The last day of 2008 suck big time.

Why promise when you can't do it?

Pissed off.

Hi team, all i want to say is.
No matter whose in, whose not. I have faith in the team, cause its Team CT! Doesn't sound convincing. But, urgh. i hope i could be better in my words ):

I don't care what other see outside court. For me, i have put in my best in the last 2 games that i was being put in. I had the strength and faith at that point of time, and it kept me going. I would say we did not bad in some of the quarters(: One last try.

Okay, i shall go off and write Bestf's christmas card. HAHAHAHA. I wrote his the last. Secret okay, don't tell him. lol
2 more days and school is gona reopen ): Its weird, i don't look forward to it. Because i have not master my Amaths. in fact, i still suck at it. And i haven't complete my poa&chinese proj and english homework! ):

RAYMOND GOH! SOMEBODY WANT T BE PROPOSED AT PARIS ATOP EIFFEL TOWER! REMEMBER HOR, I ONLY TELL YOU ONCE AND FOR ALL AH, MISS IT TOO BAD ALREADY!

Met supplier at bishan. And i made a blunder, like ohmygodness. Then trained to clementi to meet carmen t give her her hoodie. I waited for her for like 40mins ]: then yeah, rushed to je and rushed to vivo to meet veronica :D we reached on the same time hohoho :D Shopped around for dresses and i like the one above ): AND VERONICA CHANGES SUPER SLOWLY. So yeah. took a couple of photos first.

OKAY, I SHOULD BE DOING MY AMATHS NOW.
but you know.
I LOST MY FOOLSCAP PAD.
It has all my homework list and a set of AMATHS paper. Sheez. I lend it t someone to take down the score and i guess its at Anderson ): Rawr. And my 101 only favourite pencil went missing together w it. I don't know why i feel quite upset LOL.

Anyway, took 166 w yumi and nehka from amk all the way to clementi. Talked alot on the bus, moixz lub talking t them. heehee. I LOVE YOU! you see i hip already hor. I say i love you to girlfriends alr :D

Yumi thinks my mind is hard to comprehend, yet veronica think otherwise.
Anw, conclusion. huiping is a anti social girl LOL.

It takes two hand to clap, my dear.

me " eh how to go anderson uh?"

-- " i only got walk pass, don't know nice to eat not"

me " HAHAHA, I MEAN ANDERSON SEC LAH, NOT THE ICE CREAM!"

1 hour plus to get to Anderson sec. Crazy shit.
I hate my teacher in charge. Call at 10.30 to say match tmr at 9.
And i have to check how to get there and stuff. and its 11 now, and i have to wake up at 6plus tmr.
I alr have deep panda eyes. pissed off.
And i don't have breakfast tmr cause its too sudden. Double pissed off

I dreamt of you, and i cried like mad in my dream.

Christmas is over. Instead of fading away, it rushed back. I am sorry.

Emo shit, goodbye.

I just didn't want to talk about it, Bestfriend.

HAVAIANAS SPREE EXTENDEDDDDDDDDD!!!
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Monday will be hardcore netball day.
morning match + afternoon training.
MINITOONS HAVING 40% DISCOUNT FOR MEMBERS
( Dashing down to minitoons tmr after my crazy all round island meetups :D )

Happy like nehneh now. heeheee :D Cause my blogshop is finally making some profit! May it be small, but still, at least better than nothing :D I am going to travel like a retard tomorrow all around singapore again ): Wellxzx, wellxz. And i think i have poor memory, because i nearly forgot a person's order when she smsed me at midnight to confirm order. HEE :D i think i shall stop advertising cause i go twirly and messy when there are too many transactions. i hope i can settle all the transactions by 30th. *prayyyyy hard*

Okay, this is the only thing that made me happy.

Because every day of this month the feeling gets so strong that i can't suppress.
It has been nearly three month yknow. yknow, how i feel? ):

HEAVY MAPLE, LIGHT FRIEND.
HEAVY FRIEND, LIGHT HUIPING.

Veronica's eyecandy say i am anorexic.
IF I AM ANOREXIC THEN EVERYBODY IS ANOREXIC ALR. I eat twice a normal human eats pl0x. LOL.

Hi friend, I wonder how you're doing.

Hee. we were stalking missyella



I miss my hair


Goodbye.
Christmas isn't a single bit merry.

I just can't believe you're gone.
And no words can salvage it.
Not a glimpse of hope
Not that i tried very hard to salvage it.
well, whatever.
If you, Css, were t ever care, you'd ask.

Have been feeling shit for the past few days. And nobody cares :D, like you, and you, and you.

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YUMI! READ THIS:

ASSUME

ASS- U -ME

Ass, you, me.
Ass yumi :D

HEE HEE HEE!

VERY ANGRY W MY MUM.
SHE LOVE T TOUCH MY THINGS AND SEE MY STUFF.
She opened my christmas letters and many many other stuff. alot of times alr okay. f-ed up.


Bestf is funny for the first time today! LOL

me: Goshyy, i feel so girly.
him: rubbish la.. you where got girly, you so manly.
me: hoi what rubbish. hour glass hor!!!
him: where got! yours washing board lor
me: walao! where got ppl so mean t bestf one. you broke my heart you know
him: i thought your heart gold one, where got so easy break?!

veronica: eh, airport runway, tourist attraction okay!


I think i can never sleep well at 2am-3am. Yesterday ytd night yq and D sms me.
Then ytd night some buyer sms me, for one hour somemore leh. I totally can't sleep. I am like stoning the whole of today. I am deprived of sleep ):

I am vexed like some shit very vexed now. My mum is pms-ing me about going out whole day everyday. But i can't cancel my plans what. And plus, she said something like "wear until like that" to me again. When i was wearing mango tank and white skirt. VEH WHAT MEH. Alot people wear more exaggerating then me kay. I am going town. Then what you want me wear. 3 fr $10 pasar malam shirt huh.

And i am serious about closing down the Bs, super mafan ttm. And i seriously can't stand it when people tell me, see how first when replying whether they wna go for outing. Yes then yes, no then no lah.

SINGAPOREANS ARE BIASED AGAINST TALL PEOPLE. Got proof okay.
#1 Ytd, ash said something like "what! only me and two tall, black and noisy girls?"
#2 Reached admiralty at 12 to meet the buyer. She was super shocked cause we are tall.
#3 Shopping in NUM. Then the guy was like "you girls are tall huh *weird look*

VEH WEIRD T BE TALL MEH.

Okay, watched twilight today. And you know there are some people you know in life that.. you know them but you don't know whether you should say hi to them. like aiyahxz. humans are complicated ):

AIYAH I CANT THINK. BYEBYE ):

P.s. I am just so shocked why people can be so hypocritical.
P.s.s i will make you learn how to earn me @@

I think today is the most memorable day in my netball life. Cause today's training is really a killer. The sprints were tough like crazy and i vomit alright. First time. I thought i would collapse any moment! and i felt i felt horrible! sounds dramatic? Its that killer. Scary.

I ate most little today :D One waffle and one full dinner meal. And plus 4hours of tough training today. I THINK I LOST WEIGHT :DDDDDD

Okay anyway. I just realise i haven't been earning much for blogshops, sigh sigh. Going to close down after havaianas spree ends woo, Jan? :D

And and i just realise my whole christmas week is fully booked. I like being busy :DDD
AND I LOOK FORWARD TO TMR @@@@@@ !!!!

Tired, bye.

I actually prefer friendster. But its the only site that lags so much. Put-ed off.
I think i can bang myself into the wall and die because i am so indecisive. Yesterday i was like, i wna be anti socialllllll!!! Today i am replying smses. Shit moixz.
And and and. I know how to do surds and logs but i don't know absolute function., matrices and even simultaneous eqn! Easiest of Amaths manxz ):
Hoho, ali-fa, where is my calculator ]:
( lub lub maple worhxzxz, happyballoon lvl 36 alrxz. I leveled twice ytd. wooray for me!)


Today is tangyuan day :D
The tangyuan me and my mum made is superb. slurp slurp. Fats
Everyone is saying christmas is coming, school is reopening.

I am glad mum and i are good now :D
I am not so glad about friendships&netball&work
No wonder people say you will never balance life.

Just because i don't do well in school examinations my Aunties are yakking i am stupid.
8 points next yr in your face okay.

Appearing offline is nice afterall, woo.

I think mums are getting hip-er.

*points at the comp screen*
Me: mummy, i want to get this backpack. Cute or not.
mum: Buy online one ah? second hand one lah!
me: no lah, its a preorder, new one, so cheap leh
mum: don't want lah. not good one, i next week bring you out buy. Not free this week.

$25 leh. She say she sia. I wonder she will buy how much one lehxzxz.

I think i am goner already. I just realise my attention span is short like shit now. I can't even sit down and concentrate for more than half an hour. And usually i can study for hours on my study table w my computer on and i don't have to temptation. Shit luhxzxz. School is reopening.

Woo, i am wondering what bestf is giving me for christmas :D
My mum will kill me if anyone give me chocolates for christmas. HAHAHA. Because i have enough chocolates to set up a shop.
Cool mum :B

360degree change in mood.

Because huiping will always be a toy in your list. ****
I shall chuck my phone to one corner and not reply. First time huh, i will even reply people if they reply me back one word. My turn to MIA, so fun nerhxz.

no no, don't need to be nice to huiping at all. She is so forgiving what, won't turn her face on you one. Care about how she feels for what sia? Even if you disappoint or make her upset for a million times her atittude to you won't change what.
Hi, i am a human (:

I was feeling shit yesterday night and nothing cheered me up, not even Cs. Wow? Amazing huh. So, i slept at 12 and woke up at 6 ytd. Eyes were as small as goldfish and i look stony today lah. Hahaha, then Raymond said my face can turn totally BLANK.

Our match started at 10+ when we were told to reach there at 745. Wowie, thanks man. Angry me, me angry okay. And my retarded fringe made my angry retarded. Okay, what am i talking. Played GA again ]: But fortunately, i managed to tune myself on during match :D

Supposed to meet up w my cousin. Then i was so sleepy that my mind is totally blank. I took out my phone after my match, then i forgot what i want to do. THEN I FORGOT TO MSG HER. Then she forgot she had to pass my money too. When she remembered, she was in the cinema watching twilight. HAHAA, now you know why we are cousins. Because we have GREAT memory.

Went to carmen's house w yumi, linyan and raymond. I was being taught mahjong and texas poker! I think i can never enter a high class casino. Because i can't control my ecstacy(?) when i get good cards. HAHAHA.

okay anw. I shall go and do some work, hopefully.
I will end up playing maple =/ Although i said i want t quit. shit me.
my mum is pms ing like crazy. And she seriously spoils my mood every time.
DSSAAFSARWW !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


Mia, mia. Now mia berry cool horxz. I shall mia too kay. Set ah.

Why say, i miss talking to you. When you don't mean it? Maybe you do, but i seriously doubt it. Because your replies doesn't show. Because i feel so one sided, trying hard to continue the conversation. All you have to do is to start the conversation to make yourself look good. I am sorry my friend, i've been busy and tired these few days and the things you do makes me nonchalant. You have changed and i hate to say that. And i hate changes, sigh. How can i put this to you? Sigh. i miss talking to the old you.

Everyone is going mia. im tired, really ):
When you don't know someone well, i don't see a reason in disliking the person. Because all you see is a vague impression. Never judge the book by its cover, heh.

I AM FINALLY NONCHALANT. Gosh, should i be happy or sad? Mixed.

I am tired now, to the very very maximum ]: haha, Cs abhor the word "maximum" But i can't find another word to replace maximum ):

Went t library w veronica t do homework, SUPPOSEDLY. Then i went to do 5 maths question and 1 christmas card. Then we went vivo to shop. HEEE :D Then i saw suxiang there(!!!) :O super shocked, but yeah, she didn't know it was me. And i saw joshuaC and his friend, AGAIN. Saw them on 196 ytdxzxz lol

Veronica! you are so cutexxzz. Gosh, why did i typed that. Must be my evil twin. SIGH.
HEE HEE HEE ~

My mum is having pms again ):

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I see the red warning sign above my forehead warning that i am over tired ]:

I think i shall put my blogshop to a standstill, means i won't put anymore new items. My flu and weird-kinda sorethroat have been accompanying me for don't know how many 64416874643 days alr ]:

My to-do list is still as long, in fact, its growing because i've touch none of them ):

I shall maple for a short while :D HEE!

Woo. Back from town.
Went to Adeline's place w yq, veronica to do chinese proj, SUPPOSEDLY. But we ended up using comp t blog shop and stuff haha. I am lazy to advertise on tagboards anymore ): Dunchxxz care.

Went to town, The cathay to watch Bolt AGAIN ); But its 3D this time round. And i nearly fall asleep D: i can't sleep ytd night, i think i slept at 2plus? and i woke up at 8+. 6 SHORT HOURS!

I just realise i have alot of things to do ):
#1 Read finish 3 books ):
#2 20 cards for Christmas
#3 Chiong finish my Amaths rev.
#4 Do finish my chinese powerpoint.
Crazy ):

Bestf veh bestf. He doubts i am a girl. Because i don't paint my nails, i don't wear make up. He hadn't seen me in skirt/dress before. And etc etc. Sui bianxzxz narhxzxz.
URGH ): VEH LONG NEVER MAPLE W BESTF ALR. BESTFFFFFFFFFF ):



Photos ytd:

Overdued Genting pictures:






Bestf's condo:
Today's photo! :


Failed #1
Failed #2
Failed #3
Failed #4
Failed #5

I THINK I JUMPED 100 TIMES BEFORE VERONICA TOOK A JUMP SHOT OF ME. (WHICH WASNT UPLOADED) HER PHOTOGRAPHY SKILLS OWNXZ RIGHT HAHAA. By the time she took the final one my face was super grumpy. uploadin it tmr :D

YES LOOK AT MY KUKU FRINGE!

Class bbq pictures:



BUSY LIKE SHIT ): I've been working online for 3hours, trying to slash prices etc and time flies like rocket.
Done up half of my blog shop. Mainly selling Havaianas. Please support
My blog shop



i haven't do advertising. So its as dead as shit. But i don't care ): I am busy like shit today and i am sick now ]: My fever is coming back ):

Okay so. Shenting called me and woke me up in the morning ): MOK AH! ):
Then sms team training cancelled and had to contact sharon, frantic.
Then getting supplier for my blog shop and doing up one wasn't easy ]:

Then after that, met up w yumi, veronica and carmen at far east for shopping :D
I was rushing and busy so yeah, i was wearing netball outfit. Weird tho. But i dont care :D
Bought two tees and a mango tanktop for blogshop. Then bought papers for christmas cards. Papers are veh expensive okay! ):

Then ran w veronica and did some funny stuff. haha.
Then camwhored.

I seriously NEED to do my homework.
And, i am seriously veh sick now ): shit.
Proj + clique outing tmr.
My mum kinda asked me not to keep myself so busy =/
Let me survive pleasee ):

Bestfriend. It has been long since we talked.

I guess i am having a severe mood swing now. My mum pissed me off like crazy just now. So anyway, went to town w bro and mum. They love taka, robinsons. But i am direct opposite, i dislike it. Not that their stuff aren't good but they don't have what i want. And i spent like maybe, 6hours doing nothing, merely walking along w them.

So, okay. I wish, i hope, i want to know whats wrong with bestfriend like seriously. Are we still besties or are we not. Why are we so vulnerable. meh ):
And i dislike talking to D now. And i guess its the same old circle.
1) someone cute caught your attention
2) Add that someone in your msn
3) Very friendly at first, talk until sibei happy nerhxzxz
4) Talk almost everytime online
5) After that will find out the bad points and drift away
6) From very interesting group to, go and die group.

There are seriously very few people who doesn't fall into this category among my friends. meh.

The only thing that makes me more joyful is that there will be a clique outing on tuesday :D Like finally. And am lookin very forward to it :DD heee! Although we arent like super close yet i still love this bunch of people. Cause they are true friends that will be there for you. Unlike plastic friends or friends that say hi and bye. lub lub you all okay :D
Let me tell you why i love this bunch of people. Because they are like THIS:
( AND OBVIOUSLY I WON'T SHOW MY UNGLAM PHOTO *beams* )
Okay, these are the most "us" side. LOL







Was feeling very grumpy ):
Then CS called and made my day! :O
Thanks CS, me also lub lub you okay.