Wo hao lei.
Just came home from night focus ): Shallz take a break tdy yo.
I only ate a piece of bread + a small plate of rice for the whole day tdy *waves*


Today is bad.
Maybe its ytd night ]:
I seriously don't know what C,M want.
Maybe humans also tend to do things subconsciously that make other misunderstand? :/

Now look, things are just plain simple as it was. No fabrications, no complications, no, nothing at all. If you choose not to believe then what can i do? I'll pray to my guanyinma that you'll believe my that statement soon. If you don't believe in my answer then what for you ask in the first place? Might as well continue with your assumptions.

i, am, damn, cui, now.
One more person to ask me that question & i'll seriously................

I find myself getting caught in a... ( its not even a triangle or a square) is a effing 5 sided or 6 sided polygon |
Great, i should catch some sleep.
Toodles.

Hullo.

Happy birthday youmee :D

Didn't go for night focus today cuz i was damn cui & exhausted.
Eyes kept tearing and stuff cuz my lens broke, again. poor eyes.

Okay lah, actually that was just an excuse cuz i was lazy to go & i want to use comp :D
Bejeweled bejeweled!!!!!! -fly to fb after finish typing this-

Pretty satisfied w Sciences result heehee ^^

Oh yeah. The-girl-that-throws-herself is back in action again yawww. -roll my weary eyes- I don't care whether thats true or whatsoever, you totally overturn my stomach. ( fan wei ) HAHA. direct translation, heehee

Bwah, okay im really tired now i shouldn't type much muh.
I'm having mood swings today!!!!!!!!!!! Okay lah, guess everyone is like this when they're exhausted. I totally kp-ed yq during Bio focus today, haha -grin angelically -

I'M VERY BOTHERED GAHXZXZXZXCXZXZXZZ.
Ass.
Stuck in the middle like constipation.
Don't care anymore lah! ):

Tho i don't mention, it doesn't mean i don't feel a thing.
Do you know how futile i feel?
One last time, it is enough to end everything.
If it is so vulnerable, so unreal, then tell me what is the point?
You know its a yes don't you? Stop deceiving yourself, and me.

Its an endless pit,
i don't want to continue this, as much as i hate this very much.
i hate holding on to nothing.
Having that isn't enough, it takes much more other factors.

Is there, it don't mean that it will always be there.
Have you ever thought, what if you were waiting for the wrong thing? what if you lost what you really want? Tsk, no.
Cuz human tend to forget the things nearest to them.

This post should be a good news for you hm? _

It's when you hold eye contact for that second too long or maybe the way you laugh. It sets off a flash and our memories take a picture of who we are at that point when we first know "This is love."

And we clutch that picture to our hearts because we expect each other to always be the people in that picture. But people change. People aren't pictures. And you can either take a new picture or throw the old one away. ( pleasefindme )

Results are disappointing yet at the same time a little comforting.

Harry potter ytd night was pretty alright (: It isn't that bad as many people claim. Tho the story is pretty brief compared to the real book. Totally shagged after the movie, had to drag my heavy feet home.

Played bejeweled 2hours straight, krazy girl.
Its highly addictive (:

I keep eating, oh my tianxzxz.
Heehee, come to think about it. It has been -count finger- 2 month plus since i go src, teeheeheee :D Big fat blop.

It is what it seems, yet not totally correct.
Guess i don't have to explain myself cuz i don't see a point.

I hate waiting for msg.
-throw phone into dustbin-

I'm really tired now ):

When you tried to keep cool, bury everything underneath and try to tell yourself its alright. One day you'll just don't feel like containing anymore and break down. This is how i felt.

Cramp drove me mad and i looked like a ghost cuz it was really painful ): Am so glad ms wong saved my day!!! (:

Pretty satisfied with Chem ( Cuz i own jeffrey in mcq, first time!!!! LOL )
Disappointed w english and amaths ):

After school english focus is a disaster man, as predicted.
I seriously find it damn ridiculous.
First, you can't use correction tape.
Then, you can't cancel?
oh man, lets all learn magic from harry potter and make our mistakes disappear okay pokay?
I only cancelled abit and it was neat plox, and got blacklisted, hohoho, perfect.

There are people out there who studied for O level and still don't do well yo. So you're saying that they're brainless? Yo yes, we are all brainless people taking the brainless O levels this yr yo & we don't have brains to think but we still can produce some answers from air.

Harry potter w 10 people tmr (:
Brother was so shocked that i booked so many tix.

Normal human beings would have just be nonchalant about this uh?

Yesterday was such a shitty tiring day.
Higher chinese exam + new south wales competition + english oral
Got screwed by mrs chua like sheeez.
SHE SAY I GOT CHINESE ACCENT WHEN I SPEAK ENGLISH?! She is srsly the first person who says that. I mean, my family speaks chinese but i barely speak to them, so it doesn't make any different huh?
And and and, have been hearing things about english teachers in our school. Manxz man.

Oh my.
Damnxz champion.

I watched the solar eclipse thing on yq's computer tdy and took a video. But my computer keeps restarting whenever i go near the file. damn champion! i can't open my pictures folder in my computer now ):

Kay, so just booked the tix online. online booking is damn coolios!

Ate seoul garden buffet tdy. Yumi and i are eating champions ^^
Then we walked one big round to the SG flyer! Me like the riverrr, but girlfliendxz no like ):
Sg flyer is boring luh, no wonder they have student promotion tsk.

Hohoho, but i like tdy, we laugh like sheez.
Yiqing is damn classic ttm.
"I've been to the singapore flyer, but its not in singapore."
:O ?!?!?!?! in her dreams?!

OKAY I'M VERY SAD ABOUT MY VIDEO.
Stupid vid, maybe its cursed : O!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Omg, i can't even delete it nowww ): it crashes my whole comp yo. Now my firefox is crashed too ):

Have a feeling i'm going to die tmr, term 3 results yo!

Oh and,
luckily i didn't buy the C&K pink wallet. tsk, -roll my eyes-
Okay stop it huiping.

How does the phrase "you lax abit luh" make you less stress?

I admit i'm damn temperamental these few days, but iuno whyyy.
My temperature is damn high too, heehee like 37.5 on flyday and it still remain as 37.3 tdy :D
Maybe temp is linked to your mood huh?

& i really hate people not replying texts.
No offense, but really.
Especially when you want to know something urgent, like whether you can make it for the outing etc.
Just reply lah! as if spending 5 cents to reply will die like that.
& suey-ly i'm always the one asking this kinda dumb things, maybe i should have gotten used to it long time ago.

I'm berry stony tdy. I literally stoned all the way home. Poor veronica, HAHA :D
Bio paper was pigu nehneh. Cuz i didn't rly study(: Okay, i shouldn't feel proud about it. I should be guilty and start studying for my chinese tmr!!!! -continue playing bejeweled-

Whoahxzxz, so this is how much that means huh.
Yes, i'm a very bitter girl, so whuuttts.

Okay i think i sound very irritating
BUT I REALLY AM VERY IRRITATED LOR ): -pout like veronica-

We're better off when i pretend as if i'm enjoying every moment and being happy.
So why not?

Oh man. Damnz long since i took a picture of myself.
MY HAIR IS FINALLY GROWING!!!! (: -waves-

Caught obsessed. The girl in the movie is hella scary, its not even rated thriller/horror. But i watched it as if it was a horror movie. The suspense is superb manz, made me jump ): Girls being obsessed is really scary, traumatized now.

-J points at my feet-
J: yknow your feet the bump there?
Me: huh what bump?! -stare at my feet-
- points towards the toes-
Me: HUH, thats my toes?!?!?
J: oh ya! toes!!!

Oh man, classic ttm. do all clever people miss out simple stuffs :/

Bio tmr!!!!!!!!!!!! ):
ten minutes of bio is enough to make me doze offxzxz.

On the way to school, i was asking Veronica, "hey what if my dad doesn't slow down at the hump there, will the car fly?! "

My question was well-answered man, literally.
On Veronica's way home, the bus uncle really didn't slow down at the hump. & there was this guy who FLEW, literally (according to her), his feet was above ground!!!!!
I was stunned for a minute and started laughing crazily at my phone :/

Amath + poa paper = screwed it heehee.
Motivation is failing meeee.

No matter how big or small the piece of memory might be, its still better than none (:

OH MAN I DIDN'T STUDY TODAY!
SOMEONE TELL ME YOU DIDN'T STUDY TDY TOO ):

I'm so horribly bored. So i went around to almost everyone's blog.
The girl we rolled our eyes is notorious(!!!) interesting (:

I don't wna studyyyy, tho i'm like in the midst of term3 exams.
And and and, theres no school for me tmr (L) lubxz.

I'm hooked to fb's bejeweled :D

6097.) you always ask me what i'm thinking. and the answer is always nothing. when i'm with you i don't think about anything. i am just happy to be next to you.

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(satelliteofyou.tumblr)

Should rly get myself a tumblr, but i'm very lazy.
I just woke up heehee hee. And i sound rly cranky.
Veronica is always bimbotic whenever shes with me, heehee.

This is what happened ytd...... I'm really lazy to type out, so i just copy and paste from her blog :D

"We laughed at nonsensical pigs and taupok.
And bought bread. I was happily tasting my bread and saving the best cheesy part for the last when she just hit my hand and the bread dropped oonto the ground.
"HUIPING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!" Then we burst out laughing. HAHAHA.

We saw policemen.
me: Eh it's quite scary that they've got guns.
hp: yeah. -walks closer- Eh really they got guns leh!
me: Yeah got baton also. then they'll use it to hit heads of people then they'll faint.
huiping: HAHA.
me: REALLY!! YKNOW THEY USE IT TO.......

Yeah i realized i was talking damn loudly and the policemen just turned around to stare at us. i felt like a bimbo. Like act smart when i dont rly know what batons are for. But they use it to hit people's heads in movies what!! "

Chemistry paper was rly hard and i'm rly disappointed ):

Lunch w yq, veronica, chakhang, amos and j.
It feels rly weird, like having lunch w acquaintances that sort cuz we rarely talk?! But it was quite funny and made my day (:

Veronica and i rly have chemistry, LOL.
I poke-ed J, but i forgot why, i think he said something ass.
Then he was like "ahyah" ( in a super ghey tone)
Then Veronica and i started laughing, like simulataneously. Only the both of us and all of them thought was becuz some other joke but we knew it was the "ahyah"

i'm bothered, really really bothered.
Sometimes when we don't mention it, when we try to not think about it. But our brains are subconsciously making tabs of that, and the trust level dips.
It was just too nice to be true.

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I'm stressedddddd ):
I haven't started on Bio & it has been ages since i touch mathssss.

& i realise it has been ages since i blogged something.

weijie is damn classic manz. Theres still girl who like him, then i asked him to show me her photo. then he named the file "here-you-go-huiping" HAHA. Okay lah not rly funny but i laughed. Which is pretty rare for me to laugh in front of the comp!

YA I NO LIFE I LAUGH AT THE LEAST FUNNY STUFFS ):

-Hows life?
Reply: As if i have a life.

Sometimes you just have to smile even if life suck big time.
I don't trust you

(Via satelliteofyou)

Beyond comprehension

I share the same birthday as the hottest girl on Earth.

MY BIRTHDAY IS SAME AS MEGAN FOX!
Megan fox

This shows that i have potential too. LMAO. (hoi, don't laugh )




I SPENT DAMN LONG DRAWING THOSE THINGS HEEHEE.
HAHA. So the superwoman w red undies is Veronica lah ahahha. And i'm the smaller one (DUH) hahaha! :D
I literally stood there, and, scream. HAHAHAH.
Cuz the car was in front and U-turning, and there was no where i could run!!!!
Then veronica pulled my hand and we run + scream acrosss.
Awww (L) if she were to be a guy. HAHAH.
Anyway, had quality time, we walked home from tiong :D

Saw something i shouldn't, have to pretend i didn't. As not to dampen your happy mood.

You know what,
I lost my Chem Prac Portfolio.
Yes the damn file for Os and to be submitted with 10+ practicals inside.
I chuck it in school and after the spring cleaning yahdahblah, it vanish into thin air.
Voom, best man, champion ^^

HEEHEEE, HOHOHOHO.
Okay i need to sleep in 5minutes time before someone comes and haunt me.

Happy birthday my dearest brother! (: Although he won't see this. I spend 20bux on his bday present luhz. I can't believe i did that!!! Its alot to me okay, i don't even spend so much on my best friends. OKAY LAH I'M CHEAPO CAN. Its the thought that counts!!
And can you believe it, he is like 22nd this yr. And i'm only pathetically stuck at 16 (!!!) Ohmytian, i saw this fb! He looks not bad when he doesn't wear his nerdy specs and w brown hair :O -gasps in total shock-

This shows that my family has good genes that are sometimes hidden (emphasis)

Okay, i shall stop being so thick skinned.

Woo, i'm a happy girl tdy.
Goodnight world! (:

I did a really dumb thing just now! ):
I was going to close my door, so i put my finger at the edge of the door. My mind was thinking about something else then i kiap my finger at the door!!!!
And my door is those really damn thick wooden kind with the magnetic closing thing! ):

MY FINGER VERY PAIN NOWW )):
& my brother laughed at me and say i was dumb, thumbs up man ):

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It hurts so much that i don't know how to put it.

Grateful you tried hard, its just me.
I can't get over myself.
I'm sorry.

& yknow whats the worse thing?
Its that i didn't even know it myself.

A breather.

On a lighter note,
I HAVE INSOMNIA ):

My feelings are ugly. So i'm wearing a ugly shirt out :/

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Love today, one of the happiest (Y)
yeah right

Ss exam was difficult ):
Its the first time i didn't finish the paper!! ):
I was only left with 20 minutes to finish 3 sbq question cuz i spent half an hour on the first question. Owned big time man. practically doodled rubbish on the answer script.

Mac breakfast w peeepos afterwards(:
Jeffrey only wanted hushbrown and drink, and he ordered big breakfast. So i took his and had free breakfast, HAHAHA. i'm so scheming woo ^^

Went home, chill.
Then went to catch transformers(: Action packed movies really make me, giddy and sleepy manz.

and i finish watching boys over flowers (: finally.
And i didn't study at all today, i'm such a horrible girl ):