This is really cute. Those in red are the ones i like it [:
Hahaha should read it! its not those cheesy kinds.

Actual children’s answers to the question “what is love?”

“When someone loves you, the way they say your name is different. You just know that your name is safe in their mouth.” - Billy, age 4

“Love is when a girl puts on perfume and a boy puts on shaving cologne and they go out and smell each other.” - Karl, age 5

“Love is what makes you smile when you’re tired.” - Terri, age 4

“Love is when my mommy makes coffee for my daddy and she takes a sip before giving it to him, to make sure the taste is OK.” - Danny, age 7

“Love is what’s in the room with you at Christmas if you stop opening presents and listen.” - Bobby, age 7

“Love is when you go out to eat and give somebody most of your French fries without making them give you any of theirs.” - Chrissy, age 6

“If you want to learn to love better, you should start with a friend who you hate,” - Nikka, age 6

“Love is when you kiss all the time. Then when you get tired of kissing, you still want to be together and you talk more. My Mommy and Daddy are like that. They look gross when they kiss.” - Emily, age 8

“Love is when you tell a guy you like his shirt, then he wears it everyday.” - Noelle, age 7

“Love is like a little old woman and a little old man who are still friends even after they know each other so well.” - Tommy, age 6

“During my piano recital, I was on a stage and I was scared. I looked at all the people watching me and saw my daddy waving and smiling. He was the only one doing that. I wasn’t scared anymore.” - Cindy, age 8

“My mommy loves me more than anybody. You don’t see anyone else kissing me to sleep at night.” - Clare, age 6

“Love is when Mommy gives Daddy the best piece of chicken.” - Elaine, age 5

“Love is when your puppy licks your face even after you left him alone all day.” - Mary Ann, age 4

“I know my older sister loves me because she gives me all her old clothes and has to go out and buy new ones.” - Lauren, age 4

“When you love somebody, your eyelashes go up and down and little stars come out of you.” - Karen, age 7

“Love is when Mommy sees Daddy smelly and sweaty and still says he is handsomer than Brad Pitt.” - Chris, age 7

“You really shouldn’t say ‘I love you’ unless you mean it. But if you mean it, you should say it a lot. People forget.” - Jessica, age 8

“When my grandmother got arthritis, she couldn’t bend over and paint her toenails anymore. So my grandfather does it for her all the time, even when his hands got arthritis too. That’s love.” - Rebecca, age 8

Both are trying.
It'll be over soon.
Strongest when you're weakest.
Moreover, life isn't like a fairy tale, it doesn't have happily ever after. Its only a matter whether its today, next week, next month, next year or years later.

I'm so sorry for looking so depressed tdy, i seriously can't help it.
Someone was looking more depressed than me tho, mm?

Mmm, the tuo xie song is really nice on the left side bar of this page.

Anyway, no no no no the girl in 4c1 class video isn't me -cover face-

So whats now?

HAHAHAHA
HI I'M A HAPPY GIRL TODAY, CAUSE WHEN I WAKE UP ITS RAINING MEOW MEOW AND ROOF ROOOF.

Kay anyway, hi yumi!!!! I'm really excited about tumblr cuz i've followers in one day!!!!! ( emphasis on the S)
Hahaha kay i shan't show off anymore.
Tooodlesxzxz.

Someone nearly literally dragged me out of my house *wink*

I really like this peeekture.
Okay, i just realised the things i like are pretty much kiddy & stuff ]:
Wo fan tong lehhhhh.

Anyway i really like tumblr ttm heehee
Seeing the tumblarity increase thrills me much.

Did something really impulsive yesterday, okay like whats new. I always do things impulsively. But yeah, i didn't regret hohoho. Am quite glad actually [: Managed to clear things that have been bothering me for ages.

I feel really horribly terribly.
I didn't study for on friday and saturday, like, really didn't touch the books at all.
Ohmygodness i'm in the midst of prelims!!! -bang wall-

anyway ytd theres still ge tai near my estate.
Like yknow those 7th month kind?
I seriously didn't see before!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Like for the past 16 yrs 3 month and 13 days of my life?!?!?!
WAS DAMN EXCITED.............
Kay, then my momma brought me there and....
its nothing special lor.
OKAY HAHAHA THIS IS ANTI CLIMAX.

Kay, i'm feeling much much better becuz i finally thought things through. Maybe? haha.


By the time you realise, i'll be gone.
Thats how humans are ha.ha.ha.

Haha actually sometimes pictures and quotes can describe your feelings better isn't it?
Kay anyway, i'll be tumblr-ing at http://gns.tumblr.com/
Yes, after much psycho-ing from yumi and nehka.
Gns actually stands for something, but gah.

Kay, anyway.
Went to bakerzin w clique tdy.
I ate like 20bux, i can feel myself expanding.
I ate like the maincourse + soap + bread + choco ice cream + my fav peach italian soda.
Everyone is leaving after Os );
& i suddenly miss everything and everyoneee. If only i can catch up w everyone after Os.
Haha, have been slacking really much mm.

I don't know i don't know
One moment is this, the other moment is that.
So wth are all these

replying me one word/ phrase answers isn't abnormal?
yeah yeah, i'm too sensitive much.

I w'na rewind time back to a month ago ):

Disheartened.
Too much of such stuff these days ):

( via satelliteofyou & quotewhore.tumblr)

haha this post is entitled to someone whom i love faithfully much.
LMAO. Inside joke.

Veronica totally brightened up my dumb day in school with the quality and quantity lunch date. Quality as in the company, quantity as in the amount of food. LOL.
We ate sotong mee + ice kachang + chocolate ice cream
Jeffrey is so going to laugh at my sotong mee. But whats wrong!!!! Its also called sotong mee whutz ): I found my soul mate who says sotong mee like me. hearts hearts ttm!

We were damn greedy, okay, veronica is damn greedy. We waited for the ice cream man to come back just to buy ice cream, typical pig -points at veronica-
Look at her post tdy man! ( http://bathtubdux.livejournal.com/ )
Veronica had a veggie stuck at her teeth and it made me laugh for 5minutes.
Like those long long veggie. For a moment i thought she had decaying tooth.

fever the day before prelims
yayyyy, huiping you're so champion.

Okay anyway, about the faithfully thing.
I was writing my english formal letter, then we had to end off with Yours sincerely/ Yours faithfully right? Then i was smsing Veronica when i wrote that and she was feeling very angry and sad. So i told her " i love you faithfully and sincerely kay dpn't cry" Inspiration.
& it made her day -waves-

Okay this post is full of Veronica i sound damn ghey. Even the title is entitled to her.
-shrink-

Okay i shall end this post abruptly ( shock tactic!!)
Okay too much from studying English.
Studying timeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
opps its 930 alrready heehee omg i'm damn slack

urgh, i hate this feeling.
having a bad sore throat and my head is killing me
Whats worse is that i can't study now.
Prelims is on wednesday zomg.

& i don't know why am i running away now.
BLAH.

What have you got for me?
nothing.

Can't stop being angry and feeling unjustified.
Maybe its pre-prelim blues.
I'm not yet prepared and its in two days time, seriously.
Kept getting distracted and stuff.

I wna catch proposal and orphan ):
Okay, my comp is really lag now, i've to wait for 10 seconds before what i type comes out cuz its running some auto scan, blah.
toodles.

Hi J, i really hope things will be fine soon. I seriously hate this tension btwn us.

9212.) In greek mythology, it's said that humans were originally created with 4 arms, 4 legs, and a head with two faces. Fearing their power, Zeus split them apart and condemned then to spend their whole lives searching for their missing halves.

(blogsecrets)

Time to get back on track.

"You were my friends and I had the best times of my life with you. But these days, all this, all the stars you reached for, all the things you ached for, you've got them and you don't even know it. And all your fulfilled dreams have made you do, is try and rip each other to pieces. Your hopes dipped in bitterness. That's why I hate it." (via iwrotethisforyou)

My decision is... not making a decision.

Oh mannnnnn.
I'm a little depressed. I think i screwed up my English oral.
I seriously don't know what the indian teacher is trying to say!!!!

She was like "ndjsuernejrwku the left iosdhiurehuew doing."
Then i was totally stunned, i thought english teachers are supposed to be avid speaker and fluent. Or maybe its just me. But really ah!
Then i just... anyhow whack luh! what can i do, later she thought i bimbo or hearing got problem.
Then i guess i didn't rly answered her question fully ):

Then for the convo part was worse! i totally can't catch what she was trying to say
Her: "ndsfjkhreoewhjwej"
Me: -awhile- erm, sorry?
Her" skjewiu urban or rural sajerueh"

-stunned-
But both of them said my conversation was good, i hope they're sincere about what they say man *pray hard*

I'M HAVING PIZZA HUT FOR DINNER!!!!! lubz lubz.
I'm so hungry now ):
after trying for half an hour to get through the hotline. seriously ah!

HAHA OMG, LYNN SIGNED IN AND MY WHOLE COMP HANGED.
AHYOH. TSK.

i've been slacking like sheez man.
Time to study. heehee

I did NOT give you icy cold stares nor say anything negative about you.
So i'm labelled as the bad guy now?

I hate to be frame for something that i don't remember doing.
My gaze are like that, what do you want me to do about it?!
Wasn't angry w you in the beginning, guess you thought too much and...
Fine, shouldn't be pissed. I'm sorry.

I'm really drained out ttm.

Heeheee, i should be studying for prelims which is like next week?
No idea why am i doing here.

I'm so eggcited about Thursday's O lvl oral, heehee. Krazy.

Okay anyway.
If you flip to today's Straits Time Home section page 8 i think? You'll see the fire newspaper report thingy in the middle? THATS MY BLOCK!!!! HEEHEEHEE.

Okay, so ytd i was doing my work half way. Then i smelt smoke.
Thought it was just some incense or something.
Then my brother ran out and said theres fire.
Then we ran to the kitchen, its only 5units adjacent down!?!?!
There were thick smoke and the air is choking man seriously!!!!!
Contemplated whether to go downstairs then my ma was like "ahyah wait lah i washing clothes"
Then we all were like, wtf?! fire lehhh!!!!
okay so we didn't go down in the end luh.
Guess the unit was badly burned and charred. Saw the family sitting at the void deck when i was going out, they look really forlorn ):

Okay, so, cut my hair w Veronica ytd!
My ahbeng hairdresser wasn't in, i saddd ):
I literally spent 28bux cutting my fringe only.
Best.

First sign of depression
#1 lost of interest in something you usually like.

I've lost interest in bejeweled!!!
So is this good or bad?

Hi, ni hao.
I'm in a mood of spilling everything out, which is good in a sense, mm.

many things happened recently and got to know even those that i'm not supposed to know it happened. ( this sentence sounds damn weird) Everything is different from last summer ( okay lah not like SG has got summer.) Everything is different, much more depressing in a bad way that i've decided on some major stuffs. I hate making decisions in life ):

Kay, i'm staring into the screen now. Always find myself zone-ing out.
I can't wait to cut my hair w Veronica tmr. The heavy bunch of hair seem to add invisible weight on my head. I hope my ahbeng hair dresser and nica's ahben hairdresser will be in tmr.

Side track a little.
Looks like this matter only have an answer after Os. Lets see how it goes after Os yo.
Not holding much hope for that promise, ha.
Prove me wrong then.

Can't stand some villian that totally act like a bimbo. Okay, bimbo is a bit of overstatement btw. Trying to act as if you're real cool but in the real fact you don't even know what is happening at all. Big L for you. Its corresponding anyway, opps.

8622.) It's going to be okay, right?

( via satelliteofyou.tumblr)

I seriously need a remedy, i need a cheese remedy!!!!!
If only someone can give me cheese meatballz i'll marry the person ):

I just realised that i keep updating on alternate days.

There was meteor shower on tuesday at 2am!!!!!!!!!!!!
But apparently i missed it.
i'd be so cool if i can watch meteor shower!!!!!
Like yknow those in teewee drama ma series whereby you picnic at a place then theres meteor shower then you can make your fairy god mother wishes!!!

I'm trying to gather my thoughts and think of what is appropriate to write it here.
But i realise none is.
I shall sleepppppp, am really tired ):

" if i tell you i'm happy, i'm probably trying to pull your leg"

This is exactly the reason why i like simple things.
Need to come to a decision quick.

Veronica say i'm smiling more than usual. (?! )
Sometimes i don't even know whether its real or fake.

"You remember and dwell on all the things you've lost and ignore all the things you haven't. Because your scars are like stars. Yet the night stays perfectly black. "

I need to start feeling stress for Os
why aint i



Okay, this is a dumb vid of us playing number game during yq+ yumi bday celebration
they wanted to take my funny action. BLah.

haha man, i look really spastic in some of the photos. But wellxz. heehee
I just wasted the whole day tdy ):
School for filming thing then rushed down for family dinner.

I'm really happy cuz i ate alot tdy.
Love love pizza hut's mango soda :D

Look, as if things between me and Jeffrey is not complicated enough and you have to come in and aggravates things further.
Thanks so much huh?
Why don't you just leave it alone like what you've done for the past 1 year plus?

Why now?
Why now you tell me.

You know what?
I'm really really tired of all these things.
& really really am going to wash my hands on this thing.

Yesterday,
wo chi mai dang dang de shaker's fries.
Hen hao chi.
but some gun du went to add two packets of msg, i can feel myself balding already.

Qh and yumi are idiots! keep mimicking me lor.
ANGRY HOR.

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我真的不知道该怎么办。

Oh man, i hadn't eat anything since breakfast in the morning.
Cup noodles make me gastric, -pout-

Okay, national day celebration is crap. We weren't allowed to watch the concert for some really, cliche reason. Like, we're already having mass gathering during assembly?!?! It won't make any diff what.

Discussed bout tcher's day celebration after which with some of them.
We planned for freaking 3hrs!?!?!??!
& sigh, tmr is saturday!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Going back to school to do the filming clip ): + family dinner yawww.
2 days of my holiday is gone like this.

Need to start studying for prelims, my term3 suck big time.

When things got out of control.

Yesterday,
Met yq and yumi for breakfast. Kfc breakfast isn't that bad afterall, with the serenity etc. Its not an understatment okay.

Temp hit 37.6, then i got sent down with a mask. I swear its not fun at all. Walking past people with the awe-struck face as if they saw an alien. The mask is the worse part, its as if someone over your nose and your mouth for half an hour. Sat there for proxi 20minutes. Bet its the longest twenty minutes of my life. Scruntinized every inch of the room, even tempted to count the tiles on the floor. Then some staff took my temperature again, was 37.1. Initially she wanted to send me home, cuz she deem its still high. She was like " normal temp is 36.7, you're having a fever you know?!"

Stared at her wrinkled face for few seconds, thought i was dreaming. Blah blah, then the two aunties left me alone to discuss and eventually let me go back to class [:

Today,

am in a bad mood now.
Whenever i'm online, its 80% that case.

Maybe my room has a melancholic setting.
Reminds me of all the negative stuff.

Don't you dare tell me nothing matters. Everything matters. Every fucking drop of rain, every ray of sunlight, every wisp of cloud matters and they matter because I can see them and if I can see them then they can see me and I know that there's an entire world that cares out there, hiding behind a world that doesn't, afraid to show who it really is and with or without you, I will drag that world out of the dirt and the blood and the muck until we live in it. Until we all live in it. (i wrote this for you )

How long more, before we choose to face it

I'll be lying horribly if i say i'm fine.
Every ounce and micrometers, every single cell in me is not fine at all.
Is there a stronger word than poignant?
Kept willing myself that what i assume is right, that i still understand your actions.

Was feeling like shit in the morning yet you cast your cold-as-ice glance at me, so much for that. Oh no, maybe you weren't even looking at me.
Even my classmates were nice to ask if i was alright.

Yes, we both can walk past each other in school like strangers.
You make my blood run cold.

All of us are trying very hard.
& this make me hate them even more.

Maybe its all an misunderstanding.
But i think i have a right to vent out how i feel; because you still haven't give me my damn answer.
You know, its so hard to keep my cool in school with all the faces that i don't want to see.

"Memories are what warm you up from the inside. But they’re also what tear you apart." (Bathtubdux.tumblr)

Edit
To 'the-guy-who-holds-chopstick-the-same-way-as-i-do' ,
You said i understood you.
But, maybe this time i really fail to understand what you're heading for.

Or maybe,
I should be glad that i'm at the little advantage side.

On the other note,

IM HOOKED TO BEJEWELED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :D
Tho i hate the part where they re-set the high score everytime.
Makes me feel so pointless that my score won't be sustained ):

Kay anyway my mum was being real cool suddenly, must be of my influence.
I kept complaining to her that the teachers kept scolding us every lesson bout our poor results since the past 3 yrs, rly damn irritating luh!
Then she said, if she had the chance to go to school she'll scold back the teachers being an irritant.
Imagin my shock face when she said that. She usually will just, agree w the teachers.
Kay anw, PSI on Wednesday. " Its such a waste of time, not as if i go your results will turn to straight As like that"

Thumbs up :D

Man, i really hate weekends.
Slack my pigu off for the past 2 days.
Bought this Moon puzzle from Page One ytd, its berry nice!!!! [:
But i've no idea how to fix it ):