I made a sudden decision to join SRC yesterday ahahha. So went for the thing today. I think is pretty fine, except that i wasn't on my form today. Then Veronica scold me (!!!) She was like, hoi you west zone also never like that! Later even src don't want you then you know!!
Okay lah i added the second sentence myself.

And i like src!! Their washroom damn coolioxz. Its my most comfortable bath. HAHA. Well, then went to have lunchhhh. The food place is scam kay. Veronica's economic rice is $6 (!!) She only ordered 3 dishes. And my "magee mee" is $5.50 canxzxz. And i realise netball world is so small small small. And the people there are very niceeeeee :D

Supposed to walk to national library but we ended up in Clarke quay then trained to je. Tried to study but gah, then went imm to walk arnd :D

Gosh, my head is threatening to splittttttt.

Blah. I've been trying all sorts of things to make my inspiration run.
Eating ice cream, blog hopping, reading eclipse, rolling on my bed, staring at blank space. But i can't find my inspiration to write my environment compo ):
I want a simple yet leave-people-deep-impression type ): I love that kind of narrative. urghxz. If only my vocabulary isn't of pea size i could have easily, cheese caking-ly finished the compo and heading for bed now D:
(2hours, still no inspiration D: )

OH MY GOSH (!!!)

I've no idea why i always look like a walking zombie when i'm in school. Veronica said i look like living dead. HAHAHA.

I shall sleep at 9 today!! :D
Date w veronica tmr :D heehee. Grins.

I'm happy i finally ______ HAHA, jeffy jeffy knows whiexxz.

But i can't go for bestf's school carnival on 14th ):
Cause 4c1 is having a class camp on 13 and 14 march! heehee tonning and exciting activities. Veryyyy exciteddddd. Because its my FIRST time camping w my class!! Every yr the stinking school have to withdraw us out for the sports camp. Idiot. So yay, first time.
Love mrs chua, love who ever that planned it :D

I can't prove geometry for nuts.
Godness. Test on next Tuesday. And i haven't successfully proven ONE question on geometry.
I'M SO FREAKING ANGRY W MYSELFFFFFF ):

I'm distracted like shit.):
I've been home at arnd 3plus 4. And i haven't do a single shit of homework or revision.
*Screams*

I'm like at home. Yet a place where there are most restrictions. Such an irony.

And i somehow regretted coming home so early. nehneh. Urghxz.
Grumble grumble grumble (!!!)

I want my magee mee ): But my mum is hogging the kitchen at 3pm Crazy woman. I wonder who cooks dinner at 3. Uh, i hate home full stop

Gosh,

I just never get things right ):


Caught he's just not that into you at vivo on the front row of the cinema. All the actors and actresses in the movies are so fat to me hahaha.
Talk to meeeeeee, youuuuuu ):

It's do or die, this is either or. says:
you rly look like twit!

Huiping. says:
HAHAHA
WHAT SIA
LOL

*censor*

Huiping. says:
okay lor
next time i smile like sharon
the pic w sharon
my eyes like
dont know go where

It's do or die, this is either or. says:
LOL
you cant control ur eyes

Huiping. says:
HAHAH EYES SPASM
LOL

It's do or die, this is either or. says:
u whole day also idling eyes
LOL SPASM HAHAHA
you 24 hours spasm

Huiping. says:
HOI WHAT

It's do or die, this is either or. says:
you not tired ah

Huiping. says:
I STARE AT YOU TMR THEN YOU KNOW
LOL

It's do or die, this is either or. says:
you whole day nv look at us talk wan!! LOL

Huiping. says:
IDIOT

It's do or die, this is either or. says:
ya ok
i shall wait and seeee
ltr u spasm again


I've been eating a bar of chocolate everyday, shiatttt.
When we were eating mos burger, i found a strand of hair in my burger!!!
Then mel helped me to exchange for another one. Means i ate one and a half burger :D heehee. And i came home and ate dinner again. Pig :D
Shall stop complaining and exercise soonnnnn, yeah, when i have the mood to, some day :D





Thanks mel for the picture :D
Well, i think i look pretty tired from the pictures.
Ah, i've no idea why i smile / look like a twit.
My face looks so puff ed up cause i only had 7 hours of sleep for weeks.

I'm a computer addict, omg.
Heehee, i love to appear offline now :B

I'm pretty satisfied w my Chemistry test :D
Its my first "B" for Chemistry since i started learning Chemistry, haha :D
I just suck at Chemistry, i know some of the people out there their lowest is prolly a B. Whatever it is.

And i know my previous post is bimbotic ttm, urgh, was like having the urge to type like that. But i certainly don't talk like that man. lol.

Team lunch was not so bad (:
And sharon's team mates are so, kreepppyyyy.
Online stalkers! :O
HI :D

Ahhh, should sleep more.
I'm ignoring everyone =/

Movie date w girlfriends tmr (:
My mum was pretty shocked bout my Chem B cause i reach home at like, 7plus 8 every day =/
Shall be a nerddd, soon :D

I'm so out these days lah, ohmygodness. Bestf totally owned me flat ytd.

wj: What movies have you watched in the cinemas?
me: uhm, i guess none except for the benjamin buttons one.
wj: *stares at me* SO DEPRIVED AH. You need to come out more often man, omg.

Then today. I got owned by secret friend also.

me: eh, lets go catch a movie!
him: What show?
me: uhmmm. he's just not that into you?! :D
him: hahaha! *laugh at me* I watch already :D You still got what you wna watch?

*think for very long* ( Later i malu how, cause i don't know any other shows in cinema D:)

SHIAT LAH. Have been netballing and homeworking for the past months.
Shall go and update myself, SOON.

Just went through the theory part of Emaths test tmr =/

Met qianhui, veronica and yumi for MAC breakfast!! :D I only slept for 6hours, grumbles. It was 11+ ytd then i realise i have school today. So, i forgot to sleep again ):

*Reads veronica's blog*
EH, i frequent dictionary.com alot of times today.
Cause i was talking to someone online, then his English vocab is rich like bill gates. Then i keep referring to the dictionary.com. Shiat, and my vocab isn't that limited one hor. So you imaginnnn.

AND OMG. I think veronica and i have weird, chemistry/telepathy.
I was just wondering why isn't she online, as usual.
THEN SHE TEXTED MEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE. eeee, *freaked out and run away*
If only she is a guy ):
Like seriously lor. Go school and home w a guy then see all your glams and unglams side. Then so koool ):

Anyway,
SOMEBODY SMILE AT ME TODAYYY!!!
I've been telling that t jeffrey, bestf and secret friend.
Fan si ta men. LOL :D
But still.. heehee. I like guys who smile, half laughing. Like er, nvm

My lil pinky toe on my left was very painful. So i excused myself from PE. hahahaa. most retarded excuse everrr.

Oh yeah, well, mrs chua came in for the whole period and lecture as about our class being not bonded. Well, i think its rather okay except its clique ly. I think the girls and guys in our class are very approachable whattt. pouts, kay whatever.
Then i talked t some senior in 4c1 some yr. He told me every tcher will come in scold them like shit, say they lan. then in the end, after you all graduate they will start t praise you. Irony -.-

Veronica: ahaha so hows your date w your secret friend?
Hp: very boring one. But the aftermath is more interesting!!! When i got home and on comp and talked t someone online! HEEEHEEE!!!
Veronica: HAHA OH MY OWN THE STUPID THING FLAT, WHATS HIS NAME? OH ___ (secret friend's name)

HAHA, okay lah, lucky he doesn't read blog. That was so mean lah veronica. LOL!

Okay lah, stop slacking. BAIBAI :)
Happy girl.

Crap, i feel so crap now.

I'm left w yuwenlianxi5, jianbao and 2 topics of Emaths revision and its 945 now. Crap. I don't wna do my work.

( Mac breakfast w Qh, yumi and veronica tmr :D , like finally )

Shouldn't have came online.


Went to combine school band concert w bestf. Yumi ps-ed, HORHORHOR. Bestf seriously can't shut his mouth up. HAHAHA.

Urgh, BAIBAI.
Stupid thing.

My nose is raining mucus. Used like one quarter of the big tissue box ):


me: EH OMGOMG. So-and-so. and so-and-so tell me bugis got bomb leh!!!! Omg. If got bomb, we die sia. ITS NOT GOOD TO LIVE IN A CENTRALISED AREA AFTERALL ): Lets go woodlands more often

(cause every time veronica and i will show off how assesible our house it situated. Every where also very near )

Veronica: got bomb we all die lah! ~~~~~
: omg ____ SMS ME. I REALLY MUST RUN ):

( Omg, i don't want to die. I haven't found my true love!! I haven't get to own people in studies yet!! I haven't get my first pay!! my first blah blah blah~ YET OMG. I shall confess to my crush later!!!!! okay, kidding, siao -.- )

me: eh ohmygod. so-and-so tell me so-and-so like so-and-so sia!!!!

veronica: LOL YAH I KNOW! someone told me before. He not handsome lor! you go see his fb! He like can't smile!

me: LOL NO LOR. He real life keep smiling one. Don't know spasm or what sia -.-

Veronica: YOU GONA GET KARMA I TELL YOU. LATER ON YOU'LL KEEP ON SMILING. STUPID GIRL.

HAHAHA OMG. i keep smiling now. KARMA GOT MEE!!!!!! : O
And i went to see the so-and-so fb.
He really not hot :S

Omg, stop procastinating.
Shall start revising on my Emaths.
I've been sleeping every lesson during Maths. I know less than nuts, i know air bout whats going on

BAI BAI!

Band concert tomorrow )=)
DATING YUMI : O

Dreading for Os to end. Yet dreading to leave my friends.
I wonder how is it like, making new friends all over again. I've mention it times and times again but the feeling of fear is still as strong.
I'm so afraid to leave somewhere so so familiar.

Shareen said something cool when i was defending her today.
"you all quite cool, classmates for 4yrs"
Well, coming t think bout it. i've never have goodfriends for 4 yrs ):
And if only me and veronica were to go same poly/jc and uni. Then we will be Schoolmates/friends for our ENTIRE education life man.

I want to eat chocolates ):
But my flu and husky sexy voice is stopping me.
I zao xia-ed like shit during netball today.
But qh still insisted on me calling out her name. HAHA.




Redsports report on Ct Vs ny (click here!!)

Credits: http://redsports.sg/

Lol, sometimes i really wonder how i look when i play netball. Cause whenever there is netball pictures. I look freaking unglam. And i think the redsports reporter got a fetish on me or something AHAHA. It kept mentioning me. You see:

"However, the Clementi Town Goal Keeper helped the Nanyang cause by committing contact fouls, which allowed Nanyang to bring the ball into the goal circle effortlessly"
(say me somemore!!!)

"Clementi Town’s Goal Keeper found a way to stop the Nanyang midfielders from feeding the shooters but it was just too late for Clementi Town to close the gap."

Lucky got praise me! If not i sueeeeee them. LOL. Okay just kidding.

Anyway, had health checkup today and i have perfect eyesight (!!!!!)
HAHAHAHAA. If you believe me :D
Anyway i lost 1 kg very very very hairpeeee :D

I did something really, out of ordinary after school today.
Cause yknow Macdonalds from 12-2 they have some promotion offer.
THEN FOR US, NETBALLERS ): Its super rare we have time t go out eat and stuff. So, we get very excited when we can have lunch outside.
I RAN FROM THE SCHOOL, TO THE MAC LEH! Hoi, one bus stop hor.
I made in just in time for the thing man. I'm like, the LAST customer they accepted lah.
Wooo :D

I'm so glad its over.
Sorry to say, i'm really happier.
All the best, goodbye.

I'm so glad i got to talk t you :D

I'M 5TH FROM THE LEFT! :D



HAHAHA I LIKE THIS ONE. CAUSE MY SIDE VIEW LOOKED SO SKINNY. LUB LUB :D

Speaking of 4c1. Its amuses me how some people are so "huh?"
You don't even give a chance to people to explain their actions and whatsoever then you send them to death sentence. Sigh.
And, yeah. People are so so so judgmental.



Hello, its so weird being so free and cca less.
Uh, reminds me of the sms sharon sent. Then veronica, yumi and i were walking to sumo house t have lunch. Then we cried in the middle of no where, walking. People must thought we are lunatics.

Second day without netball.
Weird like shit.

Anyway, survived triple Chemistry today. 3 PERIODS STRAIGHT HOR, imbah hor.
Anyway, caught some movie. I think is, the curious case of benjamin buttons. HOI YUMI AND VERONICA DONT LAUGH, i know theres some mistake somewhere above.

So many thoughts.
If only i can find suitable phrasing.
Js.

Guess i'm just the one of your MANY friends you wanted to catch up with.
When will you be truthful, god.

Flunk my Chinese and bio test. Wah, both are my stronger subj. But the littlest effort.
I guess i'm immune to failing alr.
I still remember i used to cry and emo whenever i fail a Common test. *laugh*

Its 9.40 now.
And i still have Chemistry and POA to go.
Half way through Chem. But i know nuts about poa still. shit me ttm.
And my flu and throat and fever is getting my nervesssss.

I feel so bad.
I asked.... 3 people not to talk t me because i want t study.
karmaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

OKAY STUDY.
*put on the thinking cap*

Thanks RV for rooting us today, tho...
Thanks all the condolence sms, i'm still alive, breathing.

Well, don't think i've the mood to study for my Chem test.
How should i start......

Today, is the first time i was being blown ed like shiat. Every time i go for the ball, beep. Everytime i put my hands up, beep. Like, every move was being called for. Till the point, the umpire warned me twice, "last chance" And i nearly got sent out, and the team had to play cripple. I was like thinking, omg, huiping. This is so not you. From not being blown at all, to getting blown for everything. Maybe, really wanted it too much. And sharon took me out for one quarter because of that. And, i feel, so stupid, so dumb. Well, every thing is over, nothing t dwell on.

And no, i didn't played well just now.

I feel like.
I'm emotionally attached to netball.
I feel like, "gosh, what am i going to do w/o netball trainings?"
It feels, so empty.
Like the aim in your life is being stripped right off you.
Finally, i found the fire, then, i couldn't bring it far.
I want sharon, sharon sharon sharon to be my coach for ever.
Well, today is the first and last time she scolded me on court( for zonals luh ).

I've no idea why i took it so strongly.
Cry cry cry, its still a full stop.

Tomorrow tomorrow.
Tomorrow might be our last match, might be the end of our journey. Might be the last centre past, last interception, last pass, last time we wear our jersey. But no, tomorrow shall not be the last time.
We train, rain or shine, just to prepare ourselves for this tournament.
We sweat, bleed or even cry just to prep us up.
Its so stupid to give up at the last minute.
Why train so hard in the first place? Cling onto this for so so long. Isn't it just for this moment?
I won't let it just go down the drain.
When you want to give up, think, why did you trained so hard in the first place for?

When sharon skipped her trainings for us.
When sharon cabbed down every training for us.
When sharon prepare and plan training for us.
When sharon give up her sleep and rest, just for us.
When she do so many so many things for us, just to help us achieve our goal.
We've got what it takes, why not?

Everyone hate leaving the court w regret.
Why not give in your best just for the Ten minutes each time.
We can't decide whats the past. But its us, us who decide what is going to happen tomorrow.
Can't undo what we did; definitely can do what we hadn't.
Assumptions are bull shit, CT netballers are going to prove you wrong
Bestest team is going to show the bestest play tomorrow. Bring it on ny :)



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Okay, i'm stinky tired now.
My brain cells are warning low. I hope i don't have any error on the above post.
Veronica said something funny, rare hor.

Me: yknow, alot of my friends are christian then they tend to say. "i'll pray for you" Then hor, now i'll just instinctively say "i'll pray for you" But then, i'll think, i pray t who sia?

( like christians they do devotions. other religious doesn't luh )

Veron: CAN! log on to guanyinma.com and type in your prayer.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

How beautiful can today get.

Ostracized myself from the crowd for two weekends straight. And my mum is complaining i keep running out, shit her. All i've been is school and home and tournament and stuff. So yeah, keep quarreling like nobody's business.

I kept procrastinating stuff luh.
Haven't done my revision for Chem and Chinese test (tmr)
I mean, i'm serious. And i've no intention t do them.
I'm tired of studyyyyying ing ing ing. shitxz.

And i finally met people that are hard to comprehend, rarexzxz.

*knock knock*
Brother comes in and ask if i want to get a new cell cause he manage to get this $50 voucher. My brother is forever resourceful one. All types of voucher also got -.- Kowtow to him man.
So he was like "want t get or not?"
Then i was like, "okay lor"
THEN, nearly went to get my new cell phone today lor. So impulsive. Haven't even do my research yet! Then my dad drove his car to don't know where and go mia. Then i can't get it ): Have t wait till next week.

But still, i can get a new phoneeee.
Should i be happy or what.
I'm contented w my k770i tho it quite get my nerves at times, but its still functioning properly! Considering the fact that i dropped it from high ground for a thousand times, no kid. And its only like, 1 yr and 1 week old.
And rarely, my mum doesn't mind what model i get. Cause i'm forking out the money out myself. Cheapo mum -.- Fyi, i paid for my bag, my brazilliano out of my own pocket money. Its burning a big hole luh, pl0x.

Howeverrrr, I'm still comtemplating between, Samsung innov8 or Samsung Pixon or Samsung Omnia or SE C905. Have been eyeing Omnia for pretty long. But i kinda fall in love w samsung innov8 :D W 8mp cam and Wifi. Heehee.

27 suicides and 200 starjumps and so-intensive-training w Sharon tmr.
And match w ny on Tuesday.
Bless me with all the luck you've.

ohmygosh, this one is so funny


Tokling. says:
Alvin says:
YES

lol i think i know u. ur name is so familiar
u r the cousin of toh hui ping is it?

Huiping says:
HAHAHHAA
WAH
I DIDNT KNOW IM THAT DISTINCT SIA
LOL

Tokling. says:
lol damn farny la.. you still keep in contact with alvin?
i dont even rmb his face or something

Huiping says:
no
i didnt even rmb his face

Tokling. says:
then he still rmb you ah
wah maybe ppl want to jio you or something
LOL
wah siao leh

( The last and first time i saw him was more than a month ago )

----------------------------
Another convo at Damien's.
Something like

me: eh, you didn't have difficulty finding me meh? I can't believe you regconised me!!!

D: no, you uber tall. and your hair and everything. So i first one spot you alr.

me: then didn't you see veronica? she also uber tall, taller than me. somemore she walked right in front of you before me?!

D: huh, omg really ah.

me: ya, i know i cute, don't need like that.

D: LOL. you don't ego la! haha.

-----------------------------

HAHAHAHA.
NOT EGO HOR.
HAHAHAHA, BUT ANW, YA.
Didn't realise i'm that uhm, distinct or something.
LOW PROFILE LAH. LOL

Pardon meeeeee, narcissism for a momentttt :D








New moon trailer :O ( Nov 09.) still damn long omg ):


But, i guess the movie won't be that touching as the book ):
COOKING SPAGHETTI FOR LUNCHHHHHHHHHHHHH :D Yayness.


Nice lor, no meh =/
Happy valentines day :D
Kenneth just told me my cookies are nice. heehee :D

If there is an island whereby there are no politic issues and stuff, i want to be the first to migrate there.

If i could read minds like Edward Cullen.

Say goodbye and focus on priorities.

Crap, i just lost all of my SPA worksheets mrs yong gave out a few days ago. wtf.
Good game man.
I want to cry alrxzxzxz ):

Timotheus just gave me an energy boost!!!!!
SAME FREQUENCY ONE SIA. OMG
I HOPE I FOLLOW HIS FOOTSTEP THEN I WIN ALR :D

Huiping says:
omg omg i also want to go SA! i like the uniform!! :D

The Man Of Few Words©™; A Sojourning Pilgrim says:
lol!
up to you lor
We see next year
haha!

Huiping says:
Scarly i get 20 points D:

The Man Of Few Words©™; A Sojourning Pilgrim says:
please lah
most probably you won;t

Huiping says:
why not!
I sec3 throughout the yr constant 21 sia.

The Man Of Few Words©™; A Sojourning Pilgrim says:
sec 3 i also 20!
If i remember correctly.

Huiping says:
AND NOW YOU GOT 12!?
haha okay gooooooooooooodddddddddd
Arts or science stream!?
what subjects?

The Man Of Few Words©™; A Sojourning Pilgrim says:
lol!
bio geog econs
h1 math

Huiping says:
h1 MATHS?
serious not

The Man Of Few Words©™; A Sojourning Pilgrim says:
=.=
yes
maybe u dunno
but my math is horrible

Huiping says:
huh, are you serious not
OMG
I FOUND SOMEONE SAME FREQUENCY AS ME!!!

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Disheartened.

X:
Where should i start? I shall type out everything i guess, thats the only way i'll feel better.
Yes, i am upset, very, very disheartened, and my heart ached. If only i paid more attention to you. If only i hadn't took you for granted in the beginning. If only i didn't neglect you. If only i hadn't sacrifice you for my own selfish reasons. Will everything be different?
Well, for the last few days, i've been thinking about this. I always had been, you being nice and talking to me, beside me. Well, i guess recently things have changed. I don't know whether you care, but. It really matters to me, a lot. Maybe things are really so different that you don't even sense how i feel anymore.
I love you so much as a friend. It stunned me, how much it'd affect me, how much it matters. F, why am i even crying now when i'm typing this. I seriously hate things to change. You and your so "cruel world" mind-set. I feel so ignorant, because i just feel like telling you, i just to be your goodfriend forever even if we go different school, different path, why not?
And i really meant what i wrote in your birthday card. In class, i tried to tell you how i feel, but it just got stuck. When i finally got the courage to tell you, i don't even have the courage to try and make things right. I've too many, abundance of fail ed attempts.
Maybe i'm just being too emotional. Maybe you don't even realise the change. And, i'm sort of glad you don't read, blogs.

And, i have to admit this affected my performance today, and i'm sorry.

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On a lighter note.
Thanks for all the Vday/Fday gifts! :D


Freshly baked cookies! First attempt!!!! :D




Dad's ride to school :D Random.

CAN YOU LIKE SEE THE MOON?

when the moon was roundest brightest biggest!



Yesterday:

Totally cui yesterday man. Had a match w HC. Saw damien! omg omg :D But i don't have a clue what hes said, oh well. lol. Quite shocked he regconise me tho. Cause ashleigh can't regconise me the other dayyy -.-

I thought ytd's match was quite shiock tho we lost. Eh hwa choong leh. If we won them we can be national champs already. Well, did my best. My fire was burning ing ing :D

Then freaking tired after the match. And we board the wrong bus, and took 961 all the way to woodlands. Godness. Reached home at around 10 and Ko-ed w/o touching the comp. so you can imagin how tired i was because i'm like, online everyday =/

Oweing sharon 27 suicides and 200 starjumps D:

Sometimes i just wish i can live alone.
I know it sounds so, eh-you-not-mature-lah. still young don't know how to think.
But how should i feel when my mother really gets on my nerve everyday?
Sometimes i just feel like shouting fuck at her and ask her to shut up.

I know i've been using the f word frequently and i don't use it last time.
Sorry but, i seriously hate stuff.

I don't have a clue how i survived today.
Slept at 11 plus yesterday, crap.

Bio test, i seriously anyhow whack, for the first time *cross fingers*
I manage to write everything in 10mintues? not sure whether is wrong or what and slept the rest of the half an hour away. Steady huh, first time. Tired like some shit.

Never had been so suay.
serious hor.
Yumi and i were walking innocently down the flight of stair for our recess. then some disciplinary teacher just came by and say our skirt sia. Stunned or shock.
The most memorable sentence she said was " netball girl must wear short skirt? like mini skirt like that?"
If i were some lianxz i would have retaliate luh. Wah, knee length skirt mini skirt sia. Go brush up your english pl0x.

Wondering, why did i even try to be nice to you.
If only you know how i feeeeel.

I'm tired ttm.

Talking about stress level.
I want to scream. out. loud.
I want 6points. please.


I feel very ____.
I dont know.

The feeling of winning any school except for that school doesn't make me smile after the game.
7 sucides, 360 star jumps and match with hwa choong I on Thursday. And match w pioneer on Friday. How should i feel? Embrace it with love? hiong ness? excited? Well. the fire in me just stopped burning this week. And i seriously can't find the strength.

And well. I failed my Chemistry again. Got owned by veronica and qh leh.
Well, maybe i should be happy at least i got at least a high A1 for poa.
Oh crap. Where is my cursor =/

And when i told my mum i fail my Chem. All she did was to pour me a bucket full of cold water.
"netball lah, sec 4 alr netball. You see, now no time study. keep netball netball, very good!"
Fuck, what you want me to do?
Lose all my matches and quit immediately?
Then i might as well don't join netball from the first day.

I just realised i can't control my emotions well anymore. Tired, i really am.
If only, i can own in studies and netball. I really want it.
Strength, where are you?


Well, I'm kinda surprised when kenneth still keep the lil card i wrote for him when i was secondary two (: it kinda bring back alot of memories when i stared at the card. I remember he was my close friend? uh? (: Well well.

Well, i hate this week. busy like shit.

Slept at like 9 ytd. pig

HELLO! I WANT TO DATE ALL MY FRIENDS ON 18 APRIL!
Ctss having a carnival :D

Help me ignite my fire.

TODAY'S MOON IS THE ROUNDEST, BRIGHTEST NICEST!
No wonder the elders say you can't study and gamble.
I lost like some shit in texas ):

Anyway, i announced the wrong score this morning. shitxz. yumi said i said 32-37. When my mind was thinking " 22-37" and our score was 22-37 lah anyway. Well well :D

I'm very tired.
The place below my eyes are like burgling out.
I had insomnia yesterday night luhxzxz.
I lie on my bed for like, one hour thinking about stupid stuff and i can't seem to fall asleep. And i still cant reach a conclusion. sigh ):
Then read finish my new moon and went to bed at 12?


Anyway i am kind of happy that hong lao shi say my lesson are good :D Like omg, i was so scared that i may screw up because she said that chapter is tough and in depth. I asked my mum to help me w some stuff and she is like claming credits from me lah (!!!)

Gosh. Vday is coming ):
Can i say i dreaddddd it.

Yumi is funny ttm ohmygod.
SHE WANTS TO GO SAME SCHOOL AS ME CAUSE SHE SCARED SHE'LL GET LOST LOL.
P.s. she always walk the wrong way in our small lil school. Then i was like, she go jc or uni GG alr.

OHMYGODNESS.
ANGRY TTM
I first time scold a person in the face.
I just realised i don't really scold people. mmm hmm.

But that person is seriously kp and shit ttm.
if i were face t face w him i seriously will slap him.
( i swear i won't compromise anymore )

HOT NEWS! i've uploaded jeffrey naked photo. Not here lah ofcourse. LOL





Haha i nearly owned J yesterday in texas then i had too much adrenaline then i went ALL in. Then lady luck flew to his side then he swallow all my money ): Got owned flat.

AHAHAHA, AND STOP LAUGHING AT MY CHICKEN NETBALL STYLE. Even bestf laughed at me omg. My team mates are so kind not to laugh at me during trainings, it must be so hard for them. ahem ahem.

I don't want to study i want to slack ): omg.
I was contemplating about whether to aim for jc or por-lee.
Then damien told me all the pros of going to hc and nj. then he was like, "go nj lah! then our school opp only! :D "
I think the world changed!!! according t him, nj and hc no longer have nerds(few tho). Pretty girls and cute guys now already okay. pretty+ clever. Confirm get own one.
Why singapore suddenly so many pretty girls (!?!?! ) and clever somemore.

Sigh way to go........
Let you see a glimspe at my weekend homework list. Excluding revisions of tests to be done hokay ): And this is not the most, its average okay. As you can see from my handwritting, i hate hmkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk ):

TOO MUCH OF SBQs

The message of this photo is to tell me that huiping looks like chicken. I know this as the sources depicts her catching the ball like a chicken. This tells me that she plays netball like a chicken. By portraying herself in the negative light, she hopes that she will not be too delicious to be cooked by kfc.


Ever since Zonals start my msn status has always been busy.
I'm seriously tired ttm.
I hate SBQs.
I was doing my sbq and i suddenly burst in front of bestf. I guess i shocked him.
And i cursed the f word, so not my style.

And, for once i close my heart. So not my style.

Maybe, its PMS
I need a break, please.

And i clearly see whose my friend, whose not. Sadly, J, you don't belong to the category and i guess you won't see this or give a damnxz f.

The day where i nearly crumble into what i was four months back.
It took me ages to build it up, yet so easy for you to tumble it.
I guess, i am just as vulnerable.

LOL! I chiong texas poker in Fb like krazy. Won 5k in one shot. Shiock like don't know what! :D Was playing w Hc and __ (cant write name if not he use chopper chop me ) . hong chao noobxxzxz, play 20 only. HAHAHA.

So, had match in the morning.
I flew at the last quarter today. literally flew off, and landed, freaking unglamy. Cause i think me and the shooter jumped together and i bounced off her and flew.

Oh and i forgot to say!!!
Yumi veronica and i were at vivo ytd. then yumi was playing w the netball. Then it bounced off and hit one lady's leg. THEN THAT LADY IS THE SINGAPORE TEAM NETBALLER PEARLYN CHAN (?!) LOL! Then then! the netball has got her own signature! like freaking coincidental ohmygodness. But i don't think she saw the signature thoxz.

Then after match. Ate then went to town to shop my bag!
Veronica keep saying i'm hot, ohmytian ):
I'M STRAIGHT ):
Bought a kappa school bag :D Freaking hairpeeexzxz :D

OHMYGOSHXZXZ. I am like dying anytime soon luhxz.
My life is all about (school, netball, homework homework, plus a little fb games and sleep) At least there are still some recreational stuff but stil....

Okay today in class is funny ttm.
Cause mrs chua punishes people that doesnt change to their uniform.

Jeffy: eh mrs chua never catch me sia.
*5 mintues later*

Mrschua: Jeffrey, why didn't you change into your uniform ~~~~
Then she made jeffrey strip his shirt !
The whole class laugh like shit lah. LOL!
Then i took pictures of him, scandal ttm! LOL.
But haiyah, shan't post it, abit mean.
But he has got cleavage, not bad lah. HAHAHAA.

Then had match. It kept raining on the offs. Played under heavy rain, machiam like showering. Then it got postpone to tmr ):
I'm like, speechless or something.
Supposed to go out but then, had to push back everything and stuff ]: Then i think Cs is angry, aiyahxzxzz ):

I've like, tons of homework again.
BAIBAI.

I am like tired ttm lah omg. Sleeping like 7hours everyday only )):

i have like tons of homework dued tomorrow. I shall make it super quick manxz. I want to play fb games ): Addicted manxz.

Today... went up t stage t make the announcement about th match. i swear i have stage fright man. omg. I thought its a pretty easy task until i step up the stage, then anxiety totally fill me manxz. I was like thinking, oh shit. And i don't have a script and stuff. Then my first natural reaction was
er..... (continues w announcement)
And its frigging obvious i had stage fright. I nearly cried luh omg. Yes i swear i don't know why am i like this also. Strange. Wellxz, i am glad its overrr. Veronica was like, eh, actually you're a super shy girl sia. NEH TOLD YOU ALREADY, I VEH SHY ONE :B

I nearly died during training today. I think i only spoke a few sentence. Period is the last thing i need during training man. Fortunately isn't miss choo, if not i'll be dead by now. The most memorable sentence she said to me, " What if you had a important match and you're like this? Are you going to tell the umpire you wna postpone it? " Wellxz wellxz.

Im like playing spot the diff everyday :D
heeheehee.

And i just realised you disappeared right out of my life.

Oh my.
I'm suppose to finish up my Chinese project which we MIGHT present tomorrow and i left my textbook in school. Crap. If we are going to present tomorrow i am going to be doom manxz.

Tried Amaths. Then i realise i know ants about it. I wonder how i nearly past every time. While i am typing this my mum just came in and nagged.

Its barely two months. Too early to be stressed my dearrrr.
Yet i feel so air tight.
I have a real life example right in front of me and i am really scared i'll screw up ):

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I love love to walk in big big rain.

Then my mum was like, you stupid or stupid, got umbrella don't want use ):
Shit, my head is throbbing badly and i was talking to someone and i forgot how to spell "properly". okay, then bestfriend is like, scolding me now D:

I came home right after lunch todayy! :D Good girl ttm.
But i haven't yet set my mood right for homework :D

Okay, i don't wna type too long later bestf scold me again ):

"Met huiping after that and wahlao people who sms her should all go bang wall and die.
SRSLY?" Quoted from Veronica's blog

HAHAHA, I didn't say anythingggg (:
But not all lah, if not Veronica you can go bang the wall also HAHA
Someeeeee (:


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I'm so pissed off w someone.
Loser ttm man. Don't know how to retaliate then use all the vulgar. More civilised please?

And i seriously can't stand kp people.

Training in the morning was super tiring till i nearly died. Joey and lele was injured so i had to do 9sets consecutively.
We applied Chemistry to real life applications LOL.

The netballers are all the reactants then the product is the amount of goals scored.

Increase rate of concentration:
Then we eat alot then FAT fat then more concentrated then will reacted faster!

Increase temperature:
The netball court very hot! Then we will intercept more balls thus increasing the rate! HAHA

Increase pressure:
Alot people outside pressuring us then we very pressurized then we will tip more balls!

PUT CATALYST: (this one i say one!!!) funny hor!!!
HAHA SHARON IS OUR CATALYST THEN SHE DOWN THERE THEN WILL INCREASE OUR RATE OF REACTION HAHA :D

Me: eh i don't like jacob black lah! i want edward ):

nica: who is he *fast forward* is it the nigga one?!

me: YA YA YA jacob BLACK

me: eh! we all so black also, then our middle name should be black too. I am huiping BLACK. you're veronica BLACK!

BLACKIES! :D
Met Cs then went t queensway t get my jerseys and many other stuff. I think netball trained me well. I hit people real hard. Cs pulled my hair and i broke his nail then he cry D: Okay lah not the last part tho. HEEHEEHEE :D
Then after that met nehka then get many stuff at tiong. Mass shopping man. My arms nearly broke. Dunch and ice cream and talk then homeeee (: I just found out i am pretty good at scolding when i get pissed off.

Hi J,
I gave up talking to you.
Maybe our frequency is just different.
Woowoo Goodbye.

WELLOWELLO.

I swear i am as fat as a pig now.
Mac for supper ytd. And kfc oily oily pokpok chicken for supper today.
I am gona own big mama's weight. ]

Okay, did nothing really productive today. I felt so guilty when veronica told me she is studying. LIKE WAH EH VERONICA ALSO STUDYING ALREADY SIA ]:

Shit, i am getting really mean to people.
KARMAMAMAMA ]:

HAHAHA YOU SEE! BESTF HAS GOT A SPECIAL GROUP FOR ME! LOL!





IM VERY AMUSED BY THE SHIP IN MAPLE :O



I LOVE ANGIETHECHOICE CHOCOLATE CAKEEEEEEEE. Heav-en-ly.

Mr chua is coming back this tuesday but i'll be having a match ]:
Talking about fate. I seriously miss him )):

Was looking through the peeektures then sigh.

Well, i have nothing much to say since i can't say anything publicity-ly ? lol.

4 tests and 2 matches next week. tyvm
And the dumb queensway guy haven't get back to me and i seriously hope we can get our jerseys on time. If not i am so going to screw him upsidedown.

I am so sorry you just freak me out :S

Maybe we just don't click. I'm so stunned we can quarrel over such a simple and minor stuff. Forget it manxz.


*SCREAMS*
BEETLE ):

I want to read finish new moon.
I dislike jacob to be in the story. i keep flipping to the back pages wondering when edward will be back ): Its so boring without edward (!!!)

Power ttm. I lost 6 out of 9 SPA worksheet for my portfolio. All the best manxzxz.


Quiz : write 25 simple things that satisfy you and make you smile

1. Chocolates (!!!)
2. Eat and eat and eat :D
3. Smses from ___ (:
4. Hugging my soft toy :D
5. Do finish my homework w all answers correct!
6. Studying really hard for a test and Ace it :D
7. Lunch ing or dinner ing w friends :D
8. Day out w girlfriends! :D
9. Winning NY on the 17th :D
10. Catching up with people :D
11. Doing little things for people :D
12. Confessions (fr friends)
13. Talking to many many people online
14. Cooking for myself :D
15. Knowing i am cared! :D
16. Intercepting a ball :D
17. Seeing mummy and daddy happily talking to each other (:
18. Finishing a happily-ever-after book !
19. Waking up early in the morning knowing there will be something interesting in school :D
20. Doing a simple good deed :B
21. Seeing my tigger softoy! :D
22. Being loveddddd :DDD
23. When people say "hey i miss you! how are you?!" sincerely and truthfully.
24. See ing my eyecandy! (L)
25. Doing this quiz because it makes me realise i have so many happy things! :D