I'm tired of giving in and taking a step back when its pulling me forward.
I hate the cycle repeating on and on again and it still goes back to the same original spot as before.
Stop keeping things from me cause its not helping.
Shucks ):

Just came back from marina sq and suntec w familyyy.
I'm so mean to my brother, he was saying " eh club marc got sale very very cheap...."
then i "eeee" ed him. HEEHEE ^^

Saw a really really nice heels.
Me want to go shop omg. GSS! ^^


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Read some girl's blog and i literally roll my eyes.
Kay, i shan't be so mean.

Life has been eat and mug and sleep and crap.
I want my holidays!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
When i'm typing this i should be preparing for my English Oral tmr.
Screw it mehmeh, i hope i don't screw up tmr.
Its going to be whole day of chinese lessons tmr ):

I want Os to be over soon.
I want to do so many things ):
Well, i think everyone is saying this every yr.

Was talking to kangqim ytd and we analyzed some blah.
Its so disappointing that some teachers are so judgmental and biased.
Humans are still humans but i can't understand why people can't accept explanations.
Its not like he/she is entirely wrong.
Maybe its just, temperamental.
Hope so, bless you.

I'm so slow but heehee, i like Dan Brown's books.
He is damn smart omg.

局外人 can only sigh and say, hope you realise soon.

I'm freaking frustrated(!!!)

Integration is being thrown to us like a self-study chapter. Hello?! Do you know how much percentage does it stands in Os. Alright, i'm not being...
kinematics was taught in 5mins and area under graph was being taught in 10mins. I freaking disagree with the excuse of not having enough time.

And i spent pretty long trying to figure out how to do, shit it(!!!!!)

Chinese intensive is hella boring. 9 periods in 3 days yo.
And we have to go back to school for chinese lessons on monday when they're having Os?!
4 freaking hours of chinese?

I'M FEELING VERY BITTER NAWWWWW. I hate rushing syllabus and not being productive.

Okay enough of grumbling.
So many work to do ):

Look at the time now.
I'm rly hungry )):

Cb gave me this and we thought it looks like a lighthouse. So i put my car car there.
AND DA DANG!

VERONICA PLEASE DON'T KEEEL ME ): This is not my idea. The evil twinny inside me did this.
Don't you think they make a pair :O

Woo woo, heehee, ahhhha
Hello i shall type a very long post because i know if you're reading this you're probably feeling very bored, don't feel like studying or just simply love to stalk me.

I'm a happy girl today, tho today is such a boring day. 3 periods of chinese "intensive" then 2 free period and spring cleaning. I learn nothing in school tdy. How un-fruitful days can get.

Howeverxz, me talked to huiping and charmaine during Bio lesson and me like it :D heehee. At least they won't suan my English, HOR YUMI! ):

My hair is pong-oh pong-oh tdy which makes me very happy. Tho is not now cause i've washed it):

I just wake up so i bet this post is going to be filled w errors.

Okay, then went to cheenatown w yq and yumi. Cheena is yq's homeland. Like really heehee.
Went to get my lens and did my regular eye check.
I HAVE INGROWN EYELASH ):
the optician tried to pluck out 3 of them and he sweared its not painful.
And i screamed the hell-out after he plucked the first ): Ouch.
So i've to sweep my eyelash every morning/ every now and then if not it will be red ):



okay, i shall be nice and post a glam picture of her (:

Island Creamy ice cream + Mac w Chenbin(!!)
The brownie w chocolate is heavenlyxz (:
Fiddled w his lappy's webcam.
Amused, amazed.


LOOK LIKE SA GIRL RIGHT HEEHEE. I LIKE.


I'm such a krazy woman. I slept at 230 ytd because i wanted to complete my book. Had only 3hrs and 30mins of sleep. Jeffrey kept laughing at my eye rings, nehneh.

i'm supposed to be doing my work but...

Cut my hair with Veronica today at tiong's supercutz.
Didn't intend to cut.
But, it was an impulsion heeheeweeweee.
I was so afraid he will screw up my hair because he looks like a trainee. But i've to admit he is pretty professional cause his eyes were fixed to my hair during the whole process.
BUT I THINK HE BURNT MY HAIR.
The hair dryer was so hot that it scorched me and i give the ouch face... (after 15mins)
HE FINALLY LEAVE HIS EYES OFF MY HAIR AND ASKED( hot ah? )
Duh ):
My ear still pain lor!!! I think he burnt it ):
But well, after half an hour of burning, it became very straight and smooth and thin and well-kempt and looks like rebonded now(: heehee.
(For once)
Anw, my hair dresser's smile is pretty cute!!! But he looks beng ):


Had Venezia & went home (:

ME HAB NO DINNNER ):
I'm lazy to get myself one anw.
Toodlexzxzz happy girl ftw ^^

Save me babeh.

Had English Term3 exam today. The P2 font was so bright that it nearly blind me.
Compo was so difficult ): I wrote two stories and threw one away. And i wrote another new one in 15mins, teeheeweee ^^

Did nothing productive today. Played for the whole afternoon. Heehee ^^ I completely lost touch in netball. Yumi, QH and i were playing sec-one-noob-style-standard. Those krazy days where they have to run and run till they drop just to perfect my passes :D heehee.

Celebrated Sharon's bday ^^
Heehee, it has been so long since we saw her.

It is such a joy talking to bestf today. After such a long time ^^
bestfriend analogy: TOO STRESS MAKES PEOPLE HIGH.
Stress makes people bonkerrrrrrrrrsss, i'll go high, literally. But my face is, stone.
BUT I'M STILL FINE HOIXZXZ.

Omg, chenbin where are you!!

I feel so doomed!
Ohmytian ):

I just realise that we need to memorise our habit and environment essays for tmr's term 3 exam. woohoo! Well done. I don't see a point in memorizing essay, urgh. hate it ttm. Its like trying to fit your size 10 feet into a size 7 shoe!

Oh well. And i haven't done my testimonial....
And i haven't done my homework....

I want time babeh

HEEHEEE.

Cos i'm like looking through the past posts to look for past events to record for the CIP and Netball Carnivals to put into the portfolioxz....
I'M SO AMUSED BY MYSELF. HAHAHAHAA.
AND VERONICA'S BLOG TOO.
We were so crazy about __, __, etc etc.

I practically laughed out loud.
I shall post my testimonial up when i'm done w it so i can laugh at myself 10yrs later :D
HAHAHA.

I FEEL SO UN-JUSTIFIED.
MY MUM GAVE ME BLACK FACE AND SCOLD ME B'COS I DON'T WNA EAT SNACKS? (!?!?!?!?)
Can i whine ):

( i can't phrase my word properly cuz i just wake up but i don't careeeeeeeeeeeeeeee )

I'm tired of life, of living w life.

I'm tired of being reprimanded for everything i do. When things doesn't go her way, she grumbles, complains, nag, scold, slams. It makes me feel even worse after a long day of studying.

How should i be living with someone who has pms everyday when me myself is juggling, struggling to stay afloat. Sleeping barely 6hrs or less a day does not make me rationale, its draining me, me, me. I so so wish for someone to be there that i can whine to. If only i can hug my mum and cry and say, mum, i'm stressed, tired, help me. But no, shes not emotionals, shes practical, shes so authoritical.

But no, i shouldn't grumble. Humans are all greedy. Just like how Adeline never agree that her mum is nice, when she is ttm. Human always fail to notice your close ones. I should be gladddd, glad there she is at least there physically.

I'm starting to doubt and worry for our class' English.
We missed out like 10 lessons already?
Hixzxz, this year is our O levels we can't afford to screw this up.

I don't want to study, sigh.

That text was so surprised yet leaves me ambivalent

Mock exams and SPA just ended.
Yet English term 3 exam is next Monday?
Followed by Prelims Eng Oral.
Then full swing of structured lessons for 2 weeks from 8am to even 5pm?!
Then term 3 exams are starting in full swing right after june Hols, O lvl Oral, Prelims... actual O levels.
Time flies ):
Now i fully understand what Damien mean by Sec4 will end before you realise it started.

I'm starting to feel a little scared ):













HEEHEE ^^
I BOUGHT A NEW PENCIL CASE! :D
Anyway i'm a happy girl today!:D
I ate the yogurt ice creamxzxz w choco topping! :D heehee.

Veronica is a lesbian!!! i show you.

*sits on the bench*
Me: hey you sit on my left! i like to be on the right.
V: HEEHEE OKAY JUST NICE I LIKE TO BE ON THE LEFT WE CAN BE COUPLE ^^

:O !!!!

i'm like alone at home ): So weird.

Absence makes the heart grow fonder
Does staying away makes you notice me?

When you need me, i was there.
When you don't need me, i disappear
When something bothers you, i helped you.

Do you know how horrible this feeling is?

VERONICA, FASTER UPLOAD YOUR PHOTOS(!!!!)







heehee, this video is a remix of twilight, super funny ^^

Happy 16th (:

kenneth and changci wished me today in school :D
alex, teckjoo, and weijie wished me at 11plusxzxz and fall asleep -.-

Jeffrey followed by Cs wished me at exactly 12! :D
And i realise its the same as last year.

i had such a memorable birthday.

First, my mum had to kick up a fuss in the morning, right after i wake up. Such a great way to start my morning with.

Then, J had to postponed the outing. And its not even planned.

Then my mum had to scold me for going out today.
You mean i have to spend my birthday at home staring at the blank ceiling

Such a great birthday.
No, i'm not upset.

My girlfriends were a joy to make me laugh my ass off at Swensens :D
they literally made my nighttttt, lubxzxz (:

J appeared downstairs and i was totally off guard. My face was ultra super retarded that he couldn't stop laughing at it (!!!) Caught Angels and Demons and its a nice show (:

Insincere? fake? sigh ):
me no happy tdy.

I'M SO HAPPY NOW (!!!!)
It has been so long since i have this feeling.
B'cos chinese test is postponed! you can imagin how ecstatic i was when i saw that sms manxz. The test load is seriously makin me, fat. stress= fat. OKAY LAH, I'M JUST FINDING EXCUSES FOR MYSELF ):

Veronica is so mean today, oh well, she always is.
" Two more days is ah fat's birthday...."
Tsk!!!!

Okay, anyway, i'm so depressed today.
I failed my vectors test. VECTORS LEH, WAHLAU. Emaths somemore ): Go ahead and laugh at me(!!!) i've been screwing up tests. I kind of have a strange affinity w 12 these days, keep getting 12 marks.

Amath mock is krazy.
Everyone was like saying " i'll be happy if i get a double digit mark"
But i'm serious lor! I skipped questions like nobody's business. I think theres only like 2 question that i know. Even charmaine knows i was stunned at the first question.I guess i'm partially brain dead too, i only had like, 5hrs of sleep yesterday night.

May 16
May 16
16 years old
16 years old.
HEEHEEHEE.

I just like, woke up.
I haven't start on my Amath rev, look at the time naww.

Humans are weird.
When things don't work out fine, it upsets them.
When things work out too fine, it bothers them.

roar screw chinese, wasted my one hour.

oh crap oh crap.
I wasted my 3 days of holidays away and i've yet to accomplish my homewrk!

Oh right, i've got one lesson learnt.
Never store private photos in your phone or anything.
I just got mine rummaged by....

Sigh.
Emath paper two+ vectors test + Os chem spa on Wednesday. Survive or die.

urgh, chinese hmk GADDDDDD!!!

Chanced upon this while blog hopping at one of the acquaintance's. I think its rather sweet (:

Nobody is perfect until you fall in love with them.
Love starts with a smile, grows with a kiss, and ends with a tear.
Don't cry over anyone who won't cry over you.
What do you do when the only person who can make you stop crying is the person who made you cry?
If love isn't a game, why are there so many players?
Good friends are hard to find, harder to leave, and impossible to forget.
You can only go as far as you push!
Actions speak louder than words.
The hardest thing to do is watch the one you love, love somebody else.
Don't let the past hold you back, you're missing the good stuff.
Life's short.
If you don't look around once in a while you might miss it.
A best friend is like a four leaf clover, hard to find and lucky to have.
Some people make the world special by just being in it.
Best friends are the siblings God forgot to give us.
When it hurts to look back, and you're scared to look ahead, you can look beside you and your best friend will be there.
True friendship never ends.
Friends are forever.
Good friends are like stars....you don't always see them, but you know they are always there. Don't frown, you never know who is falling in love with your smile.
Everything is okay in the end. If it's not okay, then it's not the end.
Most people walk in and out of your life, but only friends leave footprints in your heart.
If u love something...let it go.
If it comes back to you its yours.... If it doesn't then it never was.
A kiss is just a kiss until u find the one you love.
A hug is just a hug until its from the one ur thinking of.
A dream is just a dream until u make it come true.
LOVE is just a word until its proven to u.

Everything is so messed up.
I give up.

"Stars are fire that burns for a thousand years. Some of them burn slow and long, like red dwarfs. Others- blue giant- burn their fuel so fast they shine across great distances, and are easy to see. As they run out of fuel, they burn helium, grow even hotter, and explode in a supernova. Supernova, they're brighter than the brightest galaxies. They die, but everyone watches them go. " The Sister's keeper

If theres an award for "the-least-attention-span" i think i'll get the award manxz.
I can't concentrate on weekends for nuts!

HEEHEE, CRAZY TAXI MAKES MY HEART BOOM BOOM BOOM BOOM.
Whenever i jump over my heart will jump too :DDDD

Sighhhhhhhhhh, i just realise i can't focus at home.

I did a super retarded thing just now. I was thinking about some stuff, then i just subconsciously plugged in my phone to charge when its full bar : O

Anyway, i'm very happy! Cause i did my mock exam right in front of the fan, HEEHEE ^^ Somemore got two!!! So yeap, meaning my brain was working at optimal level. (sheexz, i know cb is going to say when did my brain ever work) Wellxz, i finish the paper and had 15mins spare time!! For the first time okay! :D

Changci was freaking ownage today, love today's tpi. HAHA.

Jeffrey, adeline and my wallet are from myuk. Changci was like

"why all of your wallet myuk one?"

J: "NICE WHAT!"

CC: i rather go the wallet shop lah!

( HAHAHA, THE WALLET SHOP ISN'T THAT MYUKKK. LOL)
Joke of the day manxz.


But today is a sad day ):
Got back my chemistry and amath paper.
I freaking got owned by chemistry luh, was so depressed. Wanted to drown myself w tears ): *draws circle* But its okay!!! (cause its not the first time )

Nearly wanted to kill yumi, cause she was absent, then she asked for her marks for chem, its upon 40 luh.

y: hey how much i got?
me: haha 24.
y: walao so lan! how much you all got?
me: wahlau. i got 12 leh, ):

*screams*

I nearly died from the bio mock exam. Firstly, the hall is like an oven!! literally lah, i was fidgeting all over and perspiring when doing the paper, IMAGINNN. I literally want to strangle a chicken. Fancy saying prepare us for the atmosphere in the hall, you meannn the atmospheric air conditions manxz. And, the bio paper was, very tough ): After the first question i wanted to just give up and sleep manxz. Goshy, its, literally doing a tough paper in a sauna, nearly bursted.

But, was pretty happy cause i bought milo mcflurry. THE NEW ONE ^^
But the taste doesn't really matches the price ):

I feel so bad for not helping CS in his Maths ):
I'm struggling w my Vectors myself (!!!)
Because i kept falling alseep during Maths lessonnnn.
Bet i'll flunk emaths horribly.

And the Singapore is horribly small i tell you!!!
Ashleigh's friend is actually the netballer i always always wanted and curious to see!!!
And and timotheus actually seen lj before.
And many many more, woo ^^

Please, let this come to an end soonnnn.
J, C, R, Y, M. So stereotyped.
Will be there for you too, did you meant won't be there for you?
Know you more than you realise, ass.

Despondent.
As timo said, despondent is a heavy word to use. And i always use heavy words, urgh, bet its because i weigh tons. ( Stop laughing you all)
Okay, side track a litttle...
But.. ):
Everything will be fine soon.
the feeling will go away soon, i hope ):
It feels so comforting when you know there is still someone whom you can confide to, thanks lot, my trouble diary, T.


Its so frustrating trying to guess what in the world do you want from me

Heehee, happy morning with Mac breakfast with girlfliendzxzxz. I'm such a swine because i ate so much today and i'm rounddddddddd. ( I CAN SPIN YOU RIGHT ROUNDDD RIGHT ROUNDDD ) Okay, thats random.

Temperature taking exercise in the morning. Scared the wits out of me because my temperature is actually 37.5 degrees. Which is like 0.1 more degree then i've to get sent down. Lucky it subside a little after half an hour, if not i'll be so troublesome. Then the class thought i've swine flu.

Your face totally dampened my mood.
If you can stop overwhelming meeeee.
Someone need to teach me how to be angry =(

okay at least this make me feel a little better
*Records the time down*

May 03 2009 512pm

HUIPING WINS YUMI HANDS DOWN!!!!

yayyyy.


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I'm feeling so despondent.

Guess whatxz. You'll will probably think i'm insane or something.
I didn't touch my books on Friday and Saturday.
And today i only studied for like maybe 2hrs. And da dang! here i'm and i'm going out again later.
Jeez, i'm so dead meat luh.
Mock exam is starting in 2 days time.
I have not studied my Amath, Emath yet. Blesssssssss me ttm ):

I feel like giving up ):
Emath is driving me insane. It stretches my brain like a rubber band.
Sometimes i admit amath is better.

Holiday are devils.
For once i think going to school helps alot :B

MOTIVATE ME PLEASE.

trying to stay away, but failing badly );

WOOO I'M ADDICTEDDDDDDDDD :D
I've been watching ToGetHer for the whole day todayyyxzxz :D
And, i didn't study a single thing, shit ):


Should i, or should i not!?
Netball national league?!

It stretches all the way till mid july, meaning that my term 3 exams and prelims will be in full swing. But, its only once a week. But my mum will slaughter me :D

Should be studying, butttttt :D
i've not complete my amath and emath and ss syllabus, shiat.
13 may is going to be crazy, hope i survive, sigh.

Someday I'll wish upon a star
And wake up where the clouds are far
Behind me.
Where troubles melt like lemon drops
Away above the chimney tops
That's where you'll find me.

love ytd (: