exams
Why didn't the stupid cry baby cry of pain.
Why didn't the stupid cry baby cry of hurt.
Because its too numb


CARMEN❤ miss random ♥ study la! says:
u knw, i wonder what will happen at my wedding
lol
i wan 11 maid-of-honour! (:

Huiping says:
YOU SO TAN XIN.

CARMEN❤ miss random ♥ study la! says:
no lorhhh!
i scared they all jealous
hahah!
later i make arifa my maid of honour, yumi not happy
hahaha!
thn yumi be my maid of honour pearl jealous
thn pearl my maid of honour, you jealous
thn u be my maid of honour veron jealous
so i make whole team be my maid of honour! hahahah!

Huiping says:
HAHAHAHA!
okayyy lor :D
deal.
I am going to marry at 25 :D

CARMEN❤ miss random ♥ study la! says:
hahahah! dont know leh. anyhow say one
EH I WANNA MARRY WHEN I 25!
HAHAHA!

25 is the ideal marriage age (:
It'd be so cool if you were to be w someone for 10yrs and marry at 25(!!?!?!)

SCREWED MY HISTORY AND AMATHS.

Wow. Got screwed by mr chua upsidedownleftrightmiddle. But at least he didn't shout at me like he shouted at others. He talked to me for damn long. Thanks t my beloved mum. Didn't went to school for 3 days straight and mrchua demanded a mc or else will be barred from exams. Went to get it at night and mum said will help me settle w mr chua. Thanks la. your settle is to tell him that i pon-ed school? Out of so many mums i have never seen one that sabos her own daughter. kay-ann-ann. i'll never ever effing gona tell you truth from nowonwards. Still had th cheek to attitude me.

Okay. i like mrchua at the same time dislike him. Rawrness


Okay i better write this before powei kills me and everyone start bombing questions. ( i never did remember saying we broke up. *scratch head* )
ME AND POWEI OKAY LAH.

Going to arcade alot ]: Vs-ing w powei bball. We had the same score for like twice?! haha. Okay we were like screaming our heads off. And i shot in two super long shot while he missed :D Stress relieved(: Okay i'll go and study bio now before ms lee scolds powei for making my bio droppp ]:

I want my As. I want my Ten-minute. I want mr chua to say i've improve again. I want my mum, my bro, my aunties all the san gu liu po to be speechless about my result. I seriously hate it when they say.
YOU AND YOUR BROTHER AH. SAME GENES. ONE STRAIGHT As ONE NO As. DONT KNOW HOW TO STUDY ONE.
and
DONT COMPARE W YOUR BRO COMPARE W KL. PEOPLE SO GUAI AH. DONT NEED WORRY ONE. YOU LEH. SO NAUGHTY

_|_

Because i don't belong to the elite group yet i've to do well.
And for SOME ONE's info, i am not as stupid as you think -.- Me ownxzxz you for you to see then you know.

How can sorry ever mend a broken heart?
What can I say when words can't make it better?
What do I do when I can't forgive myself for what I've done?
Where can I go where memories aren't tearin' me apart?
How can sorry ever mend a broken heart?

How can I hope when everything is hopeless?
Why do I try when nothing I can do will bring you back?
Why do I dry my cryin' eyes when I know that tears will start?
How can sorry ever mend a broken heart?

You only ever treaded me so kind
Boy, I musta been stupid, out of my mind
I let you down one to many times
Now where can I go where memories aren't tearin' me apart
How can sorry ever mend a broken heart?

How could I have messed it up so bad?
Just throw away everything we had
Look in the mirror don't know who I am

What can I say when words can't make it better?
What do I do when I can't forgive myself for what I've done?
Where can I go where memories aren't tearin' me apart?
How can sorry ever mend a broken heart?
Why do I dry my cryin' eyes when I know that tears will start?
How can sorry ever mend a broken heart?





Playing that song over and over again.
And cry over and over again.
It had been 3 days.
Nobody know what happened, except carmen.
But i've to smile