CSS. CSS. CSS.
Is not that i want it one right ):
What about me, you don't know it at ALL.
Its like the Sun and the Earth. Its the same old cycle.
I do admit i am tired and i want a revolution. That would be my best christmas present.
Till christmas, i promised, as i've promised mushroom.
But, i am not a superwoman. I can't suppress my feelings everytime.
And no doubtttttttttt, me lub to talk t my girlfriends.
I shopped and dine w my parents, i am partially contented :B
I look forward to tmr. Meeting nehka at 9 D: *sets alarm*
Mapled w ash and wj. I just created acc in delp and my character was noob and ash was being a bastard and keep suan ing me like sheez.
i will keep my happy memories in the deepest part of me. and ofcourse, as usual, the bad memories have been thrown away.
Sunday, November 30, 2008
Saturday, November 29, 2008
Boo, my back hurt-ed-ing for the whole day ]:
Veronica, i shall drag you to your sinseh on monday =/ Since its a break week.
Haha, i know you will see this, because i am lazy to reach my phone.
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Read someone's blog and it kinda snowball my feelings and thoughts that have been bothering me. (Okay, wait, i don't know what am i talking about.) I hate using English to express myself because i always can't find the correct word. But, on the other hand, i am not really well-versed with chinese too. Forget it man, life is like this. Shouldn't be too favorable.
My current status is appear offline. And i feel so much much better.
And i almost cried when i read that someone's blog. I hope the person doesn't know i read the blog =X
If i had a choice to call someone when i need, i seriously don't know who. There was once, when i was really really upset. On the verge of breaking down, yet i can't. Because of the fact that i am at home, at a caged home where i can't let my emotions run free. Sometimes i am starting to doubt whether they can see through my feelings. I can sense that my mum knows, although she might be a pain in a neck often. I feel, deep inside her, she knows me( she always buy my favourite food at the right time tho i didn't specify what i want) , she knows whats the best for me. Always silently pushing me to the right path, no matter how much i struggle, how much i've hurt her. She never ever gives up on pushing me back into the right track. ily mum (:
However, she can't be the one i talk to if i have problems. Because she doesn't understand, age gap. okay back to topic. As i scroll through my contact list, i found no one to talk to. Though everytime alot of people claims they will lend me a listening ear whenever i need. And i complain to whoever i was talking to at that moment. But, where can i find the courage to be so random and text people suddenly. And, sometimes i do wish C.S.S can be here, like how it used to be. Move on babeh.
I don't like life. Detest/abhor/dislike/whatever.
Close my heart, i don't want to feel anymore.
Weijie berli proxxzxz. Ask me go delp accompany him then talk to me halfway mia.
i am supposed to do Bio and Chinese today. But i did none.
When i am bored, my phone doesn't ring, for the whole afternoon and morning.
When i am typing this, 3 texts waiting for me.
Talking about timing, sigh.
Someone is back. Stupid sensory organ, never had been so accurate sheez.
P.S. Your coke was too cold and water vapour came out. Where is your hand?
do you know the strength i had is washing away.
I feel so hollow.
Veronica, i shall drag you to your sinseh on monday =/ Since its a break week.
Haha, i know you will see this, because i am lazy to reach my phone.
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Read someone's blog and it kinda snowball my feelings and thoughts that have been bothering me. (Okay, wait, i don't know what am i talking about.) I hate using English to express myself because i always can't find the correct word. But, on the other hand, i am not really well-versed with chinese too. Forget it man, life is like this. Shouldn't be too favorable.
My current status is appear offline. And i feel so much much better.
And i almost cried when i read that someone's blog. I hope the person doesn't know i read the blog =X
If i had a choice to call someone when i need, i seriously don't know who. There was once, when i was really really upset. On the verge of breaking down, yet i can't. Because of the fact that i am at home, at a caged home where i can't let my emotions run free. Sometimes i am starting to doubt whether they can see through my feelings. I can sense that my mum knows, although she might be a pain in a neck often. I feel, deep inside her, she knows me( she always buy my favourite food at the right time tho i didn't specify what i want) , she knows whats the best for me. Always silently pushing me to the right path, no matter how much i struggle, how much i've hurt her. She never ever gives up on pushing me back into the right track. ily mum (:
However, she can't be the one i talk to if i have problems. Because she doesn't understand, age gap. okay back to topic. As i scroll through my contact list, i found no one to talk to. Though everytime alot of people claims they will lend me a listening ear whenever i need. And i complain to whoever i was talking to at that moment. But, where can i find the courage to be so random and text people suddenly. And, sometimes i do wish C.S.S can be here, like how it used to be. Move on babeh.
I don't like life. Detest/abhor/dislike/whatever.
Close my heart, i don't want to feel anymore.
Weijie berli proxxzxz. Ask me go delp accompany him then talk to me halfway mia.
i am supposed to do Bio and Chinese today. But i did none.
When i am bored, my phone doesn't ring, for the whole afternoon and morning.
When i am typing this, 3 texts waiting for me.
Talking about timing, sigh.
Someone is back. Stupid sensory organ, never had been so accurate sheez.
P.S. Your coke was too cold and water vapour came out. Where is your hand?
do you know the strength i had is washing away.
I feel so hollow.
Friday, November 28, 2008
Hello. Its 1am now, such an unearthly hour for me ]:
AND I FIND MY URL VEH DUMB. okay whatever.
I keep whatever-ing ohmygod.
I don't want to sleeep ):
I did something dumb today, i was eating my dinner on the bus ( Because my mum suddenly didn't cook and everyone had t go home for dinner D: ) the bus jerked and the hot soup scarred(?) on my tongue.
AHHHHHHHHHHHH WHATEVER. I'VE FORGOTTTEN. *deceives myself*
I feel veryveronica Complaining now.
It took me nearly an hour to get back home from school, including waiting for bus ]:
Means if training ends at 7, i can only start my homework at 9 during school days? what shit D: Gosh. I am definitely going get my geeky back pack so i can do my work on the bus like a NERD. I've no choice ]: And i haven't decide how to go to school next yr. ( 14,147,196,197,198 or 963,97,166 or train or dad fetch) And obviously people would choose dad fetch, 10-15mins ride only lehhh. But it doesn't make a diff because he leaves house at 630 ):
Auntie: *points at my netball* whats your height?
Me: Oh around 30 cm.
Auntie: WHAT? you're 30cm? *looks at me*
Me: nono. the ball is 30cm. i am 171cm.
QUITE FUNNY RIGHT. AHAHAHA. *Proud of my sense of humour*
My mum is my very very good reminder. She reminds me every single day at least twice that i have a mountain of homework. What to do? My mum =X
Why did i thought of pausing, stupid, its worthless
AND I FIND MY URL VEH DUMB. okay whatever.
I keep whatever-ing ohmygod.
I don't want to sleeep ):
I did something dumb today, i was eating my dinner on the bus ( Because my mum suddenly didn't cook and everyone had t go home for dinner D: ) the bus jerked and the hot soup scarred(?) on my tongue.
AHHHHHHHHHHHH WHATEVER. I'VE FORGOTTTEN. *deceives myself*
I feel very
It took me nearly an hour to get back home from school, including waiting for bus ]:
Means if training ends at 7, i can only start my homework at 9 during school days? what shit D: Gosh. I am definitely going get my geeky back pack so i can do my work on the bus like a NERD. I've no choice ]: And i haven't decide how to go to school next yr. ( 14,147,196,197,198 or 963,97,166 or train or dad fetch) And obviously people would choose dad fetch, 10-15mins ride only lehhh. But it doesn't make a diff because he leaves house at 630 ):
Auntie: *points at my netball* whats your height?
Me: Oh around 30 cm.
Auntie: WHAT? you're 30cm? *looks at me*
Me: nono. the ball is 30cm. i am 171cm.
QUITE FUNNY RIGHT. AHAHAHA. *Proud of my sense of humour*
My mum is my very very good reminder. She reminds me every single day at least twice that i have a mountain of homework. What to do? My mum =X
Why did i thought of pausing, stupid, its worthless
I have no life ]: I want to blow bubble, i want to build sand castle, i want to play, i want to shop D:
I THINK VERONICA IS THE MOST UNIQUE FRIEND ON EARTH AHAHAHAHAA.
She smsed me, and ask me...
" how to cook magee w egg? "
Then i was like. HUH!?
I shall chiong my homework on saturday and next monday. Hopefully i can do my homework better without distraction of computer.
Study+pool(?)+Ball at weijie's condo on monday w ashleigh, veronica :D
yayyayyayness.
My outing are getting more and more studious ohmygosh ):
Maybe i should get a geeky specs bag for school when school reopens : O
Ugly girl says Goodbye :D
I THINK VERONICA IS THE MOST UNIQUE FRIEND ON EARTH AHAHAHAHAA.
She smsed me, and ask me...
" how to cook magee w egg? "
Then i was like. HUH!?
I shall chiong my homework on saturday and next monday. Hopefully i can do my homework better without distraction of computer.
Study+pool(?)+Ball at weijie's condo on monday w ashleigh, veronica :D
yayyayyayness.
My outing are getting more and more studious ohmygosh ):
Maybe i should get a geeky specs bag for school when school reopens : O
Ugly girl says Goodbye :D
Thursday, November 27, 2008
Why 333 always pop out out of no where when i least want to see it.
( Block number 333, time 333, photos number 33, blog hits 33 person)
I don't like to be affiliated w th number now. *Clears my mind again*
Its so dumb quarreling over $1.
Gosh, huiping, you better get back on form because you only have one and a half more months before zonals start. Whats going on man, stamina wasn't an any issue from the start, why does it have to hit me at this important time. Focus.
Aunt talked t me on the cab home after Genting. I am going to be 16 soonnn. I have to set my priorities right and focus and, steady. Sheez.
In every adult's mind, huiping is someone who is very clumsy and not steady and not focus and immature and doesnt set priorities right. Whatever): Why compare.
You know you make me so afraid to deal w things that i want to live alone in a cave ):
( Block number 333, time 333, photos number 33, blog hits 33 person)
I don't like to be affiliated w th number now. *Clears my mind again*
Its so dumb quarreling over $1.
Gosh, huiping, you better get back on form because you only have one and a half more months before zonals start. Whats going on man, stamina wasn't an any issue from the start, why does it have to hit me at this important time. Focus.
Aunt talked t me on the cab home after Genting. I am going to be 16 soonnn. I have to set my priorities right and focus and, steady. Sheez.
In every adult's mind, huiping is someone who is very clumsy and not steady and not focus and immature and doesnt set priorities right. Whatever): Why compare.
You know you make me so afraid to deal w things that i want to live alone in a cave ):
Wednesday, November 26, 2008
PICTURES FOR GENTING ARE UP! REFER TO POST BELOW
Credits to M5.
TO THOSE THAT DON'T KNOW WHO IS WU LUOYI! You see, he quite not bad one okay. lol.
Oh ya! i forgot t say. I tried fried ice cream over at genting. Shiockzxzz. Its super nice (: Esp when you eat it at 16deg :D
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i know you can't read this now, or maybe won't want to read when you're back.
I am sick and tired of all this shit by you. I've been tolerating your attitude for so long. No doubt i didn't change my mind about the 5 years thing i told you. But maybe its time you really go and reflect upon yourself. Whats wrong with you?
You really did a 360 degree change after 13 october 2008. And yes, i am very disappointed, very very. I thought your true self is hidden somewhere, but ytd, i know i was wrong. You are always pro at proving me wrong.
Define for me what is YOUR friend? supporting you even when you're wrong? Seeing your character change for a worse?
Then i am very sorry. I won't do that. Because i won't let my friend change to having a shit character.
I kept thinking what to do. Then i realise, i can do nothing. Because i am nothing to you, you won't heed my advise or rather listen to me anymore. I can't change you anymore.
If you don't give a damn; why should i?
Please, learn how to treat your friends nicely.
To me, friends are people who stand by you no matter what happens. The ones that cheer you up whenever you're down and try to help when you need. A friend is one that tells you honestly whats wrong with you.
A friend isn't one that threatens everytime not to befriend you. Walk away thousand and millions times when you all quarrel.
I don't want to explain anymore, goodbye.
Credits to M5.
TO THOSE THAT DON'T KNOW WHO IS WU LUOYI! You see, he quite not bad one okay. lol.
Oh ya! i forgot t say. I tried fried ice cream over at genting. Shiockzxzz. Its super nice (: Esp when you eat it at 16deg :D
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i know you can't read this now, or maybe won't want to read when you're back.
I am sick and tired of all this shit by you. I've been tolerating your attitude for so long. No doubt i didn't change my mind about the 5 years thing i told you. But maybe its time you really go and reflect upon yourself. Whats wrong with you?
You really did a 360 degree change after 13 october 2008. And yes, i am very disappointed, very very. I thought your true self is hidden somewhere, but ytd, i know i was wrong. You are always pro at proving me wrong.
Define for me what is YOUR friend? supporting you even when you're wrong? Seeing your character change for a worse?
Then i am very sorry. I won't do that. Because i won't let my friend change to having a shit character.
I kept thinking what to do. Then i realise, i can do nothing. Because i am nothing to you, you won't heed my advise or rather listen to me anymore. I can't change you anymore.
If you don't give a damn; why should i?
Please, learn how to treat your friends nicely.
To me, friends are people who stand by you no matter what happens. The ones that cheer you up whenever you're down and try to help when you need. A friend is one that tells you honestly whats wrong with you.
A friend isn't one that threatens everytime not to befriend you. Walk away thousand and millions times when you all quarrel.
I don't want to explain anymore, goodbye.
Tuesday, November 25, 2008
i spent 2 hours getting them, uploading them, and some editing.
But the 8 mega pixel camera is not very clear afterall. Disappointing ):
I was too lazy to wear my lens there. (Sarcastic tone) *Who doesn't know the huiping w specs is the chioest girl on earth man, chio to the max man*
SO YA LAH. LET YOU SEE THE UNGLAM/UGLY SIDE OF ME.
Some more photos inside my phone ); But due to stupid phone can't detect memory stick, it cant be uploaded.
( WU LUO YI!!!! LUB LUB :D ) ( i cant believe i took a pic w him!)
( Clouds + food = love)
(walk away outside restaurant! me love it! ) (the cold air was blowing us awayyy)
( Night scenery is perfect aint it? )
( The darker mouth is mine, the lighter mouth is hers)
( COUSIN COUSIN! )
( i was bored, waitin for cousin to detoxify )
( awww, with many many love (:
( HAIRPEE PEOPLE ON CLOUD NINE)
( I AM AMONG THE CLOUDDSSS!! )
( With clouds; without clouds)
( If you look carefully, its a heart shape! )
(Desserts; cousin indulging herself in dessert)
( Hotel ; meee w tasty fondue! )
(Indulging chocolate fondue!)
( Buffet dinner ; future chef wannabe LOL! )
(Twist! :D the food are marvelous)
Day oneeee
Bus-ed up genting and stopping at yongpeng for tea break. Reached at arnd 2+? Checked in, ate cup noodles, chilled and dinner buffet at 5+ :D
The buffet was quite nice, alot alot of variteies. Jap, western, chinese, indian, desserts, all sorts of funny funny food (: Then after buffet, went to catch a movie ( wu shu? ) Took the normal seat as cousin didn't want the osim one. The movie tix was super cheap but, the chair is......... ( fill in the blank) The movie was like a sleeping pill and i slept like a pig after that.
Day 2
Wake up. Buffet breakfast. EVERY meal i had there was buffet buffet buffet. I think i gained 5 kilogramms man ):
Then went to the theme park. Is freaking cold there. Like 16 deg throughout my 3 days 2 night. And the outdoor theme park was freaking cold despite wearing a thick jacket man. As the people i went with wasn't a fan of themepark, so didn't play. Only played the dont know what thing. Up 3 rounds in a circle. When it reaches the top most part i swear its super cold there ):
Buffet lunch. Then played treasure hunt game!! :D It super super fun. Challenges like 4D matrix ( ULTRA NICE! ), lego building, wasabi biscuit, using mouth to shot the target? etc. And had to walk around to find answers of questions. other groups had like 5 or more people whereas my group only got 3. And only me and kl participanted. And we weren't very interested in the prizes. ( Top 3 prizes have free stays at hotels etc, can't remember) Quite attractive tho but we didn't want to go back genting. Then we were kind of slacking. Stopped at 5?
Shopped for birthday presents for veronica and carmen. And i got carmen a realllyyyy special birthday present :D But, not sure whether they like it ]:
Dinner(buffet) at the conventional hall. M5 royal artise came and sang for a while. Then played song guessing games and louis wu luo yi came and chose me and kl up to play. We were literally pushed up. But haha, see he cute so nevermind luh :D Then he was quite friendly, kept talking t us. I was doubting whether he is wu luo yi because i seriously can't regconize him and he looks totally different from the photograph they gave us. And i stared at him, then he turned and look at me and gave me a CHARMING SMILE ((: Asked for autograph and took a picture w him :D We were the only people who do that, but who cares.
HE LOOKS CUTE :D
Then presenting of results of the treasure hunt in the afternoon.
Guess what? ME AND KL CAME IN 3RD, out of 11 groups. We werem shocked? We didn't know we were that pro. *WAVES* We had 3day2night stay in deluxe room and 3 100RM holiday card? (:
Then went back to hotel roommm..
THEN I REALISE I LEFT MY PRESENT ON THE TABLE OF THE CONVENTIONAL HALL!!!!
I chionged like some mad woman okay. CARMEN'S PRESENTTTTTTT!!!! :D
luckily its still there (:
Day 3
Bus-ed back. Saw wu luo yi and co at yongpeng and they waved ectatically at us. HAHAHAHA. But luo yi was in geeky specs and i was like awww ); not cute alr ): Then we were hoping we can see him on the way back to SG but no ):
i have loads of mosquito bites ):
And i had with red spots on it la.
MALARIA ))): LATER I DIE HOW D:
P.S / WU LUO YI SMILED AT MEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE (:
Actually, i don't really know who is he. He is just a participant from super host! But he is the very very first celebrity that is so friendly hokay. lol. He gave us this very very charrrrrrrrrrming smile (: lub lubbbbb berrli much. I got his autographhhh! :D But his image is ruined cause he wore this geeky specs in the afternoon when i saw him today ):
AWWWWWWWWWWWW ): But he still left me a great impression. LOL.
But the 8 mega pixel camera is not very clear afterall. Disappointing ):
I was too lazy to wear my lens there. (Sarcastic tone) *Who doesn't know the huiping w specs is the chioest girl on earth man, chio to the max man*
SO YA LAH. LET YOU SEE THE UNGLAM/UGLY SIDE OF ME.
Some more photos inside my phone ); But due to stupid phone can't detect memory stick, it cant be uploaded.
( WU LUO YI!!!! LUB LUB :D ) ( i cant believe i took a pic w him!)
( Clouds + food = love)
(walk away outside restaurant! me love it! ) (the cold air was blowing us awayyy)
( Night scenery is perfect aint it? )
( The darker mouth is mine, the lighter mouth is hers)
( COUSIN COUSIN! )
( i was bored, waitin for cousin to detoxify )
( awww, with many many love (:
( HAIRPEE PEOPLE ON CLOUD NINE)
( I AM AMONG THE CLOUDDSSS!! )
( With clouds; without clouds)
( If you look carefully, its a heart shape! )
(Desserts; cousin indulging herself in dessert)
( Hotel ; meee w tasty fondue! )
(Indulging chocolate fondue!)
( Buffet dinner ; future chef wannabe LOL! )
(Twist! :D the food are marvelous)
Day oneeee
Bus-ed up genting and stopping at yongpeng for tea break. Reached at arnd 2+? Checked in, ate cup noodles, chilled and dinner buffet at 5+ :D
The buffet was quite nice, alot alot of variteies. Jap, western, chinese, indian, desserts, all sorts of funny funny food (: Then after buffet, went to catch a movie ( wu shu? ) Took the normal seat as cousin didn't want the osim one. The movie tix was super cheap but, the chair is......... ( fill in the blank) The movie was like a sleeping pill and i slept like a pig after that.
Day 2
Wake up. Buffet breakfast. EVERY meal i had there was buffet buffet buffet. I think i gained 5 kilogramms man ):
Then went to the theme park. Is freaking cold there. Like 16 deg throughout my 3 days 2 night. And the outdoor theme park was freaking cold despite wearing a thick jacket man. As the people i went with wasn't a fan of themepark, so didn't play. Only played the dont know what thing. Up 3 rounds in a circle. When it reaches the top most part i swear its super cold there ):
Buffet lunch. Then played treasure hunt game!! :D It super super fun. Challenges like 4D matrix ( ULTRA NICE! ), lego building, wasabi biscuit, using mouth to shot the target? etc. And had to walk around to find answers of questions. other groups had like 5 or more people whereas my group only got 3. And only me and kl participanted. And we weren't very interested in the prizes. ( Top 3 prizes have free stays at hotels etc, can't remember) Quite attractive tho but we didn't want to go back genting. Then we were kind of slacking. Stopped at 5?
Shopped for birthday presents for veronica and carmen. And i got carmen a realllyyyy special birthday present :D But, not sure whether they like it ]:
Dinner(buffet) at the conventional hall. M5 royal artise came and sang for a while. Then played song guessing games and louis wu luo yi came and chose me and kl up to play. We were literally pushed up. But haha, see he cute so nevermind luh :D Then he was quite friendly, kept talking t us. I was doubting whether he is wu luo yi because i seriously can't regconize him and he looks totally different from the photograph they gave us. And i stared at him, then he turned and look at me and gave me a CHARMING SMILE ((: Asked for autograph and took a picture w him :D We were the only people who do that, but who cares.
HE LOOKS CUTE :D
Then presenting of results of the treasure hunt in the afternoon.
Guess what? ME AND KL CAME IN 3RD, out of 11 groups. We werem shocked? We didn't know we were that pro. *WAVES* We had 3day2night stay in deluxe room and 3 100RM holiday card? (:
Then went back to hotel roommm..
THEN I REALISE I LEFT MY PRESENT ON THE TABLE OF THE CONVENTIONAL HALL!!!!
I chionged like some mad woman okay. CARMEN'S PRESENTTTTTTT!!!! :D
luckily its still there (:
Day 3
Bus-ed back. Saw wu luo yi and co at yongpeng and they waved ectatically at us. HAHAHAHA. But luo yi was in geeky specs and i was like awww ); not cute alr ): Then we were hoping we can see him on the way back to SG but no ):
i have loads of mosquito bites ):
And i had with red spots on it la.
MALARIA ))): LATER I DIE HOW D:
P.S / WU LUO YI SMILED AT MEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE (:
Actually, i don't really know who is he. He is just a participant from super host! But he is the very very first celebrity that is so friendly hokay. lol. He gave us this very very charrrrrrrrrrming smile (: lub lubbbbb berrli much. I got his autographhhh! :D But his image is ruined cause he wore this geeky specs in the afternoon when i saw him today ):
AWWWWWWWWWWWW ): But he still left me a great impression. LOL.
Sunday, November 23, 2008
HAPPY BIRTHDAY VERONICA (:
Hi, i am leaving soon ):
Didn't want t sleep but got shoo ed by my mum D:
because I know, this is a stepping stone to goodbye
Hi, i am leaving soon ):
Didn't want t sleep but got shoo ed by my mum D:
because I know, this is a stepping stone to goodbye
Friday, November 21, 2008
I just realise its the FIRST Team photo. Is it? But yeah, in my albums its the first photo :DD
huiping looks cock here.
Veronica's blog is COMPLAIN.
Huiping's blog is DRAMA-MA-MAAAA : O
*do a very stupid action*
Well wellxzxz.
i feel very busy these days! hahahaa i like! :D
Match w SAC today. I am very very disappointed w myself. Wondering, why can't i do things i've done in the past? Isn't there is this saying, 一次生，两次熟. I've certainly get more than two rebounds before, jumped much higher more than two times before, stick-ed closer more than two times before. Whyzxzxzxz. And everyone can see sharon is very disappointed w the Team. She put in her besttttttttt, why didn't we put on our best too.
Lunched w team again (: Then trained back to clementi new campus except wq,qh and veronica? The new campus is veh veh big. But i hate it ): Very easy to get lost. And i realise alot of hiding spots :D Alot of doors. BUT! i love the bridgeee (: So, so.. drama (:
And i was high on drugs when i see mr chua.
Uh ): i miss him
I think i have a crush on him *smiles shyly*
HAHAHA
Mougu Mougu ask me to maple
But part of me wants to watch show
A VERY VERY small part of me want to do homework.
Whatt should i do?!
I shall use a very cheem word.
EH VERONICA, YUMI, QH YOU SEE AH. YOU KNOW THIS WORD NOT
I am in Quandary
huiping looks cock here.
Veronica's blog is COMPLAIN.
Huiping's blog is DRAMA-MA-MAAAA : O
*do a very stupid action*
Well wellxzxz.
i feel very busy these days! hahahaa i like! :D
Match w SAC today. I am very very disappointed w myself. Wondering, why can't i do things i've done in the past? Isn't there is this saying, 一次生，两次熟. I've certainly get more than two rebounds before, jumped much higher more than two times before, stick-ed closer more than two times before. Whyzxzxzxz. And everyone can see sharon is very disappointed w the Team. She put in her besttttttttt, why didn't we put on our best too.
Lunched w team again (: Then trained back to clementi new campus except wq,qh and veronica? The new campus is veh veh big. But i hate it ): Very easy to get lost. And i realise alot of hiding spots :D Alot of doors. BUT! i love the bridgeee (: So, so.. drama (:
And i was high on drugs when i see mr chua.
Uh ): i miss him
I think i have a crush on him *smiles shyly*
HAHAHA
Mougu Mougu ask me to maple
But part of me wants to watch show
A VERY VERY small part of me want to do homework.
Whatt should i do?!
I shall use a very cheem word.
EH VERONICA, YUMI, QH YOU SEE AH. YOU KNOW THIS WORD NOT
I am in Quandary
Thursday, November 20, 2008
Lol! Everyone told i was just joking about the complaining thing.
But i seriously complained okay. This is what i wrote
"My friend and i wanted to use coins to pay the bus fare. My friend didn't had enough value in the card and i wanted to save the fare inside to use it for my train trip later on.
When my friend boarded the bus first, she put in the coins and the bus captain demanded her to show her student pass. As people's personality varies, my friend didn't want to show her card and said she didn't bring it. Instead of the usual 55cents she has to pay as a student, she was demanded to pay $1 without clear explanation why she have to do that. The bus captain just kept giving the impatient look and asked her to pay the extra amount. It was very infuriating as we are only taking one bus stop.
And as for me, i wanted to put in coins and i shown him my student pass. He asked me to scan it. I nicely told him i wanted to use my ez link card money for my train later on and i wanted to use coin. He just shoo me away. What does this mean? That commuters doesn't have a choice on which mode of payment they prefer to use? Or is it because we are mere students thats why it is a easier target for the bus captain to bully on us?
Furthermore, his attitude is very rude. We nicely explained it to him and he did not bother and give us some impatient attitude, demanding us to pay more? This kind of incident does not only happen once, but a lot of times to a lot of my friends. Do you mean that every student out there have to pay more because they forget their ez link card? Then what is the point of being a student? Having a student price?
i would really appreciate it if SBS transit give us a clear explanation why is there such attitude in so many of the bus captains in Singapore. "
Very lengthy. But yeah.
Conclusion: DONT THINK STUDENTS NICE TO BULLY HOR ]:
I REMEMBER WHAT I WNA SAY ALR!
Lele and i wna complain sbstransit for its horrible terrible vegetable attitude.
Because i wanted to put coins as i wanted to save my EZ value for the train later on. TRAIN CANNOT USE COIN RIGHT? -.-
Then the freaking uncle wanted me to show student pass. THEN I SHOW HIM MY UGLY STUDENT PASS LA. He still not happy leh. Ask me scan. WTF?
Are you telling me that commuters doesn't have a choice what mode of payment they want to make? Then what for have the coin thingy? For show is it? -.-
Then i tried t explain my situation then the uncle SHOO me off leh? Wtf?
YOUR MOTHER NEH TEACH YOU MANNERS AH.
Then lele's EZ card doesn't have money, so she used coins. And the uncle demanded for her card. Then she said she doesn't have it. I mean, WE have the rights to choose whether we want to show our ugly face right? Then he demanded her to pay $1. $1 FOR ONE FREAKING STOP?
Must well go rob the bank la!? Can't you see that she is student is it? Then at least explain to her and tell her nicely la? Give us such a lj attitude.
Then i want to complain to the sbstransit.
Then I TOOK DOWN THE BUS PLATE AND TIME OKAY.
Don't play play w us hokayyy.
you think student nice to bully ah?
Chickkkkkkkkkkkken. Go home lay eggs la
------------------------------------------------------------
ME AM FREAKING TIRED.
I wanted to blog about something yesterday, But i forgot what i want to say. Maybe i'll remember later (:
I had insomnia yesterday night ]:
Today carnival was.. exciting?!
Played my usual position for two quarters only.
And i played GA for a couple of quarrrters!!! :O
Huiping leh, GA. Crazy.
But oiiiiiiiiii. i shot in my TWO shots in 2 yrs!? I've never played midfield before kay[:
I was jumping for joy when i shot in my first goal. ahahahahaha :D
And i was secretly smiling at my second goal :D Cause my main job was to feed to veronica. Then the opponent knew she was the key shooter, then i shoot in! Shiockxzxzxz (:
Team lunch at pastamianaaaaa (?!)
Then we pranked Hongchao using my phone.
freaking funnayexxzxzxz.
希望你也很快了。
Your coke will hopefully won't spilllll water again :D
But i seriously complained okay. This is what i wrote
"My friend and i wanted to use coins to pay the bus fare. My friend didn't had enough value in the card and i wanted to save the fare inside to use it for my train trip later on.
When my friend boarded the bus first, she put in the coins and the bus captain demanded her to show her student pass. As people's personality varies, my friend didn't want to show her card and said she didn't bring it. Instead of the usual 55cents she has to pay as a student, she was demanded to pay $1 without clear explanation why she have to do that. The bus captain just kept giving the impatient look and asked her to pay the extra amount. It was very infuriating as we are only taking one bus stop.
And as for me, i wanted to put in coins and i shown him my student pass. He asked me to scan it. I nicely told him i wanted to use my ez link card money for my train later on and i wanted to use coin. He just shoo me away. What does this mean? That commuters doesn't have a choice on which mode of payment they prefer to use? Or is it because we are mere students thats why it is a easier target for the bus captain to bully on us?
Furthermore, his attitude is very rude. We nicely explained it to him and he did not bother and give us some impatient attitude, demanding us to pay more? This kind of incident does not only happen once, but a lot of times to a lot of my friends. Do you mean that every student out there have to pay more because they forget their ez link card? Then what is the point of being a student? Having a student price?
i would really appreciate it if SBS transit give us a clear explanation why is there such attitude in so many of the bus captains in Singapore. "
Very lengthy. But yeah.
Conclusion: DONT THINK STUDENTS NICE TO BULLY HOR ]:
I REMEMBER WHAT I WNA SAY ALR!
Lele and i wna complain sbstransit for its horrible terrible vegetable attitude.
Because i wanted to put coins as i wanted to save my EZ value for the train later on. TRAIN CANNOT USE COIN RIGHT? -.-
Then the freaking uncle wanted me to show student pass. THEN I SHOW HIM MY UGLY STUDENT PASS LA. He still not happy leh. Ask me scan. WTF?
Are you telling me that commuters doesn't have a choice what mode of payment they want to make? Then what for have the coin thingy? For show is it? -.-
Then i tried t explain my situation then the uncle SHOO me off leh? Wtf?
YOUR MOTHER NEH TEACH YOU MANNERS AH.
Then lele's EZ card doesn't have money, so she used coins. And the uncle demanded for her card. Then she said she doesn't have it. I mean, WE have the rights to choose whether we want to show our ugly face right? Then he demanded her to pay $1. $1 FOR ONE FREAKING STOP?
Must well go rob the bank la!? Can't you see that she is student is it? Then at least explain to her and tell her nicely la? Give us such a lj attitude.
Then i want to complain to the sbstransit.
Then I TOOK DOWN THE BUS PLATE AND TIME OKAY.
Don't play play w us hokayyy.
you think student nice to bully ah?
Chickkkkkkkkkkkken. Go home lay eggs la
------------------------------------------------------------
ME AM FREAKING TIRED.
I wanted to blog about something yesterday, But i forgot what i want to say. Maybe i'll remember later (:
I had insomnia yesterday night ]:
Today carnival was.. exciting?!
Played my usual position for two quarters only.
And i played GA for a couple of quarrrters!!! :O
Huiping leh, GA. Crazy.
But oiiiiiiiiii. i shot in my TWO shots in 2 yrs!? I've never played midfield before kay[:
I was jumping for joy when i shot in my first goal. ahahahahaha :D
And i was secretly smiling at my second goal :D Cause my main job was to feed to veronica. Then the opponent knew she was the key shooter, then i shoot in! Shiockxzxzxz (:
Team lunch at pastamianaaaaa (?!)
Then we pranked Hongchao using my phone.
freaking funnayexxzxzxz.
希望你也很快了。
Your coke will hopefully won't spilllll water again :D
Wednesday, November 19, 2008
01. What have you been doing recently?
-Playing.
02. Do you ever turn your cell phone off?
- Nope.
03. What happened at 10am today?
- Stone.
04. When did u last cry?
- Yesterday.
05. Believe in fate/destiny?
- Ya.
06. What do you want in your life now?
- Happy.
07. Do you carry a umbrella when it rains or just put up ur hood?
- I walk in the rain.
08. Whats your favourite thing to have on ur bed?
- My tigger (:
09. What bottoms are you wearing now?
- Bu gao shu ni.
10. Whats the nicest thing in your inbox?
- Nothing nice
11. Do you tend to make a relationship complicated?
- No.
12. Are you wearing anything borrowed from anyone?
- No.
13. What was the last movie u caught?
- HSM3
14. What are u proud of?
- My team [:
15. What does your oldest text msg in ur inbox says?
- " hi sms everyone to meet tmr at 345pm thanks!"
16. What was the last song u sang out loud?
- I am rather composed.
17. Do u have any nicknames?
- Yeah.
18. What does ur last text msg says?
- I am going to bed. Goodnight.
19. What time did u go to bed last night?
- 12?
20. Are you currently happy?
- No.
21. Who gives u the best advice?
- Veronica (:
22. Do u eat whipped cream straight from can?
- no.
23. Who did you talk on the phone last night?
- I was out.
24. Is something bugging you now?
- YES.
25. What/who was the last person to make you laugh?
- CSSPW.
26. Do you wear toe socks?
- Nope.
27. Who was the last person you missed a call from?
- CSSPW.
28. Have you ever had your heart broken?
- Yeah.
29. What annoys you most in a person?
- Controls me.
30. Do you have a crush on someone?
- Nope.
31. Have you ever done cocaine?
- Nope
32. What is the colour of your room?
- PURPLE! (:
33. Would you kill someone you hate for a billion bucks?
- Yes.
34. Do you believe in the saying, 'Talk is cheap'?
- Yes.
35. Who was the last person to lie in your bed?
- csspw
36. Who was the last person to hug you?
- csspw
37. Did you see the last person you kissed recently?
- Yes.
38. Do you have a life?
- Duh.
39. Have you ever thought someone died,when they didnt?
- No.
40. What is the reason behind yr profile song?
- How i feel.
41. Who was the last person you saw in yr dreams?
- csspw
42. Last time you smiled?
- Last night.
43. Have you changed this year?
- Yeah.
44. What are you listening to rite now?
- Shuo hao de xing fu ne?
45. Are you talking to someone while doing this?
- Veronica and csspw.
46. Do you walk with your eyes closed or open?
- Open lah. But i do walk w my eyes closed sometimes.
47. Is there a quote you live by?
- No regrets.
48. Do you want someone you can never have?
- Maybe.
49. Have you ever played an instrument?
- Yeah.
50. What was the worst idea you've had this week?
- To run away from home.
51. What were you doing last night at 11pm?
- Smsing on my bed.
52. Are you happy with your love life rite now?
- It suckeddd.
53. What song best describes yr over life?
- Shuo hao de xing fu ne.
54. Does the person know you like him/her?
- Maybe.
55. Who always makes you laugh?
- CSSPW.
56. Do you speak other languages other than english?
- Yeah.
57. Favourite websites?
- My blog.
58. Whats yr middle name?
- hui?
60. What do you think you are like?
-Emotionless.
61. Who will you choose to die with?
- csspw.
62. Where have you been today?
- School
63. What game do you play often?
- I have no lifeeeeeeeee ]:
64. Who are you missing now?
- Nobody (:
65. If you had to choose between your friend or your lover which will you choose?
- Friends.
66. What are you doing right now?
- stone
67. Which primary school are you from?
- Radin mas
68. Name 3 colours that you like?
- Blue, purple, Hot pink :D
69. What emotion do you like to show?
- emotionlesssssss
70. What is your life to you?
- Helpless.
71. If you have something bothering you what will you do?
- Stone.
72. Who did you last chat on msn today?
- Veronica
73. Who do you admire the most?
- Sharon
74. Which month were you born in?
- May
75. How are you feeling right now?
- ):
76. What is the time now?
- 1050am
77. What kind of person do you think of the one who tagged you?
- .......
78. What colour did you use to dye yr hair?
- .......
79. Why are you doing this test?
- Because im freaking bored.
80. What do you do when you are moody?
- Talk. Stone.
81. At which age do you wish to get married?
-25
82. What is more important to you?
- I have no idea ):
83. If today was the last day of your life what would you do?
- Tell everyone what i have to say.
84. Who is the person you trust the most?
- Iuno.
85. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after the rain?
- Maybe.
86. If you had a dream come true what would it be?
- csspw ):
87. What is your goal for this year?
- Stay focus ):
88. Do you believe in eternity love?
- Yeah.
89. What feeling do you love the most?
- Being lovedd[:
90. Do you think its Global Warming now?
- Yeah.
91. What feeling do you hate the most?
- Helpless.
92. You like doing quizzes?
- When i am bored.
93. Do you believe in God?
- Yeah.
94. Who cares for you the most?
- Friends.
95. What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
- csspw ):
96. What will you bring when you fight?
- phone :D
97. What have you regretted doing your whole life?
- Alot.
98. What would you do if nobody cared for you?
- Nothing
99. What would you do if your boyfriend/girlfriend two-timed you?
-kick him away
100. How do you feel now?
- ):
-Playing.
02. Do you ever turn your cell phone off?
- Nope.
03. What happened at 10am today?
- Stone.
04. When did u last cry?
- Yesterday.
05. Believe in fate/destiny?
- Ya.
06. What do you want in your life now?
- Happy.
07. Do you carry a umbrella when it rains or just put up ur hood?
- I walk in the rain.
08. Whats your favourite thing to have on ur bed?
- My tigger (:
09. What bottoms are you wearing now?
- Bu gao shu ni.
10. Whats the nicest thing in your inbox?
- Nothing nice
11. Do you tend to make a relationship complicated?
- No.
12. Are you wearing anything borrowed from anyone?
- No.
13. What was the last movie u caught?
- HSM3
14. What are u proud of?
- My team [:
15. What does your oldest text msg in ur inbox says?
- " hi sms everyone to meet tmr at 345pm thanks!"
16. What was the last song u sang out loud?
- I am rather composed.
17. Do u have any nicknames?
- Yeah.
18. What does ur last text msg says?
- I am going to bed. Goodnight.
19. What time did u go to bed last night?
- 12?
20. Are you currently happy?
- No.
21. Who gives u the best advice?
- Veronica (:
22. Do u eat whipped cream straight from can?
- no.
23. Who did you talk on the phone last night?
- I was out.
24. Is something bugging you now?
- YES.
25. What/who was the last person to make you laugh?
- CSSPW.
26. Do you wear toe socks?
- Nope.
27. Who was the last person you missed a call from?
- CSSPW.
28. Have you ever had your heart broken?
- Yeah.
29. What annoys you most in a person?
- Controls me.
30. Do you have a crush on someone?
- Nope.
31. Have you ever done cocaine?
- Nope
32. What is the colour of your room?
- PURPLE! (:
33. Would you kill someone you hate for a billion bucks?
- Yes.
34. Do you believe in the saying, 'Talk is cheap'?
- Yes.
35. Who was the last person to lie in your bed?
- csspw
36. Who was the last person to hug you?
- csspw
37. Did you see the last person you kissed recently?
- Yes.
38. Do you have a life?
- Duh.
39. Have you ever thought someone died,when they didnt?
- No.
40. What is the reason behind yr profile song?
- How i feel.
41. Who was the last person you saw in yr dreams?
- csspw
42. Last time you smiled?
- Last night.
43. Have you changed this year?
- Yeah.
44. What are you listening to rite now?
- Shuo hao de xing fu ne?
45. Are you talking to someone while doing this?
- Veronica and csspw.
46. Do you walk with your eyes closed or open?
- Open lah. But i do walk w my eyes closed sometimes.
47. Is there a quote you live by?
- No regrets.
48. Do you want someone you can never have?
- Maybe.
49. Have you ever played an instrument?
- Yeah.
50. What was the worst idea you've had this week?
- To run away from home.
51. What were you doing last night at 11pm?
- Smsing on my bed.
52. Are you happy with your love life rite now?
- It suckeddd.
53. What song best describes yr over life?
- Shuo hao de xing fu ne.
54. Does the person know you like him/her?
- Maybe.
55. Who always makes you laugh?
- CSSPW.
56. Do you speak other languages other than english?
- Yeah.
57. Favourite websites?
- My blog.
58. Whats yr middle name?
- hui?
60. What do you think you are like?
-Emotionless.
61. Who will you choose to die with?
- csspw.
62. Where have you been today?
- School
63. What game do you play often?
- I have no lifeeeeeeeee ]:
64. Who are you missing now?
- Nobody (:
65. If you had to choose between your friend or your lover which will you choose?
- Friends.
66. What are you doing right now?
- stone
67. Which primary school are you from?
- Radin mas
68. Name 3 colours that you like?
- Blue, purple, Hot pink :D
69. What emotion do you like to show?
- emotionlesssssss
70. What is your life to you?
- Helpless.
71. If you have something bothering you what will you do?
- Stone.
72. Who did you last chat on msn today?
- Veronica
73. Who do you admire the most?
- Sharon
74. Which month were you born in?
- May
75. How are you feeling right now?
- ):
76. What is the time now?
- 1050am
77. What kind of person do you think of the one who tagged you?
- .......
78. What colour did you use to dye yr hair?
- .......
79. Why are you doing this test?
- Because im freaking bored.
80. What do you do when you are moody?
- Talk. Stone.
81. At which age do you wish to get married?
-25
82. What is more important to you?
- I have no idea ):
83. If today was the last day of your life what would you do?
- Tell everyone what i have to say.
84. Who is the person you trust the most?
- Iuno.
85. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after the rain?
- Maybe.
86. If you had a dream come true what would it be?
- csspw ):
87. What is your goal for this year?
- Stay focus ):
88. Do you believe in eternity love?
- Yeah.
89. What feeling do you love the most?
- Being lovedd[:
90. Do you think its Global Warming now?
- Yeah.
91. What feeling do you hate the most?
- Helpless.
92. You like doing quizzes?
- When i am bored.
93. Do you believe in God?
- Yeah.
94. Who cares for you the most?
- Friends.
95. What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
- csspw ):
96. What will you bring when you fight?
- phone :D
97. What have you regretted doing your whole life?
- Alot.
98. What would you do if nobody cared for you?
- Nothing
99. What would you do if your boyfriend/girlfriend two-timed you?
-kick him away
100. How do you feel now?
- ):
Its going to be a week next week.
I understand that i will be busy this week but my mum didn't have to ground me ): Looking back.
Training on monday
Outing on tuesday
Training on wed
Carnival on thurs
Match on fri
Class outing on saturday
Sunday, monday, tues, genting
I didn't realise my holiday was so so packed ]: And i am behind schedule for my homework
ANDDDDDDDDDD.
Whenever i listen to "shuo hao de xing fu ne" by Jay.
I will feel so ):
CS, why my coke won't too cold spill water one, why only yours will ]:
I DONT KNOW WHAT T SAY.
I understand that i will be busy this week but my mum didn't have to ground me ): Looking back.
Training on monday
Outing on tuesday
Training on wed
Carnival on thurs
Match on fri
Class outing on saturday
Sunday, monday, tues, genting
I didn't realise my holiday was so so packed ]: And i am behind schedule for my homework
ANDDDDDDDDDD.
Whenever i listen to "shuo hao de xing fu ne" by Jay.
I will feel so ):
CS, why my coke won't too cold spill water one, why only yours will ]:
I DONT KNOW WHAT T SAY.
Tuesday, November 18, 2008
Monday
Training was horrendous. I fell on my injured ankle, like ouchhhh. I thought it seriously hurt, but it went okay for a while.. then i continue playing, then, it freaking hurt. Okay la, shut up huiping, you were totally off-ed.
Met up w some seller for my glossy shorts! The girl looked like some girl from our school, like, really leh! Then ah, i think i look very charming at the moment of time ah. The seller kept looking at me at smiled, she smile from the first second till the last second she see me leh. Must be smitten by me :D Then i tell veronica, then she said " i was also keep smiling at you, but i wasn't smitten by you"
): sad.
today
Gosh. How should i start. Very long story.
I woke up, and i was doing my homework, SO HARDWORKING KAY.
Then my mum came in and ask me to tidy my room, then i abided, but quite pekcek.
Then she said something like " why you and your brother 180 degree differences one? One keep studying, one so like that"
Then abcdefghi, then i very angry then i said " He got exam what? my exam finish alr right? what you want me to do? everyday study like nerd?"
Then i forgot.
Then i wanted to bathe and go out then she PMS SIA. Hot part:
She not happy i bathe leh! She say i waste water like. WTF?!!? Tell me which parent of yours disallow you to bathe. But i still bathed in the end lah.
I didn't talk back kay? i was lazy to.
Then. I WAS LATE LAH. Cause she occupied my bathroom and asked me to do this and that. Then i was literally chionging. Then she angry alr " dont unds why you chiong for what, tell me, FOR WHAT?"
FOR I AM LATE AND NICA IS WAITING DOWNSTAIRS FOR ME LAH.
IF NOT YOU THINK I SIAO ONE AH. CHIONG FOR NOTHING. Freaking angry leh.
So went to amk hub w Domique(?! i forgot how to spell his name), nehka and P. Ate, walked around like frozen chickens.
Saw one veh pro street basketball arcade guy! Then nica ask me to see whether he shuai not.
Then i walked beside him, wanting to see from the side. Then, he turned and look at me eh! I was stunned okay. And nica challenge me to get number from him for $1. LOL. $5 i maybe consider lahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh (: Then i think he knows we staring at him :X
Chilled and Went to meet up w another seller. lol. She looked different from her photo and i was stunneddddddddddd. lol.
Went to sembawang beach, intended to FISH! or fly kite, but, the park was boring :X
Then head over to khatib(:
Played photohunt and pool and pool, while dom and nica prawn-ed beside us.
P say i don't look like i know how to pool, BUT, i seriously don't know kay. Th last time i pooled was maybe a yr ago?!?! But i still WIN him once okay.
Who cares, can win can alr :D
Mum called and scold at 7+? Saying she don't let me go for trainings? whathe.......
It just makes me feel even more.. doesn't-want-go-home.
Reach home at 9+ and she give me a freaking black face and ignored me.
Tell you what, i am freaking going to run out of home tomorrow if she don't allow me t go training
ANGRY AH!
Training was horrendous. I fell on my injured ankle, like ouchhhh. I thought it seriously hurt, but it went okay for a while.. then i continue playing, then, it freaking hurt. Okay la, shut up huiping, you were totally off-ed.
Met up w some seller for my glossy shorts! The girl looked like some girl from our school, like, really leh! Then ah, i think i look very charming at the moment of time ah. The seller kept looking at me at smiled, she smile from the first second till the last second she see me leh. Must be smitten by me :D Then i tell veronica, then she said " i was also keep smiling at you, but i wasn't smitten by you"
): sad.
today
Gosh. How should i start. Very long story.
I woke up, and i was doing my homework, SO HARDWORKING KAY.
Then my mum came in and ask me to tidy my room, then i abided, but quite pekcek.
Then she said something like " why you and your brother 180 degree differences one? One keep studying, one so like that"
Then abcdefghi, then i very angry then i said " He got exam what? my exam finish alr right? what you want me to do? everyday study like nerd?"
Then i forgot.
Then i wanted to bathe and go out then she PMS SIA. Hot part:
She not happy i bathe leh! She say i waste water like. WTF?!!? Tell me which parent of yours disallow you to bathe. But i still bathed in the end lah.
I didn't talk back kay? i was lazy to.
Then. I WAS LATE LAH. Cause she occupied my bathroom and asked me to do this and that. Then i was literally chionging. Then she angry alr " dont unds why you chiong for what, tell me, FOR WHAT?"
FOR I AM LATE AND NICA IS WAITING DOWNSTAIRS FOR ME LAH.
IF NOT YOU THINK I SIAO ONE AH. CHIONG FOR NOTHING. Freaking angry leh.
So went to amk hub w Domique(?! i forgot how to spell his name), nehka and P. Ate, walked around like frozen chickens.
Saw one veh pro street basketball arcade guy! Then nica ask me to see whether he shuai not.
Then i walked beside him, wanting to see from the side. Then, he turned and look at me eh! I was stunned okay. And nica challenge me to get number from him for $1. LOL. $5 i maybe consider lahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh (: Then i think he knows we staring at him :X
Chilled and Went to meet up w another seller. lol. She looked different from her photo and i was stunneddddddddddd. lol.
Went to sembawang beach, intended to FISH! or fly kite, but, the park was boring :X
Then head over to khatib(:
Played photohunt and pool and pool, while dom and nica prawn-ed beside us.
P say i don't look like i know how to pool, BUT, i seriously don't know kay. Th last time i pooled was maybe a yr ago?!?! But i still WIN him once okay.
Who cares, can win can alr :D
Mum called and scold at 7+? Saying she don't let me go for trainings? whathe.......
It just makes me feel even more.. doesn't-want-go-home.
Reach home at 9+ and she give me a freaking black face and ignored me.
Tell you what, i am freaking going to run out of home tomorrow if she don't allow me t go training
ANGRY AH!
Monday, November 17, 2008
I feel very Urgh. I don't know how to describe this.
What i don't want to come came, what i wanted to come didn't come.
AND I STINKYYY HATE RAINY DAYS.
Soon, you will not see me anymore
My eye hurts ]: i think its as small as Wilson's now ]:
Anyway, happen to random look at my cousin's facebook, chengpuay's one. I seriously had a good laugh can =X He had this netball carnival in his school, and he looks ~~~ ( fill in the blank). going to suan him manxzxzxz (:
And i realise i look like none of my relatives.
I feel, angry. I've been cancelling my plans recently. And i cancelled my collection of stock from the seller twice heh. i think she is going to kill me ]:
And i don't like people who sms half way then dont reply. Like, have been smsing for very long then got thing to reply one lo. Then suddenly go mia. rararara!
And my phone's memory stick is still not working. I am going to throw it down one storey if its not going to work before i go overseaaaaaaaa.
TELL ME WHAT TO DOOOOOOOOOOOO.
HOW SHOULD I FEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEL.
WHATS WRONGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG.
Fate, stop toying me, i hate you.
What i don't want to come came, what i wanted to come didn't come.
AND I STINKYYY HATE RAINY DAYS.
Soon, you will not see me anymore
My eye hurts ]: i think its as small as Wilson's now ]:
Anyway, happen to random look at my cousin's facebook, chengpuay's one. I seriously had a good laugh can =X He had this netball carnival in his school, and he looks ~~~ ( fill in the blank). going to suan him manxzxzxz (:
And i realise i look like none of my relatives.
I feel, angry. I've been cancelling my plans recently. And i cancelled my collection of stock from the seller twice heh. i think she is going to kill me ]:
And i don't like people who sms half way then dont reply. Like, have been smsing for very long then got thing to reply one lo. Then suddenly go mia. rararara!
And my phone's memory stick is still not working. I am going to throw it down one storey if its not going to work before i go overseaaaaaaaa.
TELL ME WHAT TO DOOOOOOOOOOOO.
HOW SHOULD I FEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEL.
WHATS WRONGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG.
Fate, stop toying me, i hate you.
Sunday, November 16, 2008
All of the sudden i am very excited about genting! But well, it isn't my first time going there.
But well, its the first time i go alone! As in usually, my parents doesnt go and i go with my brother. And there is some generation gap bewteen us. but noww. i am going w kl only :D
*beams*
Kl says we should go theme park/ movie. Because there is osim chair in the theater. lol! but there thing i fear is, i will laugh of the itchness and not focus on the movie. Super shoickzxzxz. She wants HSM3, which i watched for like TWICE. No wayy.
AND WE ARE CONFIRM GOING TO THE THEME PARK! :D
Because its inside our travel package and we are going for some treasure hunt thingy.
The witty us is gona winnnnn :D Cause the winner got MONEY! :D
$.$
Kl: hey lets go bowling!
me: you go there clean the drain uh?
Pw has never been there so he want me to take the clouds and give it to him haha.
And i remember last yr we took the upper class room?
And i had clouds just outside my window! and the window is "luo di chuang"
Means, the window is like, until the ground one :D
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Today was suppose to be a hairpee day *grumbles*
SUPPOSED, to meet J and go shopping and all. And head home w present to celebrate dad's bday. Then go out for a show at esplanade w Mushroom and his friends for Avenue Q, the ticket is freaking expensive kay. Like $75 per tix. But somebody can pay for me, so like, why not (:
Then, my mum had to spoil my plan again and again. She insisted on accompany me to go and buy shoe and thus, duh, J can't come w me. And i can't collect my stocks from the buyer either. Zzz.
Then, i am like, rotting at home now and i can't go for the Avenue Q ? like wth?!
And she is still grumbling that i am grumbling.
And she wants me to pack my room.
Its clean to the extreme okay. And its so infuriating
I have to do my work and obviously my papers are around my table and my table is naturally veh small and i have alot of books, files and paper and stuff. Pack for what shit. Zzzz.
Why are you forcing me, when you know how its like to me
But well, its the first time i go alone! As in usually, my parents doesnt go and i go with my brother. And there is some generation gap bewteen us. but noww. i am going w kl only :D
*beams*
Kl says we should go theme park/ movie. Because there is osim chair in the theater. lol! but there thing i fear is, i will laugh of the itchness and not focus on the movie. Super shoickzxzxz. She wants HSM3, which i watched for like TWICE. No wayy.
AND WE ARE CONFIRM GOING TO THE THEME PARK! :D
Because its inside our travel package and we are going for some treasure hunt thingy.
The witty us is gona winnnnn :D Cause the winner got MONEY! :D
$.$
Kl: hey lets go bowling!
me: you go there clean the drain uh?
Pw has never been there so he want me to take the clouds and give it to him haha.
And i remember last yr we took the upper class room?
And i had clouds just outside my window! and the window is "luo di chuang"
Means, the window is like, until the ground one :D
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Today was suppose to be a hairpee day *grumbles*
SUPPOSED, to meet J and go shopping and all. And head home w present to celebrate dad's bday. Then go out for a show at esplanade w Mushroom and his friends for Avenue Q, the ticket is freaking expensive kay. Like $75 per tix. But somebody can pay for me, so like, why not (:
Then, my mum had to spoil my plan again and again. She insisted on accompany me to go and buy shoe and thus, duh, J can't come w me. And i can't collect my stocks from the buyer either. Zzz.
Then, i am like, rotting at home now and i can't go for the Avenue Q ? like wth?!
And she is still grumbling that i am grumbling.
And she wants me to pack my room.
Its clean to the extreme okay. And its so infuriating
I have to do my work and obviously my papers are around my table and my table is naturally veh small and i have alot of books, files and paper and stuff. Pack for what shit. Zzzz.
Why are you forcing me, when you know how its like to me
Saturday, November 15, 2008
Watch this video, yes youuuu. Or i will kick you t mars :D
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Because i don't like to talk anymore
Because i fall in love with being alone
I am going to shop alone tomorrow :DD I am going to meetup and get my stocks that i purchased online! Hopefully i can get my netball shoe too haha. And i am going to get my dad's pressie too :D It would be the first time i shop aloneeeee [: yay
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I am in the state of quandary, i wish i am apathetic ):
Should have went out and stone today.
Do you know how i really feeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeel ):
(No, you don't care)
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Because i don't like to talk anymore
Because i fall in love with being alone
I am going to shop alone tomorrow :DD I am going to meetup and get my stocks that i purchased online! Hopefully i can get my netball shoe too haha. And i am going to get my dad's pressie too :D It would be the first time i shop aloneeeee [: yay
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I am in the state of quandary, i wish i am apathetic ):
Should have went out and stone today.
Do you know how i really feeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeel ):
(No, you don't care)
Friday, November 14, 2008
HOT SHOT (LAN QIU HUO)
IS SUPER SUPER SUPER NICE *SCREAMS*
HIGHLY RECOMMENDED I RATE 6STARS :D
Note: Hatred won't bring you any good.
i am looking all my past entries and i just realise i have beautiful memories :D
And i remembered i think i was goodfriends w changci. Why don't i remember a slightest thing about it :O
And yumi and i used to hate each other :O
And i was bestfriend w this guy from some school. And i saw him on wednesday somewhere, he walked past me like he seriously don't know me. wtfreak ):
Yumi said i looking very zai in ankle weighs :DD *WAVES*
"Every training, instead of losing weighs, we put on more weighs! (referring t the ankle weighs)"
Training w 6 people was cozy and hairpee(:
In an blink of an eye, we have been friends for 3 yrs :O
We all were talking about sec4 and it makes me feel so ]:
Secondary one is like yesterdayy. Qianhui and yumi weren't have been my friends if not for the student leaders. lolll. Because veronica, adeline and i came from the same school, and naturally we sticked to each other. Then they didn't want to mixed w us because we all look super dao and unfriendly. But it was me me me then made us altogether. I didn't know i was friendly. AHAHAHA. And i realise yq came because of me?! (?!?!?) lol.
*Looks myself in the mirror*
Maybe i do look approchable afterall. HAHAHAHAHA.
And XX's case proved that i am more charismatic then i seemed like. Right weijie? LOL!
Okay, i need to stop being so egoistic. HEEE :D
In conclusion, i am seriously very scared of Sec4.
Because its gona be hectic.
Plus, zonals in two months time.
And, we will have a hard time catching up.
(please miss less lessons ): )
CHIPS CHIPS AND CHIPS [:
I have not found my mate for chocolate buffet.
CHOCOLATE LOVERS? ):
IS SUPER SUPER SUPER NICE *SCREAMS*
HIGHLY RECOMMENDED I RATE 6STARS :D
Note: Hatred won't bring you any good.
i am looking all my past entries and i just realise i have beautiful memories :D
And i remembered i think i was goodfriends w changci. Why don't i remember a slightest thing about it :O
And yumi and i used to hate each other :O
And i was bestfriend w this guy from some school. And i saw him on wednesday somewhere, he walked past me like he seriously don't know me. wtfreak ):
Yumi said i looking very zai in ankle weighs :DD *WAVES*
"Every training, instead of losing weighs, we put on more weighs! (referring t the ankle weighs)"
Training w 6 people was cozy and hairpee(:
In an blink of an eye, we have been friends for 3 yrs :O
We all were talking about sec4 and it makes me feel so ]:
Secondary one is like yesterdayy. Qianhui and yumi weren't have been my friends if not for the student leaders. lolll. Because veronica, adeline and i came from the same school, and naturally we sticked to each other. Then they didn't want to mixed w us because we all look super dao and unfriendly. But it was me me me then made us altogether. I didn't know i was friendly. AHAHAHA. And i realise yq came because of me?! (?!?!?) lol.
*Looks myself in the mirror*
Maybe i do look approchable afterall. HAHAHAHAHA.
And XX's case proved that i am more charismatic then i seemed like. Right weijie? LOL!
Okay, i need to stop being so egoistic. HEEE :D
In conclusion, i am seriously very scared of Sec4.
Because its gona be hectic.
Plus, zonals in two months time.
And, we will have a hard time catching up.
(please miss less lessons ): )
CHIPS CHIPS AND CHIPS [:
I have not found my mate for chocolate buffet.
CHOCOLATE LOVERS? ):
Thursday, November 13, 2008
Skyride.
Was blog hopping and i saw this photo of people posing on skyride at sentosa.
THE HEIGHT IS FREAKING FRIGHTENING OKAY. STILL POSE WALAO.
I remember i went w some group this yr and i was screaming my lungs out and i didn't dare t open my eye(but someone magical beside me managed t make me open my eye) because i was merely sitting on a chair. SO FREAKING INSECURED!!!!
And during the photo part i made a constipated smile i guess, freaking scary.
i really admire those people who can still smile at the camera.
Zzzzzomg.
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I don't feel anything, maybe.
I don't understand why my mum doesn't want to answer phone calls although she is MUCH nearer than me. And duh, all the calls are for her. Who would call my house for me. Zzzz. Adults are so hard t understand. tsk.
I want to eat buffet at fullerton hotel! :D
The chocolate buffet looks super super salivating :D There are many kinds of indulging chocolate dishes and type of hot chocolate you want. Moreover, the ambience is perfect! Fullerton hotel? the service got to be great. And and! its $32 per person and you can enjoy chocolate heaven :D It will be great if any chocolate lover would go w me ):
And and! i also want to have ice cream buffet at mingles at novena sq! :D
Gosh. im salivating lollll.
I don't mind getting fatter because it enriches your mind and body heart and soulll~~~
*Dreams of the perfect day*
My progression of homework is not optimistic ):
I am completely obessed w HOT SHOT! :D
true love is sarcrificing w/o asking for anything in return
I think Jerry yan looks not bad in the show when he doesn't talk. His smile is sweeeet :D Although i kind of dislike him before the show. And i am smitten w wu zun. *winks winks*
And i think jian er is VERY VERY VERY PRETTAYEEEEE :D
She sent electric signals that struck me.
She looks nicer in videos, not in photos.
*turns lesbianism*
SUPER CHIO RIGHT.
NEHKA! GO WATCH
HOT SHOT. CLICK HERE
Was blog hopping and i saw this photo of people posing on skyride at sentosa.
THE HEIGHT IS FREAKING FRIGHTENING OKAY. STILL POSE WALAO.
I remember i went w some group this yr and i was screaming my lungs out and i didn't dare t open my eye(but someone magical beside me managed t make me open my eye) because i was merely sitting on a chair. SO FREAKING INSECURED!!!!
And during the photo part i made a constipated smile i guess, freaking scary.
i really admire those people who can still smile at the camera.
Zzzzzomg.
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I don't feel anything, maybe.
I don't understand why my mum doesn't want to answer phone calls although she is MUCH nearer than me. And duh, all the calls are for her. Who would call my house for me. Zzzz. Adults are so hard t understand. tsk.
I want to eat buffet at fullerton hotel! :D
The chocolate buffet looks super super salivating :D There are many kinds of indulging chocolate dishes and type of hot chocolate you want. Moreover, the ambience is perfect! Fullerton hotel? the service got to be great. And and! its $32 per person and you can enjoy chocolate heaven :D It will be great if any chocolate lover would go w me ):
And and! i also want to have ice cream buffet at mingles at novena sq! :D
Gosh. im salivating lollll.
I don't mind getting fatter because it enriches your mind and body heart and soulll~~~
*Dreams of the perfect day*
My progression of homework is not optimistic ):
I am completely obessed w HOT SHOT! :D
true love is sarcrificing w/o asking for anything in return
I think Jerry yan looks not bad in the show when he doesn't talk. His smile is sweeeet :D Although i kind of dislike him before the show. And i am smitten w wu zun. *winks winks*
And i think jian er is VERY VERY VERY PRETTAYEEEEE :D
She sent electric signals that struck me.
She looks nicer in videos, not in photos.
*turns lesbianism*
SUPER CHIO RIGHT.
NEHKA! GO WATCH
HOT SHOT. CLICK HERE
Tuesday, November 11, 2008
Presenting to you TAYWEIJIE! When he was Primaryy oneeeeee!
Tayweijie wants a dedicate post to him for being so ahem nice? lollllllllllllllllllllllllllllll.
HAHAHAHAHAAA. kay lah.
This is for you kay.
I met him during FLL last yr, around the start of december? haha. *checks archive* Yeah i met him at around 12 december lol.
The first few things he said to me was " EH YOU VERY NOOB LEH. DON'T KNOW HOW FIX LEGO"
Feeling ultra discriminated, i fixed a nice piece with MUCH guidance. tsk.
Then after that. There was this girl called Daphine. Hope she doesn't read this omgomg. But yeah. i think she had this crush on twj. ( she must be blind lah =X ) kidding uh.
On the last day of fll she couldn't make it. So we all were having dinner at BK, with ashleigh, william etc. Then don't know who called who. And wj and daphine were talking on phone.
And i was sitted in front of twj. And he kept suaning me like shitzxxxzxz. Not knowing daphine was jealous HAHAHAHA. FREAKING FARNEHHHH.
Then, iuno eh. i think we smsed alot during one period of time. Then daphine was jealous??! Then she smed wj this " go sms her (huiping) la"
Berli farny worhxxzcz haha.
Like.. why jealous of me hahahahaha.
Okay. Then recently i had this down period. Then i was like, at lost of what to do. Then he was my main source of motivation :D yayyyy.
So yeah. You are my goodfriend okay :D Not some sort of sub or anything that comes and goes.
I know that time when i was smsing you you were like studying? And i was super upset and you put aside your work t talk t me? And it makes me feel alot better :D
Okayyyyyyy. i don't know what to say. Its getting weird. But
As much as you had been there during my down times. I'll be there t support you too kay! :D
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Im feeling very grumpy and ...... somethingsomething
*starts convo w wj randomly*
me: i want to cryyyy alr ):
wj: dont cry la. later i also cry
me: :'( huh why
wj: you cry i cry. But if you jump, i watch
me: WALAO! ):
Tayweijie wants a dedicate post to him for being so ahem nice? lollllllllllllllllllllllllllllll.
HAHAHAHAHAAA. kay lah.
This is for you kay.
I met him during FLL last yr, around the start of december? haha. *checks archive* Yeah i met him at around 12 december lol.
The first few things he said to me was " EH YOU VERY NOOB LEH. DON'T KNOW HOW FIX LEGO"
Feeling ultra discriminated, i fixed a nice piece with MUCH guidance. tsk.
Then after that. There was this girl called Daphine. Hope she doesn't read this omgomg. But yeah. i think she had this crush on twj. ( she must be blind lah =X ) kidding uh.
On the last day of fll she couldn't make it. So we all were having dinner at BK, with ashleigh, william etc. Then don't know who called who. And wj and daphine were talking on phone.
And i was sitted in front of twj. And he kept suaning me like shitzxxxzxz. Not knowing daphine was jealous HAHAHAHA. FREAKING FARNEHHHH.
Then, iuno eh. i think we smsed alot during one period of time. Then daphine was jealous??! Then she smed wj this " go sms her (huiping) la"
Berli farny worhxxzcz haha.
Like.. why jealous of me hahahahaha.
Okay. Then recently i had this down period. Then i was like, at lost of what to do. Then he was my main source of motivation :D yayyyy.
So yeah. You are my goodfriend okay :D Not some sort of sub or anything that comes and goes.
I know that time when i was smsing you you were like studying? And i was super upset and you put aside your work t talk t me? And it makes me feel alot better :D
Okayyyyyyy. i don't know what to say. Its getting weird. But
As much as you had been there during my down times. I'll be there t support you too kay! :D
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Im feeling very grumpy and ...... somethingsomething
*starts convo w wj randomly*
me: i want to cryyyy alr ):
wj: dont cry la. later i also cry
me: :'( huh why
wj: you cry i cry. But if you jump, i watch
me: WALAO! ):
{edit}
I don't need anything in return.
I didn't know my request was that hard.
Talked to J yesterday midnight, and i had a super outburst. He too, had an small outburst.
I was like telling him " Time fades a rln.."
Then he was like " not true for ping"
*kick him to mars*
EVEN TWJ AGREES ):
*kicks them both t jupiter*
uh anyway, slept a lil and woke up this morning and my house was empty.
Was so so so lost.
I hugged tigger, and stared at the sky.
AND I MISSED MY BREAKFAST ]: I mean, i didn't want to eat. I think i have worms in my stomach because i won't get hungry :O
Drafted.
I want to stone at stare at the sea.
and i realise there are many many ways
I don't need anything in return.
I didn't know my request was that hard.
Talked to J yesterday midnight, and i had a super outburst. He too, had an small outburst.
I was like telling him " Time fades a rln.."
Then he was like " not true for ping"
*kick him to mars*
EVEN TWJ AGREES ):
*kicks them both t jupiter*
uh anyway, slept a lil and woke up this morning and my house was empty.
Was so so so lost.
I hugged tigger, and stared at the sky.
AND I MISSED MY BREAKFAST ]: I mean, i didn't want to eat. I think i have worms in my stomach because i won't get hungry :O
Drafted.
I want to stone at stare at the sea.
and i realise there are many many ways
Monday, November 10, 2008
What will you do if i start to say No to you?
I like to walk in the rain (:
I don't feel like talking now.
I sprain my ankle during training.
I thought i was made infertile during training.
Training was sucky.
I was sucky.
Define important.
I guess its a one way thing now. I am not important
I need a book for my training journal.
I feel like taking a walk.
But i can't walk properly.
I can't let my mum know.
She will cage me.
Ugh, in conclusion, i am tired and i dont know what to feel.
I like to walk in the rain (:
I don't feel like talking now.
I sprain my ankle during training.
I thought i was made infertile during training.
I was sucky.
Define important.
I guess its a one way thing now. I am not important
I need a book for my training journal.
I feel like taking a walk.
But i can't walk properly.
I can't let my mum know.
She will cage me.
Ugh, in conclusion, i am tired and i dont know what to feel.
Sunday, November 09, 2008
My right eye is red and it hurts.
it was just red ytd ]:
i got red eye. I can infra-RED w your phone :D
Santa got to give me a nice pressie for Christmas because i carefully planned out what i want to do this holiday :D I am such a great organiser *self praise*
I don't like my keyboard and mouse now. *groans*
It used to be portable and i can do my homework on my bed and bring my keyboard over and switch songs whenever i want. But nowww D:
And my mouse is super NOT sensitive Zzz.
veh veh veh sad now.
moii go em0 a lady worhxzxzxz ):
inflicting hurt to you is the last thing on my mind, and i seriously haven't had a slightest idea.
i was such a fool to believe you were fine, i am sorry.
you were super great, it was my mistake.
Ignorance isn't bliss afterall.
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and wj is a chicken i tell you
me: gosh, i am freaking stupid can ):
wj: you are always oblivious to your surroundings. so... everyone should know that.
me: REALLY MEH WALAO. NO LO. Nobody mention t me before!
wj: even i know. lol. you are like so oblivious and blur.
Zzzz.
not only oblivious and blur. SO somemore leh ):
it was just red ytd ]:
i got red eye. I can infra-RED w your phone :D
Santa got to give me a nice pressie for Christmas because i carefully planned out what i want to do this holiday :D I am such a great organiser *self praise*
I don't like my keyboard and mouse now. *groans*
It used to be portable and i can do my homework on my bed and bring my keyboard over and switch songs whenever i want. But nowww D:
And my mouse is super NOT sensitive Zzz.
veh veh veh sad now.
moii go em0 a lady worhxzxzxz ):
inflicting hurt to you is the last thing on my mind, and i seriously haven't had a slightest idea.
i was such a fool to believe you were fine, i am sorry.
you were super great, it was my mistake.
Ignorance isn't bliss afterall.
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and wj is a chicken i tell you
me: gosh, i am freaking stupid can ):
wj: you are always oblivious to your surroundings. so... everyone should know that.
me: REALLY MEH WALAO. NO LO. Nobody mention t me before!
wj: even i know. lol. you are like so oblivious and blur.
Zzzz.
not only oblivious and blur. SO somemore leh ):
Saturday, November 08, 2008
Yeah. I am waitin for my show to buffer, so yeah.
NETBALL
I feel very disheartened now. I mean, i don't know if i should say this, but this has been lingering in my mind for ages.
Went i enter Secondary One and i joined CT netball, i have been once and again re-enforced that we have to do well, its a tradition thing. When i enter netball, i really thought like, wow, the seniors are great, how i wish i can be like them? And i once did feel very junior ish, doing all the sai-kang and respecting the seniors and all. Yes, i once felt very unfair, no doubt. But i think they deserve it because they taught us alot of stuff. And now, 4 months before i graduate from netball? I think they don't see us like how i see them before. It feels so.sucky.
Okay, main point. Those weren't the main point.
I have seen many many circumstances where people miss trainings. Walked past C div training and saw 7 people training once.. In my heart i was thinking, what can they do? Don't tell me more than half of the team is sick/overseas or blah. It makes me feel very disheartened as a team mate. Like, i will feel.. Are we not that important to you all? Do we don't make your day so much that you dread us?
There is something that will be etched deep in my heart. The seniors drag themself to training even if they are super sick. I remember, Sec one, september? Sharon, cheu ping, wenqian they all came to train us. Jolene was super sick, but she came too. She came and watched, she was like super pale and she was having a high fever i guess? As a sec one junior, i was thinking, gosh, she must have liked netball alot... ( i mean, if your parents really unreasonable and don't allow, like mine ]: then no choice / really really can't )
Netball is round, its just, how you see it, how you intend to play it.
I want that gold colour thingy at tpy.
Not silver, not bronze, not nothing, gold.
I dont want to walk out of the court, people behind us saying "aiyoh? ct like that only ah? "
I want them to be like "ohmygosh, they are scary"
信心 :D
Should really watch lan qiu huo :D
My fire is burning, burn burn burnnnnnnnnnnn.
I am going to let everyone burn burn burnn too :D
*fans the fire*
NETBALL
I feel very disheartened now. I mean, i don't know if i should say this, but this has been lingering in my mind for ages.
Went i enter Secondary One and i joined CT netball, i have been once and again re-enforced that we have to do well, its a tradition thing. When i enter netball, i really thought like, wow, the seniors are great, how i wish i can be like them? And i once did feel very junior ish, doing all the sai-kang and respecting the seniors and all. Yes, i once felt very unfair, no doubt. But i think they deserve it because they taught us alot of stuff. And now, 4 months before i graduate from netball? I think they don't see us like how i see them before. It feels so.sucky.
Okay, main point. Those weren't the main point.
I have seen many many circumstances where people miss trainings. Walked past C div training and saw 7 people training once.. In my heart i was thinking, what can they do? Don't tell me more than half of the team is sick/overseas or blah. It makes me feel very disheartened as a team mate. Like, i will feel.. Are we not that important to you all? Do we don't make your day so much that you dread us?
There is something that will be etched deep in my heart. The seniors drag themself to training even if they are super sick. I remember, Sec one, september? Sharon, cheu ping, wenqian they all came to train us. Jolene was super sick, but she came too. She came and watched, she was like super pale and she was having a high fever i guess? As a sec one junior, i was thinking, gosh, she must have liked netball alot... ( i mean, if your parents really unreasonable and don't allow, like mine ]: then no choice / really really can't )
Netball is round, its just, how you see it, how you intend to play it.
I want that gold colour thingy at tpy.
Not silver, not bronze, not nothing, gold.
I dont want to walk out of the court, people behind us saying "aiyoh? ct like that only ah? "
I want them to be like "ohmygosh, they are scary"
信心 :D
Should really watch lan qiu huo :D
My fire is burning, burn burn burnnnnnnnnnnn.
I am going to let everyone burn burn burnn too :D
*fans the fire*
BINGO!
I finally thought of a fantastic idea for this year's christmas! :D
I am going to write a letter to people who i deem as my true friend :D
only writing 5 people! :D
wheeeeeeeeeeee. *jumps around happily*
but, are you my friend
I was trying to find some empty exercise book for my english homework. Then i chanced upon this sentence that i wrote when i was in secondary one. Simply astonishing.
"God gave us everything just to take it away. Just so you know exactly what you were missing"
I can't remember whether i wrote it out of inspiration or whatever but, i kept staring at this chunk of words and it somehow, makes sense. I think i should return to sec one haha.
And i realise my composition during P6 is better than now. Didn't had so much grammar and dumb mistakes then ]: And my vocabulary is ah-ma-zing i tell you LOL. I can't believe i wrote thatttttt.
And i realise my brother is better off my dad. He calls me when i come home late. He forbids me to eat my favourite chicken cutlet rice because i just recovered from fever. He lectures me about my results. He say moral stuff or highly intellectual stuff to me.
Today is the day, the finally awaited day.
Because, i didn't feel much today,ha.
BFF that you promised is such a joker HAHAHAHAHAHAA.
it will be a miracle if you even talk to me nicely.
i feel so relax without you, and i suddenly realise what i want ultimately
I LOVE LOVE MY BLOG SONG (:
I AM GOING TO FINISH ALL MY HOMEWORK BY NOVEMBER (:
( Just kidding, i am trying okay, look at the workload ]: )
Friday, November 07, 2008
I AM A PSYCHIC AHHAHA. I CAN READ PEOPLE'S MINDDDD :DDD
I LOVE TO GO AROUND STARING INTO PEOPLE'S EYE AND GUESS WHAT THEY ARE THINKING ABOUT.
*laughs evily*
Qianhui keep saying i laugh like a witch =X
Me lub lub 篮球火
Although i don't like jerry yan but he looks shuai when he doesn't talk. I think many people looks nicer when they don't talk. Because either their facial expression/words ruin their face. ahahaha.
ITS 12 NOW. I AM STILL NOT ASLEEEEEEEEEEEEP ]:
Insomia
因为我知道, 你有伤心的一面.
The feeling of confusion suck big time.
i feel very chinese now.
我似乎看见了新出口,但是,我好舍不得.
Even a person with amazing stamina, perseverance and determination, she will still call for defeat someday. Nobody is superwoman/man.
因为我已经不知道可以做些什么了.
我就没跟你冷静地说话.
I LOVE TO GO AROUND STARING INTO PEOPLE'S EYE AND GUESS WHAT THEY ARE THINKING ABOUT.
*laughs evily*
Qianhui keep saying i laugh like a witch =X
Me lub lub 篮球火
Although i don't like jerry yan but he looks shuai when he doesn't talk. I think many people looks nicer when they don't talk. Because either their facial expression/words ruin their face. ahahaha.
ITS 12 NOW. I AM STILL NOT ASLEEEEEEEEEEEEP ]:
Insomia
因为我知道, 你有伤心的一面.
The feeling of confusion suck big time.
i feel very chinese now.
我似乎看见了新出口,但是,我好舍不得.
Even a person with amazing stamina, perseverance and determination, she will still call for defeat someday. Nobody is superwoman/man.
因为我已经不知道可以做些什么了.
我就没跟你冷静地说话.
Thursday, November 06, 2008
Praying for the day where both our answers are definite and sure.You got me so confused that i don't know which way to exit.
Okay, i am running a fever.
REALLY LAHHHHHHHHHHHHH.
I measured just now kay, 38degrees.
I guess it was because i walked/ran in the rain for two consecutive days and i hadn't been sleeping much and, too much emotional stuff.
But.. i don't dare to tell my mum because i know she will go
" you see la, everyday late late come home, dont want eat fruits and vegetables. Everyday late late come home *repeats the same stuff for a thousand times* "
Then.. she will say "now how? " *starts to panick*
HER REACTION IS TOO TRAUMATISING FOR ME.
And i will only go to her if i am running a high high temperature.
Caught the coffin. I only know i had headache throughout the movie, i guess it was average. Saw yanying and her friends. She keep telling me its not scary. But.. its scary lo.
I had a severe mood swing today, luckily i didn't burst up.
and for an instance i forgot whats the present tense of "burst" ... Or is there any in the first place.
My brain cells are burninggggggggggggg
Wednesday, November 05, 2008
Everyone suggest me not to type or talk when i am super tired because my english will get rojak and people will go "huh what the hell are you talking about".
I believe everyone's first reaction when they go into the examination hall and sit down is either, "ohmygosh, i am dead meat", "ohmygosh, i am freaking scared", "gosh, brain dead", or something related to anxiety and fear and bla blah. But when i sat down and the paper one was right in front of me, i was like,
"EH CAN I DONT TAKE THE PAPER NOT, I WANT SLEEP ): "
Okay, then i piak myself awake. And i think overall its okay.
Ah, i dont like people who go off half way.
Like you are talking talking, then you were busy w something and you didnt reply fast then the person said " bb" then offline.
UFO ALSO NEVER FLY SO FAST CAN ):
I haven't even like................. you know.
Its so weird not sharing things w you ]:
DELIMA MAMAMAMAMAAAAA.
人有脚，会走的，请不要等到失去了才发现。那就已经太迟了。
人心难侧
I believe everyone's first reaction when they go into the examination hall and sit down is either, "ohmygosh, i am dead meat", "ohmygosh, i am freaking scared", "gosh, brain dead", or something related to anxiety and fear and bla blah. But when i sat down and the paper one was right in front of me, i was like,
"EH CAN I DONT TAKE THE PAPER NOT, I WANT SLEEP ): "
Okay, then i piak myself awake. And i think overall its okay.
Ah, i dont like people who go off half way.
Like you are talking talking, then you were busy w something and you didnt reply fast then the person said " bb" then offline.
UFO ALSO NEVER FLY SO FAST CAN ):
I haven't even like................. you know.
Its so weird not sharing things w you ]:
DELIMA MAMAMAMAMAAAAA.
人有脚，会走的，请不要等到失去了才发现。那就已经太迟了。
人心难侧
Tuesday, November 04, 2008
I had a big mental breakdown right before O Chinese.
And i had a biggest fight in my entire life right before O Chinese.
How about a simple phrase of consolation from you?
And i had a biggest fight in my entire life right before O Chinese.
How about a simple phrase of consolation from you?
Monday, November 03, 2008
My fuel is seriously running out ; i am wearingg out.
Had fever yesterday night, like really fever. Slept at like 10plus? then woke up feeling much better, but brain dead ): Mr chua had to add on to it like.. i seriously abhor him.
He asked me to stand cause i DIDN'T KNOW HOW TO DO ONE QUESTION? Wtf, freaking ridiculous? I understand he wants to push me to work hard, but this isn't the freaking way.
Then mr loh asked me to stand again cause i didn't know the working and only had the final answers.
Then Jeffrey pms-ed.
Everyone is pms-ing today.
Veronica suggest i don't talk when i am tired, but.
I feel very BITTER.
I am running a slight temperature and i have to do finish my Emaths questions or i will get screwed by him, again. I seriously very pissed off.
And i need to study chinese.
I am going to burn all my oil until i faint one day thank you very much.
Training was marvelous. I am going to be muscle woman!(: me lub lub sharon's training alot because she tortured us till i nearly cry and my muscle cramped like :O And for the first time i wanted training to end so i can go home to DO HOMEWORK ):
Two more days to Os Chinese.
I hope i really brightened up ): I shall go hungry before i go for the paper because i realise i can think much much better when i am hungry ]:
I have the crazy urge to skip my chinese Os.
Yes, crazy.
I don't dare to face to factttt. I don't have confidence to get A and i don't want my 6yrs for HC effort to go down the drain like.........
HANG ON; ITS ALL IN YOUR MINDDDDD.
Had fever yesterday night, like really fever. Slept at like 10plus? then woke up feeling much better, but brain dead ): Mr chua had to add on to it like.. i seriously abhor him.
He asked me to stand cause i DIDN'T KNOW HOW TO DO ONE QUESTION? Wtf, freaking ridiculous? I understand he wants to push me to work hard, but this isn't the freaking way.
Then mr loh asked me to stand again cause i didn't know the working and only had the final answers.
Then Jeffrey pms-ed.
Everyone is pms-ing today.
Veronica suggest i don't talk when i am tired, but.
I feel very BITTER.
I am running a slight temperature and i have to do finish my Emaths questions or i will get screwed by him, again. I seriously very pissed off.
And i need to study chinese.
I am going to burn all my oil until i faint one day thank you very much.
Training was marvelous. I am going to be muscle woman!(: me lub lub sharon's training alot because she tortured us till i nearly cry and my muscle cramped like :O And for the first time i wanted training to end so i can go home to DO HOMEWORK ):
Two more days to Os Chinese.
I hope i really brightened up ): I shall go hungry before i go for the paper because i realise i can think much much better when i am hungry ]:
I have the crazy urge to skip my chinese Os.
Yes, crazy.
I don't dare to face to factttt. I don't have confidence to get A and i don't want my 6yrs for HC effort to go down the drain like.........
HANG ON; ITS ALL IN YOUR MINDDDDD.
